"You don't call it liking, you call it possession. Senior sister said.

"What's wrong with possession, I think it's good to possess. I gave my time, energy, and money, and I can be sure that it is mine and will not betray me. People are much more complicated, you never know what the other party is thinking, I like to have transactions that come and go, I don't like the investment and the return is not proportional, this kind of high-risk business is not suitable for me. "He Yuan.

"According to what you say, everyone can't fall in love anymore?" said the senior sister.

"When people invest in a relationship, they often expect to get something out. For example, when you fall in love, you want to get married, and there is a saying about getting married, some want to get more emotional returns from the other party, some want to be able to get financial benefits, and some want to be able to live a stable life. ”

"Just like many women now ask for a car and a house, this is hoping to have a stop-loss line, even if everyone breaks up in the end, at least I still have material benefits. Pets are different, you invest in pets, you just need it to stay with you, and you can do that. But people, not necessarily. ”

He Yuan got up, "By the way, do you want something to drink?" There was tea, there were drinks, there was mineral water. ”

"Is there any wine?" asked the senior sister.

He Yuan tilted his head and thought for a while: "Yes, it seems that there is red wine, white wine, and champagne." I didn't sleep well before, so I stocked up on some and drank a little before going to bed every night. Are you sure you want to drink it, and if you want it, I'll get it for you?"

"You can have some. Senior sister nodded.

He Yuan went to the house and took a bottle of unopened white wine, and tinkered with the bottle opener for a long time, but he still hadn't opened it.

"Your skills in making wine are not good, give it to me, let me come. The senior sister took the wine bottle, and after three or two clicks, she got the cork out.

He Yuan found two wine glasses and poured the wine.

Sitting on the sofa, He Yuan shook the cup and sighed with emotion: "To be honest, I've always felt that this cork is quite difficult." But when I think about it, if there is no cork, it will be similar to those carbonated drinks, there is no sense of ceremony at all, how to experience the elegance of foreign wine. In the final analysis, people toss themselves hard to find that difference. It's inherently contradictory that we want to fit in with the group and at the same time want to be different. ”

"Drink a drink, why are you young again, I remember that it wasn't like this when you learned to drive. Senior sister sat next to He Yuan, crossed her legs, holding a wine glass in her hand, and shook it from time to time.

She looked a little tired, wearing a black gauze dress, light and transparent, faintly revealing the fair skin inside. She rested her elbows on her laps, her short hair falling down, covering half of her cheeks, decadent and languid.

"I just often wonder what kind of person I am. ”

"I used to want to be a very elite class, and I wanted to be like everyone else. However, when I really came into contact with that level, I found that it didn't seem to be the kind I wanted. Whether it is the living environment or family background, it is incompatible with others, others spend tens of thousands, hundreds of thousands, to buy a bag and shoes, but I have to calculate for a long time, and in the end I feel that it is not worth it and I can't afford it. Others can talk and laugh in front of you, and when they turn around, they will stab you, and the person who was stabbed is still grateful to him, but I, to tell the truth, will be rejected by the people around me. He Yuan put the wine glass on the table and lit a cigarette.

"It's tiring to live like this. ”

"yes, it's tiring. He Yuan took a puff of cigarette and exhaled the smoke: "Sometimes I feel that the more I live, the more I go back, what I like and what I hate, it's hard to say, and it's not easy to express." The higher you climb, the more you lose, and the more you have to learn to be in front of others and behind others. Whoever you get closer to, people want to say that you don't see others as beautiful and want to engage in unspoken rules, you have to keep your distance from everyone, and others want to say that you are pretending to be forced and detached from the masses. ”

Maybe it's because of the relationship between the circle of friends that he posted, which made He Yuan feel a lot of emotion.

Although he had already left that circle, as soon as he saw their message, He Yuan was reminded of his memories again.

Maybe it's because he has a cat that reminds He Yuan of his days in Beijing.

At that time, he also had a cat in Beijing, and he lived in a small room with him every day, sharing weal and woe with him.

It was a sad and difficult time.

"Fame and fortune are a shackle, and the farther you go, the harder it is to be yourself. ”

"So, do you often hook up with little girls?" the senior sister approached He Yuan, looking at him with silky eyes.

He Yuan twisted his head, avoided his senior sister's gaze, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "How dare I, I'm about to become a Buddha, my heart is like water, and I have no desires." ”

"I don't believe it. Senior sister said.

He Yuan smiled and did not answer.

This kind of question, what is there to believe it or not.

Senior sister leaned on He Yuan, stretched out her fingers, and pressed her chin against He Yuan.

"Why don't you dare to look at me all the time?" Senior Sister lay on He Yuan's chest and exhaled like an orchid.

He Yuan was pulled by his senior sister and forcibly turned his head.

Looking at that slightly drunk face, He Yuan's heartbeat accelerated a little.

"Senior sister, you're drunk. He Yuandao.

Senior sister shook her head: "It depends on the person, if you like someone, I will pour a cup." If you don't like it, I'll let you see what it means to be drunk without getting drunk. ”

"Then you're definitely not drunk right now. He Yuan said seriously.

"No, I'm drunk. Senior sister said, reaching out and touching He Yuan's thigh.

