Xu Youran choked in his throat, took an ordinary piece of letter from Ji Hanshan's hand and looked at it.

The first half is Xue Wei's farewell to his parents, and most of the second half is telling that he is in prison.

It turned out that the money owed by Xue Wei's younger brother had been so profitable that Xue Wei could not repay it, so she began to make a deal with the devil, although she survived, there was a glimmer of hope in life.

But every time she saw Ji Hanshan, her whole person was humbled to the bottom again, and her illness recurred.

[I used to think that it was a good thing to have self-knowledge, but after meeting you, I realized how painful this kind of realization is, Hanshan, you make me feel inferior, I know that I am not worthy of you, so I just want to be friends with you. On the one hand, the disease relapsed, and on the other hand, I couldn't hold on to it. ]

On the letter, Xue Wei poured out her feelings that had been buried in her heart for many years and had not been able to open her mouth to Ji Hanshan.

Heavy and sad at the same time.

Xue Wei did not entrust her parents to Ji Hanshan, but only asked Ji Hanshan to save the savings she put with him for her, and just give Xue's father and mother some every month.

[Also, please thank Mr. Xu for me, the two million I borrowed from her may not be able to be paid off in this life, just take it as my salary for the past few months.] ]

The annual salary of senior executives in large enterprises is only one or two million, and two million in a few months, which is really high.

But as Xue Wei said, Xu Youran is indeed not short of these two million.

And if she could have told Ji Hanshan about Xue Wei earlier, would Xue Wei still have a chance of life?

Xu Youran is not stupid and sweet, but her conscience can't bear the weight of life.

Xue Wei's words made Xu Youran feel better.

Most of the older generation of the Xu family were short-lived, so Xu Youran had not attended the funerals of close relatives since he was born.

And the young Xue Wei left like this, which also added a touch of sadness to her heart, and in the past few days, she has been in a very heavy mood.

However, her situation is much better than Ji Hanshan, and every time she meets, she finds that Ji Hanshan is a little haggard again.

But except for the fragile appearance after fainting, he has been holding his body to control all matters of the funeral since then.

On the afternoon of the second day of the funeral, Qin Chu called to ask where Xu Youran was.

Hearing Xu Youran's obviously wrong tone in the earpiece, Qin Chu suddenly overflowed with worry, "What's wrong?"

Xu Youran's voice was very muffled, "Qin Chu." ”

She rarely spoke to him on the phone in such a tone, and in an instant, various TV series appeared in Qin Chu's head.

Sickness, car accidents, and man-made accidents.

He straightened up instantly, "I'm listening." ”

"Do you remember Manager Xue?" she paused, her voice shaky a little, "She's dead, so I want to ...... She shouldn't be Ji Hanshan's eyeliner, I think we misunderstood them. ”

Some time ago, Qin Chu often saw Xue Wei when he went to eat, although his memory only stayed in the meeting, but a living person suddenly disappeared from this world, and anyone would feel sudden.

The word death is usually far from youth.

At this moment, even Qin Chu, who was not familiar with Xue Wei, had a sense of pity, let alone someone who knew her.

And Xu Youran has always been a hard-mouthed and soft-hearted person.

Qin Chu's hand tightened a little, "Where are you?" He immediately got up, picked up his coat and walked out of the office, "Wait." ”

"You don't have to come here. Xu Youran hurriedly raised his voice to stop, "Xiang Qin is here with me, and we will come back tomorrow morning after the last ride." ”

Hearing her say this, Qin Chu dispelled the idea of rushing over.

After learning about the situation of Xue Wei's family, Qin Chu comforted Xu Youran a few words, and said: "Don't take all the blame on yourself, you also said it, she has a recurrence of her illness and the creditor came to the door, it has nothing to do with you not telling Ji Hanshan in advance." ”

"Well, I understand, okay, I'm not going to tell you. ”

The two ended the conversation when they said this, but Qin Chu still maintained the posture of answering the phone.

