59. Antecedents and consequences
Shuoyuan's psychological defense collapsed.
When a person discovers that the belief he has held on to for years is nothing more than an illusion, the blow is often heavy.
So Shuoyuan explained, and the incident was roughly similar to what Xiao Ran expected.
Last month, Shuoyuan was fired from the grain station.
Such an excellent person would be expelled from that group of mediocre people, Shuoyuan almost exploded, and his heart could be said to be cold.
But life still has to go on, and later he also convinced himself that it must be the group of people who are blind and can't recognize themselves as a thousand-mile horse.
So, after a month of retreat in a rental house, Shuoyuan found that there was not much money and food, so he walked out of the claustrophobic hut.
Shuoyuan made up his mind, this time he wanted to find a good job, he was so good, he would definitely be able to enter a high-end office building and climb to the peak of life.
Sometimes people deceive themselves for a long time, and in the end they really believe their lies.
Shuoyuan is like this, he frequently goes to interviews, and the result is often that he has just walked on the front foot, and the rejection text message behind him is sent.
Shuoyuan feels that the world is targeting him, although he only has a junior high school education, but isn't it a capable society now?
They don't even look down on people as capable as themselves! It must be that the personnel in charge of the interview are too rubbish.
As a garbage for personnel, the company must not be very good, thinking like this, Shuoyuan was relieved again.
However, after a week of frequent interviews, he was rejected for the position he liked, and he looked down on his company.
Shuoyuan stood on the street, feeling that the world was full of malice towards him, and he was about to despair.
Just when Shuoyuan was wandering the streets, by coincidence, he met Wu Fang, who was being threatened by Gan Zifu, who was the goddess he had been secretly in love with for more than ten years!
Shuoyuan didn't think about it, so he took action to teach Gan Zifu a lesson, he was born tall, Gan Zifu was naturally not his opponent.
Then out of gratitude, Wu Fang invited Shuoyuan to dinner, and after coming and going, after a few complaints, the two of them who were a little drunk went to the express hotel.
Years of dreams came true, Shuoyuan was extremely excited, so he went crazy, and because of the excessive force, he left those traces on Wu Fang's body.
Incidentally, Shuoyuan felt that his previous bad luck was all the foreshadowing of this surprise, and he felt that his life was full of light.
So Shuoyuan and Wu Fang said that they wanted her to be his girlfriend.
Unexpectedly, when Wu Fang heard this, she immediately turned her face, her words were full of ridicule, and bluntly said that she was just thanking him, and the spring breeze was just for a while, so Shuoyuan didn't take it to heart.
How could a goddess who she had loved for more than ten years be such a woman? Shuoyuan's world that had just been full of light was completely shattered at this moment.
The world is completely out of his imagination, it's just that his work is not satisfactory, and the goddess he likes has become like this, Shuoyuan suddenly feels that life is boring.
He thought of suicide and got out of this dirty world, but how could he walk alone on the Huangquan Road?
So he made up his mind and dragged Wu Fang to die together.
At this time, Shuoyuan was already insane, so he took the opportunity to work for his friend, he found two bottles of aluminum phosphide in the grain station, and used a coating machine to form small sugar-coated particles and filled them with fish skin peanuts.
However, it was too troublesome to fill the fish skin peanuts, so I wrapped them in egg dumplings.
It happened that Wu Fang posted a hungry news in the space that night, and Shuoyuan commented on the fresh egg dumplings below, Wu Fang didn't doubt him, so he replied to Shuoyuan and asked him to send it.
However, not long after, for some reason, Wu Fang deleted the news again, which is why Xiao Ran did not find any traces of communication between the two on Wu Fang's mobile phone.
After giving the food to Wu Fang to eat, he saw that Wu Fang didn't find the hidden killing intent at all, so Shuoyuan and Wu Fang exported it again.
Taking advantage of Wu Fang's fatigue, Shuoyuan rolled the medicine bottle he carried between Wu Fang's fingers a few times, and put it into Wu Fang's bag silently, so as to create the illusion of suicide, but due to the hurry of placing it, he left a little of his fingerprints at the bottom of the bottle.
Later, out of personal preference, Shuoyuan cut off a strand of Wu Fang's body hair with the small scissors he carried, and said to himself that he would not disturb Wu Fang in the future.
After cleaning up, Shuoyuan took away the condom that kept his genetic material, and he was ready to say goodbye to the world with these traces of the communication between the two.
After thinking about it, if he died so quietly, wouldn't it be meaningless for him to live for more than 20 years?
That night, with Wu Fang's hair and the utensils they had been close to, Shuoyuan came to a remote river, and jumped down in his heart.
Unexpectedly, the river was not as deep as he thought, and the taste was far more smelly than he thought.
However, how can a person die if he can quit at any time? So he tried this a few times, and Shuoyuan always stuck his head out of the water when he couldn't bear it.
Coming and going, several times, Shuoyuan was scared, he remembered the joy of being alive when death came, so he climbed up again, he didn't want to die.
Besides, he gave Wu Fang such a little medicine, maybe Wu Fang can still live, right?
So Shuoyuan walked back again, but after the news of Wu Fang's death came, Shuoyuan panicked again.
Wu Fang went first, how could he not keep up!
Shuoyuan raised the knife and wanted to kill himself, but when he recalled yesterday's scene, he suddenly had an idea.
Although the world is already filthy, there is still something beautiful, why don't you experience it yourself for a few more years and then commit suicide?
Besides, it was a good thing for her that Wu Fang could leave this dirty world, and Shuoyuan was relieved.
After being relieved, Shuoyuan thought again, maybe the police would find him, and he still had to keep up with Wu Fang's footsteps, how could he let the police find him first?
So he urgently changed his rental house, and thought about following the smuggler to go abroad.
However, Skynet was restored, and the police still found him......
Everything was settled, and after a final look at the distance that was paralyzed on the interrogation chair, like a walking corpse, Xiao Ran followed Wang Junming and walked out of the interrogation room.
Closing the door of the interrogation room, Wang Junming lit a soft cloud, took two sharp breaths, shook his head and said to Xiao Ran: "You said that this person has a bubble in his head, why do he have so many unbelievable ideas?"
Xiao Ran shrugged his shoulders: "There are always some people in life who have three wrong views, and we can't change them." ”
"Also, we don't have the right to change other people's concepts, so we have to stay away from those who have distorted views in our lives. ”
Wang Junming shook his head and smiled bitterly: "Let's go, go back and write a report, and submit it to the procuratorate as soon as possible to apply for formal arrest." ”
Xiao Ran nodded, looked at the sunset on the horizon, and thought that he would have to work overtime again......