Seeing that Song Yunhan suddenly vomited blood, Song Zixuan was stunned, he had been calm just now, and he panicked.

He suddenly got up and stepped forward to support Song Yunhan: "How are you?"

Song Yunhan took a deep breath, forced out a smile, and waved his hand.

"No, it's okay, you see, I got your clothes dirty. ”

Song Yunhan pointed to the few drops that had just vomited blood and splashed on Song Zixuan's body, with an apologetic expression.

Song Zixuan shook his head: "It's not in the way, why are you coughing up blood?"

At this moment, Song Yunhan took a few deep breaths, and then adjusted his breathing steadily: "It's been like this a lot lately, eh, sit down, don't stand." ”

Although Song Zixuan was not very relieved in his heart, he still sat down when he saw that Song Yunhan's breath had stabilized.

Song Yunhan got up and took a towel from the computer desk, wiped the blood stains off the tea table, and wiped it many times in some places, it can be seen that he loves to be clean.

In fact, it can be seen from his dress that it is spotless.

And Song Zixuan also deduced that when he first came in, Song Yunhan came out of the back room, he should have heard that he was coming, and hurriedly went to the mirror to straighten his clothes and comb his hair, he obviously cared about his image in front of his son.

"Zixuan, actually, I didn't expect you to really come, I'm very happy. ”

Hearing this, Song Zixuan nodded: "I didn't expect it either." ”

"During this time, I knew that I was sick, so I didn't want to take care of things at work, some things ...... You don't have to wait until the end of your life to understand. ”

"Hehe, if you had understood, why would you abandon your wife and children for those causes?"

After saying this, Song Yunhan was silent, the expression on his face was full of apologies, he lowered his head slightly, and a few strands of hair slowly hung down, looking very lonely.

In fact, Song Zixuan thought that he would be very happy to see Song Yunhan like this, in the eyes of his values, this belongs to evil and evil retribution.

But when he really saw it, it was not like this, but he felt very uncomfortable.

"I'm sorry, my words are heavy. Song Zixuan said.

Song Yunhan shook his head slowly: "You're not wrong, Zixuan, you're right, no matter what...... I am a man who has abandoned his wife and children. ”

Song Zixuan didn't know how to pick it up, and looked around the room aimlessly: "This room is not cheap, is it? ”

"I don't know, this hotel company also has shares. ”

Hearing this, Song Zixuan was stunned, he never knew his father, he only knew that he had left his mother under the pretext of his career, but he didn't know ...... It's such a big business.

Although he doesn't know much about fashion and luxury, he also knows that Kaiwo Hotel is one of the earliest five-star hotels in Dumen.

And Kaiwo in Qinglong Bay is making money every day.

"Hehe, that's amazing, no wonder you left my mother, so much money......" Song Zixuan shrugged his shoulders and chuckled, "What about your current wife?

It can be seen that Song Zixuan is already angry at this time, and the source of anger is naturally because of Song Yunhan's successful career, which is in exchange for abandoning his wife and children!

Song Yunhan raised his head slowly, although he was middle-aged, his facial features were still handsome and delicate, but he couldn't hide the traces and sickness of the years.

"I didn't remarry, not even all these years...... Zixuan, you have also grown up, there are some things I can say to you, I have never touched a woman again. Song Zixuan smiled: "Congratulations, this is loyalty to my mother, right?"

Song Yunhan shook his head: "I know that my mistakes will never be made up, and I don't expect you to forgive, but I am already content." ”

"Hehe, of course contentment, such a big family business, I am content with me. Song Zixuan said.

"No, it's because I saw you, you don't know, since you were a child, I could only watch you from afar, not daring to approach, until ...... Some time ago, my health was getting worse and worse, and I was even afraid of the wind, I really didn't expect that one day we father and son could sit face to face, it was like a dream. ”

Hearing this, Song Zixuan's heart felt sour, he didn't know why, he suddenly felt a little pity for the middle-aged man in front of him.

Wretched...... Maybe it's because of how haggard he looks now, or maybe it's because others are still lonely in middle age.

"Zixuan, do you know? At this age, I realized that I wanted to give you everything I had, but I couldn't give me what I should give the most, father's love, I know that I will never be able to make up for this loss, and it is also the greatest harm to you......

"Father's love, it's so strange," Song Zixuan shook his head and leaned back in his chair, "Maybe some people have it, but I have no concept of it, so there is no missing." ”

Song Yunhan was speechless for a while, although he had actually prepared that Song Zixuan would say ugly words, but he didn't expect these words to be like a knife, and every sentence pierced deep into his heart.

