I didn't turn my head over naturally, and became shy in his eyes, he chuckled and leaned his head on my shoulder, put his hand over my sweaty middle coat, and couldn't help frowning, "The autumn night is colder, why do you sweat like this?"

He reached out to untie my clothes, and I subconsciously held him down with one hand and said:

"Well, I'll just change my clothes myself. ”

I asked Lan Lu to bring a dry white middle coat, he hugged me, let Lan Lu step back, saw me clutching the knot, couldn't help laughing, and said softly:

"Okay, I promise you, you change it yourself, I don't look at you. ”

"You cover your head with a quilt. ”

"Good. There was a muffled sound under the quilt, I turned my back and pulled down the knot of my clothes and took off my middle coat, groped to change the clothes on the side, and as soon as the clothes were put on, he hugged me from behind, I was shocked, but he pulled my body into his arms, I was angry, angry and embarrassed, and said:

"You...... Didn't you say wait for me for three months? and no one wants you to come to Xiyang Palace, you have to ......."

There was no imaginary offense, he just gently pulled my clothes for me, tied the knot, and said in a hoarse and low voice:

"Angry? Xiyang, I've been waiting for such a long time, how can I not wait for these three months? You underestimate me too much. I'm a normal man, and of course I think ...... when I look at the woman I love," he smiled bitterly, let go of me, and I gradually calmed down, and he continued:

"Do you know why I ran and killed two horses and had to rush back to Anseong? Because I had a dream that you went away with someone else, and you didn't look back no matter how I shouted at you...... So I'm coming back and keeping a firm eye on you, you know?"

My heart is sour, is the person he loves in his heart really me?

"What can I do in this palace?" I lowered my eyebrows and wrung my fingers helplessly, "Didn't you say you were my husband? Who else in this world would take a blind man to heart? You think too much......"

He hugged me into his arms, "I don't care if your eyes see it. In the past, you had good eyes, but there was no self in your heart, but now you have nothing in your eyes, but there is only me in your heart. Xiyang, am I being too selfish?"

Hasn't Mrs. Xiyang always longed for the grace of the lord of the country in the cold palace?

"Husband and wife are fate cultivated in several lifetimes, why do you say it from selfishness?" I shook my head, rolled up my sleeve and pointed to a pink scar the length of the tail finger on the inside of my arm and asked him:

"Did you and I fall off the cliff that day and hurt badly? I found this scar in the shower two days ago, and I don't know if it was left at that time. ”

"It should be. At that time, you were scratched by rocks in many places, and the scars could not be erased for a while after taking the medicine. He thought I was afraid that he would mind, so he smiled and said, "It's okay, as long as it's you, whatever." ”

I smiled sweetly and lay down on my side, and he leaned over from behind and put his hand around me to sleep. After a few moments, he fell asleep.

But my heart was cold, as cold as ice.

That scar was left by me secretly scratching with a hairpin.

Other than that, I don't have any scars on my body. Lan Lu said that the skin on Madame's body was as smooth as a newborn baby. Not to mention the scars, not even the extra marks birthmarks or the different shades of color.

There is no ointment in the world that can heal the flesh and skin of a fallen cliff so thoroughly.

It turned out that my so-called husband had never looked at my body.

Even the story of the assassination and falling off the cliff is probably just fake.

For this reason, I was in a daze and did not sleep very well. I don't know how long it took, I vaguely heard Luo Cheng pacing back and forth anxiously outside the bead curtain, and it was best to lift the bead curtain and come in and kneel down and whisper:

"The lord of the country, the palace people of Yukun Palace came to report that the queen suddenly fainted when she was unwell, and asked the lord of the country to move to visit. ”

Helian Yue didn't open his eyes, but lowered his voice in the tent and said impatiently: "Let the imperial doctor go over, and I will go to Yukun Palace after dawn!"

"Lord of the country," Luo Cheng said faintly excited, "the queen she...... The lord of the country is still ......"

Helian Yue got up, walked up to him, and asked softly, "What is the matter?"

"Congratulations to the lord, the queen is pregnant with a dragon fetus, but the imperial doctor has diagnosed and treated, and it is said that there are signs of miscarriage......"

Helian Yue was silent for a few seconds and said, "Okay, swing the car." ”

The tone was light, without the joy and excitement of being a first-time father.

He turned around and folded the quilt for me, and walked out very lightly, for fear of alarming me.

My heart was blank and my eyes were dry.

I should not be crying? I kept saying that my husband who loved me had loved another woman madly, but it was in the past, and he shouldn't have bothered about it, but now in the three palaces and six courtyards, he stayed with me, a blind man, and let other women serve on the pillow and have children. Since ancient times, emperors have been like this, so why bother with tenderness written in every word?

At dawn, Jinping waited for me to get up and wash, Lan Lu came in with breakfast and knocked down the plum bottle on the flower stand in a trance, Jinping immediately asked people to come in to clean up, and whispered to Lan Lu dissatisfied:

"What the hell is going on with you not keeping up this morning?!"

"I didn't ...... Nothing ......," Lan Lu snorted.

