Chapter 118: Can't Escape After All
But only Tao Jingjing understands some things, and only she may be able to understand the sadness and warmth in them.
Many days after that, Tao Zhongming has not come back, even if Tao Jingjing called, he just hurriedly said a few words and then hung up, the company's affairs, Tao Jingjing can't say what the situation is, originally thought about this time, the key event of the company's merger, coupled with the problem of the company's employees asking for salary that broke out in the last period of time, always thinking about asking for a few days off at this time, the leader will not approve but when Tao Jingjing called and explained the reason, the personnel department was very happy to approve.
So much so that Tao Jingjing couldn't believe it, she always felt like something had happened but called her office, Yu Juan and they said that there was nothing wrong, and there was nothing strange happening in the company, everyone was good and the affairs of the department were also carried out step by step, and the things about the business combination were also carried out very smoothly, so that Tao Jingjing was at home with the children with peace of mind, and said that if she couldn't do it, she would wait for the New Year to come back to work and let the children go to school, it would be easy, but Tao Jingjing was always very uneasy, and she was inexplicably very uneasy.....
"Sister, you play with me...."
The slight warm sun in winter, shining warmly on people, makes Tao Jingjing have the urge to be drowsy, but strange things are always flashing in her mind, some Tao Jingjing feels that it is very incredible, this has been the case for a while recently, especially when she sleeps at night, she doesn't want to do many things, but it always appears in her mind.
There are some things that Tao Jingjing feels that she has never happened or never seen, from the initial youth, to adolescence, to knowing Xiao Xiche, to Zhuo Yan, and then to the matter of her father at home, her marriage to Xiao Xiche, the matter between Yu Xiang and Zhuo Yan, the matter between Yu Xiang and herself, the matter between herself and Ziyu, and now Xiao Xiche's sudden return, Xiao Zixin, Yu Xiang, Zhuo Yan, Lin Musheng, aunt, who suddenly appeared....
There are many, many things, so that Tao Jingjing doesn't know what to think about, and many things that she ignored before, now a person suddenly remembers it but always feels that it is not what she remembers, Tao Jingjing herself can't figure out the current situation, and this is the third day that her aunt has disappeared from the hospital.
After Xiao Xiche told him the news, Yu Xiang contacted him, Zhuo Yan, the side that Zhuo Yan saw in the hospital, after being taken away by Yu Xiang, did not contact him, maybe they all felt that they didn't need a legitimate reason to tell themselves about these sudden events and their relationship, and they didn't need to know! Thinking of this, Tao Jingjing smiled bitterly at herself.....
"Sister, you play with me, you play with me....."
Wanwan little girl pulled Tao Jingjing's arm and said coquettishly, the shaking Tao Jingjing's whole person is about to fall apart, that is, two or three days of hard work, in addition to the mood of the little girl in the evening began to be a little depressed, occasionally ask her mother what happened back, the rest is like nothing happened, at this moment Tao Jingjing is really extremely envious of such a child, if she can be like this, she can also forget everything you don't want to know, what you want to forget can be quickly forgotten, how good it should be, but after all, it still can't be doneใ
"Okay, okay, don't shake it anymore, it's going to fall apart if you shake it again!" play with you, play with you, play with you.....", Tao Jingjing was very helpless to hold back the emotions in her heart, and smiled at the little girl Wanwan very calmly, but if there were other people present at the time, you could know how miserable this smile was.
In fact, no matter whether you laugh miserably or smile brightly, there are some things that you still have to face after all, whether you want to face them or not, just like Mu Zhuoyan and Yu Xiang, even if Tao Jingjing has always wanted to face it but was afraid to face it, she still has to face it in the end.
So when Tao Jingjing received Mu Zhuoyan's call, her mood was very calm, as if she had been looking forward to it for a long time, as if she had already thought that there would be such a day, as if she was ready to face all this, but only Tao Jingjing knew how her heart fluctuated and could not calm down for a long time.....
That night, Tao Jingjing packed up the little girl Wanwan, and then sent her to Zhu Jing's side, grandpa is not here, in this city, it seems that there is no other close person except for the person who is going to see today, and then there is the person from the company, Tao Jingjing thought for a long time and had to trouble Zhu Jing to help take care of the little girl Wanwan, and when she finished sending the little girl Wanwan, she left by car, looking at Wanwan constantly waving at herself, Tao Jingjing always had a feeling like she was leaving, like she was going to the battlefield.
But why not, today it is estimated that I really want to go to the battlefield, a battlefield that only belongs to me, a battlefield that belongs to me, and a battlefield in my past, and even a future battlefield, what should be faced is still faced, from the moment I saw Mu Zhuoyan in the hospital, Tao Jingjing knew that she couldn't escape after all.
If you can't escape, you won't escape, after all, it's your own problem, and you'll face it bravely, that sorry or some other apologies, didn't you think you could say it early, as for other things, Tao Jingjing thought, that is in addition to her own apologies to make it clear.
Even if you do all the mental construction, even if you tell yourself that you have already seen it, even if you tell yourself that you have been working hard in the past few years...... But when she saw Zhuo Yan again, Tao Jingjing still had indescribable timidity and uneasiness in her heart, inexplicable timidity and uneasiness.
Still in the old place where the three of them often came, Tao Jingjing looked at this store, as if there had been no change for many years, standing outside the window outside the door and looking in, they were still sitting in the original old position, smiling and not knowing what they were talking about, so that Tao Jingjing had hallucinations, as if time had not passed, three people, no, four people seemed to be in college many years ago, they didn't meet Xiao Xiche, the entangled feelings between them were not entangled as if there was nothing, the four of them were like a person all day long, thinking about eating, drinking, sleeping, and studying hard, as if that time, Tao Jingjing thinks it is her most relaxed time and the most precious time.