Chapter 62: Feelings Are Not Wars, There Are No Wins or Losses
Chu Mingwei put down the teacup and looked at Lu Mingzhan, "Don't have anything to tell me?"
"As long as you don't talk about feelings, you can talk about everything else. ”
"Oh, let's talk about Xiaoda. ”
"What do you want to talk about her?"
"What do you like about her?" Chu Mingwei was elegant, just like she usually went in and out of public, "I have to know how I lost." ”
"Feelings are not wars, there are no wins and losses. ”
Chu Mingwei hooked the corners of her mouth lightly and looked at him calmly.
Lu Mingzhan shrugged, "Do you want to communicate with me, or just have a casual chat?"
"Is there a difference?"
"If you want to communicate, I will think it through and answer you, if you want to talk by the way, I will casually say a few perfunctory words. ”
"We are communicating. ”
Lu Mingzhan frowned at the slightly perfunctory attitude she showed.
She always loves what she wants, not him.
Her so-called love is just for him to transform into the man she wants.
Some of him conformed to it, and some of it didn't, so she reached out to transform it.
Lu Mingzhan didn't have much to communicate, "I said it last time, think about what you said last time." You don't want to hear it, and I say you won't listen either. Plus, you don't have to hint at anything to the two families, everyone is an adult and knows what their choices are. I love my choices, and I don't want anyone to interfere with my choices too often. ”
"What if I respect your choice?"
"All I can say is thank you. ”
"At the end of the day, you've lined me up from the beginning of your relationship. ”
Lu Mingzhan glanced at her, "If you were on my side three years ago, I would have held your hand." ”
Chu Mingwei's heart was shaken, but there was no expression on her face, "So, I don't have a chance?"
"Yes. Lu Mingzhan said firmly.
Chu Mingwei turned her head to look out the window, and then looked at Lu Mingzhan again, "Do you know how difficult it is for me to let someone into my heart? Do you know how I grew up, know my experience when I was a child, and know how difficult it is for me to get to where I am now...... You know all about me, and just like that, we didn't come together?"
"I know everything about you, but do you know mine?"
Chu Mingwei's expression froze.
Lu Mingzhan smiled, "We have come together since we were children, it's not that I haven't told you my thoughts and feelings, but you haven't heard it." You don't even know what I like, why should I be a cop. Mingwei, you are a very good friend to others, not to me. ”
"You can remind me. ”
"So it's my fault?"
"I ......"
Lu Mingzhan's fingers slowly flicked the rim of the cup, and the fingertips made a low dull sound when they hit the rim of the cup, "As a friend, I met someone I like, give me a blessing." ”
Chu Mingwei didn't speak.
She handles other things in a measured manner, but when she encounters Lu Mingzhan's matter, she makes their relationship worse every time.
Usually, even if he messes things up, it doesn't matter, he won't bother with her, he will understand her and will be by her side.
In addition to being her friend, he is more precious to her than her family in her heart, and he tolerates her more than anyone else.
She can only be willful in front of him.
Now even he has taken back his feelings.
Chu Mingwei panicked.
She knows a lot of negotiation skills and knows how to get close to people.
At this time, he couldn't say a word.
Lu Mingzhan refilled her with a cup of warm water and went to the backyard with the wheels.
He is still in the semi-disabled stage, he can't drive a car, he doesn't have to go to work, and it is difficult to walk the dog, which can be regarded as experiencing the difficulty of being disabled.
Chu Mingwei blinked her eyes vigorously, suppressed the tears that were about to overflow the corners of her eyes, and muttered, "Chu Mingwei, you can't cry, the makeup is too ugly." No one will sympathize with you if you cry, and it is useless to cry. Don't cry!"
She said it several times before she held back her tears.
How did she get her way to death?
The most soft heart in the world for her is Lu Mingzhan, how could she lose him?
Why didn't she give in to him before, why didn't she follow his wishes first?
He likes to experience the life of the city, so let him experience it.
Why should she object?!
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Chang Qing felt that he was quite cowardly, and he would not go when he had the opportunity to meet his parents.
Although Lu Mingzhan and Lu Mingyou brought gifts back to the Lu family in the thirtieth year of the Chinese New Year's Eve, they still felt that it was too thin.
She wanted to travel back to strangled herself.
Ahh
She was scratching her ears and cheeks when the landline downstairs rang.
She hurriedly ran down, so as not to wake up Grandpa Mo.
Rao is that she was already moving very fast, and when she went down to the first floor, Grandpa Mo still walked out of the room with his coat on.
Chang Qing waved his hand at him, "I'll pick it up." ”
Grandpa Mo didn't go back to the room, but sat on the sofa and watched her.
Landlines are mostly customers.
"Hello, Chang Jiabai. ”
"Hello little girl, I'm looking for Chang Da. The voice of a middle-aged man on the other end of the phone.
"I am, you say. ”
"How old is Chang Da?"
"My dad has passed away, and now I'm taking over. ”
"Yes? ”
"Is there anything wrong with you?"
"That's right, my mom went up the mountain a few days ago and accidentally fell down the mountain, and now she finds it. We dare not move, can we trouble you to come over and help with the burial? The people in the village said that your family is still working in the thirties of the Chinese New Year's Eve. ”
"No problem. You give me an address, and I'll go right over. ”
"Okay, you hurry up, it's getting dark when it's late. ”
The man reported an address, and Chang Qing confirmed it twice before putting down the phone.
As soon as she put down the phone, she saw that Zhao Guang and Grandpa Mo had already changed their clothes and were sitting on the sofa.
"What are you doing here?"
"We're on the job. ”
"You can cook for me at home, and I'll do my work. ”
"No, I can't. How can you go up the mountain alone for the Chinese New Year?"
Chang Qing hesitated for a moment and said, "Why don't I call Officer Lu and ask him to accompany me." ”
"Okay, we can't let you go out alone anyway. ”
"Officer Lu is also half-disabled, let's talk about it when you're all well. Chang Qing said and went out with his bag.
When I walked to the side of the car, I realized that there were no car keys in the side pocket of the bag.
Zhao Guang leaned against the car door, dangling her car keys in her hand.
"Okay, come on. Don't be scared. ”
Zhao Guang hurriedly jumped into the passenger seat, and Grandpa Mo closed the door sideways and sat in the back seat.
Chang Qing looked at them and suddenly had the illusion that there were old and young, and resigned himself to getting into the car.
She unlocked the phone and threw it to Zhao Guang, "Help me call Officer Lu, tell him that we are working, and give me an address." ”
"Why?"
"It's convenient for him to check the post. Chang Qing said casually.
Since she met Lu Mingzhan, whether she goes out of the city or not, as long as she has a job, she has to report to him so that he can check her.