And the things of the past, the people in the past also kept pulling her, making her constantly distracted and constantly turning back and forth in the process of moving forward.

Yu Xiang listened to Tao Jingjing's words, in fact, he was still shocked to some extent, he didn't know that Tao Jingjing thought like this, and he didn't know that Tao Jingjing was struggling so much, thinking about this, for a moment, he still regretted it in his heart, regretting the decisions he had made, and the agreements he had made.

"The past is gone. You don't have to think about it anymore, many things have happened for a reason, and you can't forget the way forward because of the previous things. Yu Xiang himself said that he couldn't do it, but he still hoped that his words could make Tao Jingjing compromise, and then stop looking back, but he didn't believe it himself, how could he let others believe it.

"Looking ahead? Everybody wants to do this? Everybody knows it should be? But looking ahead, is it just a matter of talking?"

Tao Jingjing finished quietly alone, and then stared at the darkening night outside, as well as the gradually quieter environment. Yu Xiang didn't speak much, just quietly looked at Tao Jingjing's back who was immersed in the night.

"I used to think that time had just passed and that everything was over. Even when my dad died, I kept telling myself that it was okay with everyone because he was sick and because he was not in good health...... I kept making excuses for myself, telling myself, so be it, be it, be it. The last of us lived out this life peacefully. ”

"But what?"

Yu Xiang also knew that what Tao Jingjing said was impossible, that is, Tao Jingjing thought so, but some people couldn't let him get his wish, otherwise this life would be too monotonous for some people.

"But, it's ......", Tao Jingjing wanted to tell Yu Xiang about her father's death and other contents, but when the words came to her mouth, she still didn't say it after all.

"But what?"

"But all of you have returned. Xiao Xiche, Xiao Zixin, Zhuo Yan, Mu Qin......", Tao Jingjing wanted to laugh but found that she couldn't laugh at all, "All the people are coming back as if they are doing a big job, do you think I, the party, can support the outside? Give me a chance to stay out of the matter?"

Tao Jingjing asked like this, leaving Yu Xiang speechless, after all, he is also one of these people, after all, he also has plans to do a big job like Tao Jingjing said.

"Huahua, in fact, there are many things that are not as you see, there may be some people who seem to be bad to you, but in fact, there are still hidden secrets behind it. Yu Xiang felt that he could only say this, and maybe he could say this to make Tao Jingjing feel a little comforted in his heart, but he also knew that maybe Tao Jingjing also felt that he was an excuse for saying this.

"Is there a hidden secret?", Tao Jingjing still laughed out loud after all, but she only sneered, "Everyone told me that there was a hidden secret?, but what do those hidden secrets have to do with me? If it is really for my good, it is really for my sake, it is impossible to hide anything from me." The secrets they said were just excuses they made for themselves. ”

Tao Jingjing said this, Yu Xiang couldn't say anything after all, and he didn't know what to say, after all, he was also the one who had a secret affair with Tao Jingjing.

"Okay, okay, let's not talk about these things, you go to bed quickly, it's too late. He said and picked up his mobile phone under the pillow to look at the time, and found that it was more than 12 o'clock, "It's more than 12 o'clock, go to bed quickly! If you feel uncomfortable, or if you feel uncomfortable, you must call me!"

"Well, I see, you should go to bed early!"

The two of them finished talking, and the whole ward fell silent again. No one took the initiative to say a word, both of them lay quietly on the hospital bed, and they knew each other that they were not asleep, but neither of them took the initiative to say a word.

……

Tao Jingjing felt as if it was still a momentary thing, and she didn't know when she fell asleep last night, but when she opened her eyes and found that the sky was bright, she sat up nervously, turned around, and saw Yu Xiang still lying quietly on the bed, so she breathed a deep sigh of relief, and then the whole person relaxed instantly.

"Awake?"

Hearing Yu Xiang's voice, Tao Jingjing knew that she had definitely slept, turned around slowly, and said to Yu Xiang with a smile: "Wake up, when did you wake up? Why don't you call me?", as she spoke, she lifted the quilt on her body and wanted to get out of bed.

"I just woke up for a while. ”

"Oh. Do you want to drink water?", Tao Jingjing said and was about to pour water.

"No, but I may need ......"

Yu Xiang didn't finish speaking, Tao Jingjing instantly understood what Yu Xiang meant, and quickly put down the water glass in her hand and pushed the wheelchair at the foot of the wall.

