Chapter 37: Change
Seeing Nie Xinyan's back disappear at the end of my field of vision, I opened my mouth, but I couldn't say a word. Looking up at the sky, the sun was still so dazzling, and I felt that it was dark in front of my eyes, and the dizziness came to me again. In a hurry, he reluctantly sat down on the bench next to him, and waited for a long time before the dizziness disappeared.
Shaking his head slightly, his vision gradually became clearer again, and he took out his mobile phone and tried to call Nie Xinyan, but found that the mobile phone that was always bright in the past was automatically turned off due to lack of power at the moment.
With a long sigh, it's really a bit of a disaster, if you don't turn it off early or don't turn it off at night, it's just that it will be shut down at this time. Dragged a somewhat tired body back to the dormitory, the big one had been waiting for me for a long time, seeing his posture was to press me directly on the seat, probably noticing that my face was a little wrong, his expression instantly switched to concern.
"What's wrong?"
I handed him the mobile phone that had been turned off in my hand, motioned for him to help me charge it, and walked to the water dispenser to take a glass of water before replying: "There is a little misunderstanding with Nie Xinyan, I have to quickly charge the battery and explain to her." "
After hearing this, the eldest frowned slightly, and said, "What's going on with the two of you lately, there have never been problems before, why have things been going on recently." "
After listening to the big one's words, I suddenly realized that the relationship between the two of us seemed to be really a little wrong recently, and she would react a lot to every little thing, but I didn't find out where the source of the problem was, so I said to the big one: "Probably because of the fact that I am about to graduate, there will be some changes in my heart." "
The big one paused, his expression suddenly became serious, and asked, "You two, can you really go on forever?" I think you have been more tired in the last few days than you have been in the past three years. "
I looked at him in amazement and said, "Where did you see that?" and he was telling the truth, but I really didn't want to admit it.
The big man also took a glass of water, took a big sip, lightly burped, and said: "Breaking up in the graduation season seems to me to be a normal thing, because no one can stop the collision of the giant ship of life, compromise with life, and there is no shame." "
I didn't expect the big man to have such an understanding, and I have the impression that he should be a very emotional person. I was really taken aback that he would say such a rational remark.
At the same time, I recalled the conversation with Nie Xinyan at Yuelu Department Store that day, so I smiled and said to the big one: "The two of us are going to live for the rest of our lives, I can't live without her in my life, unless I am gone, I will not let go." "After all, I'm the one she recognizes who can wipe away her tears.
The big man looked at me with complicated eyes, and finally just sighed and walked away, without urging me to draw again......
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After the phone was turned on, I hurriedly sent a message to Nie Xinyan on WeChat, because I knew that there were some things that I couldn't say on the phone, after all, she was angry at the moment, and she might hang up the phone when she heard my voice. My fingers flickered flexibly on the nine keys of pinyin, and I finally described my thoughts and inferences to her clearly.
I saw her WeChat showing that she was typing...... The stone in my heart finally fell to the ground, but I couldn't wait for her reply for a long time, and the string that had just been loosened became tense again.
I was looking forward to Nie Xinyan's reply, but I was a little afraid to see her reply, this ambivalence made me have mixed feelings, even looking at the blue sky, my mood still couldn't calm down.
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The text message prompt pulled my eyes back to my phone, and I clicked on it with a hint of apprehension, only to find that it was sent by my mother: "Send me the bank card number." He breathed a sigh of relief and felt a little disappointed.
After sending the card number to my mother, I lay on the table and stared at the phone screen quietly, but I never saw it light up again...... Until there was darkness in front of my eyes.
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When I opened my eyes, I found that the sky was already a little dark, and there was no one in the dormitory, so I glanced at my phone and found that an unknown message was flashing on the WeChat icon. With a hint of expectation, I opened it with a hint of expectation, and when I saw the news that it was Nie Xinyan, I felt my fingers tremble a little, and slowly clicked on the message: Let's eat together for six and a half years in the evening, I will wait for you on Xiaoyao Road Pedestrian Street.
I was overjoyed by this string of texts, and gently rubbed my eyes to confirm that it was not dazzling. Nie Xinyan's ability to say this proves that my explanation has worked, and she is no longer angry.
I accidentally glanced at the time on my phone, it was 18:20, I felt as if my pupils had become a little bigger, and the next moment I was already running downstairs.
I swear, I've never run so fast since I've grown so big, and for the first time I felt what it's like to have a smoke in my throat.
But when I saw Nie Xinyan looking forward to it under the street lamp, I felt that even if I was tired and died here today, it was worth it. She saw me, too, with a dazzling sparkle in her eyes, her eyebrows furrowed slightly when she noticed that I was panting for breath, but there was a strong concern in her eyes.
"Walk slowly, why are you running so fast, what should I do if I fall?" her tone was a little annoyed, but I could feel her concern.
I smiled, tried to calm my breath, and said, "I...... I accidentally fell asleep, just... As soon as I saw the message you sent me back, I just... And he ran over. "
Nie Xinyan looked around, pointed to a bench where no one was sitting and said, "Let's go and sit over there for a while, and then we'll go to dinner when you rest for a while." "
"It's okay, I don't care, it's almost. I forced a breath to keep my breathing from being so rapid.
