Half an hour later, the door opened.

Chang Qing stood up and walked into the room, Lu Mingzhan and Yu Lu's clothes were mostly wet, but Zhao Guang changed into comfortable pajamas and sat on the edge of the bed with empty eyes.

Chang Qing took out a vegetable porridge from his backpack, "This is made by Grandpa Mo especially for you, you eat a little." ”

Zhao Guang didn't move, and Chang Qing's hand holding the vegetable porridge didn't let go.

The two seemed to be fighting invisibly, and the quiet room was so quiet that it seemed like even the air had stagnated.

Yu Lu blinked and looked at his sister and Zhao Guang, with a pity in his eyes that did not belong to his age.

Seeing that the two seemed to be frozen, Lu Mingzhan pinched Yu Lu's shoulder, and Yu Lu obediently followed him out.

Chang Qing lifted the insulated lunch box and raised his hand sorely, but he still didn't get his hand back.

She looked at the light image of the room as if she had grown legs, and retreated to the window little by little, and finally retreated cleanly, before she spoke: "When my father left, I was about the same age as you, and it was not an accident. At that time, I also felt like the sky was going to fall, and I didn't know what to do next. At that time, my relationship with my mother was not very good, I couldn't understand her thoughts, and she took Xiaolu to form a new family. I didn't say anything on the surface, I hated her in my heart. ”

"At that time, I only had Sister Sasha by my side. At that time, she had a boyfriend, and they were all talking about marriage, so she could leave Baishi Street and no longer have to do the business of the dead. After my mother and Xiaolu left, she said that she wanted to stay with me, but her boyfriend didn't understand, and finally the two didn't get married. I still don't dare to ask her why she stayed at that time, preferring not to marry to accompany me. ”

"I used to only have Sister Sasha, and you have so many people with you, no matter how difficult the road is, you will be able to get through sooner or later. ”

Zhao Guang silently wiped the corners of his eyes and asked in a choked voice, "Sister, is this God's revenge on me?"

Chang Qing instantly understood the meaning of his words, "It was an accident. ”

"I'm so scared. ”

"You're not even afraid of me, what are you afraid of?"

Zhao Guang set his eyes on Chang Qing's face and looked at her inch by inch, "You are not terrible. ”

"That's because you have me in your heart, which is different from what others see. Chang Qing put the insulated lunch box in his hand, "If you pay close attention to the people around you, you will find that there are too few families who are safe and smooth, healthy and worry-free, every family has its own difficulties, and there are too few lucky people like your Brother Lu." He has grown up so much and his grandparents, grandparents, grandparents, and grandmothers, they are all healthy and loving, his parents, and his brother are still sensible people, and we ordinary people are stumbling to live our own little broken lives, wronged, uncomfortable, crying, and having to go well after crying. ”

Zhao Guang took the spoon slowly and took a sip of porridge.

Chang Qing said these words and stopped saying them, she still wouldn't persuade people.

Zhao Guang couldn't drink half of it, and Chang Qing helped him tighten the lunch box, "Sleep first." ”

Zhao Guang lay down obediently and looked at Chang Qing with his eyes open.

Chang Qing also looked at him, not avoiding his gaze.

"Sister, can I really go to live at your house?"

"Of course, you are all welcome. Chang Qing put his hand into the air conditioner quilt, "Since I had Grandpa Mo, my house has slowly become a home, and I and the rest of the family welcome you to come." ”

"Aren't you afraid to spend money for me?"

"You can still make money when it's gone. You're still young, and I'll be able to pull you back from you later. ”

Zhao Guang laughed silently, and tears fell, "I'll go with you." ”

Chang Qing also smiled, "In the future, Xiaolu will count on you for his homework, and I get dizzy when I see him doing his homework." ”

"Hmm. ”

**

After the coffins of Zhao Guang's parents stopped in the alley for three days, they were sent to the funeral home.

Zhao Guang also told the relatives on both sides of his parents that he would live with Changqing in the future, and the relatives on both sides did not understand Zhao Guang's choice, and it was useless to persuade them for a few days, thinking that Zhao Guang liked men abnormally before making this kind of decision, and he was afraid that he would take their children bad if he stayed with them for a long time.

When he persuaded him, he was relieved in his heart, but he still gave Zhao Guang a lot of money, plus the red envelopes he received for white things, as long as Zhao Guang didn't spend it indiscriminately, Chang Qing didn't care about his money, and the money in his hand was at least enough for him to finish his sophomore year.

After sending everyone away, Zhao Guang looked at the empty home without any sound, walked to the door with the backpack he was used to carrying, and slowly locked the door.

The tree in front of his house broke a few branches because of the shed, so he stood under the tree and looked up, saying nothing.

Thin pieces of sunlight shone on his face, forming mottled imprints.

The young man's clear eyes were still clear at this time, with an extra layer of haze and alienation.

Chang Qing was in the car, quietly looking at Zhao Guang not far away and the alley behind him.

This alley is different from her Baishi Street, which is much newer than Baishi Street, but she often has the feeling that it is very similar to Baishi Street.

Maybe the young man in front of her is very similar to her at that time.

The difference was that she was already in college at that time.

And he was going to take the college entrance examination soon after, and before the most brilliant time of his life began, he was stopped in advance by an accident.

Evergreen's eyes suddenly became hazy.

She often wonders, if it were someone else, what would others do, would they accept Zhao Guang?

Zhao Guang is not as lonely as Grandpa Mo, he still has his relatives, but she rashly took over the obligations of his relatives.

This is not only unwise, but also undesirable.

Even if she has worked for a few years, she still seems to be separated from the outside world, and she still doesn't have much of the feeling that she is working hard in society and surviving in complex interpersonal relationships.

It was only when she took over the job that she had the illusion of being in contact with real life, as soon as she left the workplace, she saw everything through a hazy veil.

She also sometimes thinks that sooner or later she will pay the price for her unsociability and unreality.

She didn't know what the price was.

Zhao Guang stood under the tree for a long time, he turned around and knelt down in the direction of the door, kowtowed three times, and then stood up and walked towards the evergreen car with his backpack on his back.

Chang Qing waited for him to fasten his seatbelt before starting the car.

Zhao Guang looked at the rearview mirror and the receding scenery, the wind in the alley, the harsh sunlight piercing his eyes, and the garbage that was habitually piled up in front of his neighbor's house......

It's all something he's been familiar with and really tired of, and now it's all about to be left behind.

Many neighbors watched from the door or window, some waved at him, and many more just watched quietly.

They can't understand Zhao Guang's choice, so they don't follow their good relatives and live with a big man, isn't this bad luck for themselves?