Chapter Thirty-Eight: Her Guilt

Qin Chu simply used the ward as a second office and asked He Jin to send all the documents to the hospital.

Xu Youran saw his workaholic appearance, and kept mocking Qin Chu, but in fact, he ran to the hospital from time to time.

In the past two days, Qin Chu's three meals almost didn't have to worry about He Jin, and Xu Youran was solely responsible.

When it was almost time to eat, the manager sent the meal prepared by the chef to Xu Youran, and jokingly said, "Mr. Xu, they all said that you went to the hospital to report on time, it seems that Mr. Xu's good things are coming." ”

Xu Youran tidied up the things on the desk, picked up the thermos jug and got up, and then dropped a depth charge on the calm lake.

"I'm married. ”

The remaining smile on the manager's lips froze completely, and he exclaimed only after Xu Youran left.

Pushing open the door of the ward, Xu Youran walked in.

He Jin is also there, they are used to Xu Youran coming here at this point.

He Jin helped Qin Chu clean up the documents on the table and make room for his meal.

Qin Chu asked habitually, "What are you eating today?"

Xu Youran took out a few dishes one by one.

A plate of braised bamboo shoots, tempeh, sweet and sour short ribs and sliced pork with green peppers.

Qin Chu's eyes lit up and said with a smile, "Mrs. Qin improved my food today?"

He Jin frowned when he saw this dish, Qin Chu was hospitalized this time in addition to appendicitis, and also had the problem of acute gastroenteritis, and he had to eat light things to nourish his stomach recently.

He hesitated whether to speak, but Xu Youran sent it very lightly two days ago, so he wouldn't suddenly forget such an important matter.

Sure enough, I only heard Xu Youran speak, "This is not for you." This one is yours. ”

She took out the bottom plate of boiled noodles with little water and put it in front of Qin Chu.

In the past two days, Qin Chu drank all kinds of porridge, and millet porridge was the most common food sent by Xu Youran.

So much so that he has no interest in eating now.

So he mentioned it yesterday, suggesting that Xu Youran should change his tricks tomorrow.

He looked at the "new tricks" in front of him and said with a headache, "Mrs. Qin, I am a human, not a rabbit." ”

"Rabbits don't eat as much as you do. She ruthlessly debunked on the side, "Since you know that you have stomach problems, you must be prepared to eat lightly during this time." ”

Obviously a word of concern, Xu Youran said it so seriously.

Qin Chu was relieved in his heart, so he also accepted today's lunch.

"These dishes are not for me, for whom? You didn't have lunch?" Qin Chu asked.

Qin Chu only regarded it as Xu Youran's bad taste, knowing that he couldn't eat greasy, but he took out these things to covet him.

Sure enough, Xu Youran put the food back into the thermos pot one by one.

Qin Chu felt helpless and funny in her heart, she was really naΓ―ve sometimes, but there was some childish cuteness in this naivety.

"The thick sauce barbecue I ate at noon, the new dish developed by the chef of the restaurant, this is for He Jin. After that, he motioned to He Jin to take it to the small coffee table to eat.

The upward arc of the corners of Qin Chu's mouth gradually retracted, and he squinted his eyes at them.

He Jin was stunned, and Mu Ne took the thermos pot.

Xu Youran immediately explained, "I didn't know you were there last night, so I asked the chef to make an extra one today." ”

She has always been a person who does everything in her way, and she is really embarrassed to talk about yesterday.

When she brought the porridge, she didn't know that He Jin was also here, and the other party just hadn't eaten dinner, so she heard the faint sound of stomach screaming from He Jin the whole time.

Save an extra hand today in case a similar situation arises again.

When He Jin heard this, he instantly noticed a cold light from a corner of the ward.

He Jin hesitated for a second and said, "I still have something to do, so I'll leave first." ”

Seeing this, he wanted to put the thermos pot on the small coffee table to "escape", but the thing was returned to him by Xu Youran.

"Take it home and eat it, the chef's home cooking is not bad. Xu Youran only thought He Jin was polite, "If you don't eat it, you can only throw it away." ”

On one side is the kindness of the wife, and on the other side is the strong smell of vinegar.

He Jin was in a dilemma, but in the end, he was still gracious, he picked up his things and quickly left the ward.

"How do you know He Jin is also here?"

Xu Youran didn't think much about it, and then said, "Otherwise, let him watch you eat on an empty stomach?" she looked at him with a faint look in her eyes, "You are so oppressive of employees? This kind of embarrassing thing happened once yesterday." ”

Qin Chu picked up a pair of chopsticks and noodles, and was not in a hurry to eat it, "But what if he is not there?"

"Are there still fewer doctors and nurses in the hospital who don't eat?" she muttered to herself, "It's just a staff meal." ”

"Staff meals. ”

Qin Chu silently recited these three words, the gloom on his face quietly left, and he hooked his lips and smiled, "Are you treating He Jin as your own employee?"

He Jin is Qin Chu's employee, which means that Xu Youran is used to being Mrs. Qin.

Xu Youran said that the meal itself was a staff meal in her restaurant, and seeing that she was misunderstood by Qin Chu, she gave the other party a roll of her eyes.

Qin Chu smiled even deeper, eating the noodles one bite after another, as if he was eating something delicious.

Waiting for Qin Chu to finish eating, Xu Youran routinely cleaned up the mess again.

"I may come over a little later in the evening, if you can't wait, let He Jin help you buy something light to eat. ”

Qin Chu nodded, slowly took the tissue from her hand and wiped her mouth.

When she was almost cleaned up, Qin Chu screamed.

"Xu Youran. ”

Xu Youran raised his eyes, "What are you doing?"

