Chapter 137: Enlightenment
"Tang Shen, do you know? I think you're cruel. Why do you come and go?"
Tang Shen was silent for a long time before he said, "Manman, I may be a little selfish in this matter. Because I love you a little more, I can't bear to let you accommodate me and do things that don't suit my heart. ”
"I know what I'm doing, I have a concept. Fang Manman looked at Tang Shen and argued.
"Don't take too long, I'll be tormented, no matter what the result is, you have to think clearly, and tell me too. Tang Shen whispered, almost gentle.
Fang Manman looked at him, this person looked hurt, but she didn't even understand what kind of injury he had suffered. It's hard to feel one-sidedly being questioned and questioned.
She could only let the man get into the car and swipe away from her hand like a loach.
At the moment when Tang Shen's car started, a flash of inspiration flashed in Fang Manman's head, she knew what this person was thinking, she wanted to catch up, but the car had already gone away.
Fang Manman watched the tail lights disappear into the night, although it was a summer night, but it was still cold by the cold.
The experience of her previous life made Fang Manman always have the illusion that she didn't deserve anything.
At night, half-asleep and half-awake, Fang Manman seemed to be still in his previous life, tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, wetting the pillow. That was Fang Manman's deepest fear.
Perhaps, she is really like what Tang Shen said, in fact, she doesn't like him at all, but she passively accepts it, and even deep down, she feels that she is for the Tang family behind Tang Shen. Fang Manman tore her soul and asked herself, has she ever been, the answer is no, what she likes is this Tang Shen, but Tang Shen is inseparable from the family behind him, to some extent, liking Tang Shen is liking his family background, because this is also a part of himself.
But this does not mean that he likes the money and power of the Tang Shen family.
He just likes Tang Shen who is shaped by such a family.
Fang Manman seems to rank love behind a lot of things, it has nothing to do with whether she likes Tang Shen or not, she can be sure that she likes him, but if it comes to grandma's affairs and Qin Hao's affairs, he may really leave Tang Shen behind and rush to deal with it himself.
Maybe Tang Shen was right. Fang Manman said to herself in her heart, but the tears in the corners of her eyes still kept overflowing.
Fang Manman still hadn't figured out how he should tell Tang Shen, so he could only accept Tang Shen's arrangement for the time being and not meet.
Since then, Tang Shen has never been to the tailor shop again, he used to meet this person anywhere, but now he won't, even if he goes to see Mr. Shen and designs a dress for her, he won't take the initiative to mention Tang Shen.
Tang Shen, except for silently reciting this name in her heart, she hadn't heard it for a long time.
Fang Manman was very uncomfortable with everything now.
She was influenced by Tang Shen and wanted to know whether she was not suitable for the change of habits or Tang Shen's departure.
Even she didn't have an answer to that. Fang Manman almost didn't understand himself.
"I really don't understand why you're doing this. Fang Manman muttered to himself.
Lao Qu rolled his eyes. The man began to talk to himself again.
Tang Shen hadn't come to the store for half a month, while Fang Manman often sat on the side in a daze, unconsciously talking to himself.
Combined, the two must have had a conflict.
"Hey, hey, cheer up. Are you done designing your dress?"
Fang Manman shook his head: "No." ”
"Not here for you?"
"I don't even have that freedom? I'm also the chief designer of your shop. ”
"The chief of this shop will always belong to me. ”
"Yes, then the soul of your store will be kept. Fang Manman replied, these words seem reasonable, but they are all hasty words, and they are not brains at all.
Lao Qu sighed and asked, "Quarrel?"
"So obvious?"
"It's almost written on the door of my head, and it's advertised. ”
Fang Manman put down the pencil in his hand and said, "I don't understand." ”
"There are so many things that I can't understand in this world, why women naturally know how to track their husbands' cheating, why people build useless pyramids, why you are asking me these questions here, these are things that everyone can't easily understand. ”
What Master Qu said, Fang Manman could understand, but she didn't know what connection it had to do with her relationship with Tang Shen.
Lao Qu saw that this person was still not enlightened, so he could only continue to mention: "Two people face each other, sometimes they don't know what the other party is thinking." This is a very normal situation. It's all about your attitude. ”
"What's right?"
"Your question is not appropriate, and there is no right or wrong attitude. Attitude follows what you really think. ”
"I still don't understand. ”
"You are really, a person who is usually so clever, why are you so stupid now? Sure enough, God is fair. ”
Fang Manman covered her head in pain, she didn't want to think about it, but her thinking was uncontrollable.
The brain is a very magical thing, when it encounters a confusing thing, it will uncontrollably mobilize all its resources to focus on solving the problem, and when you are not conscious, you are still searching for the answer to this question. Fang Manman looked exhausted because of this.
"I don't know what most people think, I just know that the ass determines the head, where you put yourself, you should think what you should think, when you think about it, show it, it's your attitude. ”
Fang Manman was stunned, what did she think of Tang Shen herself, or, what was the relationship between herself and Tang Shen, what was the relationship between her position?
"Look, this is an interrogation of your soul. ”
"Lao Qu, I don't know what I am, I don't seem to have put myself next to Tang Shen, I even feel that this person can disappear at any time, it's not real enough. I seem to be ready to run away at any moment. ”
"If you're like this, have you ever done this with the other party?"
'No, he's good, I can feel his determination. ”
Lao Qu looked at Fang Manman.
Fang Manman suddenly realized: "This is what he thinks, he can also feel my hesitation and retreat?"
Lao Qu nodded with satisfaction.
Fang Manman said: "But I still like him very much." ”
"Liking is just a matter in your life, if you have other things, it will still shake the proportion of this thing in your life, then it will be manifested, you just don't like it, but in fact, you are just trapped by something else. Fang Manman, let me give you a suggestion, don't be too careful, I don't know what you've experienced, but I know that if you always close your true thoughts because of protecting yourself, no one will be able to get close to you. ”