Do you really believe it?

Si Wei asked herself, she was thinking from the perspective of "people", even if she couldn't see any clues from Song Ju'an at the moment, she couldn't convince herself to dispel her concerns.

She sighed and added, "Believe is believe, but you can't hide it from me in the future, because I can help you share it." ”

Song Ju'an was silent for a while: "Okay, but I also have requirements." Since you believe me, then don't think about anything anymore, I will do everything I promised you before, you just have to wait patiently for me, it won't take too long, I will give you an explanation. ”

He said solemnly, with a bit of force in his tone, obviously not allowing her to continue the topic.

There was no point in insisting, Si Wei nodded.

What she didn't say was that she didn't need to promise, but she wanted the years to be safe.

……

On the balcony, the night breeze is getting cooler, and it is much more comfortable to blow in the face.

Si Wei stood with his arms crossed, thinking back to tonight's conversation, which should have been reassured.

It's really Song Ju'an who behaved too normally in front of her, so normal that he refused to reveal even the slightest emotion.

It is precisely because of this that she can't let go of her mind so much.

From his eyes, there was no sadness or relief, but a layer of camouflage plated.

He said that he would continue to move forward without hesitation, but why didn't he force himself to hold on?

How uncomfortable should he be to cover it up like this?

Thinking of this, Si Wei pressed his eyebrows, opened the glass door and went out.

Passing by the bathroom and hearing the sound of water dripping inside, she quickened her steps into the bedroom.

Before going to bed, she deliberately found a tighter pajamas and changed them slippery.

After that, lie back on the bed, pull up the quilt, close your eyes, and the whole process is smooth and natural.

Only Siwei himself knows how nervous he is.

However, it's not caused by thoughts, it's just that I haven't gotten along like this for a long time.

After taking a bath, Song Ju'an wiped all over his body, picked up the half-sleeves and trousers on the shelf, put them on twice, and went to the bedroom.

There was still a lamp in the room, and when I looked over, I saw a bulge on the bed.

Song Ju'an closed the door with his backhand and raised his hand to press the light.

With two consecutive sounds, Si Wei opened his eyes suddenly, and everywhere he looked, he was wrapped in a dim hazy feeling.

There was a squirming movement behind his ears, and his back was empty, followed by a warm body, and then his waist was pressed by a weight.

At that moment, my heart stopped beating.

And the man behind him didn't make any extra moves, and even his breathing was so steady and calm.

Even so, Siwei always felt that there was some kind of surging power suppressed there.

She had no choice but to quietly close her eyes, urging herself to fall asleep quickly.

However, for a long time, the sound of a violently disturbed heartbeat in the left chest could still be felt.

The helplessness she had never felt before, she couldn't resist it.

Siwei tried to exhale slowly, but before he could inhale it, he heard a sentence: "Can't sleep?"

When the words fell, she opened her eyes and replied, "You didn't sleep either." ”

"Otherwise, sleep separately. This is ambiguous, but it is the tone of the statement.

Before Si Wei could react, he felt the force on his waist pull away, and the quilt followed and lifted a corner.

"Don't!"

As soon as his brain was hot, such a word subconsciously popped out of his mouth.

At the same time, Si Wei quickly turned over, stretched out his hand, and grabbed the corner of his clothes accurately.

Song Ju'an had already sat up, and his deep gaze was fixed on her white and red face through the darkness.

"I'm just not used to it, don't think about it. She explained softly.

Song Ju'an pulled the clothes out of her hand, "If you're like this, I can't sleep either." ”

Siwei suddenly felt embarrassed, and a hand under the quilt twisted the pajamas in a circle.

In the dimness, his eyes dodged, but he made an indifferent tone, "The blanket is at the bottom of the wardrobe, you go and get it yourself, it will be cold at night." ”

After saying that, he turned over and turned his back on him.

The shadows of the trees outside the window are swaying, and indoors, it is quiet again.

Song Ju'an stared at her neck and shoulders, and after a while, he stepped lightly on the bed.

