Chapter 111: Don't Leave Me
"Knock ......."
Only then did he go back to the office and sit down, and when Jiang Nian was reading the email, there was a knock on the door.
When I looked up, it was Lu Chengzhou.
"Husband. ”
Looking at Jiang Nian, listening to her soft and reliable "husband", Lu Chengzhou raised the corners of his thin sexy lips and smiled, looking at her pair of black eyes, he didn't know how gentle and spoiled he was, and the next second, he raised his legs and strode towards Jiang Nian, holding a tray in his hand, in which there was a cup of freshly brewed hot milk and a plate of dried fruits.
Coming to Jiang Nian's desk, Lu Chengzhou put down the tray in his hand, and then, directly around to her, knelt down on one knee in front of her, leaned over and put his ear on Jiang Nian's high bulging belly, to listen to the child's movements.
Jiang Nian sat in the big chair, looked down at Lu Chengzhou, raised his hand, and stroked his cheek, but in his heart, he couldn't suppress a burst of distress.
Lu Chengzhou lost weight, although it was not very obvious, but Jiang Nian could feel it very clearly.
Although the drug slowed down the deterioration of Lu Chengzhou's condition, it was impossible to completely control the development of the disease, and in the past two months, he began to have symptoms of nausea and vomiting, but every time, Lu Chengzhou did not let her know, let alone let her see.
But how could she not know!
"Did the little guy naughty kick you today?" After lying on Jiang Nian's big belly and listening for a while, Lu Chengzhou asked her with a smile.
Jiang Nian smiled and nodded, "Well, I kicked a few times just now, so I had a lot of strength." ”
"Did it hurt you?" Raising his head, Lu Chengzhou looked at Jiang Nian and asked.
Jiang Nian shook his head and smiled, "I'm used to it." ”
Lu Chengzhou smiled, then stood up, and then, lowered his head and kissed Jiang Nian's forehead, "This kid seems to be very strong, don't worry about being bullied by others in the future." ”
Jiang Nian looked up at him, his eyes were clear, with the charm and brightness of a happy little woman, and pouted, "If you don't let him bully others in the future, I'll thank God." ”
Lu Chengzhou smiled, extremely indulgent, went to pinch the tip of her delicate little nose, and then took the milk over and brought it to her, "Drink it while it's hot." ”
Jiang Nian glanced at the cup of milk that was still steaming, pursed the corners of his lips and looked at Lu Chengzhou, and said coquettishly, "I'm not hungry, okay if I don't drink it?" ”
Lu Chengzhou leaned in front of the desk, looked at the incomparably charming and moving woman in front of him, and said lightly, "If he kicks you again, when he comes out, I will teach him a good lesson for you." ”
Jiang Nian pursed his lips and continued to be coquettish, "No, when he is born, I'm afraid you will be reluctant to beat him." ”
Lu Chengzhou smiled, looking at her, his black eyes were shining, and he was extremely gentle, "Don't worry, no matter who bullies my wife, I will definitely not let him go."
After the words fell, he picked up the milk, took a sip of it himself, and then, pressing his head down, grabbed Jiang Nian's red lips.
Jiang Nian looked at the focused and affectionate handsome face enlarged in front of him, and the corners of his lips raised a touch of happiness.
A glass of milk, Lu Chengzhou fed it for seven or eight minutes before he finished feeding, and after feeding, he was neither light nor heavy, and he bit Jiang Nian's lip flap lightly before leaving.
"Is it delicious?" Looking at her, Lu Chengzhou's long fingers hooked her chin, raised his lips, and asked with great satisfaction.
Sitting in the chair, Jiang Nian raised his head and looked at him close at hand, his beautiful eyebrows and eyes hated him fiercely, charming as silk, and did not speak, but the crimson cheeks already said everything.
"Do you want dried fruits?" As he spoke, Lu Chengzhou had already taken a walnut kernel, put it in his mouth, chewed it slowly, his scorching black eyes, and stared at Jiang Nian in front of him fixedly.
