After three rounds of wine, the atmosphere slowly became harmonious.

Ling Feng's original appreciation for Song Tianjun gradually turned into heart-to-heart sympathy.

Suddenly a hurricane blew outside the window, and the window crackled.

Song Tianjun put down the cup in a daze, unconsciously became a little drunk, got up and closed the window.

"Mr. Ling, it's not early, aren't you going back to rest?"

"It's okay, I'll live downstairs from you, two steps away. The family's house is still being renovated and they will need to live here for a while. ”

"So why don't we get drunk today?"

"What are you thinking, tomorrow is your first day at work, do my boss and you, the team leader, smell like wine?"

"I'm sorry, Mr. Ling, I took it for granted. ”

After Song Tianjun finished speaking, he turned around and wanted to bow and apologize, but because he drank a little too much and his feet were a little disobedient, he tripped over himself, and Ling Feng hurriedly rushed over to support him so as not to fall to the ground.

"Thank you, Mr. Ling. ”

Song Tianjun's mouth full of wine made Ling Feng disgusted, helped him to the bed, and quickly sat down opposite.

Seeing him lying on the bed with a painful face, unable to let go, and could only numb himself with alcohol, Ling Feng felt a little more curious in his heart, raised his wine glass and took a shallow sip.

"Can you talk to me about what the hell is going on?"

Song Tianjun immediately sat up from the bed, the helplessness on his face turned into a bitter smile, and slowly turned into self-deprecation.

"What's not to talk about, anyway, I'm a person who has already died once, and I can talk to my life-saving benefactor, and I can feel more or less comfortable...... I don't know how much Mr. Ling knows about me?"

"At this time, don't call me Mr. Ling anymore, it's too bad, just call me Ling Feng. Ling Feng shook his wine glass and thought about it seriously, "I only know that you are very good and gave up a lot of opportunities to come to our company...... The day of the car accident seems like the day she got married, right?"

A hint of surprise flashed in Song Tianjun's eyes, and then a wry smile appeared.

"Yes, about the same as you know...... I was kind of a big figure in school until I met my girlfriend, no, my ex-girlfriend to be exact, she's someone else's wife now......"

Song Tianjun recalled the good old days of college, the wry smile on his face turned into a smile from the heart, gradually turned into indifference, and finally became calm, with despair in his eyes.

The three words of ex-girlfriend made Ling Feng stunned for a moment, pulling the long-lost thoughts in his heart, and unconsciously remembered the girl on campus who was cold on the outside and hot on the inside.

I wonder if she's doing well now, and if she still hates me.

"The way we met at the beginning was also very coincidental, forget it, there is no point in talking about this now, I'll pick up the important ones and say them. Song Tianjun straightened his thoughts and continued: "After we were together, I was like a dream every day, I never thought that God would take such a favor to me, and let her shine in front of me, a poor boy who has nothing...... At that time, we were very happy and loving, and we were the most envied couple by everyone, and we also received the blessings of many teachers. I also worked hard to get a place for well-known companies in the industry early, including some listed companies.

Just when I was planning our future blueprint, she told me that she was going back to Jiangcheng, saying that she was the only daughter in the family, and she didn't want her parents to have no one to take care of her, so she became an empty nester. If I don't accept it, I break up, she can't bear the feeling of not being able to hug in a long-distance relationship, and that feeling will make her break down.

I didn't think about it at the time, I just gave up everything and resolutely accompanied her to Jiangcheng. In my opinion, love was more important than anything else at that time. Looking back now, I was so stupid at the time, what could be more tangible than money. I'm afraid that from the first day I came to Jiangcheng, I have completely lost myself.

So, Ling Feng, I understand you, when I saw you looking at your girlfriend's eyes, I understood that you really loved her, so I would not hesitate to move the company to Yancheng. ”

Ling Feng didn't expect Song Tianjun to suddenly talk about himself, so he smiled and raised his wine glass to touch him.

"Thank you. ”

"You're welcome. Song Tianjun drank the wine in one go, and his mood became lost again, "However, I am not as lucky as you, I am a child from the countryside, my vision and insight have limited some of my ideas after all, and I don't have the courage to start a business." I had to go to work honestly and follow the rules, and I think it was from that time that the relationship between me and her slowly changed, no longer so pure, mixed with many things...... Ling Feng, you also know that we are science and engineering men, we don't have so many flowers, I just think about how to make money and how to work every day, and after a long time, I really don't pay as much attention to grooming as I just left school, and I become a little sloppy.

Gradually, I became more and more stressed because of some work matters, and I spent all day with the computer, ignoring some of her feelings. Because of family reasons, she became less and less confident in me, and began to complain, disgusted that I didn't have a city hukou, no house, and even a second-hand car...... But I'm just a young man who has just graduated for more than a year, and I work day and night, just so that I can give her a stable home as soon as possible?

