Chapter 18: Grandma and the Eternal Relationship 2
The world is spinning in my head.
Every time you accept a memory, it's like a rollercoaster ride...... This is set ...... Although it makes sense, I decided to read the documentation next time I take the motion sickness pills!
As far as the eye can see, there is a small red two-story building.
Affection?
When I first got this document, I was still a little confused.
Isn't Li Fan's setting in this world an orphan, and the only one who has family affection is Australia's grandmother.
So what I'm expecting is to live with my grandmother.
But this two-story building...... There is also an open space outside, and a few simple and low activity equipment......
It's not like where my grandmother, who earns eight figures a month, lives!
At this moment, I subconsciously wanted to go outside the gate!
Again!
This feeling of being subconsciously disturbed in judgment!
It's like playing games all night and being woken up when you go to bed in the morning!
I want to control myself and don't go!
But the kind of unhappiness in my heart made me scratch my ears and cheeks.
Go and go!
There was a fence around it, and in the middle, an unlocked iron gate hung there, alone, as if I were standing alone in the clearing.
Crunch –
What a heavy door...... It's also very noisy and looks like it's been used for many years.
Outside, it was a road, empty, it was daytime, but surprisingly no cars passed by.
It seems that the place is remote.
I looked up at the sign hanging on the fence.
Red House Orphanage......
The Red House is quite apt.
Orphanage???
I couldn't help but reach for the sign, but I couldn't reach it......
I'm so short now......
I...... What the hell is it now...... How old is it?
He looked down at the clothes on his body.
I washed a little whitish blue pajamas, and the slippers have been worn for a long time, and the texture of the rubber has hardened, because they have not been cleaned for a long time, and the black stains are very obvious on the slippers.
There is also a small scarf dripping with a lot of vegetable oil tied around his neck, and two words and a small heart are sewn on the bottom of the scarf-
Li Fan......
It's my name......
The wind is blowing......
The wind of early spring, with a few wisps of cold that winter did not take away, blew down my not thick pajamas......
It's cold......
How old am I now...... It feels like I'm catching a cold easily right now......
The beating of my heart made me feel a little uncomfortable for no reason, and I felt very irritable......
"Xiao Fan, why did you run out!"
Is anyone calling me?
I watched a boy who was much taller than me come out of the house and looked around.
"Don't run around! it's time for a nap!"
He ran over and picked me up.
He's probably not much older than me, but he has a lot of strength.
Lying on his shoulder, I actually felt inexplicable peace of mind.
He carried me into a room.
"Xiaofan, your bed is here. ”
He gestured to a vacant bed.
The dim light bulb gives people a different kind of warmth.
The sound of the children's breathing in the house is like bubbles in milk.
Lying on the bed, I leaned over and looked at the half-hidden door.
Outside, in the hallway, the boy moved a bench and sat next to a basin larger than him washing.
I touched my neck, my scarf should be in there.
I don't know how long it took, but the children in the house woke up one after another.
The baby's cry was mixed with the sound of children my age slapping, and some older children got up to help soothe the crying babies.
Watch as the boy holds a baby, shaking and shaking......
The aunt from the orphanage came, took us to fold the quilt, and turned off the light bulb that made me feel warm.
We were playing games outside, but my aunt stopped me and she wouldn't let me move.
"Xiao Fan, you just sit on the little wooden horse obediently, you know, I will let Brother Xiao Wei accompany you later~Good ah~"
After a while, the boy came, still with a broom in his hand.
"Xiaofan~ really good, don't run around~"
His smile was harmless, a little silly, but it was like the sun in early spring, the temperature that can drive away the tail of winter.
Xiaowei ......
I wanted to mumble about the name, but I found that I could only babble inarticulately.
"Xiaofan, you are more than three years old, and you have to work hard to learn to speak. The aunt said that many children learn to speak when they are more than two years old. ”
He gently shook my Trojan horse and pulled out my scarf.
"I've been taking care of you for almost a year, and you always love to eat. ”
He gently put it around my neck, and I felt that his hands were rough, and I should have helped with the work on weekdays.
The wind of early spring was blowing again, and the big boy who was smiling like the sun was shaking my wooden horse and telling me about his ideals.
"Xiaofan, you know! I heard from the dean that there is a kind of person called a lawyer outside the orphanage, who helps the good guys punish the bad guys, and can make a lot of money, don't you think it's cool! I want to be a lawyer in the future! I have earned money to help our orphanage build a new red house, and I also have to buy a lot of TVs, so that children like you aunts don't let the active children can sit there honestly. ”
Lawyer...... Xiaowei??
My head shook!
At this moment, the world was spinning, and the scenery around him flickered like a marquee......
Waves of memories flooded back into my head.
Once I got used to the vertigo, I found myself standing in front of a pair of calendars.
The calendar is big and I feel like it's taller than mine......
Above, on March 8th, I was circled with my name written next to it.
Ms. Li ...... The child was brought in by the hospital...... The name I gave him, an ordinary surname, an ordinary name............ The situation you also understand now, congenital heart problems, and not strong learning ability, is already four years old, still can't speak...... Before signing this adoption certificate, I also hope that you must think about it and love him as if he were your own child in the future......"
"Don't worry...... My son was like this when he was a child, it's okay if the child is stupid, just be happy~"
"Your son is a martyr...... It's a hero......"
"Alright, alright...... Don't mention it, don't mention it......"
Turning his head, he looked at the lady with a kind face.
There are wrinkles at the corners of his eyes, he is slightly hunchbacked, his hair is half white, he wears a pair of glasses, he is plainly dressed, and there is no fancy decoration. But there is an attractive temperament and indomitable spirit all over the body.
She was looking at me too.
"My wife is a martyr...... My son, who is also a martyr...... But I don't regret it at all. ”
"But...... I'm getting old after all...... I don't have anyone around to accompany me, and I feel tired of being alive......"
"I've been here so many times, and the more I look at this child, the more I look like my son when he was a child......"
"Although my body is almost bone, I can afford to raise ......"
Li Fan...... Xiao Fan ...... I'll be your grandmother from now on, okay?"
Tears glistened in the corners of her eyes, but she didn't cry, not even at the funerals of her husband and son.
The world is spinning......
When I opened my eyes, I found myself in a taxi......
Outside the car window, the scenery slowly receded.
Everything in the orphanage is slowly disappearing.
I saw that behind the lonely iron door were all the people of the orphanage, the director, the aunt, the children, and the boy who had been taking care of me...... That Xiaowei.
He was crying, but the corners of his mouth were smiling, he was happy for me, and he was also reluctant for me.
I looked up at the sun behind the clouds, and slowly leaned out, feeling that the whole red house was very warm and warm.
In an instant, it flickered like a marquee, and countless memories poured in.
When I come to my senses...... I'm back in 3701......
Bell Bell Bell –
The phone rang......
“……”
The moment I connected, I couldn't even speak.
Until I got used to being able to talk now......
"Ahem, ahem...... Hello?"
"It's me, Fan Baby~"
"Hmmm......"
"What do you say, Xiaofan...... Looks like you're very touched......"
"It's okay......"
"Has there been a subjective change in anything?"
"No ......"
"Do you know now what that mysterious, subconscious interfering with your choices you are talking about? ”
I was stunned for a moment.
"Wei Shen...... The original Li Fan of this world...... Is it really dead?"