In the summer of 97, the biggest winner of the starry awards was Rin Chihara.

He won two important awards again, "Best Script Award" and "Best Work Award", a popular drama in the Republic of China, but he slipped away without waiting for the award ceremony to be completely over - Mei Qianzi's announcement of retirement must be big news, if you don't leave a little earlier, you will have to let the reporter eat it raw after a while.

He took Michiko to borrow the staff passage, went out from the back door, and rushed directly to Nanfang's house in the arranged car, and by the way, he counted the harvest of this season in the car - the five dramas produced a total of more than 69,000 yuan, plus 15 energy potions that won awards, and then they were gone.

This stupid bird system is really picky, rigid and deadly, and now there is no bad mentor to supervise, what can you do if you send more good things?

Rin Chihara sneered all the way to the southern house. He got out of the car and took a look, and found that it was an ordinary town area, neat and clean, and the security was not bad, and the southern house was a small two-story bungalow, and there was a very small front yard, which was somewhat similar to Nobita's home in "Doraemon".

Michiko took out the key to open the door, and Chihara Rin followed her, and when she looked closer, she found that the house was a little old, and couldn't help asking, "How long have you lived here?"

"Yes, Master. This is the house left by my grandfather, and I have lived here since I was a child. ”

"Then your grandfather ......"

"I passed away shortly after I was born, and my grandmother was even earlier. Michiko hadn't mentioned this to Rin Chihara before, but she explained in detail: "My grandfather used to be in business and left a lot of money and real estate for my mother. Michiko pointed in the direction of the street again, "The railroad over there are all small factories, and my grandfather has a warehouse and two factories there, and now he receives rent every year." ”

Rin Chihara nodded silently, if there was no bottom goods at home, it is estimated that Nanbu Ryoko would not be able to raise her daughter so exquisitely, let alone have the leisure to ask her to be a star - it turns out that Nanbu Ryoko is a charter wife, no wonder only her daughter and an artist in the small brokerage company she opened did not starve to death!

He asked again, "You never mentioned your father, did you pass away too?" He felt that Michiko's father should be gone, otherwise Michiko would at least mention it on weekdays.

Michiko opened the door, led him in, and said with a smile while looking for slippers for him in the entrance: "I don't know, my mother has always said that my father was killed by a car, but in fact, she has never been married, I am an illegitimate child, I can't figure out who my father is - my mother will light a brazier for my father during the Obon Festival, and the neighbors are all dead when my father is dead, and they usually take care of us!"

Rin Chihara expressed his understanding that the atmosphere was not as open as it was after 2010, and unwed mothers were discriminated against.

He laughed, "I won't tell anyone." ”

"I know, Master. Michiko didn't mind that Rin Chihara knew the secrets of their family at all, and she didn't care about her father, who she hadn't seen, and smiled sweetly: "Master, don't worry about me, I'm not the only one in this world who doesn't have a father." ”

Rin Chihara touched her little head and smiled with relief, "It's good if you don't care." ”

As they spoke, they changed their shoes and entered the living room, and Michiko was about to scream to tell her mother that Rin Chihara was coming, but she didn't expect Ryoko Nanbu to be in the living room.

The smell of alcohol in the living room is very strong, and the TV is a little crooked when it is black, as if it has been broken by something. On the coffee table was a pile of stray bottles, both beer and foreign wine, and Nanbu Ryoko curled up on the tatami mat and looked at the ceiling, looking haggard and helpless.

Michiko instantly lost the mind to laugh with Rin Chihara, walked over and knelt down on the sofa, handed the "plate" of the "starring actress award" to Nanbu Ryoko, and said softly: "Mom, this is what you have always wanted, I brought it back for you." ”

Nanfang Liangzi didn't answer or answer, there was no expression on his face, and he looked like he was more sad than dead.

Rin Chihara walked over and sat down cross-legged, picked up a wine bottle by the way, found that it was an empty brandy bottle, put it back on the coffee table, and instructed Michiko: "Michiko, go make a pot of tea for your mother." ”

Michiko hesitated for a moment, put the "plate" on the coffee table, got up and went to the kitchen to make tea, and Chihara Rin thought that Minami Ryoko might go crazy at home, and also thought that she might beat and scold people when she saw Michiko, but she didn't expect her to be like this.

