In the quiet room, there is only a warm yellow lamp and a few scented candles.

The air conditioner is cold and dispels the heat of the season.

Li Yuting sat on the edge of the bed, supporting the edge of the bed with one hand, crossing her legs, blocking the ****, and then looked at Cao Xiuyan, who was sitting on the chair with Erlang's legs crossed.

"Do you want to drink? I bought a few bottles of fruit wine the other day. Li Yuting stood up, walked to the table, and took out a bottle of unopened wine from under the table.

Open it, pour it full, and hand Cao Xiuyan a cup.

Li Yuting took a sip herself, smashed her mouth, and savored the fragrance in her mouth.

Then I connected my phone to the Bluetooth speaker and played a song casually.

The sound of music echoed in the small room.

Hey, it's still Bruce.

Cao Xiuyan took a sip, feeling that the atmosphere was a little bad.

Aromatherapy, fine wine, nightdress.

[Dangerous]

Cao Xiuyan preemptively attacked: "It's so late, Sister Yuting called me over, I guess it should be a lot of pressure recently, right?"

Li Yuting put down the cup in her hand, her expression was a little gloomy, and she said, "Well, I'm really tired from the graduate school entrance examination." I don't even know if I'll make it. In fact, what makes me feel more tired is loneliness. To be honest, I hadn't spoken in a few days before I met you today...... Because I couldn't find anyone to talk to. I don't want to vent all my emotions to my parents, and I don't want outsiders to see my fragile appearance......"

"Just keep up. It's uncomfortable. ”

Li Yuting shook the cup, as if talking to herself.

It's a reaction to the emptiness of the heart that needs to be filled.

So, let me fill you up.

Cao Xiuyan stood up and sat down beside Li Yuting, and a good aroma hit his nose, with a milky fragrance.

It's really milky.

Li Yuting looked at Cao Xiuyan, who was sitting next to her, frowning, and there was a lot of grievance in her eyes.

seems to be saying to Cao Xiuyan, do you understand me, do you understand me, do you know that I am in pain now.

Cao Xiuyan comforted: "I understand what you said." I didn't have the experience of going to graduate school, but I had this experience of not talking to anyone for several days, forcing myself to devote myself to one thing. This feeling can really make people lose their enthusiasm for life.

I want to give up every second, and every moment a voice tells me, forget it, you're not a good fit. At that time, I could only do my best to do what I was doing, and run forward desperately, so that the wind in my ears would drown out these sounds. ”

Li Yuting took a big sip and said, "Actually, these are all fine." The hardest thing I can bear right now is my doubts about myself. A lot of the time, I was in a state of deep self-doubt. I always felt that I was too stupid, that I was unproductive, that I should not be able to get into graduate school, and even if I did, I didn't know if I would be able to finish graduate school......

"To be honest, my family is not rich, and if I were really rich, I might have been arranged to study abroad. In the future, depending on the family relationship, you may be able to find a stable job and marry someone you don't like...... It seems that this life is coming to an end.

The graduate school entrance examination may give me a different choice, maybe I will still face the same path in three years, but at least I can have a few years to think about how I should live the rest of my life, and even when facing that life, I can have more chips to fight against the anesthesia that this life gives me. ”

The night is not coming.

To put it simply, it is Sister Haimimi's emptiness, loneliness, and coldness.

You're going to get cold, you're going to have a higher air conditioner.

Cao Xiuyan quietly raised the temperature of the air conditioner by two degrees.

Well, so as not to freeze the little fragrant pig.

Cao Xiuyan put down the remote control of the air conditioner and began to retreat:

"Sister Yuting, to be honest, your worries are unnecessary. My cousin told me that he had met many graduate students who were smarter and harder than him, but they just didn't have his determination and perseverance. Often before the summer vacation is over, they give up the plan to go to graduate school, and instead go to prepare for autumn recruitment, preparing for employment and going to society. He said that if they can persevere, they have a good chance of being admitted to the college of their choice. They ruined it with the words 'I can't do it anymore.'" ”

Li Yuting turned around and looked at Cao Xiuyan in a daze.

"In fact, it's not just the graduate school entrance examination, many times in our lives are ruined in four words. You think you're not going to be able to do it, and you're about to get better, but in fact, often if you hold on a little longer, it may be your opponent who can't. ”

Cao Xiuyan's words were loud.

But Li Yuting listened to it strangely......

I can't tell where it's weird......

Cao Xiuyan continued to retreat: "Sister Yuting, at this time, you must minimize your sensitivity to life, and don't let any small thing in life affect your mood." It's still the same sentence, and it's over. If you don't have this reckless state, you can come to me, I'm good at it. ”

Li Yuting nodded, and said with some shame: "Thank you, Xiuyan, every time you come to comfort me." You're right, I should keep it that way. Your eloquence is so good, and I am thrilled to be able to say it every time. ”

Just eloquence?

Better yet, you haven't experienced it yet.

【Warning】

Li Yuting drank the wine in the cup in one go, her face was flushed, and her eyes were a little intoxicated.

"Xiuyan, you are so good, I am so glad to have met you in that lecture a year ago, which gave me the courage to continue to believe. ”

What's the matter, do you still have to hug me through lies?

Cao Xiuyan slandered, but he didn't expect Li Yuting to really act.

She leaned her head on Cao Xiuyan's shoulder, and half of her body was attached to Cao Xiuyan's body.

As long as Cao Xiuyan lowered his head, he could see her face, as well as her ......

【Mariana Trench】

I'm afraid this mind can suffocate me to death, right?

Cao Xiuyan swallowed.

He's really not a lewd person, but it's too big and too deep to resist this thing.

It's like a person who dresses up normally, but he has an AK-47 in his hand, so the first thing you will see is that his sneakers are fake?

Look at the gun in his hand!

It's human instinct.

Cao Xiuyan finally moved his gaze, then put his hand on Li Yuting's other shoulder, and said softly: "Sister Yuting, I believe you can." Anyway, I'll live next door to you, and if you get bored in the future, you will knock on the door when you are upset, and I will drink with you. ”

Li Yuting nodded, and she didn't know if she was too moved or drank too much, so she hugged Cao Xiuyan's head, and her chin rested on the top of Cao Xiuyan's head and she began to cry:

"Thank you, really, thank you...... Why are you so nice to me......"

At this moment, Cao Xiuyan was in no mood to comfort Li Yuting.

Because, he is slightly out of breath now.

This Nima ......

It's outrageous.

This Nima ......

It's a bit stuffy.

Cao Xiuyan struggled, broke free from Li Yuting's embrace, and took a big gulp of fresh air.

Who can withstand this......

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