The two hugged each other quietly for a while, and finally it was Siwei who took a step back.

Song Ju'an was in a good mood, restrained on the surface, and tried his best to behave calmly.

Siwei stared at him without blinking, and stopped talking a few times.

"Go back, I want to talk to her. Song Ju'an got up, his voice slightly deep.

With that, he bypassed the wooden chair and headed in the direction of the community.

"Do you remember the last time we saw each other ten years ago?" said Sway, who was behind him.

Song Ju'an's figure froze, and the sense of loss that suffered from gains and losses came up silently.

It was also the first time he had experienced the feeling of being dead.

Memories go back in time......

After Swei ran away from him, all he had left was the phrase "Recognize yourself, are you worthy of my daughter?"

He lost, lost his life, and lost his first love.

Song Ju'an forgot how long he had been standing outside the house, and after entering the door, his eyes were full of disarray - the drunken man got up from the ground, scolding and wiping his head, and the fragments on the ground were dripping with blood.

The image in my mind is like pressing the fast-forward button, quickly repeating the scene from half an hour ago.

Song Ju'an gritted his teeth and rushed out of the house, passing through several streets and alleys, and when he stood outside the gate again, there was a lock on it, and the person he wanted to see had already left.

There have been countless moments when we thought we had learned to love and that we were growing up.

But one day, we will find that growing up is a matter of gain and sacrifice at the same time.

The ignorant teenager only learned courage and pursued his love alone, but he did not really learn how to express love and accept love.

Love is a difficult journey that must be experienced no matter what period it is.

Thinking back to reality, Song Ju'an turned his head to look at Si Wei and asked her silently.

Si Wei didn't think too much about it, and got straight to the point: "The reason why I was able to escape was because someone saved me, I forgot what she looked like, but I can determine her identity." ”

The corners of Song Ju'an's eyes jumped, "Who is it?"

At that time, he was living in a compound, and there were two other families next door.

Siwei thought for a moment before replying, "It should be grandma." ”

After hearing this, the chill in Song Ju'an's eyes melted a little, and he was more in a trance, so he just nodded for a while and walked in the opposite direction.

He didn't come to the old man, Si Wei returned to the share house, breakfast was ready, freshly ground soy milk, moderate sweetness.

The old man was cleaning the soymilk machine in the kitchen, Xu Heyan took a sip, stretched his neck and praised each other, and the old and the young joked with each other.

"Song Ju'an didn't come?" Xu Heyan asked in a low voice.

Si Wei stirred the soy milk in the bowl, "I saw him, in the community garden." ”

"Then why don't you come up?"

"He was going to send his grandmother away, but I talked to him for a few words, and I guess he changed his mind again. ”

Xu Heyan peeked at the kitchen and beckoned, "Grandma is here to eat first." He turned down and said, "My grandmother left when I was very young, according to you, Song Ju'an and his grandmother have a bad relationship, but no matter how I look at it, I think my grandmother is a good person, and occasionally quite humorous." ”

Si Wei didn't answer, still thinking about the conversation in the morning, she said that incident, and Song Ju'an's mind was probably shaken.

In fact, she was right.

Song Ju'an returned to the camp before half past eight, changed into training clothes and went straight to the training ground.

Step-by-step training for all.

Song Ju'an stood with his hands in his hands, walked a few steps from time to time, and then looked up to observe the training of those boys, seemingly supervising, but in fact, every time he lowered his head, he was distracted.

Before the age of fifteen, Song Ju'an was also a person who could live under the sun, until there was an accident in the family, his father was in debt, and his mother died unexpectedly, and his life was on the verge of collapse.

Why do they fight? Because when they are outside, they will be beaten by their creditors, and when they return home, they will be used as a tool for venting by their drunken father, and he will protect himself.

The fear and despair of domestic violence is far more terrifying than being bullied outside.

Other children are bullied, and coming home is his warm harbor.

Song Ju'an is different, his home is the source of the evil that brought him misfortune.

When he first went through these tragies, he was still a child, outnumbered by adults, and every time he was pressed to the ground, punched and kicked, how scared he was at first, how much he longed to be rescued.

When Grandma came out of her hut that day, her father stopped his punches and kicks, and Song Ju'an lay on the ground with her head covered, looking at Grandma earnestly, but she only glanced at them, and then walked out of the yard indifferently.

The father began his crazy venting again, Song Ju'an was kicked on the back a few times, he covered his head, and gradually recovered from the abyss of being abandoned and neglected.

From that day on, he recognized the situation, and he tried his best to live, although he couldn't figure out the point of such a struggle.

And grandma, in his impression, has always been an image of indifference and numbness.

Despite the unexpected that followed, she changed.

But what Song Ju'an couldn't let go of was her indifference to her relatives in the past.

That kind of indifference included not only her alcoholic son, but even anyone around her.

It seems that for her, living is a very selfish thing, irrelevant to others, and closed everything out of her personal world.

Even if she saw the creditor coming to the house to make trouble, she could lie peacefully in her little dark room;

Even after witnessing her grandson's violence countless times, she was able to remain unfazed.