He was silent for a while, and then said softly, "Lady South, do you want to talk?"

Nanbu Ryoko was only half drunk, slowly turned her head to him, and asked in a very low tone: "What did I do wrong, why did she have to retire? She thought I was strict and didn't let me be her agent, didn't I have done it properly? Why did she still do such a thing...... What the hell am I doing wrong? I'm doing everything for her good, and I've spent ten years with her!"

"Are you all for her?"

Nanfang Ryoko was stunned, and immediately said with resentment: "Who else can I do it for if it's not for her?" Yes, I have dreamed of being a star since I was a child, I didn't succeed, I hope she can succeed, so what? If she succeeds, isn't she the biggest beneficiary? Flowers, applause, flashing lights, countless money, a life that everyone envies, she is here to enjoy, not me!"

"It's not a life that everybody envies, it's a life you envy, Lady South. Chihara Rin said softly: "She doesn't want this, have you really thought about how painful it is to be forced to do what you don't want to do? She has a strong sense of self-esteem, and she was dragged by you to accompany her to drink, laugh, and beg someone to kneel, have you ever thought about how uncomfortable she is? Other children can play and eat snacks, she has been receiving strict training since she was three years old, and she has been in cram school training classes one after another, can you stand it? What is Vanity Fair like in the entertainment industry, you know in your heart, you force her to jump into it, guard against this every day, be careful of that, have you ever thought about what she feels like in her heart?"

Chihara Rin asked a few words, was silent for a while, and said in a slow tone: "Lady Nanbo, Michiko...... No, Chihaya is old, she has her own thoughts, she is a person, you shouldn't treat her like that! Human hearts have a limit to endure, you may have spent a lot of time and energy on her in the past ten years, but you have been putting pressure on her, and have been challenging her mental endurance, which ...... Not true!"

Nanbu Ryoko looked at Rin Chihara for a moment, and then said in a dumb voice: "No? Okay, then you tell me what's right! Just watch and do nothing? You come and tell me how to be this mother! Can you?"

"I can!" Rin Chihara didn't evade, and said directly: "If Chihara was my daughter, I wouldn't force her to do anything, I would learn about her hobbies, cultivate her in the things she likes, support her, and give her the ability to realize her ideals and pursue what she wants." ”

"But she's talented!"

"Talent is not the reason why she should be guilty, we can slowly guide her, let her discover the charm of acting by herself, be interested in acting, like acting, and want to act - you let her chase your ideals, of course she is not happy, of course she doesn't want to endure pain, but if she pursues her own ideals instead, she will persevere, and she will not think about running away all day long!"

Nanfang Liangzi was speechless for a while, and said blankly: "You just said, raising children is not as simple as you say......"

Rin Chihara also admitted this, nodded and said, "I haven't been a parent, and I can only talk about it, and I know it's hard to do this, but you also have to admit that this is really for Chihaya's good, right?"

Nanbu Ryoko didn't nod, just more confused, "But what does she like?"

Chihara Rin shook his head slightly, he didn't know what his unlucky apprentice liked, and Michiko came over with a tea tray at this time, and said softly: "Mom, this question Master can't answer, I don't know what I like now." ”

Ryoko Nanbu looked at her, while Michiko handed her a cup of tea and continued, "In the past, all my things were arranged by my mother, and I didn't know what other lives were like, or even what I should like, so I asked my mother to give me a chance to try it...... I'm only twelve years old, I still have a lot of time, and I'll find the path I want to take in life. ”

She gave Rin Chihara another cup of tea, and then said softly: "Mom, I don't want to carry your life anymore, I don't want to be used by you to achieve your ideals, you can hate me, just like I hated you before...... Do you remember when I fell up the stairs the year before? I actually did it on purpose, I wanted to break my head so that I wouldn't have to go to the audition! I was so happy when I fell down, I wanted to see the look on your face that you missed a good opportunity, but unfortunately I didn't. ”

Then she smiled, "It's good that I didn't break my head, otherwise I wouldn't have met Master." You don't blame him, if he hadn't taken me as a disciple, maybe after a while I would have chosen a high place and fallen—I really hated you then, and I wanted you to try my pain too! I can't resist you, I can only hurt your favorite tool, which is me. ”

Nanbu Ryoko looked at her daughter and hesitated: "Tools, no, you are my daughter, you ...... Why didn't you tell me before?"

