Chapter 3 Can You Still Find It?

(Girls' Literature)

There was silence for a long time. Xu Liang said lightly: "Let's go two days." He didn't bother with Liu Mei anymore. He doesn't hate Liu Mei. Although she has not had much true affection for him over the years. But it can be regarded as raising him with all his heart. But the thought of her snatching him from his mother's grasp. Then he forced his mother to leave N City. His heart was very uncomfortable. Although he also knew that she was not to blame for this. Who made his mother a junior in other people's homes. But it's not happy.

Liu Mei has nothing to do and often visits Xu Song. It was her only son. Although Xu Hua hired a lot of lawyers. But he's not as strong as he used to be. The lawyers weren't as hard working as they used to be. She was worried that Xu Song would be sentenced to death.

Every time I see Xu Song. His attitude is extremely good. At first, she didn't think so. That's what her son used to talk to her. I can still pretend to be very relaxed now, probably because I don't want her to worry.

But after going a few more times. She sensed something was wrong. Xu Song's demeanor didn't look like he was pretending. It's more like being disheartened. There is no desire to live. She also listened to the lawyer. Xu Song pleaded guilty to all the charges against him. There were some sins that he could have denied altogether. Because there is no conclusive evidence. So for now. Lawsuits are really hard to fight.

Liu Mei was anxious. She knew her son was begging for death. She couldn't let her son die.

So she told him that Wang Yuanyuan was pregnant with his child. Wanted him because of the child. Ignite the hope of survival. No more death.

Xu Song was taken aback when he heard this. His eyes widened. I was stunned for a while. said, "This child can't be born." It's going to ruin the garden. ”

Liu Mei knew he would say that. and told him that Wang Yuanyuan had lost the child and might be infertile for life. Xu Song didn't say anything more. just told Liu Mei that he wanted to see Xu Liang. He obviously didn't believe Liu Mei's words. He wanted to hear what Xu Liang would say. Liu Mei agreed. She knew that Xu Liang would not lie. She didn't have to tell him anything. All he had to do was tell the truth.

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One morning on the weekend. Song Zehan took Liang Ruozi to climb the mountain together. These days, they're all a little nervous because of that. Come out and relax.

Mountains and forests in early autumn. The sun is shining. Cool breeze. Although a few fallen leaves have fallen. But it's still green. Boundless green. The two men walked hand in hand on the tree-lined path. Climb the stairs and climb up. The mood is slowly relaxed and happy. The air in the mountains is already relatively fresh. The higher you climb, the more refreshing it feels. The air is filled with a faint aroma of melons and fruits and osmanthus flowers. From the nose to the heart. It's refreshing. There are also some people climbing on the mountain. Few and far between. The whole mountain is quiet. There is a small waterfall not far away. Water poured down from above. Splash a little splash. A scorching glow in the sun. The water of the waterfall forms a small stream, which flows clearly and shallowly from the top of the mountain to the bottom of the mountain. Make a "ding-dong-dong" sound.

Liang Ruozi hadn't climbed the mountain for a long time. Halfway up the mountain, I couldn't help but feel a little out of breath. Stand there looking up at the top of the hill that is far out of sight. Wipe your sweat with a napkin non-stop. Song Zehan stood aside and waited for her. There was a doting smile on his face.

Wait for Liang Ruozi to finish breathing. Song Zehan handed her the mineral water. She drank a lot in one go. Finally relieved a little. At this time, Song Zehan handed her a hand. He smiled and said to her, "Give me your hand." ”

Liang Ruozi obediently put his hand into his hand. Her hands were soft and small. Almost only the size of his palm. I was reluctant to let go when I pinched it in my hand. And she also felt very relieved and down-to-earth the moment she put her hand on his. It was as if the whole person had been handed over to him. She knew he wouldn't let go easily. And so did she.

Come to the top of the mountain. The fog was thick. The ground was full of long, yellowish grass. Look down the mountain. It's green in front of you. Both of them couldn't help but yell at the bottom of the mountain. Echoes. Vent all the frustration, tension, and indignation these days.

At this time, Liang Ruozi thought of Lin Yuxuan again. She had heard Jiang Li say it. Once Lin Yuxuan suddenly screamed when she was climbing the mountain with her. All his love for Song Zehan dissipated in the empty mountains with that cry. I don't know why. She misses her more and more these days. Thinking about her sunny smile. Think about every word she said to her. The girl. She didn't appear a few times in her life. But it was deeply reflected in my mind. You can't erase it. More than half a year has passed. The girl never appeared in her dreams. It didn't even come in a flash. I went to Xu Liang some time ago. Xu Liang was able to recognize her later. It is not unrelated to Lin Yuxuan's appearance in his dreams from time to time.

