Volume 1 The Lonely Shadow of the Cold River Chapter 73 One Thought Becomes a Buddha
"Forget it, I guess you don't want to hear what I have to say, after all, you're no longer the kid who sneaked into the office and was curious about everything. However, looking at you now, life is not so easy, right? ”
"I've been lonely, I'm nothing special, it's just that I've met you, and you're the only person I've ever met who can feel what I'm talking about. I've communicated with you before, and I don't know if it's my hallucination, but I miss those days. Nostalgia will make everything lonely, right, if you don't have it, then loneliness is not worth anything. ”
"You're not dead, I can still feel your presence, or you're dead. I watched when they died, and the person in front of you was charming at the time, but now it's a bit decadent. Or maybe you don't want to hear me talk about it, but I've got to say something. I don't like to be embarrassed and I don't like to be in this room by myself. The room was filled with the smell of death, the bits and pieces of human organs in dark corners, I couldn't see clearly but I could feel the pain. Do you know how much I miss Sunshine and the Buddha now? He always talks nonsense to me, I don't know much, but if I can, I'd like to tell you about it. ”
"I know more about you than you do. In fact, it's hard for me to imagine that a person like Lai Buddha who is greedy for life and afraid of death will be so determined to save you, just like I can't imagine that a scientist likes to read Buddhist scriptures. ”
"The Buddha said that everything is cause and effect, don't say that everything is in me.
All living beings have no appearance, and it is me who becomes a Buddha and becomes a demon. ”
"Oh, yes, I'm guessing you're the devil by now. But I don't think you're really a devil, you're just a pervert! You've almost killed the Buddha out of control several times, like now you think I'm talking to you, but is that true? Or are you just another psychopath with a split personality?"
"Dean Laifo's belly is huge, and it looks like a treasure chest inside. Have you ever heard of a drug that can cause hallucinations? It can give you infinite power, so that you can see details in an instant that you can't see ordinary people, and you can even see a speck of dust falling. But you're mentally ill, and you don't need much of that kind of medicine, and if I could, I'd love to feel that power. ”
"The Buddha wants you to be an ordinary person, you are a very ordinary person. One thought becomes a Buddha and one thought becomes a demon, everything is cause and effect. You have done too many guilty things to come to the Buddha, you could have grown up like an ordinary child, and lived an ordinary life, but because of the selfishness of the Buddha, you have suffered so much. You have lost your childhood, you have lost the opportunity to be happy, you have lost the warmth of your family. His death is actually in the hope that you can live and find back the happiness and joy that belonged to you. ”
"But how do I know? Everyone feels like they're doing something meaningful, and slowly they become obsessed. Attachment soon covered life, slowly wrapped people up, and threw them into the darkness. It's just that I have a concern in my heart, I miss the sunshine, I hate the darkness here, I have a yearning for it, and if I can, I am willing to become a Buddha. Ordinary life in the sun. ”
"Come back to life, if you can't die, go to your concern, don't lie to yourself anymore, go. ”
"By the way, you know the secret of the Buddha Abbot, it's in the dirt under me, you have seen it. ”
Ji Han slowly woke up, his eyes calm and gentle.
Seeing that Ji Han woke up, Lu Li became nervous again, he stood up, holding the shock controller tightly in his hand, and all the agents also clenched the guns in their hands.
"Kill me. Ji Han said lightly.
"What?" Lu Li didn't believe he heard such words, and he asked with some suspicion, "Kill you?"
Ji Han drooped his head, his whole body seemed to be paralyzed, and said lightly: "Actually, I don't have any superpowers, you kill me, I'm tired." ”
Lu Li said with a cruel smile: "Then you tell me what happened in the abandoned mine that day." ”
"I don't remember what happened, but there must have been something in the depths of the pit, and it was a very windy day and I was fascinated by the eyes, and I don't know what happened next. Ji Han said expressionlessly.
With a "whoosh", a knife slashed through Ji Han's face and nailed it to the wall, and Ji Han's face was also cut with a wound.
Lu Li's hand was put back on the shock controller, and he said angrily: "You are three years old when I am three, since you want to die I will fulfill you, but you don't want to die too easily." With that, Lu Li pressed the shock controller again.
The whole process lasted for several hours, until Lu Li put his finger on Ji Han's nose and barely felt any breath.
"Boss, is he dead?" asked the agent next to him.
"There is no difference anymore, it seems that I was too worried about it, and I almost fell into Ding's big way. It's just a piece of rubbish. ”
"Boss, is that really what happened to the abandoned mine?" asked another agent. They all wanted to know what was going on.
"So I guess this Ji Han is a waste at all, but we ignored an important issue at that time, that is, Ding Daju. It's entirely possible that he knew about our movements, and he probably set up an ambush on the spot so our brother would have disappeared. Lu Li analyzed.
"That's too clean!" the agent whispered.
Lu Li said with a displeased face: "Cleaner than us?"
"Of course not, of course not. Although he said this, the agent had a lot of dissatisfaction with Lu Li in his heart. I don't know why, they all have a feeling that Lu Li is becoming more and more conceited, so conceited that he can't tolerate the slightest disagreement from others.
Lu Li, who relaxed his vigilance, suddenly had a good idea, he looked at Ji Han, who was already dying, and laughed.
"Is that clavicle still there?" Lu Li asked.
The agent on the side nervously replied, "Yes, it's in the warehouse next door." ”
"Take it, it finally came in handy, I really can't think of a more interesting way, haha" Lu Li laughed. Now that he has completely relaxed, Ji Han is hanging on the wall at the moment, like a specimen.
The clavicle is one of Lu Li's trophies, two years ago on a small island in Southeast Asia, Lu Li led a team of 30 people on a mission, targeting a group of defectors. When they arrived, they found that the defectors were only a pile of white bones, which were hung on the collarbone and eaten alive by the fish. Originally, the local gang wanted to use this as a credit for it, but the enraged Lu Li killed all the gang, because the defector still held important secrets. Later, Lu Li brought back the clavicle, along with the skull of the defector.
The two agents walked out of the room and headed straight for the warehouse. However, both of them seemed to notice something, as if someone had just run out, and one of them looked at the half-hidden door and said, "Did anyone come in?" and motioned for the other agent to look at the door.
The other was an agent with a big mouth just now, and he quickly made a silent gesture.
"Shhhh ”
After a busy moment, Lu Li looked at Ji Han, who was pierced through his shoulders by a steel hook, as if he was looking at a work of art. Ji Han was locked with several iron chains on his body, and he would be put into the river water on the edge of the base, and he would be slowly tortured to death.
The hand of light tore open the night curtain of Hanjiang City, and in the cold river water, Ji Han slowly sank, and the other end of the string of iron hooks was firmly locked in the abandoned iron boat by Lu Li, and then Lu Li threw it hard, throwing the key into the river water far away.
Song Daming stumbled home, he sat at his door, tears raining down.