Take the blanket, lie down on the folding bed, shake it off, and cover it.

It's cool underneath, and there's no warmth at all.

Song Ju'an faced the ceiling, his arms resting behind his head, and his eyes sank.

Between men and women, in addition to indulgence, there is also responsibility.

Once upon a time, he thought he could afford it.

It's time for him to face reality.

Faced with a future that is not guaranteed, as a man, you have to think about more.

The dark sky separates the two from the two worlds, and neither is destined to see the struggle in the bottom of the other's heart.

Si Wei leaned against the pillow and slowly opened his eyes.

For the first time, I felt that my bedroom could be so big, so big that it couldn't accommodate her heart, but it hid all the emptiness and indifference in this world.

After all, he was affected, and despite his best efforts to hide it, he would still be exposed in some things.

At least, that's how she feels.

Early the next morning, Si Wei got up at nearly seven o'clock and unexpectedly found that Song Ju'an was still there.

The kitchen is filled with the fragrance of jujube and soy milk, and the buzz of the soymilk machine is intermittent.

She was stunned at the door, and after a while, she saw Song Ju'an wiping her hands and coming out of the kitchen.

When he saw her, his dull complexion only added a little affinity.

She knew that it was his limit to be able to have such a small change.

Indeed, it was difficult for him.

"Aren't you going back to the team today?"

Siwei walked up to him with a faint smile in his eyes.

"I'm going to go to the hospital in the afternoon, and I'm going to have dinner with you. ”

Si Wei's face changed suddenly: "Hospital?"

Seeing that she was in a hurry, Song Ju'an explained: "During this time of year, the city will cool down, and in order to avoid affecting the police, my legs need to be treated with traditional Chinese medicine." ”

As he spoke, he took her hand and squeezed it lightly and heavily, with his soft eyes, which was comforting.

Si Wei's heart moved: "Then I'll accompany you." ”

"I'll do it alone. He quickly refused, "You just wait for me at home." ”

At this time, there was a "dripping" sound in the kitchen, which was the automatic jump stop of the soymilk machine.

Si Wei's eyes locked on him, full of seriousness and persistence.

Song Ju'an didn't give her a chance to persevere, and ignored her reluctance, pressed her shoulders with both hands, and turned her around.

"Go wash up, I've got breakfast for you. ”

Swei was almost pushed into the bathroom, and as soon as the door closed, she turned around, sighing in frustration.

Song Ju'an...... Not only is it unpredictable, but it's also harder to speak than before.

——

After breakfast, Siwei sent people out.

While waiting for the elevator, she lowered her eyes and looked at Song Ju'an's injured leg.

She asked, "Did you commit a leg injury when you went to the police?"

After asking, Si Wei raised his eyes.

Those eyes are dark and clear, and the tenacity revealed in them is bound to be an answer.

Song Ju'an said truthfully: "Yes, gritted your teeth and resisted." ”

The attitude was light, as if the pain was not worth mentioning to him.

It's not hard to understand when you think about it.

Si Wei still looked at him, and his voice was light: "The company recently had a program, and invited a respected old Chinese medicine doctor in the industry. ”

After a pause, she added: "To go to the medical center, you have to make an appointment in advance, if you think it's okay, I can contact that side." ”

Song Ju'an froze, and at that moment, all the disguises in the trance were defeated.

Her understatement always hits his heart.

At the wrong time, it was at this time that the elevator tinkling arrived.

Siwei said to him, "Let's go to the hospital first, and then we'll talk about it when we come back." ”

Reason returns in time.

Song Ju'an hummed, put his hands in his pockets, and walked into the elevator with his feet raised.

Two seconds later, the elevator doors slowly closed.

Si Wei stood in place, the shallow smile in his eyes never faded, but his thousands of emotions were silent.

When the four eyes met, what caught his eyes was his gradually fading look.

Soon, in the field of vision, the man's figure was blocked by the elevator door.

