398.

During that time...... It's the time that Tao Li spent with you, can I know what happened?"

Tong Yu looked at Ai Xin and hesitated, but he really wanted to know Ai Xin better, so he couldn't hesitate on this kind of thing anymore.

"Actually, it's nothing, when he was there, it had long passed...... It's just that at that time, he was the only one around. To be honest, I have a ...... personality It's not so good. It's weird and withdrawn, so I'm always grateful that he stayed. ”

Ai Xin replied lightly, but he didn't mention what happened during that time, and Tong Yu didn't want to ask any more, so he had to give up this idea.

"I don't think you're withdrawn. ”

"Really?" Ai Xin glanced up at him and smiled bitterly, "I used to be quite withdrawn, and I didn't speak well to people, so I was straight." In fact, now, he is basically such a person, but he can pretend to be as smooth as possible. After all, many times, you can't do business if you are too aggressive. ”

"Hmm. Tong Yu nodded and looked straight at her, "I don't mind, you stay with me as you are." ”

Ai Xin looked at him and thought to herself, I have always been mindful of myself......

"Actually, sometimes, I don't really like the way you are so thoughtful and considerate, and it always makes me feel useless. ”

"Is there one?" Ai Xin was stunned, "Then I will try not to do this in the future." ”

"Look!" Tong Yu frowned, "As soon as I finished speaking, you said that you would change it in the future, that's it, I will feel a heavy burden......"

"This ...... Am I going to say no?"

Ai Xin held his forehead helplessly, looking at Tong Yu, and he didn't know what he wanted to say.

"I just...... Sometimes it feels like our personalities are very different. I'm kind of awkward, but it doesn't seem to be the same thing as yours. ”

"Hmm. ”

Ai Xin nodded and waited quietly for Tong Yu to continue speaking.

"For example, I don't often talk about home, but I know you can feel that I love my family. At that time, I was so angry with you, and it was because ...... I was scared, scared that my family would be harmed in any way. But in comparison, I always feel ...... I've heard you say that your parents died in an accident, but I don't think I've ever heard you say anything about them......

After speaking, Tong Yu seemed to be a little weak-hearted, and glanced at Ai Xin, but Ai Xin laughed.

"It's really rare for me to hear you say so much in one breath. Ai Xin pursed her lips and looked at him with a bright face, "To mention it or not to mention it, is there any point? Those are already people who are not there, compared to the living people should be more important, right?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ My dad, I think it was when I was two years old...... Or when he was three years old, I can't remember his appearance or voice, and even if I want to miss it, I don't know what to miss. Tong Yu shook his head and looked at her seriously, "However, I will still miss him very much." Because I know that my mother has taken care of me for so many years, and she has loved me with my father's share. ”

Ai Xin looked at him for a while, then nodded lightly and breathed a sigh of relief: "That's ...... You're in luck. ”

"I'm lucky. Tong Yu nodded, "It's a kind of luck to be loved, I am, and so are you." ”

"Me?" Ai Xin pointed to himself suspiciously, and quickly smiled again, "I don't have this kind of blessing." ”

"No one would have otherwise. Tong Yu shook his head, "Your parents love you too, and your friends love you too." And me...... Aren't they also with you? Why do you say such things? ”

Ai Xin listened to his words, as if he was listening to some joke, and the smile on his face did not fade, but his eyes became more and more lost.

After sitting for a while, Ai Xin seemed to feel a little embarrassed in the atmosphere, so he took out his mobile phone and called Wang Yu again.

"Hey, Sister Xin!" Wang Yu's voice always sounded very energetic, and he rarely panicked, "I'm in the dressing room now, waiting with the sister who had dinner last time, saying that the master who repaired the elevator is about to arrive, it won't be long, you wait." I bought some medicine and I'll pick you up as soon as you come out. ”

Ai Xin was a little headache from his indiscriminate bombardment, and couldn't help frowning: "No, I called you to say, go out and buy me a bottle of Coke later......"

"Ha, Coke...... Oh oh, okay, I'll go out and buy it now!"

"Not now...... It's okay to go back later. You say you're now and ...... It's the sister who ate hot pot that day, right?"

