Chapter 99: I Should Be By Your Side At This Time
Chang Qing stayed at the police station until the night, and she didn't see her mother, only her mother found a lawyer who wanted to fight a lawsuit, and her mobile phone was turned off.
Chang Qing ripped her hair irritably, feeling that what her father said before, "family members love each other clearly, and hate vaguely" is not right.
Her mom wasn't in that range at all.
She carried her backpack and didn't want to drive anymore, so she slowly walked home along the street.
The closer you get to Hakushi Street, the more lonely it becomes, as if you have returned directly from a modern city to a run-down town.
Chang Qing was at the corner of the street, looking at one small building after another half-hidden in the darkness from a distance, and finally stopped at her house.
The flowers and plants sticking out of the window swayed in the night breeze, adding a lot of fireworks.
From beginning to end, in the entire Baishi Street, only their house has the most fireworks and human touch.
Chang Qing blinked the wetness in his eyes, looked up at the stars that he couldn't see at all, and asked softly, "Dad, if it were you, what would you do?"
The night breeze blew and no one could answer her questions.
"When you left, I was very uncomfortable, and I probably said a lot of things that hurt my mother when I didn't realize it. At that time, it can be perfunctory with ignorance, but the damage that can be caused is real. Now that four years have passed, I have to make some progress. ”
After finishing speaking, Chang Qing returned to the police station and asked for the phone number of lawyer Yu Wannian, and asked for the address of the hotel where Li Fengping lived.
Chang Qing was afraid that no one would open the door when he knocked on the door like Jincheng did last time, so he simply asked the person at the front desk of the hotel to brush the door.
The lights in the room were turned off, and a figure could be seen sitting by the window.
Chang Qing closed the door, turned on all the lights, took two glasses of wine and wine glasses from the wine cabinet and walked to Li Fengping and sat down.
Li Fengping's gaze slowly moved from the window to Chang Qing, "What else are you doing?"
"I feel like I should be by your side at this time. Chang Qing turned off her phone in front of her.
Unscrewed the wine bottle and filled both wine glasses, "We haven't had a drink together, drink a little, and scold when you are unhappy, and how to live after scolding." ”
Li Fengping took the wine glass and drank it, "I am not a good mother in the traditional sense, nor am I a good woman in the traditional sense." ”
"I'm not a good daughter. Chang Qing also poured a large sip of strong wine, so hot that her tears almost came down, "No one said that you have to live according to a certain template." ”
"You really want to hit me today?"
"If Ming Zhan hadn't pulled me, I would have beaten me. ”
"Your temper has also taken your father's, and anger comes and goes quickly. ”
Chang Qing refilled her with another glass of wine, "Have you ever loved my dad?"
"It's not clear, it's impossible for a couple for more than 20 years to have no feelings at all. Li Fengping never thought that one day she would be able to say this to her daughter, "I gave the best and deepest feelings to Yu Wannian, and I am grateful to your father, grateful, and husband and wife, and I don't know if there is love." Most couples in the world are making do, and your dad and I are pretty good. ”
Chang Qing replied, "At least you don't quarrel or fight, the family atmosphere is quite harmonious, and outsiders look like a very happy little family." ”
"I've never regretted marrying your dad since I got married. Even if I meet Yu Wannian again, I will never regret being with your father. You are still young, and you don't know the truth that people die like lights go out. When people are gone, it is difficult to remarry. If that person wasn't Yu Wannian, I wouldn't remarry. ”
"If you tell me at another time that I don't understand, I can listen to it today. ”
"You're still too soft-hearted, does that little policeman cherish you enough?"
"I can't say for sure in the future, but I cherish it now. ”
Li Fengping's eyes were full of tears, looking at Chang Qing, who was concentrating on pouring wine, and her words were in her throat, "Mom has no experience to teach you." ”
"It doesn't matter, I can walk my own way, and if I don't walk well, I will face the result calmly. Do you want to live the rest of your life?"
"I thought about it, I will still live in Jincheng in the future. I don't know how to manage the company for more than 10,000 years, so I went back and let the finance and lawyers calculate the figures, and sold them for money. He still has a lot of money in his original account, which is enough for me to live the rest of my life. ”
"If you are short of money, ask me for it, and you should have a share of the money left by Dad. ”
"You keep the money for yourself. Li Fengping found that in the end, she was not as mature and tolerant as her daughter, "In the future, Xiaolu will follow you, and I will give you 500,000 yuan a year." If you don't want to work, don't work. ”
"Grandpa's promise back then hasn't been fulfilled. ”
"According to your personality of not remembering your children, your relatives and friends, a thousand people really don't reach it. In fact, it has long passed. I remember one year when the Yin River was swollen, many people were drowned, and the death was very tragic. Your grandfather and the others buried them day and night, have you seen the records of these people in your notes?"
Chang Qing shook his head.
"That's right. Your grandfather and dad don't remember a lot, even you. Your promise has long been fulfilled, and you and they are reluctant to let go of this business, and you don't want others to hear rejection when they ask you for help. You are different from your grandfather and father, you want to get married, you want to get married, and few men and in-laws will accept it. ”
Chang Qing took a sip of wine, the tip of his tongue was still hot, "I'll consider your words carefully." ”
"Hmm. ”
The two of them were speechless after saying this.
There were too many things between them, and if it weren't for Yu Wan's death breaking the short-term balance, they would never have said these words for the rest of their lives.
Even if they are mother and daughter, they are all independent individuals, they are not the same kind of people, and sooner or later new contradictions will arise.
Li Fengping suddenly said: "When I was young, someone told me my fortune, saying that I had a hard life and was lonely and old, but now it is fulfilled." I used to be scared that these things would come true, and I always avoided them. Now that I've really arrived, I found that it wasn't so scary. ”
"That's because you have a lot of money, and Xiaolu and I don't hate you. You can come back whenever you want, and it's not really lonely and old. ”
"yes. The first marriage left me with two children, and the second marriage gave me a lot of money, and it was not a lonely old age. ”
Chang Qing saw that Li Fengping was already drunk and wanted to put her to bed.
Li Fengping pushed her hand away, and tears fell because of the refusal action, "It's enough that you are willing to come on this trip, I didn't expect you to be willing to comfort me." ”
"If Yu Wannian hadn't died, I wouldn't have come, and I wouldn't have looked at you more. He's dead, you're left alone, and I think you'll want to be alone for the first night. Thinking about it, I am the most suitable. ”
"After all, I owe your father's blessing. ”
"Maybe. Chang Qing pulled out a few tissues and stuffed them into her hand, "My upbringing can probably endure tonight, and if you fix other things tomorrow, I still can't bear it." ”