Chapter 312: Need an Outlet
After eating dog food, Ye Tingan quietly ran out to digest it, leaving his office to Si Anxu and Qin Mingyue.
After Qin Mingyue cried enough, she looked up and saw a wet mark on Si Anxu's suit, and she wiped her tears embarrassedly.
"I'm sorry to get your clothes dirty. ”
Qin Mingyue is really embarrassed, over the years, although she has cried a lot, she rarely cries so much in front of others, just now she really couldn't control her emotions at all.
"Have you had enough crying?"
Si Anxu has been looking at Qin Mingyue gently, watching her reveal the shyness of a little woman, and the corners of her mouth can't help but hook up a smile.
Knowing Qin Mingyue for so long, he can be regarded as knowing Qin Mingyue, looking at a little woman who is soft and weak, she is actually stubborn to death, and she will not easily reveal her true emotions in front of others.
Being able to cry like this in front of him, in fact, he was more relieved in his heart.
However, he also knew that Qin Mingyue needed to vent, the child who had been looking for so long suddenly appeared and found that it was by his side, that kind of lost and regained, and that kind of chagrin and remorse, chagrin and regret for why he didn't find out earlier, he needed an outlet.
Si Anxu understood Qin Mingyue, so he didn't speak, nor did he coax her, just hugged her and accompanied her, letting her cry enough and vent enough.
Qin Mingyue shook her head and said that she wouldn't cry anymore, it would really be a shame to cry again and throw her face to her grandmother's house, but looking at Si Anxu's clothes, she felt more and more that her face was hot, and she quickly found a tissue to wipe it, but no matter how she wiped it, the wet mark didn't change at all.
"I'll go back and wash your clothes. ”
Si Anxu seemed to be smiling.
"Won't you wash my clothes for me if you don't get my clothes dirty? ”
A sentence of the child's mother, Qin Mingyue was stunned.
the child, what a affectionate name, how long has she been looking forward to the title, I really heard it, it really came true, she really found her child, and her child is still Si Yinuo, or Si Yinuo who has always been by her side.
Qin Mingyue once again took a serious look at the paternity test results, looking at that sentence word by word, the probability of parental authority was greater than 99.99%, and her eyes couldn't help but sore and red again.
"you, kid, don't cry, I won't be able to go out to meet people in this dress if I cry again. ”
Si Anxu's interruption, Qin Mingyue's emotions that had just gotten up suddenly dissipated, she glanced at Si Anxu coquettishly, and her coquettish appearance made Si Anxu's heart move.
"Don't seduce/seduce me here. ”
Qin Mingyue's eyes widened, looking at Si Anxu innocently, where did she seduc/lure him?
But when she saw Si Anxu's eyes full of meaning, Qin Mingyue couldn't help but blush, how could he think of going to those places under such a normal situation.
"Okay, don't cry, cry again and wait for the reporter to see it, and I don't know what I can arrange. ”
Thinking that she had occupied the hot search headlines for an unknown amount of time recently, Qin Mingyue was a little scared.
As the saying goes, people are afraid of being famous, pigs are afraid of being strong, not to mention that she is still famous in this kind of scandalous way, she doesn't want to at all, she still likes to live her own life quietly, and she also thinks that she can take Si Yinuo to go shopping leisurely in the future.
But when she saw Si Anxu, she felt that this was probably impossible.
It's just that her child has become Si Yinuo, and she has become Si Anxu's child, this feeling is so amazing, how can she feel as if she is in a dream.
"What's wrong?"
Seeing that Qin Mingyue had been looking at him, her eyes were a little strange, and Si Anxu reached out and hugged her waist.
As soon as he hugged her, he suddenly frowned, he just took care of comforting her, he didn't notice it, he hadn't hugged her properly for a few days, and it seemed that he had lost weight again?
"Why do I suddenly feel like I'm dreaming again? Si Anxu, do you know? I went through nine deaths before giving birth to the child, I had a heavy hemorrhage when I gave birth, I fainted after giving birth, I didn't wake up until two days later, I didn't even have to see the child, the child was gone, I looked for a lot of streets and alleys, including trash cans and sewers, I could hear the child's cry even when I walked on the road, but I couldn't find him, I didn't know where to find him, I was even thinking, the child must be blaming me, blaming me for giving birth to him, but I didn't protect him, let him suffer so much and so much, I was thinking that when I see the child in the future, the child will definitely not recognize me, and I will definitely prefer that I didn't give birth to him, but after thisI don't know if it's a few years from now, or if it's ...... after I die."
Qin Mingyue babbled a lot, as if talking to herself, and as if she was talking to Si Anxu.
Her emotions have been suppressed for too long, although she has communicated with Si Anxu, but she is divorced and has given birth to children, which has always been an unbridgeable ditch in her heart, and she dare not mention it before Si Anxu.
Now that she knows that Si Yinuo is her child, the child of her and Si Anxu, the heavy pressure and burden in her heart has been reduced a lot at once, and she needs to tell her mood and the pressure in her heart.
The more Si Anxu listened, the more distressed he became, he took Si Yinuo without knowing it, although he didn't abuse him, he didn't give him too much love.
But Qin Mingyue suffered a lot and suffered a lot in order to find Si Yinuo, and the hardships she imagined Si Yinuo would endure, Si Yinuo didn't eat at all, but she ate them all.
Si Anxu thought, why couldn't he run into Qin Mingyue earlier, so that she had already moved the idea of suicide and took action.
Fortunately, on that day, he passed by there, and fortunately, on that day, Qin Mingyue fell into his car and saved his life.
Now thinking back to that day, he would let Qin Mingyue owe the three million IOU, in fact, he also felt incredible.
Just like what he said when Qin Mingyue repaid the money, 30,000 yuan couldn't even afford a screw in his car, and 3 million was nothing to him, but he made Qin Mingyue unprecedentedly embarrassed.
Perhaps, at that time, he just felt that she shouldn't have easily moved the idea of suicide.
Perhaps, at that time, he just felt that there was a responsibility that would make her live harder.
Perhaps, at that moment, Qin Mingyue and him had already begun to form an indissoluble bond.
Perhaps, everything is destined in the dark!
Si Anxu hugged Qin Mingyue into his arms again, rested his chin on the top of her head, and lowered his head to kiss the tips of her hair from time to time.
"It's over, everything is over, our family of three will be fine in the future, I will double the compensation for the suffering and sins you have suffered in the future, it is I who is not good, I didn't find you early and let you suffer so much. None of this will happen again. ”