"Yes, yes, eat hot pot. ”

"Okay, if you ask her, just say I asked, what they want to eat and drink, you can buy it together. ”

"Oh...... Okay, I got it. ”

Wang Yu answered, hung up the phone, and walked to Li Man not far away.

"What, are you an assistant?"

Tong Yu watched Ai Xin finish the phone call before he spoke.

"Hmm. ”

Ai Xin nodded, for some reason, she didn't seem to be as interested in chatting as she was just now, as if she was very tired.

"Speaking of which, I've always been curious, I haven't seen your assistant for the past two days. ”

"He's my assistant at work, and he's not the kind of artist who always has him with him. He hadn't been to the filming site, and I was afraid that he would cause chaos when he came, so I asked him to wait in the car. ”

"Oh, why did you suddenly remember to find an assistant during this time?"

"Hi...... It's not because I'm too busy, flying here and there all day long, and the company's affairs are not worrying, sometimes I'm so tired that I can't even drive the car, for fear that I will fall asleep holding the steering wheel......"

Halfway through speaking, Ai Xin suddenly saw Tong Yu's face, and only then did he react, and quickly changed his words.

"But don't blame yourself without your reasons. I usually talk about business like this, but I used to be busier when there were many things, but I didn't have time to find an assistant, for fear that the people I recruited would not be reliable. ”

"I didn't think much of it. ”

Tong Yu waved his hand, but the expression on his face still did not ease, even if he didn't analyze it, Ai Xin could see his subtext.

"Eh, when we get back to Beijing, let's go out and play?" Ai Xin looked at Tong Yu tentatively, "Go skiing, do you like it?"

"Like. Tong Yu nodded, "When I was a child, did you know that there was a ski resort in the suburbs here?"

"Yes. ”

"Well, when I was a kid, I would occasionally run over to see it. Tong Yu narrowed his eyes slightly, as if he was reminiscing, "At that time, I was poor, I couldn't afford to buy tickets, and I couldn't afford to rent those ski equipment or anything." I thought, when I grow up to earn money, I come skiing every year. ”

"I'm afraid it's enough to buy a ski resort right now. ”

"Well, I don't know...... But after making so much money, I didn't have time to go skiing. Even if I have a little free time sometimes, I spend it with my mother, and I don't seem to go out much. You also know that I didn't use to be in Beijing much, and I didn't have many gatherings with Su Ya, so I just played games and exercised at home in my spare time. ”

Ai Xin nodded while listening to what Tong Yu said, suddenly raised his head to look at him, blinked, and laughed: "Then if you are allowed to choose now, you already know what the future will be, at that time, will you still choose to enter the entertainment industry?"

"Yes. ”

Tong Yu nodded without hesitation, and felt that he seemed to answer too quickly, touched his nose embarrassedly, and explained: "At that time, it was really too bitter......"

"I can imagine it. ”

Ai Xin responded, but Tong Yu shook his head.

"You haven't experienced the life of a poor person since you were a child, how can you imagine it?"

"Although suffering is different, it is all suffering. Ai Xin grinned, "Didn't Mr. Lu Xun say that the joys and sorrows of human beings are not the same. ”

"......" Tong Yu probably took a moment to react to what Ai Xin said, before nodding slightly, "However, in the end, if you also suffer, it is better to have money than not to have money, right?"

"That's for sure. The poor have only one problem, that is, poverty, and they think that once they have money, their existing problems will be solved. But the troubles of the rich cannot be solved by money. What can we do to solve a problem that money can't solve?"

As he spoke, Ai Xin sighed, looked at the ground, and whispered as if whispering: "What do you rely on......"

"Love?"

Tong Yu looked at her tentatively.

"Love?"

Ai Xin looked up at him, and after a while, he suddenly laughed and nodded vigorously.

The thinking of the poor is so simple, no matter how rich they are when they grow up, the thinking cultivated in this way will not change. Ai Xin looked at Tong Yu, and there was only this one thought in his heart, although he didn't have any idea of looking down on the other party, it was just an objective analysis, and it was categorically impossible to say in front of Tong Yu.

