Chapter 18: I Seem to Like Him
When Chang Qing woke up, the car had already stopped at the entrance of the residential area.
She slowed down for a long time, only to find that Lu Mingzhan had lowered the driver's seat and was lying down to sleep.
Chang Qing looked at his sleeping face, and his face burned uncontrollably.
Before she knew it, she was already so close to him.
She flipped out her phone, got out of the car as gently as she could, and dialed the number that wouldn't be answered.
It's the same this time, I hit it several times and still no one answered.
Chang Qing was about to put down his phone when he caught a glimpse of a couple walking out of the community with their children.
Chang Qing saw their faces clearly, and suddenly lost all movement.
When Li Fengping saw Chang Qing, her footsteps stopped, and she looked at her with complicated eyes.
Chang Lu also looked over when he saw that his mother was not moving, and when he saw Chang Qing, he called his sister and was about to run over.
Li Fengping pulled Chang Lu behind her and looked at Chang Qing with a very wary expression.
When Chang Qing was only a few meters away from her, Li Fengping said to the man next to her: "Wan Nian, you take Xiaolu to the pavilion to wait for me." ”
Yu Wannian put his hand on Chang Lu's little shoulder, "Let's give the two ladies a little space." ”
Chang Lu puffed out his little round face unhappily and looked back at Chang Qing step by step.
Chang Qing saw the scene just now, "Mom, even if you form a family again, you don't have to do this part." ”
"The moment I decided to leave White Street, I wasn't going to have any contact with you. I can't control your choice, and you can't control my choice. ”
"We are relatives, can we say that we can break it? I am just your mother, and I only have Xiaolu and a younger brother. Do you really think that's good for us?"
"When your father died, Xiao Lu was just a six-year-old child, his memory was not so good, and he didn't understand what death was. He also had the opportunity to live the life of an ordinary child. Li Fengping looked at her indifferently, "You can too, but you don't want to." Life is never perfect, and you have to understand that you can't want everything. ”
"I don't understand. ”
"Then I can't help it. I still say the same thing, as long as you stay in that industry for one day, you are not my daughter, nor Yu Lu's sister. ”
"Yu Lu?"
"Yes, Yu Lu. Li Fengping stubbornly turned her face away and didn't look at Changqing's eyes.
Chang Qing looked at her in disbelief, "How can you do that?!"
"Why can't I change my son's surname? What's wrong with letting him have an ordinary and happy home? I have to live the kind of fearful days before you are happy?" Li Fengping swallowed even more hurtful words, "I have lived twenty years of that kind of life, for the man I love, for you, I have suppressed my fear for twenty years. I live in that house and have nightmares almost every day, and your dad knows I'm scared and knows I don't dare live there. He just didn't want to buy another house, he didn't want to live in another place. Even if he asked me to take you and Xiaolu to rent a house, he would not want to, he had to torture me. ”
Li Fengping's eyes gradually filled with hatred, "He is a good father in your eyes." To me, he doesn't deserve to be a husband at all!"
Chang Qing looked at her trembling lips and couldn't say a word.
Li Fengping took a deep breath and looked deeply at Chang Qing, who was pale with a face.
Gritting his teeth, he didn't look at her again, and turned his head to walk in the direction where Yu Wannian and Chang Lu left.
Chang Qing stood in place, and did not move his legs until his legs were numb.
When she turned around, she saw Lu Mingzhan leaning on the side of the car and looking at her.
Chang Qing tugged at the corners of her mouth stiffly.
Lu Mingzhan beckoned to her, and Chang Qing quickened his pace.
Lu Mingzhan put a small bag of glutinous rice into her hand, "Eat it while it's hot." ”
"Thank you. "Changqing didn't have any appetite at all, but he ate it anyway.
The sticky rice here is the same as that of Yincheng, in addition to sticky rice, there are also sliced sausages and various side dishes, and different condiments and side dishes can be added according to personal taste.
I usually buy a bag of sticky rice to eat when I don't want to be too troublesome outside, and I eat it well while saving trouble.
Chang Qing took a few bites, found that his chest was still a little blocked, and asked, "You saw it all?"
"That's your mom and your brother?"
"Hmm. After my dad left, they also left. ”
Lu Mingzhan patted her head, "You will be in a much better mood if you think about it from a different angle." ”
"What angle?"
"Your mother is not only your mother, but more important is herself. Emotionally you may not be comfortable with it, but it's just the way it is. She also has her choices and ideas, she can't revolve around anyone forever, she has to live her own life. ”
Chang Qing took a bottle of water from the car, poured it a few sips, and said, "You have a very reasonable point, I can't look at this problem so rationally now." ”
"My parents and I often have disputes, disputes make people progress, quarrels make people empty, and they escape into the empty door as soon as possible. ”
Chang Qing was amused by his description, "What do you say?"
"My parents and I have now reached a consensus that we both think that each other is a stumbling block on the road of life, and we both want to strangle each other, but we can't do it. ”
"I can't see that your relationship with your parents is so bad. ”
"As long as we don't talk about work, we get along very well. When it comes to work, my parents can immediately pull out a gun and give me a shuttle. ”
"It's a bit like my relationship with my mom. Even if she leaves, she still feels sorry for me and doesn't want me to take this path. She has watched my dad for 20 years and knows how hard it is and how difficult it is. She was reluctant to let me go. ”
"You know her suffering, so you don't talk back to her?"
"Sometimes it's top. Chang Qing said.
"When you've fulfilled your unfulfilled promises, you'll be able to get back into the life she wants you to live, or maybe you've decided to stay in the business. ”
"I don't know. There are fewer and fewer funeral homes, funeral homes are becoming more and more formal, and services are becoming more and more comprehensive. We're going to be in this business for a long time, and I'd like to see again. ”
"Don't think so far ahead, maybe your mind will change next month. Lu Mingzhan saw that her mood had stabilized a lot, and said, "Do you want to go shopping?"
"If you're not tired, I'd love to go around. ”
"Is there a specific destination?"
"Nope. ”
"Let's see which way is right for the eye. I have a day and a half to spend with you. ”
Chang Qing laughed when he heard this.
**
Li Sha stared at the computer screen with a pair of dark circles under her eyes.
Turn on the double to see the monitoring, and it's still very slow.
She still has to do business during the day, and she doesn't have much time to watch.
After watching it for several days, it has only been a few days since I watched the monitoring, and it is difficult to make any progress at this pace.
Li Sha was staring at the computer screen when she heard Chang Qing's voice.
Li Sha got up and went out, and saw Lu Mingzhan carrying two boxes of things from the trunk of the car, and was shocked.
If you want to say that there is no adultery between these two people, she really doesn't believe it!
Lu Mingzhan waved at Li Sha, got back into the car and left.
Li Sha slipped to Chang Qing's side, "If you tell me again that you have nothing to do with Officer Lu, I will despise you." ”
Chang Qing scratched his head embarrassedly, "I seem to like him a little bit." ”
"If you like it, chase it. ”