Jiang Nian pouted, "Don't, I'll eat it myself." ”
As she spoke, she took two raisins and ate them herself, and while eating, she took a folder and handed it to Lu Chengzhou, "Look at it, this is submitted by the project department today." ”
Lu Chengzhou nodded, accepted, and asked, "What do you think?"
Jiang Nian pursed his lips, took a walnut kernel from the plate, and sent it to Lu Chengzhou's mouth, Lu Chengzhou opened his mouth, took the walnut kernel that Jiang Nian fed to his mouth into his mouth, and by the way, kissed her finger before letting go.
Jiang Nian hated him, a white little face, more and more red and seductive, translucent.
Lu Chengzhou glanced at her and smiled contentedly, then opened the folder and looked at it seriously.......
The two of them were discussing business, and before they knew it, most of the hours had passed, if it weren't for Hua Wen knocking on the door and looking for Lu Chengzhou, the two of them would have been able to talk forever.
At work, they always have too many consensuses and common topics, they cherish each other, and they can't seem to finish talking, while Lu Chengzhou is a vast ocean, and there are too many things in him that are worth learning and exploring in Jiang Nian, so talking about work with Lu Chengzhou is one of the things that Jiang Nian enjoys the most.
After looking at the time, there was still half an hour before getting off work, and before leaving, Lu Chengzhou lowered his head again, kissed Jiang Nian's red lips, and advised, "Don't be too tired, go home from work in half an hour." ”
Jiang Nian looked at him, nodded obediently, and promised a "good" word.
Huawen stood at the door, watching the relationship getting better and better, all aspects becoming more and more synchronized and harmonious, and the two of them becoming more and more affectionate, envious and jealous of Jiang Nian from the bottom of her heart, but she didn't hate, she didn't hate at all, because, since Jiang Nian appeared, everyone could see Lu Chengzhou's changes clearly.
Lu Chengzhou, who used to hardly smile much, has been full of spring breeze almost every day since he had Jiang Nian.
Lu Chengzhou loves Jiang Nian and loves her from the bottom of his bones.
In Lu Chengzhou's only remaining life, to have the woman he loves most by his side all the time, presumably, this is the greatest happiness.
Looking at Jiang Nian, who was extremely spoiled, Lu Chengzhou went to rub her short hair, and he, who was originally sitting on her desk, stood up and turned to leave.
Just as Lu Chengzhou turned to leave, a dull pain hit the position of his abdomen, and his brows twisted fiercely, but he endured it and didn't let Jiang Nian find any abnormality in him, without a pause in his steps, let alone a trace of disorder, he strode out of her office.
Jiang Nian looked at the back of him leaving, looking at his obviously shrunken figure, how could she not know what was going on.
However, Lu Chengzhou didn't want her to know, let alone worry or be sad, so she pretended not to know, but seeing him hurt like that, he still had to straighten his back and strode away as if nothing happened, Jiang Nian couldn't help it, and his eyes were wet.
"Boss!" Hua Wen stood at the door, facing Lu Chengzhou, Jiang Nian couldn't see it, but Hua Wen could see it clearly, after Lu Chengzhou left Jiang Nian's office, she strode over and helped him.
Lu Chengzhou hurriedly raised his hand to stop her, and then, with the severe pain in the ninja's abdomen, he strode back to his office, and Hua Wen immediately went to get him medicine, poured water, and gave him food.
The severe pain in the abdomen is more frequent every time, almost every day or two, and the attack is getting longer and longer, so the doctor prescribed pain medicine to Lu Chengzhou.
But these painkillers have great side effects on the body, and if it is not a last resort, Lu Chengzhou will not choose to take painkillers.
Therefore, after Hua Wen came over with the medicine, Lu Chengzhou waved his hand and refused.
He is now taking a large number of drugs every day to control the rapid spread of cancer cells, many functions of the body have been invaded by cancer cells, and problems have begun to appear, he does not want to take more drugs to make his physical condition worse.
If he could bear it, he gritted his teeth and endured it.
