Chapter 141: Fleeting Happiness
After talking to the monk for a while, Zhang Yadong returned to the courtyard of the villa, got into the sports car, and then disappeared at the gate of the villa.
Looking at the back of Zhang Yadong leaving, looking at the shadow of the sports car leaving, the monk's eyes turned red again, moistened, the monk can understand Zhang Yadong's mood, can understand the pressure and pain Zhang Yadong is under, although Zhang Yadong has had a relationship with Zhou Zhilan, with the woman he likes, has occupied the body of the woman he likes, but the monk has no hatred for Zhang Yadong, the monk is also happy to have such a good brother as Zhang Yadong, perhaps under the influence of Li Chenggang, in the monk's heart' Brothers are like siblings, women are like clothes,' this saying may have been ingrained for a long time.
The sports car slowly drove into the gate of the hospital, and learned from the doctor that his mother's condition was stable, just in case he had to stay in the sterile intensive care ward for twenty-four hours, Zhang Yadong breathed a long sigh of relief in his heart, and walked upstairs, towards the old mother's previous ward.
"Zhi ...... Zhilan," as soon as he pushed open the door of the ward, Zhang Yadong saw Zhou Zhilan sitting next to the hospital bed with a tired face, remembering what happened last night, remembering that he had occupied Zhou Zhilan's body, Zhang Yadong looked a little nervous, a little embarrassed, and a little afraid to face Zhou Zhilan, but he still slowly walked into the ward.
Compared with Zhang Yadong's nervousness and embarrassment, Zhou Zhilan looked relaxed and calm, and slowly stood up, "Brother Zhang, why are you here, shouldn't you stay in the villa?"
"I ......" Hearing Zhou Zhilan ask, Zhang Yadong seemed to be even more embarrassed, and he didn't even dare to look at Zhou Zhilan again, "I'll see my mother,"
"Auntie is fine, the doctor said that Auntie is really fine, but she still has to stay in the intensive care ward for a day, and there are nurses to take care of her, so you can rest assured, you can go back to the villa, you can ......"
"Zhilan, don't say it," Zhang Yadong really couldn't listen to it, Zhang Yadong could actually understand Zhou Zhilan's thoughts, and knew that Zhou Zhilan was just trying to divert the topic; Zhang Yadong couldn't stand it, couldn't stand Zhou Zhilan's kindness to herself, the more Zhou Zhilan seemed to be full of care, the more good she was to herself, the more uncomfortable Zhang Yadong felt and couldn't bear it.
Zhou Zhilan didn't say any more, Zhou Zhilan's eyes were red, in fact, Zhou Zhilan felt wronged, not because Zhang Yadong was sick, not because Zhang Yadong couldn't give herself happiness, but because of Wen Jing, because Zhang Yadong only had Wen Jing in his heart, if it wasn't for that, if it wasn't for Zhang Yadong's love for Wen Jing, Zhou Zhilan didn't care about Zhang Yadong's body, and didn't care how long Zhang Yadong could give herself happiness, Zhou Zhilan was willing to marry Zhang Yadong and was willing to accompany Zhang Yadong through the last happy time.
"Zhilan, I'm sorry, I ...... I know I'm sick, I know I can't give you happiness, but I ......"
"I don't mind," Zhang Yadong was interrupted by Zhou Zhilan before he could finish his words, "I am willing, even if you don't have me in your heart, even if you love Miss Jingjing, I won't mind,"
"No, Zhilan, actually...... Actually, I have you in my heart," Zhang Yadong knew that he couldn't give Zhou Zhilan happiness, but he wanted to give Zhou Zhilan the greatest comfort psychologically, "I like Miss Jingjing, but I also like you, you are a good girl, you are beautiful and generous, kind-hearted, gentle and virtuous, I am blessed to meet you, if it weren't for my physical problems, I would be willing to marry you, be willing to take care of you for a lifetime, love you, love you for a lifetime, really, I swear,"
After listening to Zhang Yadong's words, Zhou Zhilan didn't say anything more, but a sour feeling hit her heart, but tears rolled out of her eyes.
