Chapter 87: The one who should be hated the most is Chang Huaien
Yu Wannian's eyes looked at Li Fengping fiercely, resolute and forbearing, "You can only belong to me!"
"What about you? Don't think you had a girlfriend when you were in school, I don't know, you spent the years you went abroad alone? You men are ridiculous, you can have many women, it's not right for me to get married properly. ”
"Only you are the best for me!" Yu Wannian roared.
"When you find out I've changed, you want to kill me. You're so vicious that it makes me feel disgusting!"
"I just don't want to lose you! I want to repay you for your kindness, you don't lack anything. If Chang Huaien doesn't die, why would you look at me?"
Li Fengping was so angry that she almost fainted, "I found that my daughter has grown up enough for me to rely on, and you want to kill my daughter again?
"My heart is all about you, as long as you are by my side, I won't do anything. You promise me that if you don't go back to Yincheng, Chang Huaien's house, or go to see your daughter and son, I won't do anything. ”
"Have you ever thought about my feelings? Do you know how uncomfortable it is for me to share a bed with my husband's murderer every day, and I have to act carefully?" Li Fengping's eyes were bloodshot, "Yu Wannian, you are simply crazy." ”
"Even if I'm crazy, I'm driven crazy by you!"
Li Fengping simply laughed angrily, "You say it again!"
"I told you to wait for me, why didn't you wait? If you waited for me to come home, there wouldn't be any of this. I will give you everything I promised you before, and we will live our lives well. I remember our promise, but you got married and had children with another man. Have you ever thought about it from my point of view again?"
Li Fengping was completely annoyed by his shameless logic, "Why do you want me to wait for you? Do you still want me to hold unrealistic illusions and not get married for decades, and wait for you to bring your wife and children to me and say sorry, I'm married? You are so selfish!"
"Other women can wait for decades, why can't you? Why don't you trust me? I'm an ungrateful person in your heart?"
"You know in your own heart why you are willing to come to me after all these years. Because only I am good to you without limit, you don't trust other women, you think people are for your money, and you don't love them. We've known each other since we were young, and even if you hate me, you don't think I will betray you. ”
"But you still betrayed me, and you only have that man and his two children in your heart. ”
Li Fengping knew that if she continued to talk to this man, she would be angry to death, "I have lived with him for more than 20 years, he is good to me and gives me a home." What did you give me? When did you think about it from my point of view? Back then, I gave you all my money, and if I didn't have enough money, I went to work a few jobs. What did you give me in return? As soon as you went abroad, you disappeared? Where were you when I was told by my family and scolded by others? I was blind when I was back then, and I turned the page again. And thou hast slain my husband. You ask yourself, what have I done to be sorry for you?"
Li Fengping disguised herself for three years.
As soon as Chang Huaien died, a bunch of people accused him, and she knew that she was tired.
When Yu Wannian appeared, she guessed that it was him.
How proud Yu Wannian is, she knows that being proud to the extreme is an almost harsh pervert.
She is stupid, only suspicious, no evidence.
Chang Qing took over her father's business again, and Yu Wannian's eyes changed when he looked at Chang Qing.
She had no choice but to tell Yu Wannian that she could only choose to mess with Changqing and then go with Yu Wannian.
In the past few years, Yu Wannian has defended her in front of many people, and also tested her from time to time.
And she is also trying her best to observe Yu Wannian's movements.
Yu Wannian put a lot of time and energy into his family, and he didn't even go to the least entertainment.
Li Fengping knew at that time that she couldn't take advantage of anything.
She can only protect Changqing and Xiaolu as much as possible.
She is still stupid, and she has no skills to use in the face of the man who killed her husband, and all she can use is stupid methods.
Yu Wannian walked to Li Fengping's side and looked at her condescendingly.
Her face was visibly wrinkled, and she had gray hair, which reflected her old age in what should have been a warm glow.
The most obvious thing is that she has fine lines, and her eyes are full of hatred.