A smile tugged at the corner of my mouth, and I said faintly, "It's our lord of the country, and I'm going to be a father, right?"

"Madam, how do you know?!" Lan Lu said in surprise: "I also heard from the little eunuch who delivered breakfast that Concubine Ming was pregnant, I didn't expect you to know so early, Madame!"

My hand trembled, and the hot tea in the cup poured out and burned my hand, Jinping hurriedly took the cup and motioned for Lan Lu to take out the scalding cream and apply it to me, and said to her reproachfully:

"Who told you to break your mouth! Madame don't care about her, the lord of the country loves Madame so much, it will be a matter of time before she conceives a dragon fetus!"

I took a deep breath and began to eat my breakfast.

I'm supposed to be angry about that, shouldn't I?

But on second thought: Xiyang, why are you?

Is there a difference between betraying once and betraying twice?

There was a slight pain in the heart, and more of a feeling of being dazed. Xiyang, are you starting to care a little about his deception and betrayal of you?

"Jinping, send the green jade Ruyi in the chest of drawers to Concubine Ming's Baoming Palace, and say that the palace gave her a blessing. I said, "The queen will send a sheep fat jade to Guanyin." ”

"Madame knows all about ......," Jinping whispered to Lan Lu as he went out.

I sat on the swing rack in the yard, my head resting on the rope, slightly distracted.

I haven't heard that voice for many days, and I can't hold back the longing in my heart.

Mei Ziyan and Mu Cheng are living happily together now, right? Mei Ziyan in Min Sikong's mouth is plainly dressed in white clothes and black eyes, she is a rare woman, but she has no chance to meet her. Mu Cheng is not necessarily the best for her, but she is more suitable than anyone else - the more lonely a person is, the more inseparable she is from her shadow. Mei Ziyan looked at Mu Cheng's figure and thought of herself, I am afraid that she has fallen in love with this treacherous and scheming man, who is deeply in love but still has no regrets, right?

What kind of thoughts does Helian Yue have for me?

Also, why do I always have nightmares like that?

Jinping approached me, "Madam, it's overcast, and it's about to rain, so let's go in." ”

"Queen, is she alright?"

"I heard that there was no major problem, and the doctor said that you should not be angry and raise the fetus with peace of mind. ”

"I want to see the lord of the kingdom. Jinping, you take me to the Temple of the Underworld. ”

"Madam?" Jinping was a little surprised, for the first time in a long time, I had offered to see him in his bedroom.

I smiled slightly, "I think I should go and say hello to him." ”

Jinping led me to the Cang Hades Palace, but the inner supervisor in the hall said that the master of the country was in the political study. When I arrived at the study room, but it was empty, Jinping took me into the inner room of the study and sat down, and I said to her:

"The lord of the country may be in Yukun Palace or Baoming Palace, but it's too far away, you go and see, if he is really there, you can come back and take me back to Xiyang Palace." ”

After Jinping left, I was waiting boredly, and suddenly I heard footsteps, more than one person, just when I wanted to stand up and walk out, I suddenly heard Helian Yue's angry voice say:

"What? You said that the fifty arrow tower secret posts in the southwest of the border were burned down and captured overnight? Impossible, it is clear that the secret people of the Flame Sect said that Mu Cheng secretly infiltrated Xirong, and the news is accurate! The commander of the battle between the two armies left, and Mu Cheng's men did not have many capable people, and it was impossible for Mu Yu to stay behind to have such a means!"

"The lord of the country is angry, and now there are secret posts all over Ancheng, and the city guard Bambuta has been guarding the city gate day and night to search, but it is still fruitless. The subordinates thought that Mu Cheng was just sending false news to lure the lord back to Ancheng and divert the tiger from the mountain. ”

Helian Yue snorted coldly, noncommittal, and the man said: "Mu Cheng has been looking for nothing for two years like this, don't you still believe that the person he is looking for is no longer alive? The lord of the country is concerned about the safety of Mrs. Xi, and such too strict protection will make Mu Cheng realize something...... The subordinates said nothing, and asked the lord of the country to forgive the sin. ”

"It's okay, what you said makes sense. "Command the horses to be prepared at once," he muttered, "and I will return to the camp at once after noon." ”

I listened to it word for word in the inner room, and a large blank space suddenly flooded my mind. Mu Cheng has been looking for someone for two years?Helian Yue is too protective of me, and Mu Cheng will be conscious?What does I have to do with Mu Cheng?

My head hurt again, and fine sweat broke out on my forehead.

"Yes. Lord of the country, does the queen still want the dark man to stare at day and night?"

"She is inconvenient now, so she can't play any tricks to deal with Xiyang, just leave a dark person. Also, tell Bambuta that there is no need to search for it anymore, and the city ban in Ancheng has been removed, I don't believe that Mu Cheng has such the courage to come to Ancheng to spread wilderness!"

This is like the Lord of Yuanwu in other people's mouths, cold, cruel, and resolute, I can't imagine his appearance, but his eyes must be bright and cold, like a snow wolf on the grassland, with bloodthirsty eyes.