"Zhilan, I'm sorry," Zhang Yadong stretched out his hands and hugged Zhou Zhilan tightly in his arms, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's all me who hurt you,"
"No, no, you didn't hurt me, woo woo......" Zhou Zhilan cried out bitterly, Zhou Zhilan hugged Zhang Yadong's body tightly, "You hurt Miss Jingjing, Miss Jingjing definitely can't accept it, can't accept the fact that you are terminally ill, how can you explain it to Miss Jingjing when the time comes,"
Zhang Yadong didn't know why Zhou Zhilan could still think of Wen Jing at this time, and he was still thinking about others when he was heartbroken, Zhang Yadong held Zhou Zhilan's shoulders tightly, and looked at Zhou Zhilan with a serious face, "Zhilan, you don't have to worry about quiet things, wait...... After I help Uncle Wen heal my illness, I will leave the Wen family and leave Jingjing,"
"Leaving Wenjing, what do you mean ......" Zhou Zhilan looked surprised and puzzled.
"Yes," Zhang Yadong nodded heavily, "I'll leave Jingjing, I don't want to hurt Jingjing,"
"That'...... Would you like to take me away, then?"
"Zhilan, you ......" Hearing Zhou Zhilan say this, Zhang Yadong suddenly became anxious, "What do you mean?"
"I want to be with you," Zhou Zhilan affirmed, indeed, if Wen Jing is here, Zhou Zhilan has no complaints, Zhou Zhilan can willingly give Zhang Yadong to Wen Jing, but if Zhang Yadong leaves Wen Jing...... Zhou Zhilan can't give up, Zhou Zhilan just wants to fight for her happiness again, even if it's just a short period of happiness.
"Zhilan, you ...... You can't be like this," Zhang Yadong looked serious and rejected Zhou Zhilan in one bite.
"Unless you don't like me at all, unless you don't have me in your heart at all, unless you dislike me, unless you look down on me, unless you don't want to be with me at all, unless you ......" Zhou Zhilan also had a serious face, and said countless "unless" in one breath that made Zhang Yadong irresistible and difficult to parry.
"No, no," hearing Zhou Zhilan shout like this, Zhang Yadong was anxious again, and hurriedly explained: "Zhilan, I said, I like you, I have you in my heart, I am willing to be with you, but I can't give you any promises, because I can't give you happiness, Zhilan, calm down, you are still so young, you still have to go to school, you still have a great future, your road is still long, you can still find your own happiness, and I ...... I'm a lot older than you, I'm terminally ill, I can't give you happiness......"
"I am willing," Zhou Zhilan shouted almost viciously, almost viciously interrupting Zhang Yadong's words, "Brother Zhang, I love you, I will never fall in love with any man except you, no matter what you become, no matter how long you live, I can accept it, I just want to stay by your side, I just want to accompany you through the last time of my life, the happiest time,"
"But...... But that happy time may be very short-lived, maybe a year, maybe just a month......"
"I'm willing, even if it's just for one day," Zhou Zhilan interrupted Zhang Yadong's words again, looking at Zhang Yadong with teary eyes.
"Zhilan, you'll regret it,"
"I won't," Zhou Zhilan threw herself at Zhang Yadong and threw herself into Zhang Yadong's arms, "As long as you are willing, as long as you are willing to marry me, I will never regret it,"
"Well," Zhang Yadong didn't speak, just nodded heavily, just hugged Zhou Zhilan tightly in his arms, just put his mouth heavily on Zhou Zhilan's forehead, just accepted Zhou Zhilan in his heart, deep in his heart, and accepted a girl who loved him deeply.
The ward is full of Zhou Zhilan's crying, full of tears, tears of happiness, and the ward is full of warmth, full of happiness, but how short is this warmth, this happiness, this short-term happiness...... Zhang Yadong doesn't know, Zhou Zhilan doesn't know, maybe no one knows, maybe it's going to be very long, maybe it's going to be very short, it's short-lived, it's short-lived, it's short-lived, it's short-lived, it's short-lived,