"If you're happy to let me listen, I have to listen, and if you're not happy, you annoy me?" The man exerted force, and Qin Yan's wrist was pinched painfully.

"No, I just don't know how to say it......" Qin Yan frowned.

"I know it's not your fault, Mr. Kun, but I still can't accept it for a while, let me be quiet. ”

"Okay, whatever you want. Lou Shengkun let go of his hand, his voice low.

Qin Yan picked up the leather bag, walked to the door, glanced back at the man, and then went out.

The door closed in response, and Lou Shengkun looked at the takeaway food box that was on it.

At this time, everything is an eyesore, so I simply threw off my chopsticks and lay down on the sofa to rest.

The night was dark, and the rain was already light.

Qin Yan was holding the change he had taken from the company in his hand, just enough to take a taxi back.

She was wearing a man's clothes, and when she got into the car, the driver looked at her several times, Qin Yan felt embarrassed and prayed to get home soon.

Home, can it still be called home?

The corners of Qin Yan's mouth tightened, escaping would not solve the problem, she would have to go back and face it sooner or later.

The house that the two bought with a joint loan, the balance in the bank card, all aspects need to be solved by her and Lin Shen.

In the blink of an eye, Qin Yan was already standing outside the door.

She pulled out the key, opened the door, and walked inside.

In the living room, Lin Shen had been waiting on the sofa for a long time, and when he saw someone coming back, he immediately got up.

"Smoke!"

"Don't come here!" Qin Yan raised his hand and looked at him with some disgust.

"What are you...... Why are you wearing men's clothes?!" Lin Shen stopped and looked at her strangely.

"We've broken up, you don't care. ”

"I didn't agree!" Lin Shen yelled at her.

"Yan'er, that matter was really forced to happen. Lin Shen walked around from the sofa and approached her.

"I'm also forced, you know I've been under a lot of pressure to get promoted lately, and I've been stuck on it. She said she could help me, I thought that as long as we were promoted, we would be much less stressed, and I didn't care......" The man was suddenly interrupted by Qin Yan as he spoke.

"Lin Shen, you're so embarrassed!" she gritted her teeth and glared at him.

"Did I put pressure on you? We've been here for so many years, why do you have to come this far?" Although the pressure of the mortgage has been a lot over the years, the two have persevered.

Speaking of this, Lin Shen's face suddenly became gloomy.

"You're not putting pressure on me, but Mom's side...... Today you want to help your brother pay for medical expenses, and tomorrow you will pay off gambling debts, I ......" Lin Shen pursed his lips and couldn't continue.

Qin Yan knew what he was talking about, and if he was with her, he had to endure Zhou Xiaoyi's endless begging for money.

Even she can't stand it sometimes, let alone Lin Shen, who is not related by blood.

Xu thought that she was also at fault, and she suddenly felt that Lin Shen was a little pitiful.

"It's my fault. Qin Yan sighed.

Lin Shen looked up and looked at her in disbelief.

"In the first place, we shouldn't have started, a family like mine, in the end, is a drag on you. ”

"Yan'er, don't say that, it's all my willingness. Lin Shen panicked and wanted to hug her.

Qin Yan stepped back, not letting the man get closer.

"Actually, sometimes I'm also quite miserable, every time my mother cries and screams for money, I watch you can't sleep all night for money. To be honest, I was sad and guilty. Qin Yan grabbed his arm and lowered his head and smiled bitterly.

"At the end of the day, it's me who doesn't deserve you. ”

"Why do you think that? Love is a matter of two people, and there is nothing unworthy of it. Lin Shen approached and pressed her shoulder.

"Lin Shen, I'm serious. Qin Yan closed his eyes and still insisted on his previous decision.

"Seven years, are you really willing to give it?" Lin Shen frowned, and the pain in his eyes increased instead of decreasing.

"It's good for you and me, you deserve better, and I ......" Qin Yan remembered the night of confusion with Lou Shengkun, and some words couldn't be spoken.

In the end, he also betrayed this feeling, and he didn't seem to be qualified to accuse him.

"Okay, Qin Yan, this is what you said, don't regret it then. Lin Shen's index finger tapped in mid-air, his mouth trembled, and he was so angry that he couldn't speak in a line.

With that, he slammed the door and left.

When she came back, she thought about it.

She plans to give this house to Lin Shen, not because she is generous, but because the money he has paid for Zhou Xiaoyi's affairs over the years is enough to offset it.

And she didn't want to live in the house where he had been with other women.

For so many years, the house is full of traces left by himself. Qin Yan took out the mobile phone he had used before from the cabinet, and two suitcases full of his clothes and various supplies.

Anything else that doesn't matter should be taken away.

Qin Yan is gone, this house that she has lived in for three years, she should never come again.

The summer night was sweltering, Qin Yan dragged two suitcases and walked alone in the lively street market.

The men and women around her are in pairs, laughing and laughing intimately, and she alone is like a burden-bearer of life.

Just a moment later, Zhang Xianli called.

Qin Yan has few people with good relationships in this city, and Zhang Xianli is a special one.

Hearing about her current situation, Zhang Xianli immediately asked Qin Yan to take a taxi to her.