Hua Wen stood aside, watching Lu Chengzhou's brows twisted into a Sichuan character in pain, and a dense layer of cold sweat broke out on his forehead, and his distressed and sad heart was like a knife.
However, she couldn't do anything except stand there and watch Lu Chengzhou.
"I'll call Mr. Jiang ......."
"Don't call her. "I really didn't want Lu Chengzhou to suffer such pain alone, so Hua Wen turned around and went to call Jiang Nian.
It's just that before she finished speaking, Lu Chengzhou immediately opened her eyes, stopped her, and warned, "Huawen, don't be too self-conscious." ”
Hua Wen turned around and looked at Lu Chengzhou, whose face was pale in pain, sullen, and nodded.
"Get out, and let a couple of directors in ten minutes. He closed his eyes again, faintly, Lu Chengzhou ordered.
"Yes, boss. Huawen nodded, and after looking at Lu Chengzhou a few more times, she turned around and went out.
Ten minutes later, the pain in Lu Chengzhou's abdomen completely faded, the situation recovered, several directors came in, and had a short meeting with him, the time of the meeting was well grasped, not long or short, and it ended in twenty minutes.
After the meeting, Lu Chengzhou got off work and went directly to Jiang Nian's office, when he arrived at Jiang Nian's office, Jiang Nian was turning off the computer and cleaning up.
Seeing Lu Chengzhou coming in, Jiang Nian got up and went over, and immediately stretched out his hand and hugged him.
Looking at Jiang Nian, who was becoming more and more attached to him, Lu Chengzhou didn't know how happy and satisfied he was, so he hugged her tightly, lowered his head, kissed the top of her hair lightly, and said in a low and mellow voice with a few strands of dullness, "What's wrong?"
Jiang Nian snuggled into his arms, rubbed his little face in his warm neck socket, and said in a soft and glutinous voice, "Husband, it's only been half an hour, I miss you so much, what should I do?"
"Heh......." Holding Jiang Nian, extremely satisfied, Lu Chengzhou smiled, his long knobby fingers hooked her chin, lowered his head, kissed her red lips lightly, raised his narrow eyebrows and said with a smile, "That's not as good as this, we will work together in the future." ”
In the past six months, except for office hours, Jiang Nian and Lu Chengzhou have been almost inseparable, and they have not been separated for a minute or a second.
In fact, attachment is a habit, and once it is formed, it will only become more and more attached.
In the past, Jiang Nian never thought that he would be so attached to a man, and he was attached to the extent of dependence.
However, now, she especially likes her dependence on Lu Chengzhou.
What she hopes most is that this dependence can continue forever, Lu Chengzhou will always be by her side, and never leave her.
Listening to Lu Chengzhou's low and mellow laughter, Jiang Nian poked his head out of his arms, looked at him with a pair of incomparably clear and bright eyes, couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips, smiled, the smile was incomparably bright and clean, clean and deadly, like an innocent child, thought about it and frowned, "Then the whole company, don't laugh at us?"
"Haha......." Looking at the delicate and lovely Jiang Nian in his arms, Lu Chengzhou laughed heartily, "Then set a rule, no matter at any time, the employees of the company are not allowed to talk about the boss and the boss lady in private." ”
Jiang Nian looked at him, Qingli's eyebrows were still frowning and thinking, "Wouldn't this be too domineering?"
"Domineering is domineering, who calls my wife like it. ”
Jiang Nian, "......."
"Let's go, go home first. Saying that, Lu Chengzhou instead hugged Jiang Nian's shoulder.
Although the child is full-term and is about to give birth, in addition to the belly, Jiang Nian's limbs are still slender, and there is basically no flesh on his face, which is not much worse than before.
"Hmm. Jiang Nian agreed, and Lu Chengzhou hugged him, and the two of them walked out together, begging as they went, "I'll make dinner when I go back, okay?"
Now, even if he can do a little more for Lu Chengzhou, it is the happiest thing for Jiang Nian.
Lu Chengzhou hugged her, lowered his head and kissed her eyebrows, "Okay, then I'll help you." ”
"Hmm. ”
..............
