Chapter 242: Daze

Then he turned around with great difficulty, pushed the wheelchair and forgot to walk in front of him, leaving Tao Jingjing and Lin Ziyu standing on the ground and looking at each other, looking at each other for a while, not understanding what the situation was now. However, even so, even if the two of them didn't know what Yu Xiang's current situation was, especially Tao Jingjing, they still hurriedly followed.

"Yu Xiang, wait a minute, what are you doing?", Tao Jingjing said and was about to push Yu Xiang's wheelchair but never wanted to be pushed away by Yu Xiang, staggered and almost fell, but fortunately, Lin Ziyu suddenly helped her behind her.

In fact, Yu Xiang didn't think of the meaning of overthrowing Tao Jingjing, he just felt that he didn't want them to treat him like a waste, he just didn't want them to do everything for themselves, please didn't think that his rational strength was so great, seeing Tao Yaoyao's desire to fall, in fact, Yu Xiang's heart was also in his throat, but he couldn't do anything, at this moment, he actually hated himself even more, in addition to pain in his eyes, it was still pain.

"Yu Xiang, what are you doing?", Lin Ziyu especially couldn't see Yu Xiang looking like he had nothing to love, and everyone owed him, "What do you want to do? What do you want to do? You want to push her down." ”

"I ......"

"It's okay, it's okay, he didn't mean it, Ziyu, it's okay. Tao Jingjing looked at the two people in a tense manner, lest the two of them go inside the hospital and quarrel, just now the two of them caused a sensation, if they quarrel again, it is estimated that a nurse should come to catch up later. Tao Jingjing thought about it, showed a reassuring smile at Lin Ziyu, and then quickly stood behind Yu Xiangde, and then said, "Yu Xiang, are you going back to the ward?

Saying that, Tao Jingjing stepped forward to push Yu Xiang's wheelchair, but she was afraid that Yu Xiang would refuse, so she hesitated for a long time and tentatively dared to put it on it, but she didn't dare to push Yu Xiang forward, and after waiting for a while, seeing that Yu Xiang didn't have any reaction, Tao Jingjing seemed to be relieved, and then pushed Yu Xiang's wheelchair to the front.

Since Lin Ziyu quarreled with Yu Xiang just now, after instantly figuring out some things, no matter what Yu Xiang said, she felt that her heart had no waves, not that she didn't care about Yu Xiang anymore, but that her concern was really just a friend's concern, but as an old friend, she had to care, although some feelings were not said to be able to get rid of quickly if she wanted to understand, but she wouldn't put it in her heart, and she wouldn't put every expression, every action, every look, and even every word about that person on her heart, and then kept thinking back and forth, he didn't like the thing he did, and he didn't agree with what he said…… But now she doesn't seem to care so much, she doesn't care so much, what does Yu Yi think? What is his emotion? He just feels that he has done his best to care and care for his friends, and he has done it, and he doesn't want to make himself feel sad in his heart anymore, and on the premise that he is uncomfortable in his heart, he is doing something that makes others look at it as a joke. So she also felt that she was too lazy to think about what she said, or what she did, Yu Xiang was unhappy or would it hurt Yu Xiang's heart, what she thought of was just unreasonable, not logical, or no longer within her own range of concern, and she also felt that she would not be used to Yu Xiang anymore, some things should be said and said, and don't be afraid that Yu Xiang will be sad and sad, but some things are also clear to herself, the reality is not something you can say, not what you can do, just stand aside and watch it from afar. So now she just watched from afar, stood from afar, didn't say anything, didn't ask anything, maybe it would be okay for each other.

Tao Jingjing pushed Yu Xiang and walked forward for a while, and suddenly found that Lin Ziyu didn't seem to be keeping up, and then turned her head and saw that Lin Ziyu was staring at herself and Yu Xiang, which made Tao Jingjing very strange but didn't ask anything, but silently stopped her steps, turned her head and smiled at Li Ming, "Ziyu, go, what are you doing in a daze!"

"Oh, I wasn't in a daze, I was just thinking about the problem. What's wrong?"

Tao Jingjing just smiled slightly, shook her head gently, and then said to Lin Ziyu, "It's okay." Let's go back to the ward. Saying that, Tao Jingjing looked up and saw that it was already the beginning of the lights outside, and there was a faint, noisy sound of cars coming, Tao Jingjing knew that it was the time for the rush hour to commute to work, "It's already time for dinner, let's hurry back to the ward, well, let Yu Xiang eat, wait a minute, the two of us will also go to eat something." ”

"Okay, I see, you push him to go first, I'll go get something. ”

Lin Ziyu said, strode forward, walked to Tao Jingjing and Lin Ziyu's side, didn't even give them a look, actually passed by them, and then continued to walk forward, until the place where he threw things just now, and then he picked up the things thrown on the ground with great difficulty, as well as the rice that was packed on the ground just now.

