Chapter 13: Lost and Unknown
In the dark, all organs are extremely sharp.
Just as Swei lost her balance at her feet, her upper arm was clasped by a strong hand, and there was no further movement, but she was able to use her strength to get her on her feet.
After a dark, momentary heartbeat, Swei had already recognized who the other party was.
She was facing him in the dark, and Song Ju'an was also staring at her, his eyes were cool and calm.
He hesitated for a moment, then his hand slid down her arm until he grasped her wrist.
Si Wei didn't understand what he was going to do, and the next second the whole person was passively pulled by him in the direction of the dormitory building.
Although the road is dark, it seems that under his guidance, every step is full of security.
In the darkness of the night, the sound of alternating breathing and the sound of walking in unison became very clear at this moment.
Si Wei's gaze fell all the way from the back of Song Ju'an's head to the wrist he was holding herself, except for the rough feeling, she could feel the warmth of his fingertips, and the heat spread along the skin he touched to his whole body, like a grand meeting of ice and fire.
The lights in the camp were restored in an orderly manner, and Song Ju'an led the person to a vacant dormitory, and let go of her after entering the door.
This dormitory has four beds, one of which is covered with futon, and seeing this scene, Si Wei is a little unable to react.
Song Ju'an walked around in front of her, staring at people with his hands around his chest and tilting his head: "There are only three days left until the end of the shooting, you have to be in the limelight to be happy?"
Si Wei raised his face to look at him when he heard the sound, and his face was expressionless as usual: "I can't tell you about the beating, since this is the case, there is no need to explain more." ”
Song Ju'an was extremely convinced by these words, he put down his hands behind his waist, bowed his waist, leaned forward slightly, and his face was dark: "Sometimes I really want to pry your head open and see what is inside." ”
As the words fell, he pulled away and stood up straight, trying to calm his attitude as much as possible.
At this time, Si Wei answered: "You said it, if you want to make friends, you have to show sincerity." ”
"What ...... me" Song Ju'an frowned and asked, halfway through his words, he couldn't continue.
Looking at Si Wei again, those eyes have been looking at him unblinking since just now, without any complicated emotions, and that simplicity seems to be looking into his heart.
In fact, this sentence did come from his mouth, but the idea at that time was not as simple as it sounded.
Since the two contacts, Song Ju'an has often dangled in front of Si Wei's eyes, from feeling like a man in public at first, to having no waves in his heart later, and even getting used to having him by his side.
Why does it feel this way?
The biggest reason is that Song Ju'an's proximity saved her from being isolated, and gradually there will be girls who are willing to talk to her and accompany her to class.
He brought goodness, and it was the first time since Siwei went to school that he felt the goodness and kindness from others.
From the later relationship, Si Wei slowly discovered that Song Ju'an is not very good-tempered, and he is also very playful, close to a "bad boy", otherwise he would not be the "boss" in the mouth of his classmates.
One day after school, several male classmates who had been eyeing Si Wei followed her out of the school gate, Si Wei could only lower his head and speed up the pace to go home, while walking, he paid attention to the movement behind him, because of nervousness, his hands kept rubbing the shoulder straps of his schoolbag.
However, the more frightened she was to the extreme, the faster the footsteps became, and Si Wei twisted her eyebrows and her whole heart rose to her throat, and she still walked forward desperately.
As a result, the next moment, her shoulders were buckled, and she reflexively grabbed her schoolbag and threw it at the man, closing her eyes and starting to wave wildly.
Unexpectedly, as soon as the other party grabbed her hand, she kicked her in a hurry.
"You can see it's me!" the boy called out to her in a suppressed voice.
Si Wei's eyebrows jumped, he stopped his movements and slowly opened his eyes, and saw Song Ju'an looking down at her with a cold expression.
The schoolbag was snatched away by the teenager, Si Wei put down his hand, and his voice was as low as a mosquito: "I'm sorry, I thought it was ......"
Song Ju'an put his schoolbag on his shoulder: "Now you know that you are afraid? Yesterday you promised to go with me, you ran away by yourself, I told you that there will be boys to surround you, maybe they will do something bad to you, do you think I am idle and making up stories there?"
But I saw the little girl nodding at him, and he really thought he was a liar?
Song Ju'an snorted coldly, thinking about teaching her a lesson, but the words came to his lips: "You have to show sincerity when you treat your friends, and find out what I haven't done to you yet!"
Swayey looked at him suspiciously, there was clearly something wrong with that.
Song Ju'an was furious by her eyes, and subconsciously reached out to put his hand around her neck, but Si Wei saw through and tried to dodge.
She regained that faint expression: "Return my schoolbag, I'm going home." ”
"I'll send you!" Song Ju'an's tone was very resolute, and the domineering on his face seemed to say that this matter was not negotiable.
Si Wei simply stopped saying a word, turned and walked forward.
Behind him, the corners of Song Ju'an's mouth hooked, and he strode up with his usual arrogance and ruffian, looking at the small figure in front of him, he admitted that his feelings for the girl had evolved from the initial interest in protecting her and conquering her desire.
......
The mind wandered, and eventually it came back to reality.
Song Ju'an looked deeply at the person in front of him, and under the effect of his childhood memory, he even wanted to hug her into his arms.
"Song Ju'an?" had already called him several times but there was no response, and Si Wei could only try to call him by name and surname.
Suddenly, Song Ju'an's eyebrows moved, and he turned his gaze away as if nothing happened: "I was thinking about tomorrow's training just now, do you remember the self-defense technique I taught you?"
It was after Si Wei was followed by her classmates, Song Ju'an taught her a few tricks, and he thought that he took advantage of it at that time.
