Chapter 85: Let's start over

The police arrived just in time and took the caught kid away.

Song Ju'an put his coat back on and went to the police station to make a record.

There is a video as proof, plus that kid didn't have the guts to hide the person behind him, so he asked for anything.

Walking out of the police station, it was nearly nine o'clock.

Song Juan unlocked the car and opened the passenger door: "Get in the car, I'll send you back first." ”

Si Wei stood next to the car and did not sit in immediately, but asked him, "Is the injury on his back serious?"

Song Ju'an made a gesture to expand the muscles behind his back, and raised the corners of his mouth: "It doesn't hurt, I'll just bandage it myself when I go back." ”

"Let's go to the hospital first. A light tone, but a resolute attitude.

After saying that, he got into the passenger seat and closed the door from the inside.

With nothing at hand, Song Ju'an glanced at the car, strode around the front of the car and got into the car.

The car drove smoothly in the lane, and the interior of the carriage was pitch black, except for the occasional pass by the neon building.

There was a smell of blood on the tip of his nose, and Si pursed his lips slightly, knowing that he deliberately did not turn on the light.

Song Ju'an focused all his attention on the lane ahead, the wound on his back and his clothes were stuck together, whether he moved or not, it was uncomfortable, so he simply sat stiffly, but when he hit the steering wheel, the muscles drove and the pain was worse.

The car drove towards the city hospital and turned into the last intersection.

He gasped when he heard, "Can I go to the hospital by myself?"

"What do you mean?"

"The car was full of smells, and I would take a taxi back by myself in a while. ”

The implication is to see him enter the hospital with his own eyes.

Song Ju'an tightened his grip on the steering wheel until the turbulence in his eyes slowly calmed down, and said, "Okay." ”

There was no communication for the rest of the journey, and not long after, the car stopped in front of the hospital building.

The car turned off, and Siwei went down first, and then walked to the driver's seat.

Song Juan slowly took off his coat and got out of the car.

Si Wei stood next to him and watched him close the car door, and was about to say a few words, but before he could speak, he saw that Song Ju'an's arm that closed the door suddenly lost strength, and then he leaned forward.

On the side, Si Wei stepped forward in time to grab his left arm, and his ears were full of the sound of his heavy breathing.

Song Ju'an barely half-arched his body, supported the body with one hand, shook his head, and got rid of the dizziness.

At this moment, there was no cover, and with the light, Swei finally saw the knife wound on his back.

It was a long one, the depth of which was difficult to discern, but the cloth around the wound was soaked in blood, mixed with sweat and sticking to the body, which was particularly shocking.

She only knew that he was injured, but she didn't want to hurt so badly.

Sensing her concern, Song Ju breathed a sigh of relief and leaned sideways on the body in a different position.

After Swei let go, he grabbed her wrist backwards.

She looked at him without any emotion.

Song Ju'an said: "It seems that it is not good to go in by yourself. His face was pale, but he showed no sign of pain.

Si Wei was silent, his gaze drooping, and fell on the hand he held himself.

Suddenly, her heart softened, and no matter how much she suggested herself, she couldn't get hard anymore.

After a while, she said, "Let's go." ”

With a low voice, his heart warmed when he heard it.

The hospital at night is quieter than during the day.

In the ward filled with disinfectant water, Song Juan took off his shirt, and the nurse on duty prepared medicines and tools on the trolley next to him.

Si Wei volunteered to wait outside, and after five or six minutes, he couldn't help but lie by the door and window and look inside.

With a single glance, her heart suddenly shrank.

Even when they were in love the strongest, they had never done the most intimate thing between men and women, let alone the scars left on him by years of training and going to the police.

The tip of his nose suddenly became sore, and Si Wei sat back in his chair, recalling the intersection with Song Ju'an during this time, cold, fiery, and exciting......

Everything is out of control, but she is herself, step by step and falling back into the world with him.

In fact, as long as she is firm enough, it is easy to draw a line, but the hardest thing is that she has to guard her heart.

Either way, Swei didn't want to go against her true intentions, she wanted to go with the flow.

It is also this kind of intention that tells her that with the end of tonight's play, Song Ju'an's intrusion again has disrupted her world.

She needed to make a break.

This was the end of the thoughts, and the nurse pushed the cart out of it.

Swei got up.

The nurse reminded some precautions, and said a digression before leaving: "Except for Brother Bing, I think Friend Lan is the most secure, young lady, you really make me envious." ”

Si Wei smiled politely, and waited for the others to walk away and enter the ward.

When he entered, Song Ju'an was wearing a hospital gown, and the buttons on his chest had not been buttoned yet, when he heard the voice, he turned around and looked at the door.

After staring at each other for two seconds, Si Wei's gaze fell unconsciously, and then quickly moved away, staring at other corners of the room.

Seeing this, Song Ju'an looked down at himself, glanced at her again, and understood.

He buttoned his shirt and said, "I have to stay in the hospital for three or five days, if you want to go back, you can drive that car, the car belongs to the instructor, you won't have a problem with him." ”

Swei stood at the end of the bed, and he was facing her sideways.

She didn't say to leave, she didn't say she wouldn't go, in short, she didn't reply, and the atmosphere was suddenly silent.

After getting dressed, Song Ju'an got up from the side of the bed, his movements were slightly difficult, and his voice was hoarse: "You still have to pay attention these days, although that person can't run, but maybe he will retaliate, you try your best..."

"Song Ju'an. Swie interrupted him.

The person named was stunned for a moment, and slowly faced her.

