Chapter 49: Late Regret
In the evening, Si Wei was cooking in the kitchen, and when he heard the door open, it was Xu Heyan who came back.
Humming a little tune and carrying a large bag of apples in her hand, she went to the kitchen to sniff it first, squinting and saying that it was fragrant.
Turning off the heat, Si Wei poured the vegetables in the pot into the plate: "Wash your hands first, let's eat." ”
Like washing his hands before surgery, Xu Heyan washed his hands, sat down at the dining table, and scraped a spoonful of rice into the bowl.
"It's almost the end of the year, and the tenant hasn't come back yet?" she asked, eating.
"Didn't you look at the shared housing group?" Si Wei looked up: "She has checked out and will come to move things tomorrow." ”
Xu Heyan nodded, and laughed again in a second: "Weiwei, I feel that I am not far from taking Zheng Zhi." ”
"That's... Congratulations. Siwei said softly.
Xu Heyan recounted the experience of the day, and after speaking, he remembered and asked, "Weiwei, have you made progress with Captain Song?"
He said he would just be a normal friend. He replied lightly, and he couldn't hear the emotion.
Xu Heyan understood as soon as he pondered that this was a trick of "retreating as advance", coupled with the effect of boiling frogs in warm water, the purpose was to take her down.
Wonderful!
Xu Heyan's eyes flashed, "What about your thoughts?"
There was a buzz in my head, and suddenly the vigilance rose!
After a few seconds, Si Wei put down his chopsticks and stood up: "I'm done eating, you come to wash the dishes." She turned and went back to her bedroom.
The door closed gently, Xu Heyan pulled two mouthfuls of rice, slammed it, and figured it out.
According to Siwei's character, if she doesn't like to say it directly, the more she avoids talking about it, the more it proves that her heart is rippling.
At night, the room was dark, and the hazy moonlight shone under the window, pulling a dark shadow on the ground.
Si Wei stood in front of the wardrobe with her arms clenched, standing in the light, she was cold.
A wooden board separates the two sides of the cabinet, and in the space on the left hangs a green military uniform, old but bright.
Si Wei stretched out his hand, his fingertips carefully brushed over the fabric, and while caressing, he lowered his voice and spoke, every word was about the trivial things that had been boring in his heart recently.
"Dad, he was one of the children you saved back then, and he was the little boy who encouraged me to live in the hospital. Si Wei curled his lips and smiled shallowly, slowed down, and said: "He is also a firefighter now, we have been going around and around, and we have met for ten years." ”
The past scenes crossed his mind, and Si Wei's heart ached faintly, but it was very sweet.
"Before, because of his status as a firefighter, I chose to ignore the good feeling I had for him, but after he said that I wanted to be friends, I couldn't control my heart. ”
She pursed her lips, and when she spoke again, her voice trembled a little: "Am I... I missed him......"
She was a loner in the desert, and when a pair of hands tried to pull her into the warmth of the world, she retreated cowardly.
People who are accustomed to deciding everything with reason only later found out that liking is actually a thing that accounts for more emotion.
Siwei sat down next to the wall next to him, his body curled into a ball, his head buried between his arms, and slowly closed his eyes.
In the dark, all the negativity that has accumulated these days is exposed.
love and hesitation;
Family Affection and Alienation......
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In the new week, Siwei returned to the company, and the pace of work was the same as before, everyone performed their duties, and strived not to work overtime on Christmas Eve.
As for Zhou Chen, the inspection work was assigned as usual.
Occasionally, Si Wei bumped into him in the pantry, and even if there was no one around, he never said anything about that day.
Even so, Siwei also felt a lot more comfortable.
On the side of the special service team, Song Ju'an's head is not a big problem, and he still supervises the team members to train during the day.
Not to mention that the bones have been almost refined into iron over the years, this injury is not taken to heart at all, just talking about training, he is used to being strict, but as long as he can stand up and practice with everyone, he will definitely not lie down and rest.
At 8 o'clock in the morning, the shift will be handed over, and each class will be responsible for sorting out and inspecting all the equipment to ensure that the vehicles and equipment meet the requirements of police combat readiness.
Today's exercise is "Flying Cornices and Walking Walls".
