Shu Yu sat on the chair, his hands on his cheeks, his eyes empty. Although she entered the semi-finals with the first place, she was still very panicked. Although she was confident in her singing, this time was different from other situations, everyone else was strong, and she could see that no one wanted to give up...... Especially Huang Haoran, who tied for first place with her, in that competition, she listened to them sing, and her heart was moved. Her heart slowly sank. I felt like I was slowly falling into a dead end, and she was the only one, alone. The exit has not yet been found.

Outside the window, Jin Wuxi sank, and it teased the clouds, making their faces red, and then ran away first. Shu Yu looked at this beautiful scenery, but his heart became depressed.

The sunset is infinitely good, just near dusk.

Her thoughts inevitably go back to many years ago, she was not valued since she was a child, she was angry, resentful, and later found that it was useless, just like the hypocritical sentence said, the earth will still turn without anyone. So she learned to be quiet, to try to reduce her presence, and it was because of this that she put herself into the world of songs—a quiet, one-of-hers-only world. The hustle and bustle is gone, leaving her alone to enjoy herself quietly and lonely, and she is not alone.

In the world of songs, Shu Yu found self-confidence. She would take the trouble to listen to a song over and over again, and then sing it quietly and happily by herself in a place where no one was around.

Her thoughts drifted too far and too far, and when she finally came back to her senses, she just hooked the corners of her mouth.

Shu Yu decided to go out and stay idle at home to grow mushrooms. She found a hat, dressed in casual clothes, pressed the brim down, grabbed her phone and went out. Afraid that it would not be safe, she still added a scarf and wrapped herself as tightly as possible.

Pacing slowly, stepping on the concrete road, watching the pedestrians on the road, or striding meteors, or slowly, or ...... Look down at your phone. Shu Yu wanted to forget about it, didn't want to care about winning or losing, and just wanted to sing happily. But everyone understands the truth, but it is difficult to do. There are some things that the more you don't want to think about them, the harder it is to let go.

There was an apple buyer on the side of the road shouting, and when she passed by, the aunt also shouted: "Girl, do you want apples-"

Shu Yu's face was indifferent, and she wanted to say no, but when the words came to her mouth, she didn't say it, so she didn't follow her brain. She said, "Let's get a pound." ”

"Okay. ”

The aunt happily held the apple for her, and it happened that an old song was playing in the store next to her, and the aunt hummed along.

"There are you in the long red dust, and there is also my ......"

You won't be disgusted by how many times you listen to old songs. Auntie sings not in tune at all, but she can't stand the loud singing. Shu Yu listened, this day, until this time, she really grinned.

......

It's a pity that the weather is not beautiful, and it rains after a while. In this weather, there is no taxi. Shu Yu braved the heavy rain and ran home, like a chicken in soup. My hair and clothes were wet and sticking to my body. Her spirit was finally lifted up, but she was knocked to the bottom by this heavy rain, and all thoughts were lost.

She lowered her eyes and said in her heart, "God won't believe her."

......

But life has to go on.

On this day, Shu Yu had a small press conference in the morning.

As usual, she arrived at the office early, started putting on makeup, preparing for the scene, and looked over and over again to remember the questions that might be asked of her today.

Today's interview is a live broadcast, and there is no later stage to cover up for you to change something, so I can't be careless at all.

Shu Yu yawned, obviously looking in poor spirits.

The makeup artist was also a little worried when she saw her like this, so she continued with the matter at hand, and asked with concern:

"What's the matter, Sister Shu, didn't you sleep well yesterday, you artists can't be sloppy with your body......"

The makeup artist babbled a lot, and finally pulled back the idea that Shu Yu had gone to Siberia.

It's just that even so, Shu Yu still didn't listen to what she said.

It's not that she doesn't appreciate people's affection, it's just that she really can't listen to it, and her brain is chaotic and full of some upside down and inappropriate things.

At the end, Shu Yu smiled reluctantly and thanked the makeup artist: "Thank you for your concern, I will definitely pay attention to it next time." ”

The makeup artist didn't say anything after that, and continued to put on makeup for Shu Yu with peace of mind.

She still has to work hard to cover the faint dark circles on Shu Yu's face that seem to have "I didn't sleep well last night".

Shu Yu continued to look down at the problem book in his hand, closed his eyes, and kept cheering himself up in his heart, telling himself to believe in himself.

In a few moments, the interview will begin.

A small staff member who had been following Shu Yu since the morning saw Shu Yu's state this morning, so he asked with some concern:

"Sister Shu, are you okay. ”

Shu Yu smiled at her as a sign of gratitude, and then waved his hand indifferently:

"I'm fine, how could I not. ”

At this moment, Shu Yu seems to have become the Shu Yu in ordinary work, confident, and generous.

The staff was stunned, and said in their hearts, could they be too worried?

So he didn't say anything more.

The press conference began, and the reporters rushed up and began to ask their own questions:

"What do you think you can do in this competition?"

"What are your plans for the future?"

......

Shu Yu replied one by one kindly.

But the question ......

"What do you think of the Huang Haoran boy group in your opponent?"

Shu Yu was obviously stunned for two or three seconds, and several clever reporters had already discovered her daze, and secretly wanted to make a big deal about it.

But fortunately, Shu Yu reacted immediately: "I just thought about it, since I am an opponent, then I have a respectful attitude, of course, I will also go all out in the game, after all, doing my best is the greatest respect for the opponent." ”

......

The press conference ended successfully, and few people found that small loophole in Shu Yu.

It's just that on the way back, she met Gu Xiaocheng.

Gu Xiaocheng heard the news that Shu Yu's mental state was not very good today, so he cared about her:

"Shu Yu, what's wrong with you? If something happens, you can ask the company for a leave, and the company will not unreasonably deny you leave. ”

Shu Yu just smiled and said, "It's okay, thank you for your concern." If there is any opportunity to take a leave of absence, I will not give it up. ”

A moment of silence.

Shu Yu looked at the people around him and smiled.