Chapter 32: Waiting

After autumn, the weather in City B gradually cooled down. The golden leaves can be seen everywhere along the street, and it is a completely different scenery from autumn in S City.

Yu Pan'an is very pleasant, always holding his mobile phone and patting on the street.

Shooting thousands of miles in the sky, stray cats and dogs, and falling leaves on the street, I photographed a lot of sparse and ordinary things in the eyes of others.

Yu Pan'an's philosophy of life is: beauty is in daily life.

The troupe that Ji Zhiheng is joining now is going to S City to perform two dramas, but coincidentally, the theater he rented was still the one he was in before. On the day he left, he had dinner with her at Yu Pan'an's house and talked about it casually.

- Speaking of which, it's normal for them to eat together now, and there is no longer any need for any formal invitations or appointments.

After listening to his words, Yu Pan'an smiled at him, "Wouldn't they be shocked if they knew about your investors there?" ”

"Definitely. After Ji Zhiheng finished answering, he took the vegetables and ate them silently.

"Those who usually bully you should respect you in the future. Yu Panan said half-jokingly, "You are a bit like the face-slapping plot in that kind of online novel." ”

Ji Zhiheng didn't understand what she said, he still concentrated on eating the food, and after swallowing the food, he said, "Why let them know, they won't know." ”

Now that Yanyan is still working in the previous theater, Ji Zhiheng knows that she has always been outspoken, and specially told her not to say anything when the time comes. It's not that he deliberately keeps a low profile, but he just doesn't want these things to be known by his current colleagues, and he is regarded as a rich second generation who goes deep into the grassroots to experience life.

...... Although he is indeed a rich second generation.

But for him, acting is obviously not "experiencing life".

It is too fake and scary to say that "acting is my life" and "willing to give my life for the stage". It's just acting, and it's not going to the front line to throw your head and spill blood. But he thinks that acting can be regarded as his ideal and passion.

It's something that can be insisted on for a lifetime, and it's never a three-minute heat.

Although he was a nominal investor in the theater before, only a small part of the money used for investment was saved by him when he was in college, and most of it was given to him by Wei Ting. Since he was a child, he has understood that the family's money is the family's money, and he should indeed be glad to be born in a family with a good environment, but there is really nothing to be proud of. That money, in essence, has nothing to do with him.

What he should do is to use his good conditions to accumulate more wealth of his own, instead of using the original capital to squander it, chill his mother, and make himself look down on himself.

"By the way, you bought a high-speed rail ticket this time. Yu Pan'an changed the topic and asked this.

Ji Zhiheng didn't quite understand why Yu Panan suddenly asked like this, but he still said "um". "yes, what's wrong. ”

"Aren't you ringing in your ears? She smiled, "In the future, don't take a plane for this kind of travel that is not very far." ”

After saying that, she regretted it a little, Ji Zhiheng is such a big person, don't you know how to take care of yourself.

But Ji Zhiheng didn't think she was nagging. She could still remember his tinnitus, which was quite surprising to him. Thinking that she had taken so many planes with Geng Yao, she never remembered. Every time I saw him uncomfortable, I asked with a surprised face, "What's wrong?" It made him think that girlfriends all over the world had such a bad memory.

Now it seems that there is no bad memory, it just depends on whether the other party is willing to care.

Thinking of Geng Yao, he thought of the tens of thousands of yuan that he had disappeared, and he felt aggrieved in his heart. It's just that she didn't expect that she would use the excuse that she had cancer to deceive him in the end, and she was not afraid of bad luck at all.

The next day, when Ji Zhiheng left, Yu Pan'an went to see him off, but she said that she didn't go specially, saying, "I haven't seen the high-speed rail station here, go over and have a look." ”

Presumably, high-speed rail stations across the country look like that.

Ji Zhiheng laughed in his heart that she was too much to have three hundred taels of silver, but in order not to embarrass her, he didn't break it.

"Oh, okay, let's drop by. He said so.

Because the time was not very rushed, they chose a slow bus. The time is neither morning rush nor evening rush hour, so there are quite a few seats on the bus, and they sit in front of the window one after the other. Ji Zhiheng sat in front, and Yu Panan sat behind him.

"When will you come back again?" Yu Pan'an asked him tentatively, "Will it be before winter?" ”

Ji Zhiheng smiled and sat sideways, "Of course it won't be that long, we will play two shows, and it won't be there." ”

"Oh. She nodded, thinking: Then when winter comes, we should be able to watch the snow together and eat fried chestnuts with sugar.

Recently, Ji Zhiheng has been going to her for dinner after work, and unconsciously, there are always two cups on the coffee table at home, and the cutlery is also double. Although he just came to eat, he still gave Yu Panan an an ambiguous illusion.

Maybe it's not a delusion.

It's nothing to eat together, but eating together at home, if you think about it, it's quite ambiguous.

The place where they departed was still not close to the high-speed rail station. The bus changed twice, and it took a total of almost forty stops for a distance before they finally arrived.

Ji Zhiheng entered the station to check the ticket, while Yu Panan stood outside, thinking about whether he really wanted to go around here next. Thinking about it, she secretly scolded herself for being inexplicable and wanted to send him in such an awkward way. Fortunately, Ji Zhiheng was not very smart and didn't see it.

Yu Pan'an raised his eyes to see his back being squeezed into the crowd. I don't know if it's some kind of tacit understanding, he just turned around and waved goodbye to her. Then he said something again, but the distance was not close, and it was noisy, and Yu Pan'an didn't hear it clearly.

Leaving the station, she saw a message from Ji Zhiheng.

He said, "Come back early."

There was nothing wrong with this message, but she reacted quickly, and suddenly realized that her thoughts had been seen through by him.

- He didn't see why she came, and he wasn't stupid, he was just careful to protect her awkward little thoughts.

This station not only has high-speed rail, but also that old-fashioned green train. Yu Panan could hear the rumbling sound of the train standing outside the station, it was very noisy, but she was very quiet in her heart.

She knows very well that she and Ji Zhiheng are not deliberately ambiguous and deliberately hanging each other now. It's just that they have missed it for so long, and there seems to be a long river in between, and if they want to be side by side, they can only take their time and slowly make each other's lives overlap again.

It's a long process, but if there are no other surprises, it's a long but beautiful wait.

She thought, she could wait.

Waiting for the ice in his heart to melt, waiting for the long river between the two to recede, waiting for winter, or the next autumn.

As long as this wait is no longer the empty wait of her alone in the four years of college, it is not a waste of time.