He Jin knocked on the door outside the door, and when he came in and saw him on the phone, he was about to quit again.

"Go check on Ji Hanshan next to my second uncle. ”

He Jin looked at Qin Chu and confirmed that he was talking to himself, and then nodded in response, "Okay." ”

The door closed, and Qin Chu was left alone in the office.

He put down his phone, propped himself on the table with the back of his hand on it, and stared quietly at the office carpet in a daze, his eyes deep and vigilant.

Regardless of whether this Ji Hanshan was his second uncle's person or not, Qin Chu didn't have a good impression of him.

The most important thing is when did Xu Youran start to have some handsome and handsome little fresh meat around him?

There was Ren Weizhao in front, and now there is Ji Hanshan again.

Just thinking like this, a white light seemed to flash in Qin Chu's head.

He suddenly realized that something very important had been overlooked.

Damn! Ji Hanshan is also there!

He instinctively wanted to contact Xu Youran again to ask where she was, but he agreed to her.

After thinking about it, I decided to ask Xiang Qin for help, and just found out the chat dialog, but I stopped it when I was about to kick it.

Anyway, this is a funeral after all, he still wants to think about this kind of thing at this juncture, if Xu Youran reacts, he will only feel that he also has the cold blood of the Qin family in his bones.

When he put away his phone, there was a trace of worry in his heart.

Qin Chu's mouth showed a self-deprecating smile, after meeting Xu Youran, he always suffered from gains and losses.

Even though Xu Youran only attended the funeral as a guest throughout the whole process, she was so tired that she was exhausted.

Xiang Qin was also tired enough.

In order to avoid the fatigue of the journey, Xu Youran decided to call a substitute driver to drive the car back, and he and Xiang Qin took a plane back.

After placing Xue Wei's new tomb, Ji Hanshan stopped her.

"Come with me. ”

Xu Youran looked up at his state, Ji Hanshan's face was full of tiredness, he hadn't cleaned up for three days, and a stubble appeared on his chin.

She nodded, and fell behind with him to the end of the line.

On a hot day, the cemetery was a little cold, especially when the mountain wind blew, Xu Youran's heart was trembling, but she didn't show it on her face.

Another gust of mountain breeze blew, but Xu Youran didn't feel the coolness.

Ji Hanshan draped the jacket he had just taken off over her shoulders, and his clothes were filled with his warmth.

Xu Youran knew that he was stubborn, so he didn't push him around with this coat.

"Actually, I already knew she liked me. ”

Xu Youran looked at him with some surprise, and saw that his face was full of self-blame and guilt, "I don't have many friends, and after returning to China, there is only one friend left, so I never know, because I don't want to lose her as a friend." ”

What can I say? Knowing that a woman likes her and is careful to get along with her and pretending not to know is undoubtedly another way to hurt the other person.

But who is right and who is wrong in the relationship?

Besides, Ji Hanshan grew up in a foreign land after all, and this place is actually equivalent to a foreign country for him.

It's human nature that he doesn't want to lose his friends.

Ji Hanshan's voice trembled a little, but he spoke in a very calm tone, "I thought that by doing this, I would be able to keep this friend, but I didn't expect that not only could I not do it, but I also caused her to lose her life." ”

She linked Xue Wei's death to herself, and Ji Hanshan also couldn't pass the level in her heart, it turned out that they were the same kind of people.

Xu Youran sighed, and then said the same to Ji Hanshan about Qin Chu's words of comforting her, "She won't want you to think like this, you want to open up, if it wasn't too painful, how could she choose to embark on this path?"

Ji Hanshan looked at the mottled and swaying shadows of the trees with dull eyes, and sighed after a long time, "She should like it here." ”

"Definitely. ”

When Xu Youran set out on the way away, he suddenly learned the news that Ji Hanshan was sick and hospitalized.

Although the funeral was organized by Ji Hanshan, in the final analysis, Xue Wei's relatives and friends were not very familiar with him, so Xu Youran naturally postponed his return.