"In the past, I felt like I was a tool of yours, and I told you many times when I was a child, I didn't want to act anymore, I didn't want to be taken by you to do this and that anymore, but you beat me, put me in the closet, hugged me and cried, and told me that it wasn't because you wanted to give birth to me, you were already a star, have you forgotten?" Michiko picked up the trophy of the starry reward and looked at it, and handed it to her," You gave birth to me, raised me, and spent a lot of time on me, I am very grateful, so please Master helped me get this, and now I give it to you, but I will not act for you again in the future, please understand. ”

After a pause, she added in a firm tone: "It's okay if you don't understand, now that everyone knows that I have retired, you can no longer force me to do anything!"

Nanbu Ryoko finally took the "plate", shook her hand and stroked the lines of "The 25th Star Award, Leading Actress Award, Michiko Fukasawa", and finally cried: "I didn't expect it to be like this, I really want you to get everything I want for your good...... I didn't even get married for you, my mind was all on you, but I didn't expect that in the end, you hated me......"

Michiko's expression did not change, and she said softly: "Mom, no matter what, I will not act for you anymore." ”

Nanfang Liangzi didn't speak, just held the "plate" and began to nod desperately, choked up: "You can do whatever you want, I can't control you anyway!"

Rin Chihara sighed and said to Michiko, "Get your mother a hot towel." ”

Michiko immediately got up and left, and Chihara Rin said to Nanbu Ryoko again: "Nanbu Lady, you are still her mother, this will not change, don't think too much, don't be too sad, but please understand her thoughts, be more considerate and considerate of her, and start a new mother-daughter life......"

Ryoko Nanbu didn't speak, just hugged the "plate" and cried, Chihara Rin waited for a while, shook his head lightly, and sighed: "No matter what you do, I hope you don't beat her, scold her, or embarrass her." I sent Chihaya back, just worried about this, if it happens, you should understand, I will not sit idly by. ”

"I never wanted to hurt her, I'm her mother!" Nanbu Ryoko choked up: "I used to beat her, and I just hoped that she would be motivated...... What's the use of hitting her now?"

Rin Chihara nodded slowly: "That's the best, as long as you don't embarrass her." ”

At this time, Michiko ran back with a hot towel in small steps, wiped her face directly from Nanbu Ryoko, and said softly: "Mom, don't cry, Master is here, it's too ugly." ”

Nanbu Ryoko cried even harder, hugged Michiko and said, "Can we really start again?" I really don't know that you want to start self-harming......

Michiko said softly: "It's just that time, after I met the master, I didn't think about it anymore, and at that time I suddenly felt that there was hope in life, and I really wanted to go to the master every day to play games for a while, maybe I was the kind of person who had no interest in my mother's mouth!"

"No, no, I hurt you, I ruined your talent......"

"No, Mom, I just don't want to do those things with you anymore, I don't want to beg strangers, I don't want to entertain people with bad intentions, I don't want to do any more messy things. Mei Qianzi was very mature, and said with a smile: "You don't have to worry about me learning badly, and the master is in charge of me, if I learn badly, the master will definitely lose his temper, I don't dare." ”

......

After hearing a few words, Rin Chihara got up and left, letting their mother and daughter talk for a while - Michiko has already created a fait accompli, and it is estimated that Ryoko Nanfang, who is a mother, will cry for a while and accept her fate, otherwise what can she do?

As long as you don't think about it, you can't find a short-term view, or you are crazy enough to want to die with Mei Qianzi, anyway, they have to live under the same roof for a long, long time, and they have the most intimate blood relationship in the world, as time goes by, the day when the resentment between each other will finally be eliminated, can it become like an ordinary mother and daughter, right?

Let's hope for it!