When they got home, the two of them immediately went into the kitchen and got busy.
Lu Chengzhou's current situation is not suitable for eating any stimulating food, Jiang Nian originally liked spicy food, but for Lu Chengzhou's sake, the dishes she cooked would be mainly light.
However, Lu Chengzhou took care of her appetite and would cook one or two dishes with a heavier flavor at every meal.
The two of them made dinner together, ate together, and after the meal, Sister Ying and Sister Rong cleaned up, and the two of them went outside for a walk and went to the stable to see Yue Ying and a few other horses.
Jiang Nian can't ride a horse now with a big belly, and Lu Chengzhou won't ride anymore, but as long as he has time, he will come to the stable with Jiang Nian to take care of a few horses, although several horses have always been taken care of by a special person.
When I came back from the stable, it was already half past eight in the evening, Jiang Nian washed his hair and took a bath, and Lu Chengzhou also went to take a bath, and after that, Jiang Nian took the medicine and gave it to Lu Chengzhou.
Some anti-cancer drugs are specially developed for Lu Chengzhou's body and condition after research and analysis of Lu Chengzhou's genes, and the efficacy is naturally better than that of ordinary anti-cancer drugs.
It's just that it is impossible to cure Lu Chengzhou's pancreatic cancer, but only to slow down the deterioration of his condition.
Six kinds of medicines, some are anti-cancer, and some protect various organs in the body, twenty or thirty pills, when Jiang Nian sent them to Lu Chengzhou, he didn't frown every time, and swallowed them all in two or three bites.
After taking medicine, Lu Chengzhou put on beautiful music, and then hugged Jiang Nian, the two of them read books together, or watched movies and television, or, discussed some company matters together, before ten o'clock in the evening, the two of them would go to bed.
Jiang Nian has a big belly now, he can't sleep on his face, he can only sleep sideways, even if he sleeps on his side, he will wake up in the middle of the night because he is uncomfortable, and no matter how Jiang Nian sleeps, Lu Chengzhou will definitely hold Jiang Nian and let her be as comfortable as possible.
Now, sleeping with Jiang Nian has become a habit for Lu Chengzhou.
As long as he can hold her, look at her, and smell the exclusive fragrance on her body, Lu Chengzhou feels extremely satisfied.
"There are five days left until the due date, so let's go to the hospital first. The two of them went to bed, turned off the lights, Lu Chengzhou hugged Jiang Nian, face to face with her, through the faint moonlight pouring in from the window, looking at her who closed her eyes and shrunk in her arms like a lazy little meow, Lu Chengzhou spoke low and softly, and proposed.
Jiang Nian shrunk comfortably in his arms and shook his head, "It's not good, I don't want it." ”
She didn't want to lie down in the hospital if she had nothing to do, she had to stay by Lu Chengzhou's side, and she would never be admitted to the hospital until the last moment.
Lu Chengzhou looked at her, bowed his head and smiled incomparably, and the shallow stubble on his chin rubbed lightly on her forehead and said, "Little fool, I'll accompany you." ”
"Nope. Extremely firmly, Jiang Nian refused, "I'll go to the hospital when the seizures start." ”
Maybe because he is young enough and his body is not bad, so this child, Jiang Nian is very easy to conceive, except for the time when Lu Chengzhou's condition was checked, and the mood fluctuations were too great and almost led to a miscarriage, other times, it was very good.
Of course, it is undeniable that Lu Chengzhou is not by her side all the time, takes care of her, and has the most professional doctors and nutritionists to make her baby so easy.
Looking at the stubborn little woman in his arms, Lu Chengzhou took a deep breath, helplessly but extremely doting, "Okay, then listen to you, and I'll go when the attack is over." ”
Anyway, he has already let the doctor live in the house, and the company also has an infirmary, so there is no need to worry too much about the doctor at all times.
"Hmm. Lazily, Jiang Nian shrank into his arms, rubbed, changed to a more comfortable position, and made a note from his nasal cavity.
"Good, let's sleep!" Bowing his head, Lu Chengzhou went to kiss Jiang Nian's forehead again, hugged her with both hands, and said in a low voice.