Seeing Lin Ziyu's very struggling appearance, Tao Jingjing, who had not come back to her senses from the situation just now, also reacted instantly, and hurriedly pushed Yu Xiang to trot forward, wanting to help her get something, but found that Lin Ziyu didn't give herself a chance at all, and then packed up all the things by himself, carried them in his hands, even if it was very difficult, he tried not to let the things thrown on the ground pull off, and then walked from Tao Jingjing and Yu Xiang's side to the front, and Tao Jingjing and Yu Xiang were silently trotting behind her.

The three of them were silent with each other, and walked back to the ward like this, and Lin Ziyu arrived in the ward before them, and when she put everything down, Tao Jingjing pushed her wheelchair before walking into the ward. They were silent with each other, silent with each other, as if they didn't know what topic to start with, as if they didn't have anything to talk about, and just like that, the whole ward was silent. Yu Xiang sat in a wheelchair, Tao Jingjing stood behind him, Lin Ziyu stood by the table by the window, the three of them looked at each other, and also looked at themselves from each other's bodies, the three of them didn't even think of the reason they just said to go back to the ward, so that the three of them were drowned in the gradually thick night, and it was not until later when the nurse came to remind them to take the medicine, everyone reacted. The night deepened, and the mood of the two or three people became heavier and heavier.

"Give me the food, I'll sit here and eat by myself, wait a minute, I'll call the nurse to clean up, you two can go eat something too, it's so late, you don't have to come over to accompany me later." Yu Xiang was staring out the window, and said in a very soft voice. was so light that Tao Jingjing didn't seem to hear what he was talking about, and asked him rhetorically.

"Huh?"

"I said you all go get something to eat, and then go back and get some rest, it's been a busy day. ”

"Oh, it's okay for you to eat, eat. Tao Jingjing said that she remembered that Yu Xiang hadn't eaten yet, and wanted to let go of the handle of the wheelchair to get Yu Xiang's food, but she heard Lin Ziyu say before she left.

"It's all cold, forget it, don't eat it, I'll go down and buy him a new one, what do you eat, I'll bring you one?"

"It's okay, Ziyu, you go eat first, wait a minute, you just bring one to Yu Xiang, I'll be fine if I don't eat at night." Tao Jingjing thought about bothering others, and she had no ideas in her mind, so she hurriedly thought about refusing, but ignored who she was refusing. As soon as Lin Ziyu heard Tao Jingjing say this, her face instantly became very ugly, and Tao Jingjing's eyes were wrong, but in that moment, her expression quickly adjusted back, took a deep breath, and then said to Tao Jingjing: "Since you don't have anything you want to eat, I'll bring Yu Xiang to you later!"

"No need, really don't need it, I ...... it", Tao Jingjing refused without thinking about it, but looked at Lin Ziyu's eyes but was suddenly frightened, and then silently swallowed his words, stared at Lin Ziyu a little timidly, and then said, "I know, what you bring and eat." ”

When Lin Ziyu heard Tao Jingjing say this, he withdrew his gaze, then picked up his bag, and walked straight to the outside of the ward, when he passed by Tao Jingjing and Yu Xiang, he didn't even give Yu Xiang a look, as if he didn't exist at all, as if the purpose of his trip to the hospital was to buy a meal for Tao Jingjing, as if all the time before just now, everything in his heart was a dream, and even the words he had said and the quarrel did not exist, all of this was imagined by himself and then waited until tomorrow, when he woke up, he found that all this he experienced turned out to be a dream, but the reality is that none of this is a dream, Yu Xiang knows, Tao Jingjing knows, Lin Ziyu also knows, it's not a dream, it's just that for Lin Ziyu, he doesn't care anymore, and he doesn't have any worries, except for not doing bad, just do things according to his heart. Lin Ziyu did what she wanted, and she didn't think about whether she would indirectly hurt Yu Xiang's heart by doing this, she only felt comfortable doing this at this moment.

Lin Ziyu walked openly, or rather, walked out like this without any scruples, but left Tao Jingjing and Yu Xiang in the ward, still at a loss, especially Yu Xiang, suddenly inexplicably lost, and a faint uneasiness in his heart, he didn't know what his situation was, and he didn't understand what happened to him, but looking at Lin Ziyu's back as if he had left without nostalgia, his heart suddenly seemed to have lost something, empty nagging, he wanted to catch it but couldn't catch it.