Chapter 81: Miscellaneous
Unlock the door and enter the door.
Siwei walked over to the cupboard and said, "Just put it here." ”
Song Ju'an did as she said, then exited, and glanced inside the house by the way.
Seeing the two bedrooms, he asked, "The house is shared?"
Si Wei was putting something in the refrigerator and didn't forget to reply: "The landlord probably didn't plan to rent out that room, so I lived alone." ”
To end this question, there really isn't much to ask.
Song Ju'an spoke out at the right time: "Since the things have been delivered, I will leave first." ”
He turned his head and headed for the door.
When he heard this, Si Wei closed the refrigerator door, supported the door with one hand, lowered his head, and didn't know what he was struggling with.
She closed her eyes and whispered, "Wait." ”
After a pause, he said, "It's raining, wait for the rain to stop and go out, and I'll pour you a glass of water." ”
Song Ju'an was stunned at the door, and he didn't feel warm and sweet in his heart because of her words, but heard the restrained emotions in her voice.
For this reason, the heart is depressed.
In the silence, the sound of the rain is the clearest.
Outside, the leaves swayed left and right in the breeze, the raindrops on the leaves fell, and the rain fell from the sky again, falling on the ground along the same trajectory, crackling.
Song Ju'an sat on the sofa, his eyes fixed on the blurred world outside the balcony, and he didn't take the initiative to find a topic, and his ears were filled with the sound of a hot water kettle heating.
As for Siwei, at first he stood in the kitchen, and then went to the bathroom without saying a word.
Song Ju'an raised his hand and rubbed his forehead, feeling so tired.
With a roll of his eyes, he noticed the pile of A4 paper on the coffee table.
He didn't think much about it, he picked it up and flipped through a few sheets, and there was a line of flowing words written on the top - the flame color is like you.
Roughly the plot was written, and he glanced at it a few times, and just as he was about to put it back, his attention was drawn to a single line.
When Si Wei came out, he found that the person on the sofa was still in that position, as if he hadn't moved.
She went into the kitchen, found the tea leaves, threw a handful into it, added water, and took it out.
When she put the cup, Song Ju'an stared at her face and thanked her.
Siwei looked sideways and said, "The rain has stopped." ”
Song Ju'an followed her gaze, and then looked at her again, although he could only see the side face, he still really took the coldness into his eyes.
He lowered his eyebrows and looked at the tea leaves swirling in the cup, and his complicated eyes melted little by little.
Raising his face again, he asked, "I remember the first time you came to visit our camp, it was to write and prepare materials, and I never asked you, how was the writing?"
Siwei looked back at him, the man's inquiring eyes, but it made her feel a strange feeling in the bottom of her heart.
Her eyes shifted slightly, and she said lightly: "I'm done writing, and I plan to contact the publication." ”
Song Ju'an nodded, picked up the cup and sent it to his mouth.
That didn't seem to be really interested, just when Si Wei thought so, Song Ju'an put down the cup and looked up at her.
"Yes, there must be a male and female protagonist, what is their ending?"
Si Wei pursed his lips, and there was a moment of astonishment.
Song Ju'an smiled: "It's a tragedy if you don't say it, let me guess what the ending is." ”
Si Wei only felt that his smile was too dazzling, and he didn't understand what kind of wind he was smoking.
After a few seconds, as if he had really thought about it, he asked, "Break up or sacrifice?"
Si Wei chuckled inexplicably in his heart, frowning: "Why are you asking this?"
His smile remained the same: "Why don't you answer?"
“......”
"Is it hard to answer, or am I not right?" he raised an eyebrow.
"Yes, you guessed it wrong. Si Wei was asked, and there was no warmth from his eyes to his tone: "No sacrifice, no breakup." ”
After receiving the answer, Song Ju'an put away his smile and looked straight under Si Wei's cold gaze.
"Does it make sense to ask this?" This time it was Si Wei's turn to ask, and his voice was extremely cold: "Yes, reality is reality, and I divide it very lightly." In that fictional world, I am a spectator, a master, of course, I will only choose the most reasonable ending, but the reality is different, I am the one who is chosen. ”
Song Ju'an was stunned, looking at her calm eyes, his heart was mixed.
