Although he didn't cry, he didn't speak, so he kept lying quietly in Tao Jingjing's arms.

"Late, late, late......"

"Late, late, late......"

......

I don't know how long it has been, the two of them seem to be struggling to speak, constantly coaxing, I don't know if it's because of getting up, or because the little girl didn't see anyone after she got up, plus the mood of the sky is dark has not recovered, from beginning to end, no matter Tao Jingjing or Tao Zhongming, no matter how they tease him, he didn't have any emotional changes, and he has been lying quietly in his friend's arms.

Seeing such a little girl, Tao Jingjing said that she was very helpless, but there was nothing she could do. But the time is getting later and later, the three of them always have to eat, and Tao Jingjing listened to her grandfather's voice a little hoarse, thinking about this afternoon, the time when her grandfather spoke, Tao Jingjing was ruthless, put the little girl Wanwan on the ground, and then quietly looked at her eyes and said, "Wanwan, you are a good child, but you are also a big child." The eldest child has to be obedient and sensible, you see that it is so dark, grandpa and sister have to eat, and you have to eat. You listen to grandpa's voice is hoarse, grandpa still needs to drink water. Let's go, you accompany your sister, let's go to the living room together, and then you sit at the dining table and see your sister and grandpa, can we cook?"

As soon as Tao Jingjing finished speaking, she didn't wait for the little girl to agree or disagree, and she didn't wait for Tao Zhongming to say anything. He stood up and pulled the little girl to the living room, and said to Tao Zhongming, who was still behind him, "Grandpa, I'll cook the rice balls later." You take a break first, go to the living room and watch TV for a while, and I'll be ready soon. ”

As a result, Tao Jingjing cooked the meal, served the meal, and called Tao Zhongming to come over for dinner. From beginning to end, the little girl did not have any emotional changes. Only when it was time to go to bed, Tao Jingjing bathed her and cleaned up, and was about to turn off the lights, but suddenly heard the little girl who had been quiet all the time say to herself: "Sister, why hasn't my mother come back? Does she not want me anymore? Does she think I'm not good anymore? I don't want to go abroad with my father, can you tell my grandfather? I don't want to be with my father, okay? I will definitely be very well-behaved, and I will definitely not cry like I do today, okay?"

When Tao Jingjing heard this, she was shocked and didn't know what to say. She and her grandfather still seem to treat Wanwan as a child, thinking that she doesn't understand anything, but now they find that she understands everything.

"Play, what do you say? Wanwan has always been very well-behaved, how can I not want you? Mom has something, I can't come back recently, after a while, I will definitely come back when my mother is busy, and grandpa and sister also want you, Wanwan is so well-behaved, we can't hurt Wanwan yet, how can we not be late?"

Tao Jingjing felt very harsh when she heard what she said, but she couldn't do anything at all. Looking at the sensible face of the little girl Wanwan, and the look of trust in her eyes, Tao Jingjing felt very dazzling.

"Well, Wanwan, why do you think that? Grandpa and sister will always take care of you until your mother comes back. Come and let's sleep, good boy, let's sleep!"

Tao Jingjing couldn't bear to look at the little girl who was staring at her innocently, and coaxed her to persuade her. Then my heart was filled with guilt.

"Is it true?"

"It's true! Sister, how can you cheat and play? If you don't believe it, when you get up tomorrow, you can ask Grandpa if it's okay?"

"Okay, then I believe in my sister. ”

A sentence of belief that Tao Jingjing couldn't pick up anything, her face was instantly very ugly, but she could only smile awkwardly, Tao Jingjing felt that fortunately the lights were dim, fortunately Wanwan was still young, and she couldn't see what a real smile was, if possible, Tao Jingjing felt that the little girl would know what a bitter smile was at least when she became an adult.

Tao Jingjing couldn't sleep for a long time that night, looking at the sweet sleeping face of the little girl Wanwan, she kept thinking about the things that her grandfather said, from her father's accident to the success of several people to the success of the company, and then to all kinds of accidents, and the most unacceptable thing for herself is the combination of father and mother, as well as Uncle Wen, the current relationship between him and Aunt Lin, Uncle Wen died, and even she can imagine everything Xiao Xiche suffered at that time, and constantly recalled in her mind the impression of her childhood to adulthood, the scene of her parents' affection, and when her father was sick, her mother felt that she was going to divorce......