"Sister Xian. Zhang Xianli opened the door and saw Qin Yan's reluctant smiling face.

"Come on in. She helped Qin Yan share the suitcase and let people in.

"Thank you for taking me in. Qin Yan stood at the door of the entrance and thanked Zhang Xianli.

"Don't think about anything, go take a shower first. Zhang Xianli saw that she came from such a far away, dragging two large suitcases, and she must be uncomfortable now, so she patted her shoulder and asked her to go to the bathroom.

Qin Yan nodded and entered the bathroom under the leadership of Zhang Xianli.

Zhang Xianli was standing in the living room, and after a while, someone came to call.

"How is she now?" said the man across from him.

"People are at my house at this time, dragging the suitcases of the two bosses, and the posture looks like a move, and it is estimated that it is really divided. Zhang Xianli glanced in the bathroom and went to the balcony to answer the phone.

"Mood, it must be uncomfortable now, big brother, this is seven years ......" Zhang Xianli rolled her eyes, a little speechless.

"Tsk, anyway, you look at her more, I'm afraid this girl will do stupid things. On the other side of the phone, Lou Shengkun told him uneasily.

"Okay, okay, she'll come out later, and we'll talk about it later. Zhang Xianli glanced at the bathroom, and it was estimated that the person was almost finished.

Zhang Xianli hung up the phone a second ago, and Qin Yan opened the door and walked out.

At night, Qin Yan lay on the bed in the guest room, looking at the ceiling above his head with his eyes open.

She thought she would be so sad that she couldn't sleep, but she didn't expect to close her eyes for a while and fall asleep.

The muted phone was placed on the bedside table, glowing green intermittently after the woman closed her eyes.

The next morning, perhaps because of the biological clock, or because of the bed, Qin Yan woke up early.

She looked at her phone, and Lin Shen had a lot of information in the night. Qin Yan swept them one by one, all of them were the meaning of the man's request for peace, she deleted them one by one, and she didn't plan to reply to him.

When she walked out of the guest room door, she saw that the door of the master bedroom was still tightly closed.

Thinking it was still early, she went to the kitchen.

Zhang Xianli yawned and went out, and when she sniffed her nose, she smelled the smell of incense.

She followed the taste and saw that there were already two kinds of stir-fried vegetables on the table, and this ingredient was bought by the housekeeping aunt yesterday, and she didn't care about it at all.

Qin Yan saw her come out and put the porridge in the bowl.

"I saw that there was food in the refrigerator, so I ......"

Zhang Xianli knew that she was embarrassed, so she said: "I'm blessed today, I'm usually very busy, how can I have time to cook." ”

Qin Yan heard that she didn't care, so she brought the porridge over.

Zhang Xianli took it and picked up chopsticks to eat the vegetables.

"Hmm......" she chewed and gave Qin Yan a thumbs up.

"You can open a restaurant with your cooking skills!"

"How can I do that, I can only do homely work, not anything else. Qin Yan smiled and said a little modestly.

"You're already amazing, how can you be like me, you can't even have a scrambled egg with tomatoes until now, and even my mother hates it. After Zhang Xianli finished eating a bite of the dish, she remembered her mother's nagging, and she trembled again.

"Sister Xian, you are a person who does great things, it is normal not to know this. ”

"Ouch, it's still sweet in your mouth. Zhang Xianli stretched her hand and pinched Qin Yan's cheek.

Qin Yan smiled and began to eat.

Zhang Xianli sat opposite her, looking at her face at this time, it seemed to be much better than yesterday.

She cleared her throat and spoke again, "That's right." ”

"In this world now, what kind of man do you want? Resume being single, and play as much as you want. Zhang Xianli poked the rice and explained to her.

Qin Yan paused: "That's right." ”

In the past seven years, all her thoughts have been on Lin Shen, completely ignoring herself.

The food he likes to eat, the movies and novels he likes to watch, and his dressing style are all according to Lin Shen's preferences, and he has changed his habits for many years.

When she thought of this now, she couldn't help but feel sad for herself.

Zhang Xianli looked at her with a relieved expression, and had other thoughts in her heart.

"Anyway, don't think about anything now, my sister will take you to see the world tonight, and you will know what kind of man you want in this world. Zhang Xianli raised her eyebrows and smiled at her.

Qin Yan looked puzzled, not knowing what she was going to do.

When he got off work, Qin Yan was directly called away by Zhang Xianli.

She stood at the door of the bar for a long time, until a little brother in uniform led her in, and Qin Yan could vaguely guess what Zhang Xianli wanted to take her for.

As soon as Qin Yan entered the door, his ears were hit by the earth-shattering sound of music.

On the dance floor, sexyly dressed men and women are close to each other, and ambiguous lights are leaking overhead, which makes people look even more bewitching and blurry.

The dance floor was crowded, and Qin Yan was pushed around and brought into the center.

"Jean Jean ......" she frowned, trying to squeeze out.

There were too many people, Qin Yan squeezed for a long time before he came out, and his panting breath was only slightly relieved.

"Why are you here, come here. Zhang Xianli saw her at this time and directly pulled the person away.

Under the ambiguous gaze of many men, the top of his head seemed to be hot, and Qin Yan followed behind him step by step, a little cramped.