In groups of two, as the whistle blew, one of them rushed to the bottom of the building first, and the other followed closely behind to climb the rope with his bare hands, and climbed to the second floor in front and back.
There is a railing above the window, and one person steps on the edge of the window, his legs are slightly bent, and his hands grasp the railing, and the other person steps on his shoulder, and with a kick, he reaches the third layer of windows, and then pulls the people below up.
Alternate back and forth until you reach the tenth floor.
From a distance, there is a neat row of people on the building wall, and no one is lagging behind.
After all fifty people were completed, Zheng Zhi blew the whistle and lined up to rest in place.
Closing the report card, Zheng Zhi looked around, didn't see Song Ju'an, and when he turned around, he suddenly heard the roar of the team members, and looked upstairs one by one.
Zheng Zhi followed and looked, and saw a person standing more than ten meters high, with a figure-eight rope tied to his waist, standing obliquely above.
"Firefighter Song Ju'an is ready!"
A loud voice came down, and in the next second, Song Ju'an put his feet against the wall, leaned over and descended quickly, one step was a layer away, and each foot stepped on the wall.
The whole process was quick and smooth, and it only took a few seconds to stand on the ground.
Song Ju'an dismantled the rope and stood upright on his feet.
The team members applauded in unison, using the figure eight ring downhill is a necessary skill, and it is really stronger to be the captain!
Zheng Zhi couldn't stand it anymore, and whistled with a black face: "It's all about coaxing, and if you don't want to rest, you get up and practice." ”
Everyone didn't dare to squeak.
Song Ju'an glanced at him, dragged the person aside, and said in a serious tone: "As the captain, I will demonstrate to the team members, and you are the deputy captain and should cooperate with my work." ”
Zheng Zhi didn't say anything, and after a long silence, he didn't refute, but nodded.
"That's right for ......"
"Tomorrow Coach Luo will come back, and I will report to him truthfully about today's training. Zheng Zhi said without squinting.
The tongue pointed against the tiger teeth, and Song Ju'an squinted his eyes and stared at him, warning.
"Do you think I look like someone in trouble?"
Zheng Zhi didn't look at him: "It's not like that." ”
"That's it, I'm the captain, so I'm in charge of training. Song Ju'an stood with his hands in his hands and threw him a look that he had to obey orders.
The biggest characteristic of Zheng Zhi is that he is reluctant to do things at a glance, and sometimes he becomes oil and salt.
Now, for example, he says, "You can go to the hospital and issue a certificate, otherwise you can only do your duty as a supervisor, and you can't do training in person." ”
With that, whistling, and leaving.
Song Ju'an was so angry with him for the first time that he wanted to get angry, but he was afraid that it was in the training ground, so he endured it.
After the review at the end of the month, I have to compete with this kid and crush his mentality!
When Siwei came back in the evening, the tenant happened to have moved all his things, leaving a lot of garbage in the living room, and black footprints everywhere on the ground, which were unsightly.
It's still a long time, and when Si Wei swept the floor and cleaned the living room, his back was sore.
Dumping the garbage into a black plastic bag, Swei went out with the bag.
While waiting for the elevator, she inadvertently turned her head and saw that there were people from the moving company walking inside and out at the door of the room at the far end of this floor.
Should be a new tenant.
The elevator "ding" arrived, and Siwei walked in and pressed down on the next floor.
After the elevator door closed, Shen Shuyi came out of the room and instructed people to move things to the designated location.
Christmas Eve is nothing special, the company does not work overtime, for Siwei, it is just that he can go to bed early.
In the hospital, Xu Heyan had to have surgery overnight, and his life was terrible.
The next day is Christmas, and for most Chinese, this holiday is not much different from the past.
Office workers insisted on being busy at their respective posts, and in the intensive care ward of the hospital, an elderly man over 80 years old passed away.
The family members were crying bitterly in front of the hospital bed, and Xu Heyan sat on a chair in the corridor, hanging his head and burying his face in the palm of his hand.
The mobile phone in the pocket of the white coat vibrated twice, and a message from Zheng Zhi was received.
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Thanks to Zheng Zhi's blessing, Song Ju'an was kicked out of the camp by the instructor.