"I forgot about it. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you should call me, I've slept through. ”

"It's fine. Saying that, Yu Xiang slowly supported the bed with his hands, leaned against the wall with his upper body, and then waited for Tao Jingjing to come over, lifted the quilt on his body, and took a lot of effort to get him to the wheelchair, but when he pushed him to the door of the bathroom, Tao Jingjing realized the problem and hesitated what to do, Yu Xiang just smiled, and then called a person next to him who was going to the bathroom, like a patient's family, to help, Yu Xiang solved the touching problem, and when others pushed Yu Xiang out, Tao Jingjing was already flushed and didn't know where his eyes were there。

"Wait a minute, you and Ziyu should find a nurse, it's best to find a male nurse. Yu Xiang said calmly, "And you take a look at the ward to see if there is a bathroom." If so, you can change it for me!"

"I see. Wait a minute, I'll wipe your face, and after the doctor checks the room, I'll go to the nurse and ask about it. ”

"Okay, thank you Flowey. ”

"It's fine. I didn't think about this question at first. ”

In fact, Tao Jingjing really didn't think about going to the bathroom, that is, yesterday when her grandfather said that it would be inconvenient for her to come to take care of Yu Xiang, and when Yu Xiang sternly refused, she didn't think about going to the bathroom, just thinking that she and Yu Xiang lived in a room alone, and felt that it was inconvenient or for her own sake, and felt that she would think it was inconvenient, but at that time, she never thought that Yu Xiang still needed to go to the bathroom, thinking about this, Tao Jingjing could only feel so embarrassed.

The two of them walked quietly in the corridor of the hospital, and they didn't talk, just walked quietly and quietly, with the newly rising sun behind them. If you take a walk in the park or by the river, you may feel that it is really a good time, but in the hospital, even if it is beautiful, it is covered with a layer of sadness.

"I don't know when Ziyu will come. ”

"I guess after a while, she said she was going to bring us breakfast, and it shouldn't be too late. ”

"I knew that I would let her come back after breakfast, so I wouldn't let her bring us breakfast. Yesterday evening, we came over and saw a lot of food sellers next to the hospital, in fact, it is good to eat out once in a while. ”

"You say this, I really want to eat soy milk fritters recently, you're right, it's good to eat outside, or you call her and ask her not to bring it to us, wait a minute, you go out and buy some." ”

When Yu Xiang said this, Tao Jingjing was also quite hesitant, but finally decided to forget it.

"Forget it, I'll buy it for you tomorrow, I'll talk to Ziyu today", Tao Jingjing said and looked at the clock on the wall, it's nearly eight o'clock, according to Ziyu's usual routine, it is estimated that breakfast should be finished, and if you bring it for yourself, it is estimated that it will be bought, "It's almost eight o'clock, he estimates that he should buy it." ”

"Okay, then remember to buy it for me tomorrow morning, I want to eat soy milk fritters, don't put sugar in soy milk!"

"Got it. ”

……

"You want to eat soy milk fritters, tell me, I made soy milk in the morning, but I didn't find the thermos cup, and I was afraid that it would be cold, so I didn't bring it to you." ”

Tao Jingjing and Yu Xiang raised their heads and saw Lin Ziyu carrying a lunch box, standing at the door of the ward and looking at the two of them. The two of them instantly smiled.

"I just thought of it. ”

"It's okay, then I'll bring it to you tomorrow! There is a fried fritter next to our community, it seems to be a decades-old shop, Xu Qingming sometimes buys a little in the morning, I think it tastes good, tomorrow, I will bring you a little soy milk from there, and I will beat it from home." ”

"No need, it's too troublesome, I'll buy some from outside tomorrow and bring it over, just let Yu Xiang eat a little, just let him taste it!"

Tao Jingjing felt very troublesome, and refused Lin Ziyu directly without thinking about it. And Lin Ziyu didn't say anything, just smiled slightly, turned around and walked into the ward.

"Come in, it's been a while, well, I don't know if the porridge is cold, hurry up and eat it!"

Tao Jingjing saw Lin Ziyu go in, and quickly pushed Yu Xiang to follow in, and when she went in, she saw that Liming had already placed all kinds of side dishes on the table, as well as porridge, buns and the like, and she was very surprised to see Tao Jingjing, I don't know how this person could get so much at once, and it didn't seem like she had bought it.

"Did you do that?"

Tao Jingjing wiped Yu Xiang's hands with wet tissues, and said drooling at a table of hearty breakfast. Yu Xiang also felt very surprised, and looked at Lin Ziyu with an incredible look.

"Seeing you like this, I think too much, with my cooking skills, I can still make you breakfast on this table. ”