Birthday?

He Yuan was in a trance.

He had forgotten how long it had been since he had a birthday.

In the first year of work, I spent overtime in the company because I had no money.

The second year is also overtime, the third year is overtime, the fourth year is sleeping at home, and the fifth year is ......

In a blink of an eye, he hadn't had a birthday for five or six years, so long that he almost forgot about himself, and there was such a thing as a birthday.

"Nowadays, children like to play with mobile phones, Duoduo doesn't have a mobile phone yet, I want to buy her one, it's not good for her eyes. By the way, I saw the one advertised on TV, and the backlight was clear, it seemed to be pretty good, what do you think of that?" Donald's voice pulled He Yuan back.

"Ah, that phone, it's not bad, kids like it. He Yuan thought about it, reacted to what Donald was talking about, and hurriedly said.

"That's good, that's good, you see, I don't know if the money is enough. Donald said as he took out a folded plastic bag from his bosom.

Open the plastic bag, and inside are one, five, ten pieces of change, and even some coins.

"Originally, what I was thinking today was that they were going to come over and give them the money and let them buy it for their children.

I'm old, and it's hard to walk, and it's hard to see things, if you give me a fake, I don't know it, Xiaoyuan, you're young, you know all this, or can you buy it for me?"

Donald held the plastic bag and looked at him with a look of hope.

He Yuan was stunned for a moment, carefully took the plastic bag, and said solemnly: "Okay." ”

"I don't know if the money is enough, if it's not enough, you tell me, I'll go to the bank to get it.

I still have some coffin books, all of which are in the bank, and they asked for them several times, but I didn't give them.

To tell the truth, my money is not theirs in the end, but with the way they spend money, no matter how much money they have, they will lose it.

I just want to save it for them, they owe hundreds of thousands of dollars to buy a house, I always can't rest assured, and now the money outside is not easy to earn, what if I can't afford it......" Donald chattered.

The two chatted for a long time, and when a bottle of liquor was drunk, Donald staggered and said that he wanted to go back to sleep.

He Yuan held on to his sleepiness, sent Donald home, staggered back to the old mansion, and fell on the bed.

Looking at the pitch-black beam, He Yuan's somewhat confused brain, which was burned by alcohol, actually sobered up a little.

He thought a lot, when he was a child, because he had no money, his parents chose to divorce.

When he was in school, because he had no money, others gave each other gifts during the holidays, so he could only hide in the corner and write practice questions.

After the college entrance examination, because he did not have more than 10,000 repetition fees for that semester, he chose to go to a junior college.

After going to work, because I had no money, I walked a few kilometers on a snowy day in order to save two yuan in the fare.

Later, because he had no money and couldn't afford to buy a house, the woman who was originally interested in him also married a woman......

He Yuan felt that in the first half of his life, he was almost pushed by money.

Occasionally, He Yuan would think about what life would be like if he had a lot of money......

Money.

Money.

Money......

He Yuan's eyelids gradually became heavy, and he fell asleep unconsciously.

He had a dream in which there was a voice.

"Do you regret it. ”

“……”

"Do you regret it?"

"Regret what. ”

"Regret your current life. ”

“…… Why regret it?"

"You could have been like everyone else, with a job that doesn't pay much, but is enough to live on.

You can buy a new house in an ordinary city, with the financial support of your parents. You can have a beautiful and sensible girlfriend, you can play games, play ball, climb mountains, practice calligraphy, read books, and do what you like.

You can make a lot of money by soaring housing prices, without looking at the face of your boss and boss.

You could have done this, you couldn't have fought with yourself.

Don't you think that over the years, you have been very wronged. ”

“……”

"Look, you failed the college entrance examination, everyone cares if you don't work hard and don't get motivated, who cares why you failed.

You choose a junior college, everyone scolds you, thinks you have a brain disease, who cares why you don't repeat it.

If you work diligently and stay up late to work overtime to catch up with the progress, everyone will only say, look, who is in other companies, and what achievements have been made, who will think that the salary, team, and resources among you are several orders of magnitude worse.

Even the subordinates you worked hard to protect and were almost fired from the company never appreciated your efforts after you left the company.

Don't you think it's tiring to live like this?"

“……”

"Living so tired, have you ever thought about giving up?"

"Why give up? Yes, I regret it, I regret it.

I regret that I was too ignorant when I was in school, I didn't grasp the method when I was studying, and I finally failed the college entrance examination.

I regret that I didn't work hard enough when I was in college, I didn't control a lot of professional knowledge, I didn't go to the higher education, and my academic qualifications were too low.

I regret that I was too stable when I worked, not advancing when I should advance, and not retreating when I should retreat.

I regret it, I regret it, I regret wasting so much time. ”

"Why do you always blame yourself, why don't you resent others?"

"Who do I resent?

I'm sorry, but I'm grateful to my parents for giving birth to me and raising me as an adult.

Resentful relatives? I'm sorry, my relatives did help me a lot, I can't ask for more from them?

Resent my classmates? Their family conditions are better than mine, is it wrong that the conditions are better than mine?

Resentment of my colleagues? You can't impose your own ideas on others, not to mention, as a manager, it is my own responsibility not to detect problems early.

So, who else can I resent but myself?"

The voice was silent.

After a long time, the voice rang out again.