Then, the sight of the contact is disconnected, and the crack in the door continues to shrink.

There was no need to stand here anymore, and Siwei was about to walk away, but just before she could move, an arm flashed in front of her, separating the elevator door that had closed automatically, and the two doors opened again in front of her eyes.

Si Wei's eyelashes blinked, and before she realized what was going on, Song Ju'an's face quickly enlarged in front of her eyes.

Suddenly, the arm was buckled, and in the next moment, the whole person was pulled by that force.

This time, the elevator door closed successfully.

Si Wei was completely stunned, and could only feel the force pressing on his waist and spine, and the back of his neck was a burning breath.

She was held in his arms.

The elevator was running downward, and even the brain was dizzy.

Song Ju'an hunched over, his chin resting on her shoulder, his eyes fixed on the beating digital screen.

He said: "Whatever you do in the future, don't put me first. ”

In a word, Siwei came back to his senses.

Behind him, her eyes dimmed.

“…… Are we still in a relationship?" asked Swei rhetorically, stiff and stiff.

"Yes!"

"Since you're still my boyfriend, it's no different from what I did for you before. ”

She explained calmly, and after a moment, pushed him away.

When looking directly at each other, Si Wei took the lead in speaking: "Song Ju'an, you have changed. You can't fool me about that. ”

Her straightforwardness made Song Juan speechless for a while.

"It's my choice what I do, and if we're going to keep going, please don't try to push me away." ”

When she spoke, she was expressionless and distractingly serious.

She had always been direct, and now, she would not allow this kind of detachment between them.

When the elevator reaches the first floor, the door opens automatically, allowing light from the outside world to let in.

Siwei looked at him deeply and went out first.

Song Ju'an followed.

It was supposed to be a sunny morning, but the sun was hiding behind dark clouds and the sky was gloomy.

There is no one walking around the complex.

The two walked one after the other, and after walking out of the road, Siwei stopped and turned around.

"I mean what I said just now. She tilted her face, "I've always understood you, but that doesn't mean I'm going to do what you want." ”

Song Ju'an suddenly didn't have the courage to look at her, so he opened his eyes and looked into the distance.

He said, "I'm thinking about you." ”

At first, he liked her without reservation;

It's just that step by step to today, he hopes that she can care less about herself.

After all, there is no fluke on the fire ground.

It was also Zheng Zhi's sacrifice that woke him up from his sweet dream.

Hearing this, Si Wei took a step forward and said in a cold and firm tone: "But I am willing!"

Song Ju'an was stunned, and immediately went to see her again.

Xu is these four words really shocked him, and he was completely calm at the moment, and even panicked.

"I do. Siwei solemnly repeated.

As the words fell, she lowered her eyes inch by inch, her gaze fell on his clenched fist hand, and the green tendons on the back of her hand protruded.

She gently attached it, and mustered up the courage to raise her head: "You also said that we have to be good." But you're like this, it makes me feel ...... You want to break up. ”

Hearing the word "break up", Song Ju'an's pupils shrank, and his eyebrows were lowered.

"Or do you think you're good for me, because you're afraid that I'll experience the same pain as Xiao Xu?"

Si Wei met his gaze, and his eyes were cold.

Somehow, in Song Ju'an's eyes, a restless fire ignited in his heart, engulfing him alive.

Si Wei's words were tight: "It's hard to answer?"

“……”

"It's okay, I think I understand. With that, she withdrew her hand, turned her head and left.

Two steps later, she was slammed in the back, leaning forward uncontrollably, and then, a strong arm passed through her waist and abdomen, and the person who circled her was pulled back.

Suddenly, Si Wei's eyes widened, looking straight ahead, his brain blank.

She had never been so aggressive against anyone, but this time, she was desperate to get a hand.

After two seconds, she stiffened and said, "What does this mean?"

"I'm sorry. Song Ju'an lowered his head, pressed his ear to her ear, was silent, and said, "If I am also glorious one day, what will you do?"