Luo Qingqiang rewarded a sentence: "When will the recovery certificate be issued, and when will I return to the team." ”
Song Ju'an changed into civilian clothes and left empty-handed.
Hopping on the bus and looking at the dark sky outside, he found his phone and sent a message.
In the elevator, Si Wei clicked on the new news: Let's meet, and what I didn't say last time, think about how to say it.
Si Wei's fingers slid over the input box, his fair cheeks were stained with a rouge-like flush, just looking at the words he sent, his expression was unconsciously embarrassed.
She hesitated for a moment and replied: Where can I see you?
He replied quickly: the park next to the community, I'm still on the way, and I'll call you when I arrive.
Si Wei squeezed her phone tightly and bit her lip unconsciously.
At this time, the elevator door opened, and she walked out, and the voice-activated lights on the hallway responded to the light.
The light was bright, and Siwei saw the person standing in the doorway, she was stunned for a moment, and then frowned.
The other party is dressed in home clothes, and she is waiting for her here.
Shen Shuyi walked towards her and said generously, "I just moved here yesterday, let's sit down for a while." ”
In normal times, Siwei would refuse, but now, some accounts need to be settled.
When she stepped into the door, she smelled the aroma of stir-fried vegetables, and she had the impression that Shen Shuyi's craftsmanship was very ordinary.
"Just go in and don't have to change your shoes. Behind him, Shen Shuyi said.
Si Wei was not polite to her, walked into the living room in a few steps, and looked around.
Similar room layouts, just because they are different furniture arrangements, look different.
Seeing her looking around, Shen Shuyi took the initiative to speak: "I bought this house, I know that you are renting with someone, you can move here in the future, it is more convenient to live alone." ”
Si Wei's face was expressionless, and he didn't say no.
Sensing her silence, Shen Shuyi changed the topic again: "You sit down first, I'll go to the kitchen to serve food." ”
"No need. Siwei broke the stiff atmosphere and faced her: "I'm here, I only have one question for you." ”
One sentence made Shen Shuyi feel extremely embarrassed, so she could only try her best to control her expression and maintain a dignified posture, "You ask." ”
"What is the reason for disturbing my life again and again?"
"Weiwei ......"
"Answer me. Si Wei interrupted her calmly, from her expression to her tone.
Shen Shuyi closed her eyes and stabilized her demeanor: "I care about you." ”
"Concern?" Si Wei repeated, as if he felt ridiculous: "I said, I don't need you to interfere in my life, it's enough to live your own life." ”
As the words fell, she turned to leave.
"Can't you break off with that firefighter?" Shen Shuyi suddenly raised her voice, looking at her still back, her chest rising and falling violently.
Swei paused, her hand hanging at her side clenched into a fist, and the phone vibrated twice, and she raised her foot and walked to the door.
Seeing that she was leaving, Shen Shuyi completely lost her patience, rushed forward in a few steps, grabbed Si Wei's wrist, and threw her back.
Suddenly pulled by an external force, Si Wei was defenseless, and his feet fell back sharply, and in the blink of an eye, his back waist hit the corner of the table.
Even if there are three layers of clothes separating it, it is still inevitable to hit the real place.
The pain penetrates the surface of the skin and penetrates deep into the cracks of the bones.
Si Wei pressed the sore spot, took a deep breath, and relieved himself before he raised his head to look at the person opposite, with sadness in his eyes.
"When I was in junior high school, I was the shortest of my peers, and because of my face blindness, I was bullied by my classmates, who pushed me to the ground, causing my arm to be worn out by broken stones. I came home and wanted your attention, do you remember what you said?"
Shen Shuyi's whole body trembled, and she didn't dare to look at her directly, only she kept panting, as if she was trying her best to restrain something.
His eyes were a little blurry, and Si Wei blinked away tears: "Your original words are, if you want to cry, go to your father's portrait and cry, don't make me unhappy here." ”
She calmly recalled, paused and smiled again, her smile pale and weak.
"Although I was sad at that time, I didn't hate you, because I firmly remembered how good you were to me, so from then on, I didn't cry or make trouble, in order to be a good boy to make you proud. ”
Speaking of this, Si Wei sneered: "As a result, you took me to a strange city, or abandoned me." ”