Not far away is a temple. Yellow wall. Black tile. Plumes of white smoke filled the air. Wisps of fragrance wafted over. Song Zehan stretched out his hand and pointed in that direction and said to Liang Ruozi: "Go there and have a look." ”

"You believe in Buddhism. Liang Ruozi asked with some surprise. Xu Yu immediately said, "That's right. People who do business believe in Buddhism. ”

"I don't know much about Buddhism. Not very believable. But religion promotes goodness with others. Peace of mind still makes sense. Since it's here. Just go over and have a look. Song Zehan said.

Liang Ruozi nodded. took Song Zehan's arm and walked over.

It was a small temple. There are not many people who come to burn incense. It was quiet inside. Everyone burned incense religiously. Worship the Bodhisattva. As soon as you walk in, it gives people a solemn feeling.

Song Zehan and Liang Ruozi each ordered three sticks of incense. After worshipping reverently. Liang Ruozi saw someone begging for a signature. I couldn't help but have a twinkle in my eyes. took Song Zehan's hand and walked over there.

"You want to ask for a signature. Song Zehan asked.

"yes. Liang Ruozi replied.

"So what do you want to ask. Song Zehan asked again.

"I won't tell you. Liang Ruozi said mysteriously. What she is most concerned about now is Lin Yuxuan. I hope to see her. No one could tell her when they would be able to see her. Why don't you try to ask the Bodhisattva.

"You're keeping it a secret from me. Song Zehan said a little unhappily.

"I can't tell you about that. Liang Ruozi smiled at him as if flattering. She remembered what Lin Yuxuan had told her. What happened between her and her is a secret that cannot be told.

Song Zehan smiled lightly and shook his head gently.

Liang Ruozi kowtowed three times seriously. Then he shook the holder and began to ask for a lot. When a lottery pops up. Liang Ruozi immediately picked it up. At first glance, it was a winning lottery. His face couldn't help but darken. Then show it to the old monk who was sitting there. Let him help with it.

The old monk looked at the stick carefully. The eyebrows furrowed slightly.

Liang Ruozi looked at him. My heart couldn't help but feel cold again. "Master." What the hell does this sign say? ”

"You're looking for someone. The old monk asked.

Liang Ruozi nodded lightly. Then he asked, "Can I still find that person?" ”

The old monk shook his head. said: "Difficult. The fate between you and her can be said to be very shallow. It can also be said to be very deep. It's unlikely you'll ever see each other again. She's gone where she's supposed to be. ”

Hear this. Liang Ruozi's heart sank. She knew exactly where to go. Secretly thinking. It's not a good sign.

"But this is the winning lottery. If we can't see each other again, shouldn't we sign a lot? Liang Ruozi asked a little unwillingly.

The hexagram says. The person you're looking for is having a good time. There is no concern. So it's a lottery. The old monk explained.

Liang Ruozi listened to this explanation. The mood became heavier. Lin Yuxuan's most concerned thing is probably the matter between her and Song Zehan. That's why she often appears in her dreams. Now she knows that she is with Song Zehan. That case was pretty much settled. Naturally, he walked away without worry. This means that it is really impossible for her to see her again. As soon as I think of this. She suddenly wanted to cry.

Lin Yuxuan. Didn't you say you would come if you had the chance? How can you say that you don't say a word. I won't come.

As soon as he raised his eyes, he met Song Zehan's eyes full of inquiry and concern. The nose was even more sour.

Then. I heard the old monk say something meaningful: "Cherish it." It's not easy for you to be together. ”

Song Zehan nodded deeply. I said from the bottom of my heart: "Thank you." He took Liang Ruozi's hand and walked out together.

He didn't ask Liang Ruozi what he was asking. Since she said she couldn't tell him about it. Then he doesn't ask. But. He had a vague sense that the thing she asked must have something to do with him. The man she was looking for. He must have known it, too.

The two men walked down the hill hand in hand. The gusts of autumn wind blowing on them are still quite cool and pleasant. But Liang Ruozi was in a very bad mood. She didn't want to talk. I just want to go on quietly. Let your mind calm down. Song Zehan didn't say a word. Silently accompanied her down.

After Liu Mei returned from Xu Song. Thinking about Xu Song's desire to see Xu Liang. I want to tell Xu Liang. But Xu Liang has been talking to her since that day. There always seemed to be a deliberate intention to avoid her. Finally, she got an opportunity and immediately told him about it. Let him go to see Xu Song in two days. In the end, she was afraid that Xu Liang would not agree. Holding Xu Liang's hand tightly, he said, "Liangliang." Save your brother. He has no desire to survive now. He is the woman who hurts you the most. But he didn't mean to let her die......" suddenly felt that it was not good to say this. Then he changed his words and said, "This matter is wrong for whatever purpose. But he's your brother. It's your only brother. I know there's always a knot in your heart. I didn't really want to see him. But Mom, I beg you to see him. Help me persuade him. Let him not admit all the charges. So he still has hope of living. After speaking, Liu Mei bent her knees and prepared to kneel.