Chapter 212: Shock

But as soon as he saw Tao Jingjing's thin back and constantly shaking shoulders, no matter how angry he was, Yu Xiang felt that he couldn't vent it.

"What do you say, I ask you, but you don't talk about it, but now, what is the situation? It's winter, okay, you sit on the cold floor, you don't wear a coat, you don't turn on the air conditioner, do you just want to make grandpa sad like this? Just make all of us feel bad in our hearts? Do you feel that all of us owe you? We should accompany you, I know you are uncomfortable, but a lot of things have happened, everything has happened, what problems can you solve if you are uncomfortable? You are uncomfortable, aren't you uncomfortable? Isn't grandpa uncomfortable? And what about the evening, don't you think about the feelings of the children?"

"Also, it's been so many years, you said that you plan to forget about Xiao Xiche, stop talking about everything, don't think about it anymore, and then talk about looking forward and looking forward all day long. Grandpa also said that you all look forward, and you don't want to think about everything, what do you say you are doing now? Xiao Xiche is back, and now all the parties involved in the original thing are back, they are all back, but what do you want to do? What do you want to do? You tell me what you want?"

Yu Xiang originally planned to talk to Tao Jingjing and reason well, but as he spoke, thinking about all the things that had happened during the period of time since he came back, his anger slowly accumulated, and his words became heavier and heavier.

"According to what I said, you obviously care about everything, you obviously want to figure out everything by yourself, a person is burdened with all the problems, and thinks that it is all your fault, you have to be worthy of all people, but you have never imagined that this thing happened, he always has a cause and effect, what is the reason? Is it that you can solve it yourself? Is it that you can go by yourself and can you string everything together? Do you think you're doing the right thing by being alone in that place and carrying everything and silently not saying anything, not saying anything, and then making everybody worry and everybody uncomfortable?"

"I ......"

In fact, as he spoke, Yu Xiang also said what he felt in his heart during this period of time, but as he spoke, he may not be able to control his emotions or what he wants to say, but it aroused Tao Jingjing.

"Then you tell me, you tell me, what do you want me to do, what do you want me to do? You're satisfied, you're all satisfied. ”

Tao Jingjing sat up all of a sudden, and shouted at Yu Xiang with great emotion, stopping all the words Yu Xiang wanted to say in an instant, and then Yu Xiang stared at Tao Jingjing in a daze.

"I didn't want you to do anything, I.I.I ......", later, Yu Xiang stammered for a long time and didn't say why, nor did he answer Tao Jingjing's question.

"Hmph, hmph......"

Seeing Yu Xiang stunned like this, and unable to say anything, Tao Jingjing wanted to laugh, but she couldn't laugh, and finally turned into a sneer.

"You're not satisfied, you all think I'm doing something wrong, you think I should do nothing, but you all think I'm the fault of everything. ”

"No, how can you think that you caused the matter? Why do you think so? We are just worried about you, many things are just thinking about the past and passing, and we don't let you think about it anymore, you are a very heavy person, we all think that you can live a good life in the future, and you can ......"

"Live a good life in the future, do you think I can live a good life in the future?"

"Why can't you live your life well?"

I see my grandfather every day, I see my aunt, I see you, these are all reminders to me at any time, all the wrong decisions I have made, and all the harm caused to you, do you think I feel like this, can I live a good life in the future?"

"We've never blamed you for making any decisions, and what do the decisions you make have to do with us? The decisions you made didn't affect us in any way, and the changes in our lives were caused by us, by the decisions we made. I'm telling you exactly, I'm telling you for sure, your decisions, what happened to you, absolutely nothing to do with me, everything I did was in my heart, and I judged for myself what I should do about it? He has nothing to do with you. ”

Yu Xiang looked at Tao Jingjing, stared at Tao Jingjing's eyes, and told Tao Jingjing word by word what he really thought in his heart, whether it was then or now, or from the first day of acquaintance, any decision he made, or anything related to Tao Jingjing, was a decision made in accordance with his heart, and he never had any idea of blaming Tao Jingjing for affecting his life.

