Chapter 345: Memories in My Mind

The night was so quiet, and at this time, Shen Wei went out of the door, walked into the flower pavilion, sat on a small chair, and Shen Wei looked up at the stars in the sky.

And at this time, Shen Wei's mind suddenly flashed a lot of pictures than Si Xian.

All kinds of pictures made her unforgettable, this was her hadn't been so contemplative for a long time, Shen Wei was thinking: What is Si Xian doing now? He hasn't been with him for so long, and he doesn't know if he missed himself at that time, and he doesn't know if his memory has recovered?

Si Xian, I miss you.

I only have one sentence in my mind: I miss you, I don't know when we will meet again.

Thinking about it, Shen Wei's tears flowed silently, and she didn't know what to do? Shen Wei, who was entangled in her heart, suddenly remembered one scene after another with Si Xian, sad and sad, but most of them were happy.

Shen Wei blinked desperately, trying to restrain her tears, but memory didn't give her this chance.

I remember that once Si Xian came home, at that time he was sitting on the sofa with Si Mu watching TV, Si Xian's mood that day did not seem to be very good, with a gloomy face, did not greet Si Mu, let alone talk to himself.

I still remember that Si Mu was a little confused, so she stopped Si Xian and said, "Son, why did you come back so late?"

"Oh, there's something going on in the company. Si Xian replied lightly and went back to his room.

In fact, at that time, I knew what was wrong with him, but I couldn't tell my mother, so I had to pretend not to know, and said to my mother: "Auntie, I'll go and see what's wrong with him"! Seeing that his mother nodded, Shen Wei went upstairs.

When I got upstairs, I pushed the door, but the door didn't open, and I found that Si Xian had locked the door from the inside, and was waiting outside at a loss.

The aunt said to Si Xian: "Son, don't hold it in your heart if you have anything, talk to your mother, or talk to Weiwei, don't forget that we are your closest people." ”

Perhaps it was the effect of these two sentences, and with a bang, Si Xian opened the door so that he could enter Si Xian's room.

"Have a good talk with Si Xian. "I still remember that Si Mu told me like this, for fear that something would happen to Si Xian.

Si Xian was really angry that day, shouted at Shen Wei, and suddenly threw the things in his hand to the ground

"I used to take you out to socialize, the bosses of those companies have seen you, the boss of the cheap department store Mr. Liu told me today, you got into another man's car, you only care about yourself, have you ever thought about me? All day, I sat in my office, never went out, I have been thinking, what changed you. From being angry to flattering, from being gentle and direct to being the mastermind behind the kidnapping, I can't figure out what all this is about, what changes you. Si Xian paused, his tone seemed to get a little better, and continued.

"In the evening, I saw that the company's colleagues left the company one by one, I went to your studio, entered your office, your desk, and put a photo of us, you like me, but I don't understand, what's wrong with you?"

"For self-preservation, for revenge, for no longer being bullied by others. Shen Wei replied like this at that time.

But what did Si Xian answer?

"Why are you so stupid, you can tell me, and then I will protect you!" Si Xian was a little angry, his eyes widened, and he stared at Shen Wei fiercely.

Thinking of what Si Xian said, Shen Wei's already sad mood was even heavier, and tears flowed down again, blurring the scene in front of her.

Si Xian is a very domineering person, but he is willing to believe in himself, even if someone is transferred from it, the person Si Xian believes in is still himself, and he is still willing to protect himself, even if he shows his truest self in front of him, he is still willing to believe in himself, there has never been a second person who will do this to himself.

Shen Wei also believed in Si Xian, but she hoped that she could also become less weak.

Shen Wei and Si Xian said, "It's not that I don't believe that you can't protect me, I just want to protect myself through my own efforts, how can a person who can't even protect himself protect others?"

But as a result, I don't know where Si Xian is now, what he is doing, he has no one to protect, he is still alone, and Ling Shao is still involved.

It seems that this is the time, his contact with Ling Shao was known by Si Xian, maybe it was this incident that made many things extremely bad later.

If I had more trust in Si Xian, would there be some things that would not have happened, whether I would still be by Si Xian's side now, and everyone would have a good life.

Shen Wei sighed.

Shen Wei wiped her tears, the wind at night was a little cold, if Si Xian was there, he would definitely not want to see himself blowing a cold wind outside.

Shen Wei got up and smiled a little desolately.

"Si Xian is not there, but also take care of himself, if he sees Si Xian that day, he must be the best looking. Shen Wei said a silent sentence in her heart, turned around and went back to the room.

