138. The only friend

Ai Xin got into the car and was in the driver's seat for a while before slowly opening the navigation and starting the car.

The journey back to the city from Huairou was actually almost the same as when I came, but when I drove at ten o'clock in the evening, it was already completely dark, which made Ai Xin feel that this journey was extraordinarily long.

She felt a little sleepy, and quickly focused on the ahead, while reaching out and turning on the radio in the car, and randomly tuned a channel.

The radio station is nothing more than some road condition information, where the driving is slow, where there is an accident, pay attention to detour...... Because it was night, and there was no morning rush hour, the weather forecast and chicken blood became a lot of emotional outpouring and horror stories, and the voices of the radio hosts changed from passionate tenors and high-pitched women to low, hoarse magnetic temptation.

Ai Xin was not interested in any of this, but felt that the journey was more lengthy when he heard it, and kept switching channels.

"Hello, welcome everyone back to the sound of our music, followed by Mr. Xia from Shanghai, an on-demand song, Jacky Cheung's "Love Network". ”

The host's gentle and slightly magnetic voice came from the radio, it was Ai Xin's favorite song, and the hand that rotated the channel was retracted.

"Please light another candle for me

Because I've long since lost my way

I couldn't hide my panic

I can't wait to look

I'm afraid that this road will be a good dream

And you are a boundless net

It easily trapped me in the middle of the net

The deeper I sanit, the more confused I became

The road is getting longer and farther

How can I catch your eye......"

Jacky Cheung's singing voice still came out of the impression in the car, Ai Xin leaned the car on the side of the road, pulled the handbrake, and listened quietly on the steering wheel. She thought that she would cry, she would be sad, she would be as sentimental as a girl with a young spring, and she felt that every song was written about herself, but to her surprise, she did not have any emotions, only felt unprecedented calm.

She looked at the night light in the passenger seat, and couldn't help but flip the switch, and the letters on it lit up again, emitting a faint light in the dim body.

"Shimmer attracts glimmer. Shimmer, will illuminate the shimmer. ”

This sentence suddenly appeared in her mind, it was a sentence that appeared in a variety show she had watched before, and at this time, she realized the true meaning with empathy.

Yes, no matter whether you are rich or famous, no matter how many material things you have in this world of flowers, you are still an insignificant little star in the emotional world. But even the smallest stars glow faintly around them, attracting those who shine the same light.

More than ten years ago, it was because of that glimmer of light, because she groped for a little bit of what she thought she knew, and stubbornly believed that Tong Yu was also the same person as herself, and insisted on this belief to this day, so that she will have the current feelings.

She always thought that she was getting closer to that light, and she was constantly trying to get closer to Tong Yu, but today she found out that Tong Yu was also working hard in his own way in this relationship, trying his best to get closer to herself.

Even if Tong Yu can't take her out to watch movies or go shopping, he will still put a vinyl record disc at home to sing live to himself, and will quietly go to find a suitable place to meet her; Although Tong Yu sometimes couldn't reply to his phone for several days, he took the biggest risk after he was injured and immediately took her to his home......

She has always ignored all this, always thinking that she should work harder to be good to Tong Yu, but she forgot that Tong Yu was good to herself. Just like before, she only wanted to make Tong Yu easier and less worried, but she didn't take into account Tong Yu's mood and Tong Yu's self-esteem, so the two of them had such a big quarrel before.

She raised her head and looked through the car window at the dark night sky of Beijing, and there was not a single star in sight.

But now, it seems, she has found her star.

At this moment, she really wants to take out her mobile phone and call her parents like in the TV series, saying that she has found true love.

She couldn't.

Or, give your girlfriend a call and share the details of your relationship.

Girlfriend, she didn't either.

Now she feels that she suddenly wants to drink, the kind of desire that is full of joy in her heart, but she can't let it go, and wants to drink until she completely loses her daily rules and regulations, and wants to be herself.

Regarding the fact that she has no parents and no friends, I don't know if it is her misfortune or Tao Li's misfortune. In short, at this time when Tao Li was probably busy all night and was about to go to bed, she called Tao Li and thought about how to trick Tao Li out to drink.

Thinking about it this way, he is indeed a very selfish person, knowing Tao Li's thoughts, and knowing that he can't be with Tao Li, but he can't make a decision to break off the relationship with Tao Li. Although speaking of which, if there is a partnership company, it is impossible for two people not to connect. But she knew in her heart that she was just afraid of losing Tao Li, and she didn't even have the only friend.

"Hello?"

The phone was quickly answered, and to Ai Xin's surprise, Tao Li's voice did not sound tired, and the surrounding environment was not silent, but ......

"You're at KTV?"

Ai Xin took the mobile phone from his ear to the front and confirmed it again, he was indeed calling Tao Li, at this time, Tao Li was actually singing?

"That's right. Tao Li quickly gave a positive answer, "What about you, are you done with the appointment?"

"Hmm. ”

"That'...... Come here?" Tao Li's tone sounded a little hesitant.

"Is there any wine?"

"Two boxes. Tao Li's answer this time was quite quick, and there seemed to be a little smile in his voice, "Broke up?"

"Phew, dog's mouth ......"

"Okay, okay, pure K old place, hurry up. ”

Before Ai Xin could scold a complete sentence, he was interrupted by Tao Li. Although I don't know how many people are in the private room over there, but listening to his tone, it should be that he is not in a good mood, and he can completely understand, after all, the company has had an accident recently, and it is normal for Tao Li to want to relax when he is physically and mentally exhausted.

"The private room number was sent to me, and it arrived in half an hour. ”

Ai Xin was about to hang up the phone after speaking, when Tao Li's voice came from the other end.

"The worker body is blocked, remember to walk in. ”

"Got it!"

Ai Xin quickly hung up the phone, threw the phone aside, stepped on the accelerator steadily, and went to Tao Li...... No, I went in the direction of the two crates of wine.

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