Insensitivity is vividly displayed in such an old man.

But such an unbearable elder is the one who saved her in Si Wei's mouth!

Song Ju'an was so irritable that he whistled, and the big guys scattered in all directions, finding a shade to sit down in twos and threes.

"Why are you distracted?" Zheng Zhi came here when he came out of the political and educational building.

"I'm thinking about how to increase the speed of these kids. "He's lying at will.

Zheng Zhi raised his eyebrows, not wanting to delve into it: "I heard that your grandmother came to see you?"

“......”

"The instructor asked me to inform you that from next week, you can go home twice a week at your own time. ”

"I'll go to the instructor. Song Ju'an had a black face, raised his feet and left.

Zheng Zhi stopped him, "You don't know why you did this?"

"I know very well!" Song Ju'an emphasized sharply, "The brothers have families, why should they be special for me?"

"Stay safe. Zheng Zhi's tone slowed down, and he pressed his shoulder with one hand: "You have taken ten days off every year over the years, and you are often on duty in the team during the New Year, I know you will say where the duty lies, but we are not just firefighters." ”

"Firefighter ......" Song Ju'an lowered his head and looked indistinguishable, "Okay, I'll arrange it." ”

As soon as the words fell, he took out a cigarette and walked into the distance to smoke it.

If he hadn't been a firefighter, with his embarrassed and bastard appearance, he wouldn't be sure where to nest now.

He was so thankful for the fire, which had devastated him and brought him back to life!

——

On a new day, Xu Heyan walked into the anesthesiology department in excellent condition, put down his bag, and was stunned for a moment.

A white post-it note was pasted on her desk, and a folder was blocked.

Xu Heyan tore it off, and wrote two lines on it: In the future, you will visit before the operation and take a snack, and show your professional attitude, otherwise if there is a medical accident one day, I will be one of the people who sue you.

Signature - Xu Yi.

Is this motivating or threatening her?

Xu Heyan sneered lightly, then looked at the vigorous and free words, and snorted "small sample".

There is a surgery in the middle of the morning, and washing hands before surgery is a routine.

Xu Heyan hummed a small tune, smeared with disinfectant, and slowly rinsed his fingers.

There were footsteps from far and near, and she glanced in the mirror, it was Xu Yi, who walked to the washstand with the iceberg face that had not changed for thousands of years.

The sound of the water was soft, Xu Heyan continued to drench the water meticulously, and as soon as he turned around, he saw the surgeon's slender and clean hands.

She suddenly remembered Zheng Zhi's hand, she hadn't held it so far, and she didn't think it was as good-looking and fair as Xu Yi.

But the slightly rough hand, holding it with hers, must be crispy and numb.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help laughing.

Xu Yi took out a sterile square towel to wipe his hands: "Don't drop the chain during surgery." "That breath can freeze people to death.

Xu Heyan wiped his hands dry and glanced him up and down, he was worthy of being a "beauty knife" alongside Dr. Yan in the gastrointestinal surgery, but he was a poisonous tongue monster.

"Don't worry, I should take yesterday's events as a warning, and Dr. Xu's teachings should also be regarded as the golden rule!" she replied in a strange way, and walked out with her arms raised lightly.

Throwing the square towel into the dirt bucket, Xu Yi followed with a cold expression.

——

After the noon meeting, Si Wei collapsed in his chair for a while, cleared his thoughts and turned on the computer again, and now he was preparing the manuscript of the collapse of the Wence Hotel.

The latest search and rescue status popped up on the page: as of 7 o'clock last night, there were still 13 trapped people waiting for rescue.

At this time, the phone rang.

It was an unfamiliar number, and Si Wei connected: "Hey, hello." "Formulaic tone.

The other head was silent for a moment, "It's me." ”

Song Ju'an stood in the dark corridor, occasionally kicking the root of the wall.

"Something?" Si Wei scrolled the mouse, his gaze lingering on the computer screen.

"The team came down and told me to go back and take care of the elderly every week, so I plan to let her move elsewhere. ”

Si Wei froze and slowly leaned back in his chair, "Have you found the house?"

"I haven't looked for it yet, so I'll say hello to you first. Song Ju'an explained truthfully.

Si Wei was dull for a while, blinked twice in hindsight, and asked again, "Aren't you going to send her back?"

There was no reply from the other end again, and Swei waited patiently, his end so quiet that he could hear his slightly long breathing.

Unconsciously, Siwei put down the work at hand and exhaled and inhaled with his rhythm.

After a long time, Song Ju'an replied: "If I let her go now, I'm afraid it will become unfilial again." ”

He chuckled sadly.

His slight emotional change came from the phone, which immediately touched Swei's heart.

She pondered for a moment and said, "Then don't look for a house, grandma will continue to live with me." ”

"Bang", the fire lit up in the dark, Song Ju'an pressed the lighter, forgot to light the cigarette butt as soon as he lost his mind, the light went out in an instant, and another sentence came from the earpiece: "I will give you the room key." ”