Siwei looked into his eyes, where there was her own shadow, and at this moment she wondered if in his heart, maybe there would be a place for her existence like his eyes.

She really didn't doubt it, but after the breakup, everything was denied.

In Siwei's opinion, Song Ju'an denied her promise to wait, and similarly, she denied his intentions.

But now, she had to confirm it herself.

She said: "That day at my house, I felt that we should make it very clear, you don't regret it, and I, I don't believe in the reunion of the broken mirror." But what is your appearance like this?"

Song Ju'an looked at her silently, and the hand hanging by his side clenched into a fist.

But the more he was silent like this, the more unwilling Siwei became.

"Is it to test me?" she asked, a bleak smile tugging at the corner of her mouth, "Is it that illness, you found that I didn't resist you so much, and even thought about you during your illness, so you have the idea again, do you want to set me up like you did at the beginning?

"No!" this time, he gave the firmest response.

Si Wei examined him with certainty for a moment, and finally, he actually smiled, laughing at himself.

"Then what do you say?"

Song Ju'an felt bitterness in his throat, and the wound on his back began to ache faintly.

This pain makes him hesitate, is this the best time to confess everything?

In this short period of time, there was a voice in his heart that made him say everything, whether it was the original distress or the current urge to try to redeem her.

But when she was clearly prepared, her courage collapsed when she touched the sadness in her eyes.

He admits that he was scared.

Because just this little love for herself in her heart may change anything at all.

Therefore, I am afraid that this opening will make the relationship between each other completely fall into a situation where there is no maneuver at all.

Si Wei stared at him blankly, and the expectation in his heart finally disappeared again under his long silence.

Her shoulders gradually slumped, the light in her eyes dimmed, and as if she had received an answer, she nodded very slowly and took a step back.

finally glanced at Song Ju'an.

Didn't say anything.

She turned and walked out, more decisive than the day they had broken up.

As a result, he was hugged from behind without warning.

The arm across his chest was so tight that his veins and muscles bulged.

The force was extremely tight, as if he was afraid that she would escape.

In addition, the most direct feeling was his slightly trembling body behind him, I don't know if it was a wound or something else.

The man hugged her for a while, and Siwei was overwhelmed by such a dullness, and was about to break it with a sound.

Unexpectedly, the man suddenly buried his head in her neck, took a deep breath, and exhaled a hot breath.

Swei froze.

"Why are you so impatient? He seemed to sigh, his snort moved to the side of her neck a little bit, rubbing his breath, his voice was low and hoarse, "I love your heart, it has never changed, even when I tell you to separate, I think that since it is you, it will not change in this life and this life, and there will be no one else in the future." ”

It was just a moment, and my heart suddenly felt like I was hit by something.

Si Wei was still stunned, and was turned around by someone clasping his shoulders, and glanced at his violently surging eyes.

"This is my heart, what about you? is there only a little bit of liking left, or is there no me in my heart at all?"

The air was silent for a moment, so still that it was empty, only the sound of alternating breaths became more and more real.

Si Wei stared at him in a daze, and whispered: "Is it still important? The reason why we are separated is not that we don't love anymore, or that love alone is not enough, it is that you are unwilling to give me a chance to share it, and in the same way, I don't seem to have really understood you." ”

Listening to her quietly, the hand that landed on her shoulder slowly fell.

Song Ju'an took a deep breath and leaned lightly on the end of the bed: "It's not that I haven't moved the most selfish thoughts, I have thought that if I have you by my side, no matter how difficult the life is, it will be a little better, but like this, we will definitely be able to go on?" He chuckled, "I know, you must say that I am self-righteous again, but in any case, in that situation, I can't take care of more, there can only be one decision, it must be neat." ”

As he spoke, he raised his right hand and began to remove the bracer from it.

"You say you don't know me, but I don't even know myself at that time. ”

With his words of exclamation in his ears, the red line in front of him, and the actions he had made somehow, Siwei felt that his thoughts were very chaotic.

However, in the blink of an eye, I felt a silent pain in my heart.

She stared at the staggered and rough scars on the veins of his wrists.

The mark is faint and still dazzling.

"A man is indeed too cowardly to be unbearable to such a degree. Speaking of this, Song Ju'an suddenly laughed at himself and raised his eyes: "A year ago, you were willing to accompany me and wait for me without reservation, no matter what you say, I should accept it silently." But instead of being so deadlocked and making both of them unhappy, it's better for me to take the initiative and take my share. ”

"On the way to Jishan, I also tried to imagine that no matter how our relationship would start from scratch in the future, or end here, I would make my heart stronger, so that everything would have more possibilities. ”

All of this includes being born and dying in the fire, being honest with each other in love.

Si Wei stood there, stiff, his eyes sore and swollen.

She tilted her head with difficulty, shuddering to breathe, breathing unsteadily, her eyelids blinking and blinking away tears.

After a long time, Si Wei sorted out his emotions and turned his head to look at him again: "Some people say that when firefighters put on this combat uniform and rush into the fire without hesitation, they are the most qualified soldiers. But when they take off that combat uniform, it doesn't mean that they will be a qualified boyfriend. As soon as the words stopped, her tone became heavier: "Song Ju'an, which kind of can you guarantee to do well now?"

The two sides looked at each other, and neither of them dodged.

It's been a long time since I've been completely revealing my heart to the other party like this.

Song Ju'an was stunned for a moment, and his eyes gradually softened: "Let's start again." ”

"This time, I want to be selfish, as long as it is not the day of glory, I will be responsible for you to the end. ”

As these words fell, there was another room of silence.