Chapter 18: Suspicion or Trust

After hanging up the phone, Ji Zhilan returned to Ji Zhiheng's residence and prepared to have a light meal with him. Ji Zhiheng lived alone after graduating from college, although he was not very good at taking care of housework, but because there were few things, his home seemed to be in order.

Ji Zhilan sat down on the sofa in the living room and turned her head to look at Ji Zhiheng beside her.

"Break up, get up. No wonder you look so lost. Tsk, but your face is too exaggerated, it shouldn't all be because of the breakup. Is it because you are all doing art like this? are all so tired. Ji Zhilan said.

"We?" Ji Zhiheng noticed the key to her words and raised his eyebrows.

"Oh, and Pan'an, when I went to look for her today, I found out that she was sick. ”

"Sick. What's wrong?"

"What does it have to do with you, don't you have a girlfriend who broke up temporarily?

β€œ...... I can't even ask, I'm afraid that she will delay the progress of the work and cause me trouble. ”

"Damn, you're too ruthless. ”

"You see, I care about you saying that I am delicate, and I don't care if you say that I am ruthless. Ji Zhiheng smiled and shook his head, "It's really hard to be a good person." ”

Ji Zhilan also smiled, didn't talk to him about this topic again, and went to the kitchen to check what other ingredients were at home. In the end, she came to the conclusion that there were no ingredients in this home. It seems that Ji Zhiheng rarely cooks by himself. She didn't bother to go out, so she and Ji Zhiheng ordered some takeaway with beer and fried chicken.

After eating and drinking, the two siblings began to chat. Ji Zhilan asked about Geng Yao, and Ji Zhiheng said that they had known each other in their third year of high school.

Ji Zhilan was surprised. "Aren't you always very good with Pan An in high school, I thought you didn't get in touch with new girls until college. ”

"Yu Pan'an and I have not been together since because of some misunderstandings - it was I who misunderstood her. So it's kind of embarrassing for her. ”

"yes, I don't think you think so. Ji Zhilan said, "You are really alienated enough to have a mouthful of Yu Pan'an now." Even if you're not together, you don't have to be like this, at least they're good friends. ”

"You have to avoid suspicion. ”

"Aren't you single already? Okay, okay, you're single for the time being. Then let's not talk about Pan'an, let's talk about your temporary ex-girlfriend who broke up temporarily, what is your situation. ”

Ji Zhilan said Ji Zhiheng a little crying and laughing "temporarily" one by one. "There's really nothing complicated," he said. I met in my third year of high school, and I was together not long after graduation, and I went to college together for four years. At first, she chased me, but strange to say, I never felt that she liked me. ”

"And then you broke up?"

"It's not. How old are they, who would break up because of this kind of thing. Ji Zhiheng said, "And after returning to China, I obviously felt that she seemed to pay more attention to me than before." My mom has always disliked her, and not long after I returned to China, my mom arranged for me to meet Yu Pan'an, and she was very angry about this at the time. There is also a hot search on Weibo a while ago that I don't know you...... Forget it, you definitely didn't watch it. To put it simply, Geng Yao hated Yu Panan because of me, and found someone to slander her article for plagiarism, which made a big fuss. ”

"What?" Hearing that Yu Pan'an was wronged, Ji Zhilan couldn't sit still.

Ji Zhiheng hurriedly persuaded her, "I know you're angry, and I felt unbelievable when I heard it. But later, Geng Yao quickly apologized, compensated Yu Panan, and told me the truth. Although I said that I felt awkward in my heart, I also knew that she was like this because of me, so I wanted to forget it. She said that she felt that she had become the kind of person she hated the most, and then she offered to separate from me. ”

Ji Zhiheng let out a "hmm", as if he was confirming whether he had missed any important plots. "That's pretty much it. Then we were separated for a while. ”

Ji Zhilan was silent for a while, and then asked thoughtfully, "Then you like her?"

She didn't ask "do you still like it", but asked if she liked it, Ji Zhiheng knew that she was asking to verify whether this was someone he really liked or someone he felt suitable for marriage in the future.

He said, "At first, I didn't really like it very much, but then I got along and gradually liked it." You know, I didn't like anyone when I was so old, and I was a Yu Pan'an before her - and we weren't together at the time. ”

"So it's your first love. ”

"yes. ”

"Then you should be careful, first love is often unreliable, don't be deceived by those perfect love stories. ”

β€œ...... What kind of fallacy are you? ”

"It's not a fallacy. Ji Zhilan opened another beer and took a sip. "I just think you're a stupid kid in the face of love. The words you just said to me were all about liking and disliking, but there is not only love in the adult world. ”

"Sounds like I'm a middle school student. Ji Zhiheng put on a helpless expression.

"As far as I can see, your view of love is not much more mature than that of a middle school student. Ji Zhilan touched Ji Zhiheng's with her own wine bottle, "It's always right to learn to be smart." ”

Ji Zhiheng didn't refute anymore, not that he felt that she was right, but he just felt that arguing was not interesting, but it seemed naΓ―ve.

In fact, Wei Ting has said a lot of similar things to him.

She said that Geng's purpose was impure, and that he was too insightful of people's hearts, and always did things according to his own preferences and feelings.

Ji Zhiheng didn't care.

He has always believed that although he has been following his heart for so many years, he has never suffered any big losses or gone wrong. The last time he doubted his judgment was after learning that Yu Zhi'an was Yu Pan'an's brother a while ago, he suddenly woke up and found that he had misunderstood a girl he had liked for so many years.

He remembered a lot of things back then. remembered that Yu Panan tried to get close to him again at that time, and he tried to ask him why he ignored people, but he always turned a blind eye, just because he firmly believed in his inner judgment.

But when he remembered that, he didn't think about whether he had made the mistake of recognizing people again, but looked at Geng Yao beside him and thought: This time I will definitely not misunderstand the girl I like again.

However, the Palette incident and the ensuing breakup were too sudden, and his enthusiasm was washed away.

Geng Miao said that he cried on the day of the breakup.

But looking at her tears that day, Ji Zhiheng always felt very familiar, as if he had seen it somewhere.

It seems that when she was taking acting classes abroad, she cried like that in class.

He wondered for a moment - is Geng Yao's love for me acting?

Soon, he rejected his suspicions.

He doesn't want to be suspicious of the girl he likes anymore, and he doesn't want to miss anyone because of suspicion. But he forgot that Yu Pan'an is Yu Pan'an, Geng Miao is Geng Yao, and he wants to use the mistakes he made with Yu Pan'an as the experience of loving Geng Yao, which is unrealistic.