Yu Wannian looked at Li Fengping with completely unfamiliar eyes, "Who are you? You are not my Fengping, you give her back to me." ”
"The Feng Ping you want died more than twenty years ago, and you killed it with your own hands. Even if you gave me an explanation back then, I would wait for you regardless of the results, and I would not marry, so what does it matter what others say? All I want is to watch my man become stronger step by step, strong enough to defeat the rumors that others have imposed on you, strong enough to give me a small home. If only you had told me a word back then, there would have been no follow-up. ”
Li Fengping's tears slipped down from the corners of her eyes, and she looked at Yu Wannian in a daze.
The man who is already old and declining in front of him is not the young man who was full of energy and weak in his body.
What she admires is the faint spirit of others who did not break in adversity back then, not this criminal who kills people without blinking.
Li Fengping covered her eyes with her hands and said in a very low voice: "You said that I ruined you, and hated me for not waiting for you." Why don't you ruin me? 10,000 years, I don't want to live. If you want to take me away, you can go. I have never begged you for anything in my life, I will ask you for one thing, and you will always be innocent after I die. He is innocent and should not be splashed with dirty water. ”
"You still have him in your heart. ”
"I said that I would not believe it without you, I have lived with him for more than 20 years, and I have two children, and I have been relatives for a long time. You are the most dazzling dream of my girlhood, and he is my down-to-earth guardian. Li Fengping struggled to sort out her emotions that would collapse at any time, "It's not interesting to talk about it anymore." If I die, you can be happy, I have nothing to say, I can't live even if I struggle, the posture is too ugly, I can't bear it. I remarried after his death, and I already feel embarrassed, and I can't beg for mercy in front of you. If you want to say that I did it wrong, that's my mistake. I don't know how difficult it was to write letters and make phone calls when I went abroad, and when you suffered outside, I wasn't by your side, so you were all right. The hardships and sins I have endured in the back, you are also not with you. Let's flatten it out. ”
"You don't leave me any feelings and thoughts. Yu Wannian said in a trembling voice.
"I can't stay. My posture is so ugly, you know how proud I was when I was younger? I'm the last thing I want to be. I hate my stupidity and cowardice more than I hate you. No matter how big the death of the two of us is, it is the business of the two of us, and it has nothing to do with outsiders. Li Fengping had already said these words with the mood of talking to him for the last time.
has chosen to die, and the love and hate mixed with him is no longer important.
"You've never been married, you've never had children, and you don't know how difficult it is to be an independent individual once you become a parent. In your heart, there is still love and hate for me, love and hate are very clear and not adulterated. I'm different, I've lived a down-to-earth life for more than 20 years, and it doesn't matter so much whether I love or hate. If it weren't for those changes, you would have been a story of regret in my girlhood. The wounds I have suffered because of you have long been healed in my life with Chang Huai'en. ”
Yu Wannian's body shook a few times, as if he was crushed by her words.
Li Fengping didn't look at him and continued: "If you leave your emotions and time forever at that time, you will hate more and more. I'm already on my way. At this point, you really should hate me. From your point of view, I look like a betrayer of our relationship. It's just that no matter how much you hate, you shouldn't have to take Chang Huaien's life for nothing. If it weren't for him, I would have died that year. He is the last thing you have to blame. ”
Yu Wannian knelt down on one knee in front of Li Fengping, "Your words are enough to kill me." ”
Li Fengping's hand stretched out to him paused in midair.
Yu Wannian's eyes were firmly fixed on her movements.
After Li Fengping paused, he still stroked his face.
Tears from her hands were on his face.
She suddenly laughed, "If only Yin Cheng hadn't changed, we could still see where we were back then and walk again." It's just that in the entire Yin City, only Baishi Street has not changed. ”
Yu Wannian cried when he heard this, and hugged Li Fengping like a child.
Li Fengping let him hug him, let him cry, the words in his mouth still did not stop, "I wait for your decision, if you let me stay, I will stay; ”
"Why are you doing this to me?"
Li Fengping's tears fell, wiped away his tears again, and his voice was so gentle that it seemed to coax a disobedient child, "Because no one told me that I must wait for that person, he will come back in more than twenty years, and will marry me as he once promised, and give me the life he promised; Li Fengping wiped his tears, "Cry, don't hate after crying, hate if you want to hate." The most unqualified to hate life is precisely me and you, Chang Huaien should hate the most. ”