Chapter 76: The best relief is separation
"Brother Qi, are you from Brother Qi's dormitory?" I was surprised, as if there was something going on, "I'm sorry, I was-"
"I know you've kept a safe distance all the time. ”
He smiled, without his usual seriousness and distance, some were just cheerful people of his age, "You can also call me Sui Zhao in private in the future." ”
"Why aren't you sleeping yet?" I couldn't help but ask, looking at his somewhat uncomfortable expression, I always felt that there was something wrong with him.
He smiled wryly, "You see that?"
“?” It was so obvious that anyone could see it, and I just dared to ask, "If it's inconvenient, you can not say it." ”
"Nothing inconvenient for you. He put down his glass, "My father and mother are getting divorced," there was a glint in his eyes, "They have been arguing for so many years, and they are finally going to divorce, I should be happy for them, but I am not happy, can you understand?"
I thought about my situation in those years, and I understood his feelings for a few years, "Actually, we can't choose the adult world, so it's good to accept it slowly." "Every child hopes that their parents are the most loving in the world, but every pair of parents always separates for various reasons.
"Are we kindred?" He looked at me, "I don't really want them to get divorced, no matter how noisy they are." ”
I was silent for a moment, after all those years of arguing and fighting, and then they parted ways, and I became a burden to them, "Probably this is what every child thinks, and maybe the best relief for them is to separate." ”
"I recently saw a joke on the Internet where they said that there were never any breakups and divorces, only widowhoods. He looked at me as he spoke, "I think the best love is definitely not a moment of dizziness, but a deliberate desire to hold your hand for the rest of your life." ”
"Aren't you afraid to follow their own path?" I didn't dare to look him in the hot eyes, and my cheeks were slightly hot, "After all, genes are inherited." ”
"I don't know, but I'm not going to give myself a chance to make mistakes. ”
"Don't be so absolute, the world is impermanent, no one can predict what will happen tomorrow, maybe tomorrow, maybe next year, maybe years from now, you may not think so. "I clutched my phone tightly, but I couldn't stop the excitement in my heart, but I still had to desperately suppress my own things.
The night was so beautiful tonight, his wine was too sultry, and his people were even more tugging, but it wasn't right.
"Xiaorou, you are always so sensible, why are you always so sensible?" His voice was low, and he took a sip of red wine, "Actually, I didn't hate them so much when I saw you, I learned to let go, but today I heard that they were completely divorced, I really can't bear it." Think of it as mean or selfish, I just want to tell you, even if you don't want to hear it. ”
"Mr. Sui, you're drunk, rest. "I can't take it anyway, and the evening is the least suitable to make decisions.
"Don't call me Mr. Sui, call me Sui Zhao. He drank the rest of the red wine in one gulp, "I'm very aware of what I'm doing, I'm just telling you today: I'm going to officially chase you from today, I said before that I would give you time, but I'm sorry, I think it's better to act first than let you figure it out for yourself, you will always understand my heart." ”