Chapter 145: Tidy up your mood
So now Tao Jingjing is really hesitant to come out, although it is her grandfather, but looking at her ghostly appearance, there is really no one without anyone.
"Come here, I've poured you a glass of honey water, you drink it and take care of your mood. ”
Tao Zhongming looked at Tao Jingjing, who was standing at the door of the room and waved at her.
Tao Jingjing silently walked to the restaurant, then pulled out a stool and sat opposite Tao Zhongming. took the cup handed over by Tao Zhongming. Started taking small sips of honey water from the cup. didn't say anything, Tao Zhongming too, didn't say anything. Just quietly watched, Tao Jingjing, who had been drinking water. It wasn't until all the glasses of water were drunk that Tao Zhongming said to Tao Jingjing: "Are you done drinking?"
Tao Jingjing didn't answer Tao Zhongming's words, but just shook her head silently, indicating that she didn't drink anymore.
"Okay, then let's not drink, let's have a good talk!"
Tao Zhongming said, Tao Jingjing just lowered her head from beginning to end, and did not answer what Tao Zhongming said.
"Look at you like this, you won't take the initiative to say anything, so I'll ask you. ”
"What did you talk about with Yu Xiang today, so that the back got out of control and became like that?"
Tao Zhongming asked very directly, and when he didn't detour at all, he asked directly, the question he wanted to know.
"That's what I just said. ”
Tao Jingjing kept her head down and didn't look at Tao Zhongming, Tao Zhongming asked a question, but she still lowered her head and whispered. It seems that Tao Jingjing, who is going to die like this, Tao Zhongming was originally very unbearable, but now suddenly a wave of anger came out of his heart, and he didn't know why, he just didn't want to see his granddaughter look so listless.
"That's what I just talked about, what I just talked about?"
Tao Zhongming was very angry, and his voice unconsciously rose up, "You can't tell the matter clearly, there is still a person in this place who is sad and depressed, who knows that you are sad? What are you depressed?", in the end, he hated what Tao Zhongming said, and even became stern.
Tao Jingjing raised her head and stared at Tao Zhongming in disbelief, not knowing why Tao Zhongming suddenly got angry, as if this was the first time in many years that Tao Zhongming was angry with Tao Jingjing, and he was still talking so seriously.
"I, I, I ......", for a moment, Tao Jingjing didn't know what to say.
"Whatever you are, say what you have to say, say whatever you want, don't feel sorry for yourself in this place if you don't have anything, like everyone is sorry for you. ”
"Grandpa, I ......"
"Tell me, what are you angry about, or what did Yu Xiang do that you think you can't accept, or you think everything that is happening now is a torture for you. Whether it's Xiao Xiche or Zhuo Yan, or Ziyu, or even your mother, and your half-sister, if there are any things you can't accept, or if you don't understand and doubt, tell me now. ”
After listening to Tao Zhongming's words, Tao Jingjing felt very incredible, it turned out that her grandfather had always known about the existence of her half-sister, so her grandfather also knew about her mother's affairs.
"Grandpa, you ......"
Tao Jingjing didn't ask after all, she always felt that her mother had given birth to a child before she married her father, and later hurt everyone for this child, this is what she has never been able to forgive, she has never been able to accept, and she is not willing to talk about this matter like others, she just feels very ashamed, and can even be said to be ashamed.
So she never told her grandfather about it, she was afraid that her grandfather would know about it, and then she would hate it even with herself, but she was the only one who was closest to her grandfather in the world. She didn't know what she would do when she lost her grandfather.
"That's why I know about it, yes?"
Tao Zhongming looked at Tao Jingjing's shocked expression, sighed deeply, and then said helplessly.
Tao Zhongming actually didn't know how to talk to his granddaughter about this issue, and when he knew about it, he was actually unacceptable. He didn't know that these people had grown up together by his side, he knew everything that happened between them, and he could understand their emotional entanglements, he had always felt that he was a very enlightened person, whether it was for his son or his son's friends, for so many years, he treated them as if they were his own children, no matter which one they were or which one they didn't, he treated them with a blessed mentality.
But why did what happened later fall so far from my expectations? The little girl named Xiao Zixin, Tao Zhongming remembered the scene when he saw her for the first time, this scene seemed to be still in front of him, but nearly 20 years had passed, and he originally thought that the matter was over like that, and the entanglement of feelings, how could there be right or wrong.
People in a relationship, no matter which one they are, they are not qualified to evaluate other people's affairs, so they go abroad, remarry, and then their granddaughter is born, and then things pass very peacefully, and the days are like this, the flow of water passes, he thought that everything was gone, but he didn't expect that more than 20 years later, it was still because of this emotional entanglement, and everything was messed up.
"Huahua, I know about your mother, your mother, your father, and that Uncle Xiao, and even your half-sister, I know about it. In the world of feelings, we can't evaluate your mom and dad, and that Uncle Xiao, who did it wrong or who did it right, but you have to know that your mother has always loved you very much. So, if you keep holding a grudge against your mom because of that, I don't think you need to. ”
Tao Jingjing was really incredible, looking at Tao Zhongming with a shocked face, I didn't know that Tao Zhongming would say such a thing, and I couldn't even believe that Tao Zhongming knew the whole thing from beginning to end, so then my mother cheated, so my grandfather also knew. Tao Jingjing thought so and asked the same.
"Later, my mother cheated, and then grandpa, you also know my mother, when my father was critically ill, and even filed for divorce, you also knew it, and even agreed, right?"
Tao Jingjing said to Tao Zhongming in a sad tone, like a question sentence, but the two of them both know it, it is for sure.