Song Tianjun became more and more emotional as he spoke, hammering his head hard, looking very annoyed, venting his dissatisfaction with himself.

Ling Feng looked at him expressionlessly, isn't this a real example of being defeated by life, this is also normal.

After a long time, Song Tianjun slowly spoke.

So the quarrels between us became more and more, and as time went on, she became a little impatient and began to accept the blind date arranged for her by the family. I was a little angry, so I ran to obstruct it a few times.

The last time I remember it very clearly, it was in a western restaurant, and when she saw me coming in, she scolded me on the spot, thinking that I was too naïve, didn't give her space, wasn't mature at all, couldn't give her the sense of security she wanted, and she was about to lose her breath. And then said lightly, break up, we are not suitable.

Ling Feng, do you know? I wanted to die at that time! I don't understand, I was so good to her, I gave her everything I could, why did she break up with me?

So I just gave her a slap, but I regretted the slap, she covered her face and stared at me, her eyes were full of anger, resentment, unwillingness, I still can't forget her expression at that time.

Since that day, she has blocked all the ways of contact, I can't reach her, I went to look for her at home, and she wouldn't open the door for me...... It didn't take long, it was less than a month, she married an old man in his 30s arranged by the family, and what is even more ridiculous is that everyone knows about this matter, but I am the only one who doesn't know, and then I went to buy drunk alone, and you know the rest of the things, don't let me talk nonsense. ”

After Song Tianjun finished speaking, he looked at the ceiling in confusion as he lay on the bed again, and a trace of tears slipped through the corners of his eyes.

"Sure enough, I feel much better when I say it, thank you Ling Feng, for being willing to listen to me talk nonsense for such a long time. ”

"You're welcome. Ling Feng's face was a little more moved, and this story still moved him more or less, "Can I know her name?"

"Name? It's just a code name anyway, so you should call her first love. ”

For us men, the last thing we can't let go of is always the first love. ”

Two faces instantly appeared in Ling Feng's mind. For himself, which talent is Luo Xiaosu and Lan Ning is his first love in the true sense.

"Even if it's your first love, you will one day shake hands with all the memories and make peace, there is her and you, her youth and your years. That person lives forever in time, you can't pull her out, and you can't go back, so be it, let her stay there quietly. She won't be blessed, she won't get old, she won't wear professional suits and high heels, she won't have the smell of short smoke and rice vinegar in her parents, she will always be young, always beautiful, standing in memories in a bright long dress, smiling at you like a flower. ”

"yes, she's married, what am I going to do? ”

"Do you know why you and her are where we are today?"

"Why?" Song Tianjun wondered.

"Because gentleness that accomplishes nothing is the cheapest. ”

After Ling Feng finished speaking, without waiting for Song Tianjun to react, he put down the wine glass in his hand, turned around and opened the door to leave.

At this time, it was already drizzling outside, and the cold wind in the air forced Ling Feng to continue to appreciate, so he had to quickly return to his room.

Closing the door and leaning quietly on the door panel, Ling Feng hesitated for a long time, always feeling that the text message had no temperature, and finally dialed Lan Ning's phone.

After a few beeps, the call was quickly connected.

"It's rare, you still take the initiative to call me?" Lan Ning's voice was very cold, no weaker than the raindrops outside the window, "Say, what's the matter with me so late?"

"It's okay, I just want to hear your voice suddenly...... By the way, is it raining over there? It's raining on my side. ”

Lan Ning was stunned for a moment, and after a long time, he slowly reacted, and his tone was a little more gentle.

"No, no. Now that you hear me, can you hang up?"

A neat sentence directly blocked all the lines that Ling Feng had originally thought of.

"Uh...... Can't we just talk a little longer?"

"I don't have anything to talk to about with you, if you are really bored and want to talk to someone, go to your Wu Tong, she will definitely be very happy to chat with you, even if it is until tomorrow morning, I think she will be very willing." ”

"Can you not be so hostile, I really have nothing to do with her. ”

"Even if there is anything, it has nothing to do with me, I am already your ex-girlfriend, you can't tell me, you still have to explain to your family Luo Xiaosu. Lan Ning's tone was full of impatience.

"You know everything?"

"What do you know?" Lan Ning frowned, and a trace of uneasiness arose in his heart.

Ling Feng hesitated for a moment, but finally chose to speak, "I'm with Luo Xiaosu. ”

Lan Ning closed his eyes in despair, pinching his phone tightly, his knuckles ringing slightly.

"Then what do you mean by calling me this way? Show off? Or do you say I'm not as good as her! Ling Feng, you bastard, bastard, you go die!"

Without giving Ling Feng a chance to explain, Lan Ning hung up the phone directly.

Listening to the busy sound on the phone, Ling Feng shook his head helplessly.

"Hey, I'm messing with someone!"