Chapter 56: Self-inflicted humiliation
Of course, Chang Qing just thinks about it casually, she herself is not far from being brain-dead and mentally retarded, she doesn't dare to think the same thing about others.
Chu Mingwei may have deliberately shown her timidity in front of her to relax her vigilance.
After all, both men and women have the right to pursue happiness if they are unmarried.
It is also normal to use some innocuous small means in the process of pursuit.
Chu Mingwei has been looking at Changqing without a trace from the moment she entered the door to the present.
She found that Changqing looked stupid and had no heart, but was actually very smart.
She will not be easily led by others, and has her own set of ideological guidelines.
Seeing that they were all silent and staring at each other for dozens of seconds, Chang Qing coughed lightly twice and asked, "Is it fun to come to my house in a daze?"
"It's kind of interesting. ”
"I still have some things to take care of, and I'll treat you to tea next time. ”
Chu Mingwei heard the meaning of the eviction in her words, and said, "You go and get busy with you, I want to do it here for a while." ”
Surprise flashed in Changqing's eyes, and he put the kettle on the small coffee table, said a word of invitation, and went upstairs.
She couldn't handle this embarrassing scene, so she still didn't deal with it.
Chu Mingwei was also confused by Chang Qing's unusual treatment, and when she was the only one left on the first floor, she poured herself a cup of tea and drank it slowly.
She had never met such an interesting person.
People like Changqing are people she has never bothered to pay attention to, if she hadn't been close to Lu Mingzhan, she wouldn't have taken her seriously.
When I really got in touch with her, I found that she was quite interesting.
Before Chu Mingwei finished drinking a glass of warm water, Lu Mingzhan came.
Chu Mingwei looked at Lu Mingzhan with delicately and naturally described eyebrows, "She asked you to come over?"
"I came to her for lunch. Lu Mingzhan said and walked straight to a small cabinet to get his cup, and sat down opposite Chu Mingwei, "I thought I explained it to you very clearly." ”
"When you're done, should I take back my feelings?"
"Take it as much as you can. Lu Mingzhan poured himself a glass of water, "Your persistence will only hurt yourself and waste your time." ”
"You're not me, how do you know?"
"That's right. It's good for me to be with my family, do you have to add a bar to the mix, is it fun?" Lu Mingzhan was happy, "I don't deserve you, and I can't give you the life and material things you want." ”
Chu Mingwei was about to speak, but Lu Mingzhan made a gesture to stop.
"I know what girls think nowadays, you have good material things, you have your own career, as long as you love. The most critical issue between us is here, I don't love you. Are you sure you want a man who doesn't have the money you have, doesn't have a decent job, and doesn't love you?"
Chu Mingwei looked at him without saying a word, "But I love you." ”
"I don't need to think about whether I love you or not?" Lu Mingzhan's eyes shone slightly, and there was a smile on his handsome face, "I am a tool man in your eyes, and I don't need to have thoughts and feelings?"
"You dare to say you don't have any feelings for me?"
"There is a sense of friendship. Isn't it good for us to be friends?"
"Not good. ”
"Miss, don't be so irritating a half-crippled person as you approach the New Year. Take a good look at the men around you, who is not richer than me, who loves you more than me, who cherishes you more than me, are you being abused or is it because of other reasons?"
"You are the most suitable. ”
"How did you come to this conclusion?" Lu Mingzhan didn't want to say anything serious, he knew a lot of things about Chu Mingwei, and he also knew the knot in her heart.
Because they all know, he is relatively tolerant of her.
If other women talk to him like this, he only has one "phew" to say.
It's good to get it on your own.
"You were there for me when I was at my worst. ”
"Didn't you just call me? I let someone else accompany you, and you wouldn't let them in. Lu Mingzhan whispered.
Chu Mingwei was choked.
When Lu Mingzhan poured himself water, he also refilled a glass for Chu Mingwei, and said: "You have to let other people into your world, or there will be only a few people you care about in a few decades." There are many people who love you, and if you give them a chance to chase you, you will find that many people meet your requirements very well. ”
"They don't make me feel at home, all my warmth to home is related to you. ”
"Who made me a central air conditioner, and I exude charm to everyone. Lu Mingzhan replied without sincerity, "That was me before, and the current me is very inconsistent with your mate selection conditions." What you want is for me to go home and take over my parents' business. ”
"Isn't that right?"
"There is no right or wrong, only that it is not in accordance with one's wishes. You, like my Mr. Liu, are very good outside, so you want to treat your family as puppets, and the puppets have to go according to your arrangement, and it's not right if you don't go. Mr. Liu gave birth to me himself, and raised me perfunctorily, and I can tolerate her, it doesn't mean that I can tolerate you so much. I've told you before that I like my job, I like my life, and I like the people I choose. ”
Lu Mingzhan didn't take his eyes off Chu Mingwei's face, "I am an adult man with independent thinking, I have said some things a few times, I hope you can respect my words and thoughts a little, and don't use your set of standards to measure everything." I know who I like and who I want to be with. I don't want to talk to you about this anytime soon, okay?"
The blood on Chu Mingwei's face receded cleanly, and even the foundation and blush couldn't cover her state.
"Am I humiliating myself again?"
Lu Mingzhan didn't speak.
In fact, he was a little annoyed to explain the same problem over and over again.
He explained so many times that he felt that he had fed the dogs with all the sincere explanations he had given, and the people who listened didn't care about his words at all.
Every time he poured out his heart and lungs to avoid harsh and sad words as much as possible, as a result, how should people operate as fiercely as a tiger.
His explanation was similar to pouring it down the drain.
He doesn't have the right to refuse to be loved?
He can't refuse a man's feelings?
There's no logic to such a mess.
Chu Mingwei smiled bitterly, picked up her handbag and left.
Lu Mingzhan watched her car disappear, and her mood was as cold and empty as the street outside.
Lu Mingzhan took out his mobile phone, found Changqing's avatar, and wrote: "Little big, come down." ”
Half a minute later, footsteps could be heard upstairs.
Evergreen's fingers dangled down with a band-aid.
Lu Mingzhan glanced at it and asked, "What's wrong with your hand?"
"Pierced by glass. I have to find someone to get another tablet for my father-in-law, it's too exciting to smash the tablet for the New Year. If he knew anything from the spring, he would have to jump to his feet. ”
Lu Mingzhan was originally in a bad mood, but after listening to her say a few words, he felt a lot more comfortable, "You are really capable." ”
"Thanks for the compliment. Chang Qing sat next to him, carefully avoiding his arm, and asked, "Miss Chu was still there when you arrived?"