"You seem to have been very good to me since you went out with He Jin to buy fruit that time. He had a smile on his face, but his gaze drifted away, "Are you ......?"

Xu Youran interrupted in a firm tone, "No!

Qin Chu's eyes showed surprise, "Do you know what I'm thinking?"

Xu Youran chuckled in her heart, Qin Chu really didn't say anything, but his posture made her mistakenly think that he was going to ask her "do you like him".

"And what are you asking?" she said in a softened tone.

"I just want to ask, have you finally found out in your conscience, knowing how much you have done to me, and now you want to make amends?"

In front of Qin Chu, Xu Youran has always been like a firecracker, he will blow up at a moment.

I thought that Xu Youran would come back, but I saw that she lowered her eyebrows, her expression darkened, and her expression looked a little empty.

Qin Chu suspected that he had seen it wrong, and laughed in doubt.

Just as he was about to speak, he saw Xu Youran twisting his eyebrows, "The chopped pepper fish head on Chinese New Year's Eve, it was indeed me who told Mother Zhang that you like to eat spicy, although I didn't know in advance that you had stomach problems, but this incident did cause some damage to your body, so I apologize to you." ”

Apologies weren't so hard to say.

But it depends on who it is.

That day, when he learned from He Jin that he had a stomach problem because of the chopped pepper fish head, Xu Youran thought about apologizing, but looking back, the apology could not make up for the substantial damage caused to Qin Chu.

Therefore, Xu Youran turned to make up for his mistakes with practical actions.

Qin Chu was just joking just now, but now she was serious because of her overly sincere attitude, "You know everything?"

"Well, I'm sorry for making you so old. But. Xu Yu raised his eyes suddenly, and the guilt just now suddenly changed, "Don't you know your body yourself?

Xu Youran is always so duplicitous, showing his concern for him as if he was quarrelling.

So Qin Chu smiled.

"In business, drinking is always inevitable. ”

"Anyway, the body is your own, and I don't care what you do. Xu Youran's tone was contemptuous, "I said so much, I just didn't want to be suddenly ridiculed by the wealthy children of City A one day for becoming a widow." ”

"Oh?" Qin Chu thought it was funny, "You are reluctant to let me die?"

"It has nothing to do with me if you die or not, but please divorce me before you die. ”

Qin Chu naturally understood another layer of meaning, the smile in his eyes was deep, and he didn't know whether to say it to himself or to Xu Youran.

"Don't worry, I will cherish life. ”

Xu Youran didn't know what this guy was secretly happy about, so he shook his head speechlessly and left.

She closed the door to the hospital room, and suddenly her steps paused, and she suddenly came back to her senses.

Qin Chu's words just now meant that in order not to divorce her, he would also cherish his life?

Or is she overthinking?

She must have thought too much, after all, this ambiguous word was the first thing she opened.

She froze in place and shook her head and nodded, and when she looked up again, she crashed into a surprised sight.

"You Ran, why are you here?"

Xu Youran was also a little surprised, she didn't expect to meet her first crush Ji Hanshan here.

"I'm a visitor, but you...... Isn't it supposed to be in City C?"

Ji Hanshan found the thermos pot in her hand and said with a smile, "Then have you finished visiting the patient?"

The last time he refused to eat with Ji Hanshan, it was because the two of them had an ambiguous relationship, but this time Xu Youran did not refuse.

The young Sparker in his memory was a boy with a lot of ideas, and Xu Youran was still a big lady at that time, but Sparker took her to do all kinds of things she had never dared to think of.

The Ji Hanshan in front of him was obviously Spark, but it made Xu Youran feel unfamiliar.

He became steady and gentle, and no longer liked to play tricks on her as much as he used to.

Maybe it's because of his age, or from the moment he loses the name "Spark", he has completely become Ji Hanshan.

They walked and chatted and sat down on the veranda downstairs of the inpatient department.

"I don't work in City C, and the nature of my job is a national run. ”

The last time I went to school, I met Ji Hanshan, and Xu Youran took it for granted that Ji Hanshan should work in City C.

However, this incident reminded Xu Youran of what she had seen and heard in Rome before, and she asked casually, "Then have you been to Rome at the beginning of the year?"

"Rome?" Ji Hanshan shook his head, "I'm not at the level of running all over the world now, at the beginning of the year, I was working." ”

When Xu Youran heard him say this, he remembered what he said last time, and immediately said with concern, "You said before that you were looking for your biological parents, do you have any clues?"

Ji Hanshan looked indifferent and shook his head, "It's been so many years, it can only be regarded as looking for a needle in a haystack." ”

Xu Youran felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.

"You Ran, you don't need to sympathize with me, I don't have anything to do with it, no matter how bad it is, I still have my adoptive parents. Ji Hanshan said, "They also meant that I was asked to return to China to find my biological parents." Tell me about you. ”

"What do I have to say? ”

Ji Hanshan smiled, "You are not ordinary, you got married just after graduation." ”

"How do you know I've just graduated?"

Ji Hanshan's eyes showed surprise, "It's hard to count your age when you appear on campus?" But," he fixed his gaze on her empty ring finger, "The ring is off, isn't your husband angry?"

She didn't care, "What's there to be angry about him?"

Xu Youran didn't wear the ring because the diamond on it had broken the information several times, so she simply put it away.

Hearing this, Ji Hanshan's eyes gradually dimmed, and he looked a little hesitant and a little struggling.

He finally spoke.

"You Ran, I'm sorry for what happened back then. Ji Hanshan's tone was sincere, "But you are also married, and for what happened back then, we will treat it as if nothing happened." ”

Xu Youran was puzzled, "What happened back then? Why did you suddenly disappear from the world?"

I don't know if Xu Youran was wrong, she clearly saw a trace of bitterness in Ji Hanshan's smile.