Chapter 4: The Dean's Diary

Diary One:

Now in its fifth year, the overall research has yielded great results. Everyone has their own opportunities. And for me, I am grateful to God every moment, and the opportunities I have received are incomparable. It must have been my parents who blessed me. To be able to participate in such research and meet a person with abilities who is not recorded in the archives is a blessing for an ordinary practitioner like me.

Although 0604 didn't take control of the object again, or do the weird thing that made the ECG monitor doodle. But we also found a lot of unusual things about him in the experiment.

At present, the target age of the experiment is too young, and we are currently mainly monitoring the changes in the cyst of the target and doing some experiments that are suitable for the interest of infants of this age. During these five years, the volume of the cyst increased by a factor of 1.5 and gradually combined with the nerve contact part. In addition, some of the cells of the cyst have been transformed into neurons, so we cannot further confirm the transformation of the cyst, and we have tried a variety of drugs to repair it, but there is no obvious effect.

We have set up a number of suitable experiments, and the experiment of finding the target object is relatively successful. The target object is first hidden, and 0604 can find the item after a few moments, and he seems to enjoy the game experiment with a 100% success rate. We upgraded the exclusions to exclude the effects of taste, smell, hearing, and touch on the experiment. Preliminary conclusion: 0604 may possess some sort of perspective function. We can't explain the exact cause of this at this time, and we will continue to study it when the experimental target is older.

Today, 0604 asked me: "Dean, what is the name, does everyone have a name, is your name called the dean?" I had no way to answer, I could only say: "0604, we chose this project, or the project chose us." From that moment on, we shouldn't have a name anymore, anyway, 0604 we're doing something great. “

The success of this project will not only break through many limitations of human beings, but also provide human beings with the possibility of reforming their nerves in medicine, and perhaps he will write his name in the history of the Nobel Prize like many famous scientists.

Diary 2:

In the past ten years, except for the first few years of experiments, which were relatively successful, in recent years, due to my compassion and reluctance to do intensive experiments, there have been almost no new results in recent years. Will 0604 become obscure in the future? Unfortunately, there is no way to get in touch with the American mentor, and I would love to hear what he thinks about it. Although there is a lot of pressure from my superiors, the funds have been repeatedly increased, and I am now under a lot of pressure.

Several PhDs have also requested that the target subject be subjected to pharmacological and instrumental interventions. 0604's physique has always been weak, but there is no way to do it, I am a scientist, and my life goal is to dedicate my life to science. So I decided to start with a pharmacological intervention and an instrumental intervention. Implement several of our important and already designed protocols. As it stands, there is no guarantee that 0604 will not be damaged.

The cysts in the subject's brain have gradually turned into part of the nerves, which means that the neural structures in his brain are nearly twice as large as those of ordinary people. And according to the test, neuronal transmitters in the target brain are highly active and can process information. If the nerve center of the brain is understood as a central processing unit, then this tumor area is equivalent to another processor installed in parallel, and the information that can be processed is still unconfirmed.

I've been dreaming about my deceased parents lately, they seem to be saying something to me, every time I just want to listen carefully to what they say to me, there will be 0604 cries in the dream, I don't know why I am moved by compassion, I bet my life on this project, child, I'm sorry for you. I've never been married in my life, and you're like my child, but there's nothing I can do about it.

If the few experiments we envision succeed, I think the whole world will thank you, kid.

Diary Three:

The child is 13 years old, and he is a little wooden. If it weren't for the crazy instrumental and drug interventions, I think he would have been a little more lively. Our experiments have failed time and time again. Ding Daju handed over the news that his superiors were considering canceling the project. I'm struggling, maybe it's the wrong direction of the experiment, so what's the direction of this ability?

If he hadn't come here, this child might have been happily with his parents and experienced the warmth of the family, and if he hadn't been doing this project, he might have gotten married. Now all this is nothing, everything is like a mirror, there is no result, there is no direction.

Ding Daju said that if this project is not handled well, it is impossible to just cancel it, so what will happen? But if there is no result like now, it still cannot avoid a bad ending.

The child became more and more silent day by day, and now he was not only wooden, but also much more reactive. The biggest problem with in vivo experiments is that we can't evaluate what kind of results a drug or a device will produce when it is applied to the subject, and the most important thing is whether it will cause irreversible damage to the living body.

Could it be that we have ruined this talent, and if it is, it will be the biggest failure of my life.

Diary 4:

It's been a long time since I've kept a diary, and I've given up on all experiments.

If I were to test my thoughts, there would be only one end result, and that would be the death of 0604. At the moment, the data we have is very clear, and the instructions for starting and closing are set for 0604. That way, he won't be distracted by all kinds of noises.

I had a dream last night, we were dissecting 0604 in the lab, we finally extracted this neuronal transmitter, and we did the assays, and I won the Nobel Prize.....

Fuck the Nobel Prize, fuck the research, I just want my kids to be healthy and happy.

Been busy teaching my children. Teach him some basic subject knowledge, and now he has basically mastered the high school curriculum, anyway, I won't teach him anything about medicine. I don't want him to be like me.

I and everyone here, we're completely depraved. It's been another year of making up fake data, fake experimental results, and I don't know why, or how long it will last. The higher authorities did not seem to raise any objections, and we have not been evaluated and ordered for a long time, and although the funds have been reduced somewhat, it is enough for us.

My child is 18 years old and he has grown up. People say he has a pair of dead fish eyes, I don't think so, I think he's very cute, I wonder if any girl will like him? Of course, if he can go out, but ......

Let's live like this, who knows what the future holds!

Everyone should have the right to choose their own destiny, at least one chance to try. I chose to come here and do this project, but you don't have a choice. I'm miserable, what can I do for you?

Diary Five:

It's almost over,

They're coming......

I know no one will make it out of here alive,

You must have sensed the danger to let all the creatures go, right?

Kind child, I have a Buddha in my name, but you have a Buddha in your heart.

I can only walk here with you, goodbye.