In other words, the ending of the story is just a choice I make for the protagonist, but it doesn't mean that the same thing happens to me, and I will make the same choice. ”
In my impression, she has always been like this, she won't even get excited when she gets angry, but she can force you to have nothing to say with the coldest attitude.
Song Ju'an also admitted that she was right, and that he confused the concepts of reality and fairy tales.
In the same way, he also saw the only trace of humility and expectation in his heart.
In the face of his silence, Siwei suddenly let out a sigh, and then the tense strength of his whole body was withdrawn in a matter of seconds.
She said, "You have come out now, and you can continue to be your Captain Song, but Captain..." she stared at him without blinking, and said in a calm and almost hopeless tone: "Not everything can go back to the past, just as I chose a happy ending, but I don't believe in a reunion after breaking the mirror." ”
Or...... You tell me, can I still trust you?" she stared at him, with a hint of temptation and persistence in her eyes.
He is on the edge of the most dangerous, he can go to the fire for anyone, and he will not be willing to die, although such a person is great, but what he can bear psychologically is not what ordinary people can imagine.
This time, he spent a year cheering himself up, but will there be a next time? Will his decision change?
However, Song Ju'an did not answer.
Siwei couldn't wait any longer, and whispered, "You can go." ”
After saying that, turn around.
Song Ju'an had already stepped forward and grabbed her wrist: "I'm sorry, but with my state at the time, I can't give you any guarantee at all, so I don't regret it." ”
Turning his back to him, Si Wei couldn't help but smile bitterly at the corners of his mouth.
"There's no point in mentioning it now, today, it's me who is abrupt. With these words, he left cleanly.
After the sound of the door closing for a long time, Si Wei turned around stiffly, first looking at the teacup on the coffee table that was no longer steaming, and then at his wrist.
She breathed deeply, and felt that there was a big stone in her heart, and no matter how much she eased it, it was very uncomfortable.
I don't know when, my eyes were full of tears, and Siwei's lips moved, three words, but no sound: Why......
Why do I have such a hard time trying to take a step back, but you can always do it easily between the advance and the retreat.
Tears flowed profusely, and Si Wei sat down on the sofa with her arms and knees folded, the coldness in her eyes faded, replaced by sadness and fragility.
Xu Heyan is right, we must look forward, even if there is still the slightest thought about the past personnel, it will hurt others and ourselves.
Until he got into the car, when Song Juan reached out to the steering wheel, his movements froze.
He bent his fingers, trying to grasp something, and when he let go, he found nothing.
If it weren't for the determination to see her today, I'm afraid he would still have thought about it.
However, facts have proved that since it is irreparable, there is no need to go back and explain, which will only add to the trouble for both sides.
That night, Luo Qingqiang called someone over for questioning.
Song Ju'an understood that this old man was behind the scenes.
Just after he finished stating the whole thing, Luo Qingqiang looked at him speechlessly.
"Why does a big man have to be stubborn, she still has you in her heart, even if it's just a little position, you should fight for it!"
Song Ju'an's face was expressionless: "She doesn't have me in her eyes, how can she have it in her heart." ”
Don't open your mind!
For a long time, Luo Qingqiang waved his hand and asked him to leave quickly.
Walking to the door, Song Ju'an said again: "Don't meddle in this matter in the future, that's it for the two of us." ”
In the same way, he admonished himself.
At night, Si Wei was bored with the remote control to change the channel, and suddenly heard the sound of the door opening.
She put on her shoes and took a look, it was Xu Heyan, and she was holding a little girl at hand, fourteen or fifteen years old.
Seeing her face full of surprise, Xu Heyan explained: "This child was met on the way back, when she was almost hit by a car, I wanted to send it directly to the police station, but she didn't want to, said she was afraid, I brought it back." ”
The little girl is white and clean, and she is well dressed, and it is very likely that she is lost.
After pondering for a while, Si Wei asked, "Didn't you ask her about her home address or guardian's contact information?" After speaking, she saw the little girl hiding behind Xu Heyan.
"I asked, but I didn't know. I have to go back to the hospital in two hours, and I'm going to let her stay with you first, and I'll accompany her to the police station tomorrow. ”
Swei agreed.
