Chapter 10 Men don't flick when they have tears, but they don't get to the sad place
"You know what I'm going to say?" I asked.
"Well, I saw it, just saw it. The big man's voice revealed despair, I immediately turned on my phone when I heard what he said, and there was a news that had just been posted in the WeChat circle of friends, there were fat people, there were Cui Yanyan's, a photo of kissing together, followed by the words "We are in love".
I closed WeChat with some trembling, and the big one should have seen the fat man's WeChat dynamics.
sighed softly, what should come will always come, and that's fine, at least it's just one person who is uncomfortable.
"Big head, get dressed, go, have two drinks with my brother. The big man stood up and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, "Just tonight, after tonight, I will forget about this matter, and then sincerely send blessings to the fat man." "
I nodded heavily, "Okay!"
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Two people, two hearts, one tears, one ignorant, the sound of insects in the garden is in the ears, the circle of friends on WeChat is piercing, the summer night is cold and elegant, the breeze blows through the heart, with the loneliness in the heart blowing to this noisy and vibrant land.
I and the big one went one after the other, the shadow looked particularly slender in the moonlight, the big one walked very steadily, and every time he landed soundly, he thought that he should walk with generosity and strength, to get out of that kind of grandeur.
I, who had been focusing on the shadow, suddenly found that the big shadow was not moving, raised my head slightly, and two figures snuggled together appeared in front of me, the big one looked at them so blankly, and the fat man on the opposite side also looked shocked, only Cui Yanyan looked confused.
"I want to bless you when I'm better. The big man smiled bitterly, but I saw the scarred heart under the smiling face of the strong pretend, why did I meet by chance at this time?
Cui Yanyan greeted me with a smile, I smiled in return, the fat man looked cramped and uneasy, I hope he is generous, just greet the big one very usually, the more embarrassed he is, the more uncomfortable the big one's heart is.
"Big... Big one, right... Yes..."
"You don't have anything to be sorry for him, this is what you want me to do, don't leave yourself behind. I interrupted the fat man's words, I was afraid that he would say that sorry, he said everything was good, but he couldn't say sorry, because he didn't do anything wrong, and sorry was the biggest harm to the big one.
The big one didn't say anything more, and I pointed to the school gate and said, "We two went out for a walk, and we might not be back tonight." "
The fat man nodded slightly, but his expression was very sad, I know he is very uncomfortable, but love has always been selfish, since Cui Yanyan chose him, the only thing he can do is to live up to Cui Yanyan, not anything else.
After walking out of the school gate, I breathed a sigh of relief and stood beside me: "Big head, thank you." "
I shook my head: "Let's not say this, brother, I just stopped the fat man and said I'm sorry, but I didn't expect you to say thank you, you shouldn't." After thinking about it, he said with a smile: "Drinking two more glasses in a while is the greatest thank you to my brother." "
The big one looked at me with a very affectionate gaze, and suddenly looked at me with disgust: "How nice it would be if you were a fucking woman, alas... Cheap Nie Xinyan. "
I laughed and scolded: "You TM, don't look at me like this, you look at the middle of the night, weird." "
The big one also laughed: "Let's go, go to the bar, and have a chance to sing me a song in a while." "
I nodded, "Definitely!"
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It's close to 12 o'clock in the evening, and the bar is hot, I personally don't like this kind of hi bar, but if you want to release your emotions today, it's better to have a hi bar.
The big guy asked for two full cases of beer, and I was a little shocked: "Are you going to get drunk here tonight?"
"Yes, get drunk and get some sleep, and tomorrow I'll be back to life. "
I took out the beer, opened it, gave the big one a can, and said, "Come, brother, respect you, don't say more, let's drink you down first." "
"Hey, I'm still gasping, come,!" The big guy is really bold in drinking, a can of beer has been drunk by him in an instant, and he burped slightly, his spirit is even more uplifted, and his eyes are shining, this is the big one, the big man who is strong and energetic!
The music in the bar also became restless, and a group of people sweated themselves on the dance floor, releasing the anxiety of their souls, and watching this scene of drunkenness and gold became restless.
"Going to dance for a while?" said the big man, pointing to the dance floor with interest, and looking at the bulging veins on his forehead, I realized that he had drunk a lot, and shook his head slightly. I picked up another can of beer and faced him, the big one was very interesting, and quickly opened a can and touched me and drank it.
