Chapter 136: Become a good person who is your own
"So what? That's why you don't accept me?" His eyes were cold, "Or did you never believe in yourself?"
yes, how could I possibly believe in myself? I wouldn't trust anyone else, I sniffled, "You're right, I just don't believe you and I don't believe in myself, okay?"
"You can try to believe me, I said I would definitely do it!" His eyes reflected me, as if I were his whole world.
No matter how exciting it is, it's hard for me to take that step, and you can never imagine how hard it is to get someone who is naturally afraid of water to learn to swim.
I wanted to believe him, but I didn't have the word "believe" in my nature, there were just doubts and denials, and I didn't start, "I'm really sorry, I really can't do it!"
"So I'm the one you don't accept?" Sui Zhao's eyes were fixed on his hand, and he reached out to press my shoulder, "You sober up a little, you and I will not become like your father and mother, do you want to believe me? I am not a good person, but I want to become a good person for you." ”
"And what if one day I quarrel with you? will you bow your head first or will I bow my head first?" I was very persistent, and I just wanted to get an answer.
Without thinking, he replied: "I will definitely bow my head first, you have to believe me, I will definitely do it when I say it." In order to convince him, he also started talking about his family.
"You should also know that my father has always been a relatively successful person, but he has a bad background, so he has always worked very hard; But my mother came from a very good background, and now she is a well-known pianist, because of the three different views, she has always disliked my father, because she always thinks that my father is a philistine. My father fell in love with my mother at first sight, and my mother didn't like my father from the beginning, and if it weren't for my grandparents' matchmaking, she might not have married my father. Later, they made trouble for various reasons, but I know that my father loves my mother, but my mother's favorite thing is the piano, and now they are still deadlocked. ”
I saw the struggle and pain in his eyes, and couldn't help but open my hands and hug him, "Don't say it, if you don't want to say it, don't say it, I don't have to understand it so clearly." "A lot of people don't like to uncover it, because once they open it, they will see bloody scars.
"No, you let me finish it all at once. Saying that, he hugged me tightly, "What I want to tell you is, Qin Rou, I have been particularly envious of the life of a partner for a lifetime since I was a child, I will not have it without a hearty bowel, there will only be you in this life, except for me, I can't think of any other woman who will be by my side." He suddenly fell to his knees, "Give me a chance, let's be together, okay?"
"But I'm still not sure, I'm not such a good person, I have many, many shortcomings, and the important thing is that I don't know how to love people, do you really mind?"
"Fool, do you think I don't understand?" He was particularly proud, "Who do you think Qi Yuan is in the king?"