Xu Heyan squatted down, stroked the little girl's face, and said gently: "Yanyan wants to listen to this sister's words, I'll take you to find your parents tomorrow, okay?"
The little girl smiled, well-behaved and quiet.
Xu Heyan got up: "This kid is a little introverted, and I coaxed all the way to answer my question, so I'm bothering you slightly." ”
Swei didn't take it to heart, and after the people left, she took the little girl to her room first.
The little guy is really afraid of life, and he shakes his head when he asks her if she is hungry or thirsty.
In Sway's opinion, she was still a little wary and afraid of herself.
To be honest, this kind of child is not very easy to contact.
Siwei didn't talk much, in short, he ate and drank everything, and pointed out the location of the bathroom by the way before exiting the bedroom.
She sat on the couch with a blanket and watched TV for about half an hour when the bedroom door clicked.
It was the little girl who came out to put the water cup and chopsticks, and when she walked out of the kitchen and went back to the bedroom, she found that Siwei was looking at her, and she immediately didn't dare to move.
That scared little look seemed to be going to cry out in a second.
After staring briefly for a while, Si Wei smiled: "Go back to the house and sleep, you can call me for anything at night." With that, she withdrew her gaze.
Suddenly, she heard a sweet voice: "Good night, sister." ”
Then there was a soft sound of the door closing.
Late at night, it started raining again without warning.
Siwei was woken up by the sound of rain in the middle of the night, touched the earplugs prepared in advance and put them on, and quickly fell asleep while he was still sleepy.
At seven o'clock the next morning, Xu Heyan came back from the hospital.
The two of them came to the bedroom door together and knocked twice to enter.
However, there was no one in the room, and the quilt was neatly folded aside, as if no one had stayed there all night.
Immediately after, a slightly malicious thought flashed through Swei's mind.
She walked to the computer desk in three or two steps, opened the drawer and took out her wallet, and checked to find that the bank cards and documents were there.
She looked for it again and took out a red envelope, which was completely empty.
Xu Heyan followed up and looked at the things in her hand, "Lost the money?"
After a moment of silence, Si Wei nodded, "The red envelope sent by the boss at the end of last year is a thousand yuan." ”
"It's over! lure the thief into the room, you must call the police!" Xu Heyan clicked on the mobile phone to dial.
"Forget it. Swaye pressed her movements, calmly put her things into a drawer, and walked to the bed again.
Xu Heyan followed behind, rarely babbling non-stop.
"How can you forget it, it's so bad at a young age, isn't this just to win the trust of others to steal, if you don't report the case, you may not be able to harm many people, and blame me, you should send her directly to the police station!"
"I think we may have misunderstood. Siwei spoke suddenly, his eyes falling on the note next to his pillow, which seemed to be covered with something else.
Xu Heyan was stunned, but after calming down, he also noticed it.
The content is: Sister, I'm sorry. I borrowed the money from you, and I will pay you back when I have the chance, and that bracelet was given to me by a man on my birthday, and he is very rich, so I think this bracelet should be able to cover the money I took from you for the time being. In addition, please say thank you to Sister Xu on my behalf...... Yan Yan likes you very much, but I'm also very sorry.
After reading the note, I looked at the sterling silver bracelet, Pandora, which was beyond the scope of deduction.
The two looked at each other, and for a long time, they both sighed lightly.
This matter is over.
In mid-July, the days of 40 degrees in previous years suddenly cooled down in the latest week.
On the night when the little girl was taken in, Si Wei was already cold when she slept in the living room, and then her busy work led to irregular work and rest, especially the inexplicable unhappiness, and she was prone to nightmares in the middle of the night, and she fell ill within a few days.
On Sunday morning, as soon as Siwei woke up, he felt that his nose was clogged, and he drank a bag of cold spirit and went back to the quilt, and fell asleep in a short time.
I thought it was a minor illness, but I didn't wake up from this sleep.
Two o'clock in the afternoon.
Idle, Xu Heyan came to Siwei to go shopping, knocked on the bedroom door and didn't respond, and when he went in, he found that something was wrong.
A dense layer of cold sweat on Si Wei's forehead, the skin of his mouth burned white, and his cheeks were sickly flushed.
Xu Heyan didn't dare to delay, and immediately called Xu Yi.