The room was empty, with no strings by his side, and everything seemed to be meaningless.

Shen Wei looked at the dark room, very sad, so she forced herself to sleep, so that if she was busy tomorrow, she would forget about these things and be less sad.

Shen Wei thought in her heart, trying to make herself fall asleep.

But depending on God, he doesn't want Shen Wei to be better, maybe he wants to fulfill Shen Wei, and when he doesn't have Si Xian by his side, he lets Si Xian accompany Shen Wei in his dreams.

In the dream, the time is still the day when Si Xian was angry, but there seems to be some differences, the Si Xian in the dream is more domineering than the Si Xian in reality.

Shen Wei closed the door in her dream, and Si Xian rushed up, kissed Shen Wei's mouth, pressed her body tightly, and pressed her down on the bed.

Actually, Shen Wei resisted, she hadn't lost her anger during the day, but in fact, Si Xian's anger had not disappeared, he was just using this kind of time to vent his anger.

With all his strength, he pushed Si Xian, and Si Xian's interest passed, so he let go of Shen Wei.

She tidied up her clothes and asked Si Xian angrily, "What are you doing here!" She sat on the bed and looked at the student who looked like she had done something wrong, and Si Xian looked like a stern teacher.

But before the words fell, Si Xian kissed Shen Wei again, not leaving her a chance to breathe.

This time she no longer had the strength to push him away, so she could only be at his mercy, and he finally had his best time and slowly let go of her mouth.

At this time, Shen Wei didn't have the strength to quarrel with him anymore, but just said lightly: "Si Xian, you have to believe that no matter what I do, I love you, and I am all for the good of both of us." ”

Si Xian's anger also disappeared a little, and when he heard Shen Wei say this, his tone softened, and he said to Shen Wei: "What are you doing this for, I just want to know this!"

Shen Wei didn't speak again, just nodded.

Shen Wei hurriedly walked to Si Xian's side, and after listening to Shen Wei's words, Si Xian's anger almost disappeared, and he just looked straight at Shen Wei.

Shen Wei threw herself into Si Xian's arms and winked at him.

At this moment, Si Xian pointed at Shen Wei's chin, teased Shen Wei, and continued to touch Shen Wei's head: "Today I told my partner that you are taking care of the fetus, what should I do?"

"If you don't give me a kiss, I'll forgive you", Si Xian touched Shen Wei's head.

"I, I, I ......" Shen Wei said in a hurry, when Si Xian asked like this, she was speechless for a while, and after thinking for a while, Shen Wei replied softly, "Then give birth to one."

Shen Wei pouted and kissed Si Xian's face.

This cuteness made Si Xian irresistible again, and Si Xian couldn't help but laugh.

Seeing Si Xian laughing, Shen Wei knew that this matter was not so serious.

Slowly, Si Xian carried Shen Wei to the bed and kissed her slowly and deeply, of course, Shen Wei did not resist, women have always been creatures different from their mouths and hearts.

At this time, an untimely knock sounded, Shen Wei was in a trance, looking at Si Xian in front of her, surprised and delighted, and responded to Si Xian frantically.

But the knocking on the door continued, Si Xian was a little angry, got up to open the door, Shen Wei had a bad premonition, it seemed that if Si Xian left this room, he would never find him again.

Shen Wei shouted Si Xian's name behind Si Xian, Si Xian didn't seem to hear it, opened the door and walked out, Shen Wei went to chase Si Xian, pushed the door open but there was nothing, just one with one door, Shen Wei pushed open all the doors, there was no Si Xian.

The knock on the door was still ringing.

In the dream, Shen Wei still lost Si Xian, how could she not find it, Shen Wei stood in place, crying, like a child who lost his favorite candy.

Shen Wei was so tired that she didn't hear the alarm clock ring several times, and when she woke up from the dream, she was in a bad mood, sitting on the bed and not looking up.

Shen Wei woke up in that not very good dream, looking at the still empty house, Shen Wei sighed, buried her face on the pillow, and then realized that the pillow had been wet with tears in her dream.

It turns out that the sadness in the dream will also spread to reality, just like the thing in your dream is what you are most afraid of.

But everything coincides, and Si Xian doesn't know where it is, this reality.

Shen Wei rubbed her eyes, she always felt that she was still in a dream, and Si Xian would suddenly appear behind the door to surprise herself.

The sun is very dazzling, but Shen Wei feels that without Si Xian by her side, everything is really cold and terrible, and it is the coldness that the sun can't shine in.

On a new day, there is still no Si Xian by Shen Wei's side, only those memories in his mind accompany Shen Wei.