Chapter 1: Messed up

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With him, it was chaotic from the beginning.

The atmosphere is ambiguous, the smell of alcohol is strong, and the floor-to-ceiling curtains are tightly closed, making it difficult to tell whether it is day or night.

The pain of the hangover came from all directions, Qin Yan pulled open the sweaty quilt, and when he moved, he found that not only did he have a headache, but even his limbs were extremely sore.

She sat up, and suddenly a whimper came from behind her ears.

In an instant, the broken strings in my brain suddenly connected. Qin Yan covered the quilt and looked back.

A man lay beside him, the back of his head facing her, his broad and powerful shoulders showing a strong sense of presence.

Even if she didn't have to look at the man's face, she knew that it wasn't her boyfriend.

She had already noticed it, and before she could refuse, she was still caught by this man.

Sadly, this man is still ...... She didn't dare to do anything to him at all.

Qin Yan swallowed his saliva, and his broken brain began to recall, those messy, hot and steaming pictures kept pouring in, and the more he thought about it, the more chaotic his heart became.

Qin Yan has never been a twisted person, and the complicated family relationship has long trained her strong enough heart, but this does not mean that she has no shame.

Especially when I think of my boyfriend Lin Shen, this ...... She couldn't get past herself no matter what.

I don't want to face the embarrassment of a man waking up and staring at each other.

While the person on the bed had not woken up yet, Qin Yan hurriedly dressed and ran out.

Back at home, Qin Yan asked for leave from the company and took a shower in the bathroom.

Over and over again until the body is washed red and peeled.

Things are completely out of order......

From day to night, Qin Yanku sat on the sofa, thought about it for a day, and disgusted himself for no reason. Even with the cozy nest arranged with Lin Shen, she was very irritable when she saw it, and felt that this irritability should not be, and at the end she felt very guilty and empty.

On the coffee table are the discs that the two usually like to watch, and on weekends or festivals, she and Lin Shen always like to nest on the sofa and watch classic foreign movies. When the love is strong, there will always be strange traces on the sofa.

Qin Yan doesn't like to cry when she encounters trouble, she always thinks that it is a sign of weakness, from childhood to adulthood, the family environment does not allow her to do this.

However, at this moment, she touched the corner of her eye, and rarely touched a little cold.

I miss Lin Shen so much, she sighed bitterly.

Lin Shen has been on a business trip for three days, and eight o'clock tonight is exactly the time when he arrives home.

Seeing that the hands of the clock were turning to ten o'clock, Qin Yan didn't even wait for Lin Shen's call.

She leaned against the sofa, her eyes open, but she couldn't see a little light in her clear eyes.

I opened my mouth, but I felt dry.

At eleven o'clock, the sound of unlocking finally sounded in the hallway. Qin Yan's mind suddenly came back to his senses, and he ran to the entrance, and Lin Shen just closed the door and entered the house.

"Haven't slept yet?"

The man's voice was tired.

"I know you're back, waiting. Qin Yan took the clothes from the man's hand, hung them on the hanger at the door, and tried his best to maintain a normal tone.

"Go to bed early, I'm going to wash up. Lin Shenwu walked past Qin Yan and went directly to the bathroom, not even seeing the intimacy he should have for many days.

Qin Yan pinched the corners of his clothes, looked at the man's back, and was distracted for a moment.

When did they become so cold?

Should I confess to him about that?

Qin Yan lay on the bed, and the sound of bathing water was still flowing in the bathroom, banging on Qin Yan's constricted heart. Panic and weakness have never been so widespread.

She closed her eyes and forced herself not to listen. After a while, the sound of water in the bathroom was finally heard.

After a while, the soft bed behind her sank down, and she rolled over and burrowed into the man's arms.

"Let me hold for a moment. Qin Yan hugged the man's waist, his head next to each other, like a stray puppy sucking warmth hard in winter.

Lin Shen squinted his eyes in response, and his hand naturally stroked Qin Yan's arm.

"How was this business trip?" Qin Yan rubbed in the man's arms, looking for a topic, hiding his emotions that were about to erupt.

There are some things that it is better to tell him, but you have to take your time.

When the man heard this, his squinted eyes suddenly opened, revealing the boredom inside.

"What do you want to ask? I'm already tired from a business trip, and I don't want to report like I work in the company when I get home, don't you think it's annoying and tiring?"

Qin Yan's body froze, and all the words he wanted to say before were blocked.

For a moment, there was only silence in the air.

The man seemed to be very angry and didn't say anything more, but turned over, turned his back to Qin Yan, and just slept by himself.

Qin Yan tugged at his heart, and the unfinished words were still pressed in his heart after all.

Four years of sweet love in college, three years of cohabitation life day and night, how did it become like this?

Inside, Qin Yan has always wanted to be a little woman and try to protect the dignity of men. Even if the other party didn't earn as much as her, she never complained about anything. She prides herself on being a thoughtful lover, but she didn't expect a word to ignite a man's fire tonight.

In just twenty-four hours, the injuries and grievances suffered by Qin Yan can become the fuse of collapse for a woman.

But she doesn't want to give up her hard-won life and lover, and some things are better than she knows for the rest of her life.

This night, the two were back to back, and the bed was separated by a wide distance, like an elongated battle line.

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