All of this is like a movie, just like Tao Jingjing's own personal experience keeps flashing in her mind, constantly flashing, making her very painful and wanting to get rid of all this, but there is always a voice in her head telling herself that these are what she must experience, and these must be what she must understand......

But if I have to go through this, what kind of impact can I have on the current situation if I want to understand this? This is actually what Tao Jingjing doesn't understand, the most confused, the most confused. Knowing all these things, she even felt that the scenes of love between her parents were like a joke, and everything she had tried so hard to defend her father in front of Xiao Xiche was also like a very ironic joke, Dad was not perfect, and Dad had done something wrong.

Thinking about this, Tao Jingjing was thinking about whether she should go to Xiao Xiche, and then for the previous things, after all, she had to apologize, not for herself, but for all the things that her father did when he stood in the midst of all the things in that era, although he didn't have any urge to hurt anyone, but after all, he hurt other people, especially Uncle Wen, and Xiao Xiche's childhood that he felt was very miserable, if it wasn't for all of this, Tao Jingjing was wondering if Xiao Xiche wouldn't have to go through that？

Then there is an ordinary childhood, there is only my father here, I think Xiao Xiche will definitely live a very good life, with his efforts, Tao Jingjing thought so. But after all, these are all imaginations, after all, someone is hurt, and after all, someone is experiencing things because of those things that should not have been what he went through.

In fact, where Tao Jingjing didn't know, when Tao Jingjing was unconsciously thinking about Xiao Xiche, Xiao Xiche was also thinking about her, and she was also thinking about everything she had done, and the impact on her life for this girl named Tao Jingjing.

"You said that if she didn't know me, wouldn't everything be different, would everything she had experienced be different?"

Xiao Xiche, who was sitting in the corner of the bar, stared at the wine glass in front of him, as if talking to himself, as if to the people around him. But the person sitting next to him didn't react, just silently holding a wine glass and drinking wine.

"I really can't imagine that the two of us can sit here and drink calmly. Originally, the two of us shouldn't know each other, right?", Xiao Xiche continued to say to himself, as if the people around him didn't hear it, and then poured wine from cup to cup.

"You don't know, there was a time when I was very envious of you, and you were able to stay with her for so long. From the time of her ignorance, you began to accompany him, and you experienced all her happiness and unhappiness, happiness and unhappiness. You give her the warmest thing in the world. What about me? What did I give her? There was really nothing but harm. Do you say that she is justified in hating me now? Am I all self-inflicted?"

Xiao Xiche said and drank all the wine in the cup, and then quietly looked at the person next to him, wanting to know his answer, but he also knew that the person next to him could not give him any answer, the two of them could sit together and drink like this, and it was estimated that it would be a big thing for others to see it.

"Envy me, envy me, envy me, envy me for accompanying him from childhood to adulthood, but I don't know how to let her know that I like him and her. It also made her like you and suffered a lot of damage. What do you have to envy me? ”

Xiao Xiche heard the ridicule in this person's Chinese words, but he didn't really show anything at all, but really told this person that he had really always envied him, and there was such a beautiful memory in their memories between them, but it couldn't be changed at any time, and what about himself, what he could imagine was always just hurt, always hurt, just hurt......

"You don't believe it, but I mean it. I envy that you once had such a good memory, at least in all her memories, you have always been good, and you have always been the most trusted companion by her side. That's what I want now but can't get, and maybe I won't get it again. ”

"I don't take my chances and do the wrong thing, and I don't blame anyone. But now I want to make amends, so if anything affects all this, whoever it is, I'll do whatever it takes. ”

"At all costs? Aren't you too big to do it now? Do you think there are some people who you can do whatever it takes to do it for Huahua?"

"Whoever it is, as long as it stands in my way, I will definitely do whatever it takes. ”

"Where's Aunt Qin?"

"Where's Xiao Zixin?"

"Which Uncle Xiao of yours is there?"

"Where's Grandpa Tao?"

"What about Tao Liyun?"

"Yourself?"