Chapter 26: Cao Xiuyan's Distress
Cao Xiuyan returned to his boring study life.
After the welcome party, Cao Xiuyan did not get much attention, and there were no girls to add his WeChat, he was still invisible in the crowd.
In this life, he rarely took the initiative to add other people's contact information, and he has always avoided having too much unnecessary socialization.
Sometimes, socializing can be a lever for you, but sometimes it's a drag on you.
Unnecessary socialization will consume too much energy.
Therefore, Cao Xiuyan's circle of friends are all friends like Xu Shen or ......
Someone who really worked for him.
For example, his homeroom teacher Liu Qingsong.
In fact, Cao Xiuyan knows very well what he wants, and in his previous life, he dealt with student organizations or youth league committees every day, but he couldn't really help himself.
What can really affect whether you can make progress or not has to be......
Those professors.
This is also the reason why Cao Xiuyan brushed his face in front of the teachers.
Cao Xiuyan knows the power in their hands, and he also knows how beneficial it is to have a good relationship with them.
For example, one of his hair children went south to Sichuan and Shu to go to college like himself, because he had a good relationship with the professor, the professor wanted him to be his son-in-law, and recommended him to study and promised him to stay in school directly after graduating from graduate school.
But he was dissolute and free at the time, and refused the professor's proposal for love and returned to the north to work.
Cao Xiuyan really didn't know what to say about this.
One day you will fall.
Therefore, Cao Xiuyan has been maintaining communication with teachers of various subjects during this time, and the most successful ones are Professor Han and Liu Qingsong, and several female teachers are also in favor of him.
I often send emails to the teacher to talk about my thoughts on recent learning, sometimes the problem is not important, the attitude is very important.
In addition, Cao Xiuyan also often communicates with teachers after class, and talks and laughs with teachers.
Therefore, in the eyes of most students, Cao Xiuyan is a beautiful young student who does not like to socialize and loves to learn.
Some people like him as a beautiful boy, and some people like him as a top student. Therefore, Cao Xiuyan is quite famous in the academy, but there are not many people who communicate with him.
At the same time, many people also thought that he and Chi Qian were a couple, but he didn't admit it.
Someone asked Chi Qian, and the answer was also ambiguous.
In addition, Cao Xiuyan lived in a simple place, and he was rarely heard gossiping in the academy.
Gossip is like this, you keep doing things, and there are naturally many scandals.
It has been more than a week since the welcome party, and Cao Xiuyan's life has not changed much.
Pick up Chi Qian in the morning and evening, and then go to the library to read the books by himself, and go to class with Xu Shen, but he doesn't fight or grab.
He didn't enter the student union, and he didn't want to grab those positions.
He made it to the semi-finals of the speech team, and it will be played this weekend.
On Wednesday night's self-study, Cao Xiuyan sat in his seat and thought about what preparations should be made for the speech contest.
This semi-final is actually the finals, and the first to participate in the school competition is the final.
He wants to compete for the first place and then try to see if he can be the core of the speech team this year. In the last life, he made it to the finals and also entered the speech team, but ......
He gave up the game and just went in as a sparring partner.
Cao Xiuyan's heart is so big, he has the right to pick up girls in it. After all, the girls who can give speeches have a good temperament and good looks, and he is also participating in this.
This time...... Not necessarily.
If he hadn't interfered with this scene, the first girl of this session should have been a girl named Lu Zixi.
Luo Jie's class.
will be Cao Xiuyan's strongest opponent in this game.
I have to admit that in that final, Lu Zixi's speech can almost be described impeccably.
From the dreams of the fathers, to their own dreams, and then to the dreams of the country, from small to large, it is eloquent.
It has to be treated with caution.
In fact, Cao Xiuyan didn't know the bottom in his heart.
The final was divided into two parts, a memorization speech and an impromptu speech.
In the part of the recitation speech, he and Lu Zixi opened four or six times, and he four Lu Zixi six times, but he gave an impromptu speech......
He knows the subject. At least, he hasn't forgotten his own topic in his previous life.
Cao Xiuyan's smile gradually became perverted.
Cao Xiuyan skillfully kneaded some views of the future into his speech, but ......
Somewhat dissatisfied.
Cao Xiuyan was a little bored.
He took out this version of the speech and read it again, and read it silently in his heart several times, figuring out where the pauses and accents were.
Somewhat dissatisfied.
But I can't say what dissatisfied.
He didn't want to stay in this classroom, so he just left.
sent a WeChat message to Xu Shen and asked him to take his things when he left.
Then he sent a WeChat message to Li Li and asked him to help cross out today's shortcomings.
Evening self-study is a fixed seat, so the discipline inspection department of the student union can easily find out who has not arrived.
Coincidentally, Li Li is an officer of the Discipline Inspection Department.
Specially responsible for evening self-study.
This is the result of the fact that there are people in the DPRK and China who are easy to do.