He Yuan's hand shook, and the cigarette ash fell on the sofa, but he didn't have the energy to pay attention to it at all.

"Senior Sister ......"

"Huh?"

"You're so hot. ”

"You're hot too......"

When she spoke, the whole person was already snuggled into He Yuan's arms.

The plump body was close to He Yuan's body, and He Yuan felt like he was holding a furnace.

"By the way, you said that you like to possess, that pair of women, do you also like to possess?" the senior sister murmured in He Yuan's ear, a hand roaming over He Yuan's chest.

He Yuan was speechless.

Senior sister rode on He Yuan's lap, looked at him condescendingly, and snorted on He Yuan's face.

"You know, I always feel like you're different. She touched He Yuan's cheek with both hands.

"What's different? He Yuan asked.

"People just want to me, but I don't like that feeling, I think they're too superficial. ”

"How superficial?"

"I can't say it, I always feel that they are just thinking with their lower body, either they are particularly obscene, or they don't want to be responsible. ”

"Men, they always think about the good thing of lifting their pants and not recognizing people. ”

"You're different. ”

"Huh?"

"I love the feeling you just felt when you just said 'possession'. ”

"Huh?"

"Why don't we give it a try and see if you can take possession of ......"

"Don't, wait, don't tear your clothes, that won't work, that won't work......"

……

Early the next morning, He Yuan got up.

I ran by the river for half an hour as usual, took a shower after returning home, threw my shirt into the washing machine, and then ran to see Hei Zhang Fei.

After a night of adaptation, the little one was no longer very afraid, and he jumped around the house in broad daylight, black and black, like a ball of yarn.

The senior sister heard the voice and came out of the room rubbing her eyes.

"Wake up, new one, use it. ”

He Yuan took out the unopened toiletry set from the cabinet and threw it to her.

The senior sister glanced at He Yuan, full of charm, and went to the bathroom with her buttocks.

He Yuan looked at her enchanting back, and his heart was slightly hot.

Breakfast is still eaten at home.

He Yuan added toast bread and cheese this time, fried two slices of eggs, and heated two cups of pure milk.

At the dinner table, the senior sister endured it for a long time, and finally couldn't help but say, "Are you a man or not?" ”

"Don't you know if I'm a man or not. He Yuan took a slice of bread, smeared it with jam, and sandwiched the two slices together and put them in his mouth.

"Who knows if it's a silver spear candle head, it doesn't work. Senior sister said.

The fierceness of the divorced woman made He Yuan a little overwhelmed.

"Ahem, eat, eat, you have to go back to open a store. He Yuanbei choked on bread and hurriedly changed the topic.

"Tell me honestly, do you like men?"

"Straight man, pure. "He Yuan doesn't have a good airway.

"Is that because I'm old and not pretty?" Senior Sister took out her mobile phone, looked at herself, and looked left and right.

"Then do you want to try it? He Yuan looked straight at his senior sister.

"Come on. Senior sister touched He Yuan's thigh, and He Yuan retreated.

After eating, the senior sister drove away.

Before leaving, the senior sister threw down a sentence: "I heard that men's attitudes towards divorced women are not active, refusal, and irresponsible. You really should think about why you are so tired of living on your own. ”

He Yuan lit a cigarette, and the smoke was a little smoky.

I still can't put it down.

He Yuan sighed.

He Yuan returned to the house and began to take care of the little one.

The little guy is still small and doesn't know how to use cat litter.

He Yuan saw that several places in the house were wet, and it was obvious that the little guy had peed.

Pets are like this, every time they arrive in a new environment, they use their own scent to announce the ownership of the site.

He Yuan can be regarded as having taken care of two little milk cats, and he is familiar with this kind of thing.

Wipe it with toilet paper where it pees, then throw the tissue into the litter box and carry the little one into the basin.

The little one writhed in the litter box, trying to escape. He Yuan grabbed the back of its neck again and put it in.

He Yuan pressed the back of its neck, let it stick to the tissue, and muttered: "You are a girl, you are no longer a little milk cat for a month or two, you should know how to go to the toilet in the litter box." ”

The little guy tried several times to escape, but it didn't work. Finally sat in the litter box, and after a while, it began to cock its buttocks.

He Yuan smiled.

After cleaning the house for a while, He Yuan made a cup of tea, pulled a chair, and sat in the courtyard to drink tea.

There is a house, there is a cat, there is a yard.

Life was just perfect.

The only thing that was a little unpleasant was the mosquitoes.

There are many mosquitoes in the countryside, some large and some small.

The big one is the size of a little thumb nail, with thin legs and long wings, and it flies "buzzing", which is particularly annoying.

The small one is even more disgusting, I don't know when I lie on a certain position on my body, and when I find it, that place is already red and swollen.

Elsewhere it's fine, but it's particularly uncomfortable to bite your fingers.

He Yuan often sprayed mosquito repellent and toilet water, but it was still useless.

It seems that it is because the humidity in the countryside is heavier, and there is a lot of fertilizer in the farmhouse, which is suitable for the growth of mosquitoes.

Fortunately, after the renovation, there are many fewer mosquitoes in the old house.

He Yuan was still lighting incense, thinking about getting some mosquito-repellent plants and putting them in the yard, which should be about the same.