Chang Qing refilled her wine, "You're separated like that?"

"It's good if you can separate happily, but no matter how painful it is, there will be an end to the pain if you stab it down. He grinded over and over again, but he didn't have the courage to end it with me, and he didn't have the courage to take me home again. The matter of marriage was put on hold. Li Sha smiled when she said this, "In the end, I don't want him anymore." A man is not decisive in doing things, thinking that he can make the best of both worlds, but he is just embarrassed by his relatives and lovers, and he is also moved by himself. Instead of wronging yourself to marry him, it is better to live a good life by yourself. A woman's ultimate goal is not to get married, love is a choice on the road of life, not all. ”

Chang Qing nodded silently and looked out the window in a daze.

Li Sha poked her with her hand, "What kind of expression do you have?" You inquired about my gossip and didn't hear the melon you want to eat, are you unhappy?"

"No upset. Chang Qing propped up his chin, still looking at the lights in the distance, "Sister Sasha, maybe we really have bad luck in us?"

"What do you mean by that?"

"I went to Ming Zhan's house yesterday, and Ming Zhan's father was hospitalized in the middle of the night. Chang Qing looked at Li Sha with a slightly sideways face, the light and shadow printed on her side face, and only half of her face could be seen, with confusion and incomprehension in her eyes, just like the openness of the past.

Li Sha was dumbfounded, and suddenly she didn't dare to look at Changqing again.

Chang Qing didn't get Li Sha's reply, and turned his head to look out the window, "Is it a coincidence?" Ming Zhan's family is very lucky, is the family very rich and put it aside first, his loved ones are all healthy, the relatives are very good, and his parents are loving." This alone is already a lifetime for most people to catch up, why is his family like this as soon as I arrive at his house?"

Lisa poured her a glass of wine, "I can't answer your question. Have you told Lu Mingzhan about this? He is different from my boyfriend back then. ”

"I'm afraid, I'm afraid that if they try again, what will happen if they die?"

She doesn't like alcohol, she has drunk it a few times, and none of them are comfortable after drinking it once.

Seeing her like this, Li Sha cursed a dirty word.

This is Evergreen's weakness, she is used to death, it doesn't mean that she is not afraid, especially because of her death.

Who can easily risk the lives of their loved ones because they love someone?

Li Sha said: "There can be many paragraphs in a life of love, and there are only a few relatives, and if they are gone, they will be gone." ”

Chang Qing nodded imperceptibly, "Our industry, like other industries, is just a means of making a living, why is this happening?"

"I've never understood why anyone would think we're unlucky. People are born to prepare for death, falling in love, getting married, and having children are all for a better and more dignified death in the future, and no one can cross this threshold. We're just seeing this too early and doing business at the end of the line. Li Sha rarely talked to Chang Qing about this.

She treats these as businesses, and Evergreen is not.

She really wanted the dead she had met, complete or fragmented, to be whole and dignified at the last moment when they still had their bodies, and that some of them had gone without dignity, and she wanted to give them a little bit of dignity as far as she could.

However, she went out with enthusiasm and sincerity, which others may not be able to see, and others only see her unfortunate profession.

She thought about persuading her, persuading her not to be too concerned, and to treat those sudden encounters as simple jobs.

So far, she has not been persuaded to speak.

She became more and more willing to protect her from the unseemly, and the more she thought that the stubbornness and kindness in her could last longer.

She didn't think that she could meet a few evergreens in her life, and if she did, she would walk with her.

She thought that Changqing would not encounter too many cliché trivial things, but she encountered them all.

Chang Qing bit his lip and whispered, "I can't do what you said." ”

"If you can't do it, don't do it, do what you want. Li Sha sat cross-legged with her in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling window, "Your family's promise is over, you can change your career, according to the thinking of those fools, the so-called bad luck will be gone." ”

"Hmm. ”

"Don't think of yourself as a savior, this line of work is separated from you, people will still die when they are going to die, someone else will make up for it, you don't give up precious feelings because of your work. ”

"Sister Sasha, do you think you did something wrong at that time?"

"I did the right thing, I haven't regretted it until now, that person can't be trusted, it doesn't mean that Lu Mingzhan can't be trusted. How about Lu Mingzhan, we can all see it very clearly, he has never cared about your profession. When he loves you, he also appreciates you and protects you. In my opinion, he is your noble, and you are also his noble. ”

Chang Qing didn't say anything about her words.

She understands the truth, what she is afraid of is an ethereal coincidence.

Li Sha reached out and pinched the back of her neck, "Don't rush to give anyone an answer, you think for yourself." You're smart enough to come up with the answer. ”

Li Sha's eyes fell on the light outside the window, "The scenery here is so beautiful, looking at it, you have the feeling that a prosperous city is hidden, and all the dirt and beauty are hidden." But if you take a magnifying glass and look at one of the windows, life and death, parting, sorrow and pain are all accounted for, but who can deny that extreme pain is not a new life?"

"Did you tell all your feelings over the years today? ”

"I usually don't have a chance to show, so it's hard for you to talk to me about this, and it's easy to suffocate if I don't say much. ”

"Then you go on, I still want to hear it. ”

Li Sha smiled, "I can't brew it out because of your interruption." ”

"Well, I don't want to hear it. ”

"Don't you want to see what Lu Mingzhan sent you? He should already know that you're not home. ”

"I'm instigated. ”

"You're not going to be cowardly tomorrow?" Li Sha stuffed Changqing's mobile phone into her hand, and slowly went to the balcony to see the night view from another angle.

There was a phone call from Lu Mingzhan on her phone, but there was no message from him.

Li Fan's message came, Li Fan sent a screenshot of Lu Mingzhan's circle of friends, and said, "You guys quarreled? Why is Brother Lu suddenly so emotional?"

Chang Qing clicked on the screenshot, and she couldn't see the dynamic picture clearly, but she read the text on it clearly, "I'm sitting here, and there is a familiar scenery as far as I can see, and I really want to hug you many years ago." ”

Almost instantly, tears swirled in evergreen eyes.

She shook her hands and clicked on Lu Mingzhan's news.

The accompanying picture is Baishi Street in front of her house.

When her father was still alive, she often sat on the threshold at night and waited for her father, and saw the white street at night countless times.

Today, the man she loves sits there just like her.

What did he think of, and why did he feel this way?

Chang Qing paused for a long time, and wrote under Lu Mingzhan's news: "I want to hug you at this moment." ”

After the evergreen hair was finished, the depression that had accumulated in the chest dissipated a lot.

This time it was a problem between her, Lu Mingzhan and the accident, not a problem between her and Lu Mingzhan.

Why did she push Lu Mingzhan away, thinking that as long as she figured it out, she could do it?

Why didn't she give Lu Mingzhan a chance to express her position and make her own assertions?