Cao Xiuyan went downstairs and rode the little electric donkey at night.
ECNU covers an area of 3,000 acres, and there are three artificial lakes on the campus: Chuyang, Qiming, and Xinyue.
He planned to go to Qiming Lake for a walk and smoke a cigarette to ease his thoughts.
The reason why I go here is also because there are fewer people here.
If you go to Chuyang Lake...... In three or five steps, I saw a couple, either holding and gnawing or even more wild.
Nowadays, college students are really full of tricks when they fall in love, and all kinds of sassy operations can blind people's eyes.
When Cao Xiuyan was a sophomore, he heard that someone was fighting in the woods, and half of the boys in their dormitory went there to look, but they didn't see anything.
Take advantage of the excitement and return disappointed.
But he still admires this kind of person......
If you're going to be thrilling, follow through?
Cao Xiuyan can only shout admiration and admiration for the players of this kind of field faction.
Pulling into a roadside parking lot, Cao Xiuyan slipped to the edge of the lake and lit a Marlboro popping bead, allowing the aroma of mint and tobacco to linger in his nose and mouth.
It's so embarrassing.
Cao Xiuyan was a little unhappy. Other people are reborn with a system, even if it is bad, there is a golden finger to open a hanging, not to mention that it is smooth sailing all the way to the side.
When he came to Cao Xiuyan, he had to work everything and manage all relationships by himself, and a re-examination of a speech contest made him so worried that he ran out to smoke.
I'm sorry friends, but I've disgraced the Reborn.
Cao Xiuyan sighed.
It's not that his manuscript is bad, it's just that it doesn't meet his requirements.
He had a faint feeling that he could dig a little deeper and talk a little more.
But Nima just couldn't write it.
It's like feeling like you can go a little deeper, but it's too short to reach.
One centimeter. That's just a centimeter away.
In the past few months of rebirth, Cao Xiuyan has relied on some of his own experience, and he can mix it well.
But he always felt that he should still have room to move forward, and he always reminded himself to be clear about what he was doing.
After being reborn, although he was a little confused with Chi Qian and Luo Jie, he still maintained a certain amount of study, at least getting up on time every day, studying quantitatively, brushing his face hard, and never slacking off.
He knew that he was not talented enough, so he could only work hard to make up for it.
Even some things can't be remembered because they're too long, and sometimes they can't copy them if they want to.
Cao Xiuyan sat on a rockery, smoking silently.
He was the only one in the entire Lake District.
There are no lights in the lake area, and it is dark. Through the dim street lamps not far away, I could see something vaguely.
The night breeze was a little cold, and Cao Xiuyan stared blankly at the lake.
A very small thing made Cao Xiuyan a little uneasy.
In fact, there is nothing wrong with following the draft he is preparing now, but he is just not satisfied.
I can't tell what I'm not satisfied with, and I'm faintly uncomfortable.
He is actually quite cautious sometimes, and likes to write the manuscript to perfection when it comes to this kind of competition, and then memorize the manuscript until it is ripe.
Sometimes even if you forget the words, there will be a few spare materials to use, all of which have been carefully prepared, at least to get the words back.
He didn't know if it was because he was used to being in control of everything after being reborn, and he had no fear in dealing with everything because he had mastered everything, so he had some gains and losses when he encountered such a highly variable and extremely important thing.
Cao Xiuyan is also reviewing.
Isn't he overly nervous?
Philistine self-disturbance?
Why don't you be reckless this time?
Cao Xiuyan gritted his teeth, but still gave up his reckless plan.
Let's go back and check the information and polish this manuscript again.
Throwing away the cigarette butt in his hand, Cao Xiuyan cleared his throat and began to improvise on the shore of a deserted lake.
"Hello judges, the topic of my speech today is ......"
The more Cao Xiuyan spoke, the more frowning he became.
Somewhat...... Traces of the template.
In his last life, Cao Xiuyan gave speeches too many times and presided over many times, and he unconsciously brought a tone.
And this tone will give people a professional feeling, and it will also put a shackle on yourself.
Unconsciously, they will improvise with a fixed line of thought.
Cao Xiuyan faintly grasped the problem.
Trying to let go of your mindset and break the mold?
Cao Xiuyan took a sip of himself. Speaking of Nima, do you really think that in fantasy novels, if you say that you will break through, you will break through, and if you say that you will change the route of the exercises, you will change?
It's said that it's a mindset, and it's hard to break it.
Cao Xiuyan sighed again.
I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep well these days.
Give it a try, maybe with this idea, you might be able to break through.
found the problem, and Cao Xiuyan didn't have the heart to stay here. Although I can't find a way to solve it, I can try it.
Walk back from the lake, ride your little electric donkey, and go back to the dormitory.
Hopefully it will end well, huh.
Cao Xiuyan rode a bicycle and roared past the huge campus.