The doctor said that Ji Hanshan was too tired and depressed, and needed to supplement sleep and nutrition.

The person who used to be handsome is now lying on the bed with a sickly face.

Xiang Qindu had infinite sympathy for Ji Hanshan.

"Boss, you better spend more time with him. Xiang Qin looked at him and sighed, sighing as if he was talking about Ji Hanshan's pity again.

Xu Youran could also see that Xue Wei's death had hit Ji Hanshan very hard, as if his soul had been partially extracted from life.

Xu Youran never knew that someone's friendship would reach such a point, but he could understand that for Ji Hanshan and Xue Wei, it was not so much friendship as family affection.

Imagine that the departure of family members will naturally make a person's spirit collapse.

Xu Youran was a little afraid that Ji Hanshan would also have an accident, so he stayed with Xiang Qin to take care of Ji Hanshan.

Ji Hanshan woke up at two o'clock in the afternoon, he slowly lifted his eyelashes, and his somewhat empty eyes were silent before sweeping to Xu Youran, "You didn't leave?"

"You're sick like this, how can I go?"

Listening to the blame in her words, Ji Hanshan's heart warmed, "I'm not a child, I can't take care of myself?"

Xu Youran wanted to say that this kind of time can be the same as usual, but he realized that this was not good, and Xiang Qin on the side answered smartly, "Don't worry, we'll leave tomorrow, the boss is too ruthless to leave at this time." ”

Ji Hanshan slightly touched the corners of his lips, but there was no smile.

Xu Youran was about to speak, when a sudden ringtone of her mobile phone interrupted her words before she could speak.

Looking at the caller ID, it was Qin Chu again.

She gestured to Ji Hanshan and walked out of the ward quickly.

The light in her eyes on the hospital bed followed her figure and slowly dimmed.

"Did you fall asleep on the plane? Why haven't you come out yet?"

Xu Youran was stunned for a moment, and then remembered that Qin Chu asked her about the boarding time.

"You're picking you up?"

As smart as Qin Chu, he guessed something, and only spoke up after a while, "Xu Youran, don't tell me, you are still in Xue Wei's hometown." ”

"Ji Hanshan fell ill for three days, and Xiang Qin and I are now in the hospital. ”

Xu Youran didn't know why she had explained in such detail, but listening to Qin Chu's unhappy tone, she instinctively wanted to clear up some misunderstandings.

Anger surged up in an instant, and Qin Chu sneered, "First you died, and then you fell ill, Xu Youran, you are no longer a child, can't you see through such a simple lie?" He knows that you are soft-hearted, this is a bitter trick." ”

"I don't know if I have to take a human life in order to use bitter meat tricks in these years, or is human life lighter than a feather in the eyes of your Qin family?"

Hearing Qin Chu want to explain, Xu Youran snatched him again, "Qin Chu, if you are jealous, you don't have to, first of all, I always remember that I am now married, and I will not send you to the news, and secondly, he is my friend in high school, and I will not let him stay alone in the hospital when he is the most sad." ”

Xu Youran didn't hear Qin Chu's response for half a day after she finished speaking, and thought that he hung up the phone angrily, she also took the phone away a little angrily, and heard a muffled sigh from the earpiece.

"It's me who is not good, and I won't be in the future. Finally, he added aggrievedly, "I waited for you at the airport for three hours." ”

Because of admitting mistakes, his tone is low and weak.

Xu Youran was stunned for half a second, and began to regret that he had just said too much.

"There's something wrong with me, too. ”

Qin Chu breathed a sigh of relief, but his tone was still pitiful, "Then when will you come back?"

"Tomorrow morning. ”

"Okay, I'll pick you up. ”

The tone was a little excited, and a little deliberately suppressed.

Xu Youran said in her heart when Qin Chu became so clingy, but the less strong his tone was, the more she couldn't refuse his kindness, paused, and responded "um".