"Auntie...... Auntie, she must love you very much. Ai Xin looked at him with some envy, "I've seen many...... People who grew up in difficult families, they have a lot of ...... Many people are full of resentment, whether it is for their poor families or the world, they do not try, they only know to complain about their incompetent parents. But you, I've never heard you talk about how hard it was at that time, I only heard you say how good your aunt was to you, and how hard it was to support this family. You guys...... He is a person who is truly proud of this family. ”

"Who else are you?"

"My assistant ......," Ai Xin smiled, "I've heard him talk about his family." His home is a small place, saying that his father works in the factory all the year round, and now he is probably retired, and he is sick, and now he has to take medicine or something at home, and his mother can only take care of him at home, and he earns money to support his family in Beijing alone. You also know how much money you can leave over in a month for the rent and consumption in Beijing, all for the family...... However, I see that he is really happy, the kind that shines in his eyes when he mentions his family. ”

"Hmm. ”

Tong Yu nodded, he could understand the feeling.

In this circle, there are too many unfairness, too many falsehoods, and when he is wronged and unfair, the family is Tong Yu's last safe haven. When it is difficult to persevere, as long as he thinks of his mother and this family, he can rekindle the motivation to move forward.

For people like them, that home is no longer just a group of family members, but a belief that drives them to keep moving forward, and is the nourishment they rely on for survival.

Tong Yu couldn't even believe what kind of collapse his world would usher in the day Liu Yarong left him.

But Ai Xin in front of her is only in her early twenties, and she has already experienced the blow of the death of her parents, and even after she is already sensible, this blow will be even more severe.

is also because of these considerations, Tong Yu almost never took the initiative to ask about Ai Xin's parents, and rarely brought up the topic of family in front of her. It's just that occasionally, when he or others mention his family, Tong Yu can see the gloom in Ai Xin's eyes.

"What does it feel like to grow up surrounded by love?"

Ai Xin's eyes were empty, as if he was asking Tong Yu, and as if he was talking to himself.

"I don't know. Tong Yu shrugged, "That's it...... Be happy. I always feel that no matter how big the setback, I can get through it, because there are still people behind me to support me, and there are people waiting for me to support me. ”

"That's nice. Ai Xin nodded, "There are people waiting behind you, and it must feel good to be supportive." ”

"Good. It's a bit of a burden sometimes...... For example, my mother is more verbose, but I haven't heard this kind of long-winded words for a while, but I feel that I miss it. ”

Ai Xin looked at Tong Yu, his eyes turned around his face twice, and then fell back to the ground, without speaking.

Tong Yu guessed that Ai Xin should have remembered her parents again, but she didn't know how to comfort her for a while, hesitated for a while, and looked at her and said: "Although I don't know, but ...... I'm sure your parents love you very much, too. ”

"Oh?" Ai Xin raised her head with interest when she heard this, "Since you don't know, how can you believe that they love me?"

"Is there any parent in the world who doesn't love their children?"

"Poof...... Ai Xin laughed, "Do you remember the first time you took me...... We went to Suya's house together, and when we watched a movie together, you said this too. And then I told you at the time, there are a lot of such parents, the kind of ...... on the news who sell their children and throw them away because they have a daughter."

"Isn't that news?" Tong Yu frowned, "Those people don't deserve to be called parents." But your parents are different, they must love you. ”

"Tong Yu, Tong Yu, the way you look really makes me love and hate. Ai Xin looked at him, shook his head helplessly, sighed, and slowly opened his mouth, "You are like this, standing outside my world, not knowing anything, saying such painless words to comfort me, telling me that my parents must love me very much." But your words are still sincere, so I can't even complain. ”

"What's the complaint?"

"Do you really know?" Ai Xin looked directly at him, "My parents don't love me, I know this better than you. ”

"What do I think...... You're like a kid throwing a tantrum now. Tong Yu smiled, "Don't say such childish things." Moreover, Mom and Dad are gone, at least respect, there should still be there, right?"

"Childish?" Ai Xin raised the corners of her mouth, stared at Tong Yu directly, and looked at it for a while: "I see, you are more naΓ―ve than me." ”

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