In fact, at this moment, Tao Jingjing was also shocked by Yu Xiang's solemn attitude, to be precise, she had never talked to Yu Xiang about them, her own views on these things, and their views on themselves, if yesterday was a common thing, it was an attempt with her grandfather, then this attempt was a failure, which is why Tao Jingjing was so disheartened, so sad, and so self-blaming,

So much so that in the end, she didn't know how she was going to face all this, so when she saw that Tao Zhongming was not there, her emotions suddenly got out of control, and she was also worried that Tao Zhongming really didn't want to see herself, couldn't face herself, and then she was confused and at a loss for the future......

Yu Xiang looked at Tao Jingjing and was stunned for a moment, there were tears in his eyes, his heart was actually very uncomfortable, in fact, he had always known Tang Yaoyao's character for so many years, but he never really wanted to understand this girl, or really understand this girl, he knew that he would be like this, but he let no one go away, saying that he wanted to find the truth to help this girl, or to do something, but the real Yu Xiang himself sometimes thought about it, are those really his own thoughtsOr to be more precise, in fact, he is also escaping from reality, he doesn't want to face all this, he always feels that he may be separated from each other, let time wash away, everything that has happened has left traces on the hearts of two people, in the hearts of everyone, maybe over time, everyone doesn't think about this problem, don't grasp this problem, maybe this problem is forgotten by everyone. It's not about time, it's the best antidote to all problems, so I gave the antidote to myself, to Tao Jingjing, to Ziyu, to Zhuo Yan, and to the experience of the last thing, but I may have forgotten that the antidote may also be a special treatment, and then there are people who are injured to a different degree! Thinking of this, Yu Xiang was full of self-blame, stretched out his arm, and hugged Tao Jingjing, who had been sitting on the bed in a daze, in his arms.

"I'm sorry, Huahua is really sorry, it was all my fault in the first place, I shouldn't have left you behind, really. None of us should have left you behind. It's our fault, it's really all our fault. ”

Tao Jingjing, who was originally held in Yu Xiang's arms, struggled to leave, but listened to Yu Xiang's words, but quieted down little by little, and finally cried bitterly in Yu Xiang's arms, as if she was venting her pain and feeling like she was lonely and helpless in the past......

"Okay, okay, it won't be in the future, we will all be by your side in the future, grandpa is also by your side, I am also by your side, Ming Media is also by your side, we are all by your side, everything will be with you, I won't let you face all this alone, don't cry, okay, okay. ”

Yu Xiang gently patted Tao Jingjing's back, as if to comfort and promise, his tone was low, there was indescribable tenderness in his words, but there was pain in his eyes.

Under Yu Xiangde's appeasement, Tao Jingjing's mood gradually stabilized, and the sound of crying gradually became smaller, and finally became a gentle sob, but she kept lying in Yu Xiang's arms, holding Yu Xiang's clothes tightly, as if Yu Xiang was her lifebuoy......

All of this made Tao Zhongming, who had been standing quietly at the door, look at it in his eyes, in fact, when Yu Xiang stepped forward to hug Tao Jingjing, he knew that this granddaughter of his family was awake, she just didn't want to talk to herself, so he gave her space and gave her time, but when he really heard his granddaughter's feelings, Tao Zhongming was still shocked.

I can't say that I don't feel uncomfortable, it's just that I have been discussing some issues with my granddaughter openly and honestly for a while, but at that time I didn't hear my granddaughter's true feelings, or my granddaughter's true views on this issue, but after the emotional outburst last night, the words I said, and all the things that happened during this period of time were backlogged together, so that my granddaughter completely exploded, just like Yu Xiang said, Tao Zhongming felt that his granddaughter was indeed a very thoughtful person, but he obviously pretended not to care about anything, looked simple, and tried to live thoroughly, so that everyone thought that he really didn't care, and everything had passed, but alone bears all the pain.