Song Yunhan took a deep breath and forced a smile again: "Zixuan, you may not remember, in fact, when you were a child...... I took you to play, but then your mother came and I left. ”

"I'm not impressed. ”

"When you were in elementary school, I watched you come out at the school gate and bought you a marshmallow and bought you a soccer ball. ”

Speaking of this, Song Zixuan's mind was buzzing, and he suddenly remembered something......

It seems that there was indeed such a time, he was very happy at that time, because it was the first time someone gave him a gift, football, and he watched other children hold the ball every day, but he didn't, from that day on...... He has his own football.

He remembered that when his mother came to pick him up and saw what he was holding, he began to look around excitedly, as if he was looking for something, but he would not have thought that his mother was actually looking for his father.

"Zixuan, I remember that you are the birthday of the year, almost nineteen, right?"

"Hmm......" Song Zixuan exhaled, Song Yunhan's words obviously made his mood suddenly heavy, "I really didn't expect that in the past nineteen years...... You've actually appeared. ”

Song Yunhan looked helpless: "Child, sometimes...... Adults can't help themselves, my days are numbered, I'm very content to see you, I don't even expect you to call me Dad......"

"Haha, of course not, there is no affection between us, why should I call you? You have not fulfilled any obligations for me, why should I call you? If it weren't for our relationship here, I wouldn't even know you when I saw you on the road, like a passerby, why should I call you!"

Song Zixuan said and stood up directly, his eyes were full of crystal, but these crystal eyes were full of anger.

Song Yunhan bowed his head and was silent, he knew that even if he had tens of thousands of reasons, he also made the boy in front of him lose his father's love.

He can't have his father pick him up like other children, play football with his father, and listen to his father talk about life.

These are for Song Zixuan...... It's all blank. "You keep saying that you have your body and can't help yourself, is there anything helpless to abandon your wife and children? Let me tell you, even so, it's all!"

Song Zixuan's voice was a little higher again, and he was really a little out of control.

Maybe when he faced Brother Jie and Ke Sanye, he was not so angry, because it was only a short-term hatred, but now it is a vendetta that has tormented him for more than ten years.

Song Yunhan was silent for a long time and said, "Zixuan, you ...... Would you like to hear my suffering?"

"I don't think you need to tell me that, is it a story, or is it a fact? I can't be sure, maybe it's more appropriate for you to tell my mom, she's kinder, it's easier to trust you. ”

Hearing this, Song Yunhan smiled bitterly.

"Have you not seen me, nor have you seen your grandma and grandfather?"

Hearing this, Song Zixuan was stunned, maybe he had never thought about this problem.

If a person doesn't even have a father, can he still care if he has a grandfather, grandmother, and grandma and grandfather?

"Nope. Song Zixuan said.

Song Yunhan nodded and sighed: "Han Rong, she ...... In the end, I didn't go back. ”

"What do you mean?"

"At the beginning, the combination between me and your mother was not favored by the family, Zixuan, your grandfather was gone when I was very young, and after your grandmother remarried, she had little contact with me, and I grew up with my younger brother, that is, your second uncle, by begging for food. ”

Song Zixuan was silent when he heard this, he never knew about his father's past, and when he heard this, he was inexplicably sour.

"Later, when we grew up, because we didn't go to school, we all did hard work, bathing, washing dishes, carrying work, doing everything, and by chance, I worked as a waiter in a Western restaurant, and it was there that I met your mother. ”

"What do you want to say? You and my mother are sincere?"

Song Yunhan smiled and shook his head: "Your mother and I fell in love at first sight and soon got together, at that time, my monthly salary was not as much as her money to buy snacks, so more often than not, your mother subsidized my life and that of your second uncle." ”

"Later, our family found out about it, so she strongly objected, child, you must not have imagined, your grandfather's family is a scholarly family, how could they allow their daughter to marry a market boy?"

Song Zixuan nodded: "I know, there was no freedom of love in that era. ”

"That's right, but your mother was with me despite their objections, and in order to avoid your grandfather, we moved and got married, and with your sister, we also started our little life, although it was a little bitter, but ...... Really happy. ”

Speaking of this, Song Yunhan's tears poured out suddenly, and he even cried uncontrollably.

Twenty years later, when he recalls the past, he will never get that kind of happiness again in this life.

Looking at his father in front of him, Song Zixuan had an indescribable feeling, and even had an impulse to accept his apology, but ...... He really couldn't do it.

Song Yunhan wiped his tears and slowly recovered his emotions, took a deep breath and said, "It was really ...... at that time It was the happiest time in my life, and then I had you, do you know the child? The feeling that although I am very poor, but my wife is virtuous and I have both children and daughters, I feel that there is no other pursuit in this life. ”

"Mr. Song, but this is very different from what you did, you abandoned them so happily......"

Song Yunhan sighed deeply: "But later, everything changed ......"