Nie Xinyan didn't listen to me, she directly took my hand and walked towards the bench, and glared at me fiercely. Her sudden strength caught me off guard, after all, I never knew that she had such a side, and I even wondered if she was Nie Xinyan after all.
I passively let Nie Xinyan press on the bench, and she sat down close to me, her head gently resting on my shoulder.
"Wuxiu, I shouldn't be impulsive at noon, and I won't be like that in the future. I know you don't like the word sorry, so I won't say it either. But I'm really afraid of losing you, and if you don't think about me if I'm here now, I don't know if you'll remember me when I go abroad, and if you'll forget me in three years' time. By the end, her sobs could be faintly heard.
While my heart was shaking, I also gently patted her shoulder to comfort her, and said with a chuckle: "Don't worry, I won't forget you if I am a ghost." Although this sentence is often used on occasions of cruel words, there is a hint of indescribable sweetness when used here at this time.
Nie Xinyan was stunned for a moment when she heard this, and then she laughed non-stop, saying that I was not serious.
Her laughter attracted the attention of many passers-by, but when she looked at me, those eyes were full of unkindness, those eyes contained envy, jealousy, and... Hate...... Leng Buding shuddered, it seems that no matter where the beauty is, there will always be a guard behind her who will be ready to go up and down the sea of fire.
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The weather is really hot, and the fragrance on Nie Xinyan's body also stimulates me from time to time, and the secretion of male hormones seems to have suddenly accelerated, I feel a little hot and unbearable, and my breathing has become rapid again, and I twist my body uncomfortably.
Nie Xinyan noticed my abnormality, and the concern on her face became stronger, and she asked, "Wuxiu, what's wrong?"
I moved my arm awkwardly and said, "That's... It's a little hot. "
Nie Xinyan was a little puzzled at first, but then she seemed to notice a bulge somewhere, and her face suddenly turned red, and she glared at me with some shame. With a helpless expression, I said, "This ...... Don't blame me. "
"Shameless! big pervert! lustful ...... Hmm"
"Hey, hey, be quiet, don't shout. I quickly covered her mouth, pointed to the unkind eyes around me and said, "Do you want me to crawl back, look at their eyes." "
Nie Xinyan was slightly stunned for a moment, looked around, her eyes narrowed into crescent moons, and said with a wicked smile: "Do you dare to tease me in the future?"
"Why am I teasing you? It's not easy for me to hold on. "
"What did you say?" she said, raising her little pink fist.
Looking at her expression, I was in a trance for a while, and I suddenly felt that we had both gotten along strangely for the past three years, and it was only recently that we finally had a little bit of a normal couple. Isn't there supposed to be ups and downs in the relationship between lovers? Just like a song, there are highs and lows, and there are also so that we can play that music that accompanies us all our lives. Looking back on our previous relationship, it was more like two friends of the opposite sex who respected each other.
And Nie Xinyan has also changed a lot recently, she loves to laugh more, but she also likes to cry more, I don't know if this change is good or bad for her.
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"Wuxiu, what's wrong with you?" Nie Xinyan's face contained a hint of curiosity and concern.
"Huh? I just remembered something, and I was a little distracted. Let's go, let's get something to eat, I'm feeling a little hungry. "
"Wuxiu, here, you're going the other way. The voice was accompanied by a cold, soft hand, and I gently took her jade hand back and followed her steps towards the distance.
On the way, I kept adjusting the movement of our hand-holding, from the beginning of the four fingers to the five fingers, by this time our forearms were already close to each other, I could feel the coldness on her skin, I think she should also feel the heat on my arms.
I looked at her slightly, and she happened to look at me, looking at each other, there was a shining point of light in her eyes, a very fine bead of sweat appeared on her forehead, and there was a slight flush on her cheeks, I don't know if it was hot or something else. I could feel sweat running from between our fingers, but her hand didn't relax in the slightest, and it still fit my fingers tightly.
I've held her hand countless times, and never before has it made my heart throb like this.
"Xinyan. Looking at her thin pink lips, I couldn't help but ask, "What's your lipstick?"
"Ah, why are you asking this?" Nie Xinyan's expression was full of surprise, "Dior 567." "
"I wanted to see what it tasted like, so I asked the number to buy one. "
"Huh?" she was a little stunned at first, but then she reacted, and her face became even redder, but there was cunning in her eyes, and she said softly, "Keep your head down." "
I leaned down slightly with a hint of doubt, and according to my suspicion, she would definitely play a trick on me, but I did it anyway for the sake of the disappointed expectation in my heart.
The next moment, the coldness touched my lips, and I instantly felt that my brain was blank, and the whole person was stunned on the spot. This time it wasn't just a touch, the cool and sweet touch hit my whole body, and I felt the hairs all over my body stand on end.
I opened my eyes slightly, only to find that her eyes were slightly closed, her slender eyelashes were beating gently, and the hot breath she exhaled kept hitting my restless heart, and the primitive desire I suppressed was a little uncontrollable, and I secretly took a breath and concentrated on enjoying the beauty of the moment.
Minutes and seconds passed, and it wasn't until a hint of warmth came that our lips parted, but I was still immersed in it.
"That...... Wuxiu, you have a nosebleed......"
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