"Why, why can you be so open-minded. ”

"Open-minded? You see, time is so short, why spend time on it. ”

"What would you do if you were given time. ”

"Earn money. ”

"Making money?"

"I need money, the things I want are expensive, the people I like are excellent, the places I want to go are far away, there are many books I want to read, and I still have a long way to go. ”

"With your ability, sooner or later you will be able to earn that money, and sooner or later you will be able to live the life you want. ”

"yes, I also think that sooner or later I will be able to make money.

However, what you get at this time is not the same as what you get later.

It's like a toy you wanted when you were a child, but you don't want it when you grow up.

Money is a thing, and the time it arrives is very important. It's like if you're going to get married, if you want to buy a house, do you have to say to your other half, you wait, I can't afford the current housing price, and after 20 years, I can give you a big house.

It's like your loved one is sick and needs hundreds of thousands of dollars for surgery, and you tell him, you wait, now I don't have any money in my hand, and after a few decades, I will be able to save the money to operate on you.

What's more, I'm running out of time now......"

The voice was silent again, and this time, after a long while, it sounded again.

"What would you do if, if you were given money, if you were given a lot of money. ”

"I want to be myself. ”

"Be yourself?"

"I used to study hard and work hard, but I know it's not that much I love them.

It's because I only work very hard and hard that I can go up, earn money, and have enough capital to do what I want to do one day.

If I had the money, I wouldn't have to do that, and I could spend my energy on the things I really wanted to try.

I want to have a yard, I want to have a few pets, I want to raise some flowers and plants.

I want to play ball, drag racing, and soak women.

I wanted to try a different kind of life that was open and didn't need to worry about money.

I wanted to try a different life. ”

"You, you won't live the life you used to live again?"

"I've been living like that for more than ten years, and I'm tired. ”

“……

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……

……”

The voice grew deeper.

He Yuan's breathing gradually stabilized, and he had another dream, a long, long dream.

In his dreams, he was calm and restrained.

He seized every opportunity to do what he wanted to do before, but didn't dare to do.

For example, when he was 16 years old, he mortgaged his mother's inheritance, a one-bedroom apartment on the edge of Chengdu's Second Ring Road, to the bank, exchanged more than 100,000 yuan, and invested it in the stock market, which increased almost three or four times.

When he was seventeen years old, he cashed out the money in the stock market again, and while redeeming the house, he invested in real estate along the way, hoarding it for almost two years, and nearly doubling its market value.

He grabbed the stocks of Baidu, Tencent, and Alibaba, and made a lot of money. It also cashed out the stock market and transferred it to the property market, entering the market at the trough and cashing out at the high.

He has a lot of houses, a lot of money, and even when He Yuan woke up, he clearly remembered the account number and password of one of the bank cards, and remembered that there was a million yuan stored in the card.

He Yuan rubbed his swollen head, thinking about the dream he had last night, and sneered.

I don't know what kind of stimulus I have to dream like that.

Then again, how many years have I not had such an unrealistic dream?

Shaking his head, he picked up the cigarette next to him, and was about to light it, when He Yuan suddenly found that his mind was very clear.

He always didn't get enough sleep, and when he was in Beijing, he often woke up in the morning, had a splitting headache, his brain was groggy, his body was sore, and he couldn't lift his energy.

It is precisely because of this that He Yuan developed the habit of smoking, and he had to smoke several cigarettes every morning just by getting up.

Because of frequent late nights, He Yuan smoked very much, and at his worst, he had to smoke two and a half packs of cigarettes a day. Later, my throat was uncomfortable, and the medicine didn't work, so I couldn't bear it anymore and gradually reduced it to a pack.

But today, He Yuan actually felt that he was extraordinarily energetic, his brain was unprecedentedly sharp, and even his respiratory tract became refreshed.

As if in order to prove that it was not his illusion, He Yuan took a deep breath, and the refreshing air poured into his nasal cavity, and the whole person seemed to be immersed in the ice fog of summer, which was extremely comfortable!

"It's weird, how do I feel a little different today?" He Yuan habitually pushed down the bridge of his nose, and suddenly reacted that he was not wearing glasses.

He Yuan is highly myopia, a few years ago it was six or seven hundred degrees, and now it is estimated that there are nearly eight hundred degrees. Usually, if you take glasses, you can't distinguish between humans and animals one meter away. But today, he was able to see the outline of the windowsill a few meters away!

"What's going on?" He Yuan's head suddenly sobered up.

He stared closely at the window and found that his eyesight had indeed improved a lot.

Although it is still not comparable to wearing glasses, it is more than a step stronger than the previous mosaic.

"Could it be that something happened?" He Yuan tried hard to recall, thinking about all the events of yesterday, and in his impression, he sent Donald home and came back to sleep.

On the contrary, the password of the bank card account with 1 million yuan became very clear when I recalled.

"What are you kidding, if I'm so rich, I still need to go to work?" He Yuan sneered.

He has worked hard for so long, and he has only saved more than 200,000 yuan, one million, which is equivalent to his savings for more than three years without eating or drinking before.

But that memory was too clear, so clear that He Yuan always felt that this was true.

When he reacted, he didn't know when he opened the mobile banking app, entered the account password, and pressed the login button.

He Yuan smiled self-deprecatingly: "I must be crazy, how can the things in the dream be taken seriously, if I can log in, I can have a million, I ......"

He Yuan's voice was stuck in half.