Si Wei paused: "I remember the action, but it's very rusty." ”
"You find that Lin Lin and let her take you to practice, maybe it will come in handy one day. Song Ju'an said seriously, "Also, you sleep here tonight, I'll go first." ”
......
The shadows of the trees outside the window were swaying, and the heavy windshield wipers were coming without warning, and Si Wei hugged the quilt and looked at the continuous rain curtain on the glass window, his heart was slightly hot.
She could vaguely feel that since she reconciled with Song Ju'an that day, the atmosphere between them had changed subtly.
This change shattered her vigilance and even reversed her resistance to the past.
She occasionally recalled those days, even the last memories that made her feel "ashamed" for a while.
Maybe it's this Song Ju'an standing in front of her now, he is no longer the young man who fell out, even if he is not the pride of the sky, but he is frank and calm, determined, and indestructible!
After the baptism of heavy rain, the weather was better than usual on the new day, the air was clear and the sun was shining.
On this day, Xu Heyan was also very excited, holding Si Wei on the playground and not letting go, chattering non-stop, basically that he was a confused "pot dumper" in the future, and he had to stick a knife in both ribs to thank him.
Si Wei took a lot of effort to push the person away from his body, and his eyes signaled that someone was coming.
Xu Heyan controlled his facial expression and turned his head, and when he saw Hao Menghuan walking towards them, his face immediately stinked.
As soon as Hao Menghuan approached, she blocked Si Wei behind like a hen.
The atmosphere instantly became tense.
"You didn't come back from the rain last night, so you don't have to take it so seriously. Hao Menghuan said softly.
Si Wei pressed down the arm and stepped forward: "We didn't know anyone well before, but I will never be at your mercy." ”
Hao Menghuan sneered, "The filming is almost over, even if the instructors and instructors know that I am doing something, they will not pursue it further." ”
"Look at what you said, it's just a match for your ugly features!" Xu Heyan was sarcastic.
"That's better than you just scratching your head at men and pretending to be soft and weak. Hao Menghuan's eyes showed a fierce look, and then he said to Si Wei: "I will be safe with you for the next three days, as long as I don't do anything, you will not have the possibility of fighting back." ”
"Really?" Si Wei tugged at the corners of his lips, but there was no warmth on his face: "Then you have to hide it, it will be ugly if you are pulled out." ”
Hao Menghuan didn't expect her to choke her like this, her face was extremely ugly for a while, and she couldn't hide it and left with an excuse.
Although it is a mouthpiece, but in this game, she has the upper hand!
Si Wei exhaled secretly, and his eyes wandered to think of what Song Ju'an said last night, and he had a plan in his heart.
On this day, Song Ju'an went to the hospital alone, needless to say, to see Hou Guang.
After all these years of training, in the end, the body has been trained into a body of steel.
On the fifth day of his amputation, Hou Guang sat in a wheelchair and let off steam, which became his only pleasure for the past two days.
The sunset glow is sprinkled above the central flower bed, and although it looks like some common flowers, it is full of vitality.
After seeing enough of the scenery in front of him, Hou Guang resisted the urge to cry, put his hands on the driving wheels and prepared to leave.
"Stinky boy, I looked for half a day to find here, so in such a hurry to leave?"
"Captain!" Hou Guang quickly turned his head, but the tip of his nose was sour just when he heard someone's voice.
Song Ju'an almost ran over, and when he stopped, he gave Hou Guang a touch on the back of his head, "It's not good to lie down, what are you wandering around?"
"I just want to see natural light and feel a lot more comfortable. Hou Guanghan smiled, "Captain, aren't you angry with me?"
"If I continue to be so angry, sooner or later I will be lifted up to heaven by you bastards. Song Ju'an glanced at him, and his face gradually became solemn.
Hou Guang laughed twice, and slowly became a wry smile: "It's the discharge notice from the team, right?"
Song Ju'an licked his back molars, and reached for the document bag pinned to his waist with his right hand, and stopped talking.
"I can always remember the days when I first came to the team these days, I remember a training, Zheng Yan's kid didn't connect the fire hose with a smelly hand, and finally got the water pipe running all over the ground, and ran under his feet, now I think about it, my mind is still full of pictures of him spinning and jumping......"
Hou Guang choked up a little, wiped his snot and continued: "Last year, there was a time that was even funnier than this, those boys had to do something to rescue the hostages, and they tied me into a dumpling. ”
"It was also a coincidence, the alarm bell rang at that time, you don't know the captain, they threw me down and ran away, I struggled with the strength to feed, but fortunately got on the fire truck in time. Hey...... Thinking about those days is tired, but happy in my heart..."
At the end of the day, every word is a cry.
Song Ju'an straightened his body and looked up at the sky, his whole body was tense, causing people to tremble, and the green tendons on his forehead were beating, which was a symbol of endurance to the limit.
Even Hou Guang, who only dared to cry and complain in the quilt in the middle of the night, was already in tears at this moment.
He lowered his eyes to look at the stump leg, and slammed it down hard, almost roaring: "Why am I so useless, why didn't I dodge, why did I become a waste, how..."
"That's enough!" Song Ju'an interrupted him in a raised voice, and the resentment and self-blame in his eyes were even worse, "You are a firefighter, even if you are discharged from the army, you are also a firefighter who has worked hard for the people and been injured;
At the end of his words, Hou Guang sat in a wheelchair, his face was pale and his eyes were red, and he spoke after a while: "Captain, I'm not afraid of sacrifice, because I have nothing to worry about." You know, what I'm really afraid of?"
Song Ju'an took a breath and shook his head.
He smiled, tears welling up in his eyes: "If it weren't for this accident, I would rather be engaged in firefighting for the rest of my life, but now that I am crippled, I am like a kite with a broken string, there is no distance, there is no way back, I can't think of what else I can do......"