Jiang Nian was tired, so he reached out and casually hugged Lu Chengzhou's sturdy waist without a trace of fat, nodded, and fell into a deep sleep.......
In the middle of the night, I don't know when, in a daze, Jiang Nian felt that Lu Chengzhou's hands that were originally holding her were slowly withdrawn, and then, the warm and comfortable chest also left.
Lu Chengzhou got out of bed.
When he realized this, Jiang Nian opened his eyes in a daze, and sure enough, through the faint moonlight outside the window, Jiang Nian saw that Lu Chengzhou got out of bed and was striding in the direction of the bathroom.
"Chengzhou ......." called in a low voice, Jiang Nian supported himself a little awkwardly, sat up from the bed, and called Lu Chengzhou in a low voice.
It's just that Lu Chengzhou heard the voice behind him, but he didn't stop, but increased his steps, and walked barefoot in the direction of the bathroom more quickly.
"Chengzhou!"
"Bang!"
Just when Jiang Nian noticed that something was wrong and wanted to stop Lu Chengzhou, Lu Chengzhou suddenly closed the bathroom door, and Jiang Nian obviously heard that Lu Chengzhou quickly locked the door.
"Chengzhou!" Almost immediately, Jiang Nian lifted the quilt, got out of bed, and rushed to the bathroom door barefoot, even forgetting that she was a pregnant woman who was about to give birth.
"Chengzhou, what's wrong with you, open the door and let me accompany you, okay?" Rushing to the door, almost pleading, Jiang Nian shouted while knocking on the door.
It's just that no matter how he knocked on the door and begged, Lu Chengzhou just didn't open the door, her ears were attached to the door panel, although the sound insulation of the house was really good, but she could still hear it clearly, Lu Chengzhou vomited inside.
He threw up again, and this was the sixth time that Jiang Nian had known.
Abdominal pain, nausea, vomiting, and weight loss caused by pancreatic cancer have all been reflected in Lu Chengzhou's body in the past six months.
Thinking that Lu Chengzhou was suffering all kinds of pain every day, and she couldn't do anything for her, Jiang Nian was really uncomfortable, so uncomfortable, not only uncomfortable, but she was even more afraid, really afraid.
The doctor said that pancreatic cancer is advanced, and under normal circumstances, it will not live for more than a year.
Now, half a year has passed, although they have spent a lot of money to develop special anti-cancer drugs for Lu Chengzhou's situation, but who knows how effective these drugs can be.
"Chengzhou, husband, please, open the door and let me accompany you, okay?" Thinking that Lu Chengzhou's time was getting less and less, not even half a year, Jiang Nian was irrepressibly scared, and his tears were even more uncontrollable, and he burst out of his eyes.
She doesn't want Lu Chengzhou to die, she doesn't want it!
"Husband, say it, no matter what, we will face it together, don't leave me, don't leave me, okay, you open the door, open the door, okay......." Lying at the door, Jiang Nian begged, in the dark, a pair of eyes full of tears flickered, completely blurring her eyes.
"Ah.......h
Suddenly, the position of the abdomen, bursts of pain came, and one after another became more intense, uncontrollable, Jiang Nian let out a soft cry, the whole person leaned against the wall on the side, holding his big belly, slid down little by little, and there seemed to be hot liquid between his legs, which slowly flowed out.
In the bathroom, after Lu Chengzhou vomited out all the undigested things in his stomach, he felt much better.
Just as he finished vomiting and pressed the toilet to flush away all the filth, he immediately felt that the situation at the door seemed to be wrong, because everything suddenly fell silent and there was no sound.
Realizing something, the next second, he turned around and rushed in the direction of the door.
When he came to the door, when he opened the door, by the bright light shining from the bathroom, he saw Jiang Nian who was soft on the ground at a glance, as well as the liquid overflowing from between her legs.
The black eyes sank suddenly, and almost immediately, Lu Chengzhou leaned down, picked up Jiang Nian horizontally, and then strode out.......