But after drinking it, he covered his face with his hands, and I thought he was hurt somewhere, so I hurriedly lifted his head, but I saw a pair of eyes with tears in my eyes.
This is the first time I have seen a big man shed tears, and in my eyes, he has always been that kind of particularly strong image, an iron man, bleeding and sweating without tears. At this moment, he is crying like a child, which really confirms the sentence "Men don't flick when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place".
I gently put my hand down, stayed quietly and cried, it would be nice to cry.
Love is a wonderful thing, many people look forward to it, it is heartbreaking, it can also make people tired, but once it is trapped, it will be out of control.
"Hello handsome guy, can you please have a drink?" a delicate voice came with a hint of charm in it.
I turned around in surprise and saw a graceful figure, she was painted in a very thick costume, but if you look closely, you can still see that her facial features are very exquisite, not to mention her temperament, I don't think such a person would be mixed in such a mixed bar, so I look at her even more presumptuously.
She didn't care at all, and even straightened her somewhat turbulent breasts in front of me, I smiled wryly, and shrank back, she saw my embarrassed appearance, and smiled happily, and the laughter was also very good, like a yellow warbler entering the valley, like a melodious turn.
I handed her a can of beer, and she opened it skillfully and drank it, very boldly, and at first glance she looked like a veteran of the drinking field. With a can of beer in her stomach, she gently wiped the wine stains from her mouth with a tissue, revealing a charming smile.
A pair of seductive eyes stared at me, and at first I was able to make eye contact with her, but after a few seconds I was a little nervous, and I panicked and turned my head away.
She laughed again, this time leaning forward and backward with a smile, and finally recovered, wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes and saying, "I've seen so many boys in a bar, it's really the first time I've seen you like you, it's so interesting." "
I frowned a little annoyedly, not quite understanding her motives, and took a sip of my beer, only to find that the can was empty, and threw the empty can into the corner of the table in frustration.
"Handsome guy, get to know me, my name is Condensation. She chuckled.
"My name is Yun Wuxiu, and his name is Li Jian. As I spoke, I pointed to the big one resting on the table.
"Yun Wuxin is out of Xiu, a good name. Ning Lu commented on my name very seriously, and gave me a very faint smile.
I suddenly didn't understand that her expression was so changeable, her eyes were melancholy, charming, and blurred. I can't help but be a little curious, why would such a person be in this kind of bar, accidentally caught a glimpse of the watch on her left hand, and was even more shocked, the Omega Constellation series, I had only seen it in a magazine before, and this watch would cost tens of thousands, to say the least.
It turned out that he was still a local tyrant, and at the same time he was amazed, his curiosity was also increased, and he couldn't help but ask: "Condensation, I feel that you are very ...... with this bar"
"It's out of place, isn't it? She said what I wanted to say, "Aren't you the same? I'm afraid you're still in school, looking at your youthful appearance?" she looked at me with a playful expression.
I touched my nose a little embarrassed, but I still said stiffly: "Who said that I am still in school, I have already gone to work." "
"You are still hard-mouthed, your own actions have betrayed you, and mental research has shown that people have their own specific habits when they lie, such as touching their noses and looking around, and you have just committed all of these points. Her beautiful eyes kept looking at me, and I looked even more embarrassed, and even tried to run away.
Yu Guang found that the big man's hand moved, it should be awake, and then I saw the big man raise his head, at first he looked confused, and when he saw a big beauty in front of him, the whole person was excited, and I felt that his wine had woken up.
"She... Who is she?" the big fox looked at me suspiciously.
I smiled: "The friend I just met, it's called Ning Lu, we can call her Sister Lu." As I spoke, I signaled to Ning Lu if this title was feasible, she smiled and nodded, but when I said the word "friend", her face was a little complicated, maybe she thought that it was too casual to meet for the first time, and the friendship of a few words and a glass of wine could be called a friend.
The big man hurriedly stretched out his hand: "Hello, Sister Lu, my name is Li Jian, you can call me big." "
Ning Lu also smiled and shook hands with the big one, seeing that the big one was already awake, and there was no one singing on the stage at this time, I called the waiter to ask if I could go to the stage to sing a song, and he happily agreed to let me play to my heart's content.
Greeted the big one, I stood in the stands, came in to the singer who sang in the guitar, gently tried to sound, looking at the big one under the stage, my mood seemed extremely peaceful, my original plan was to sing a song "My Good Brother" to the big one, now it feels unnecessary, I want to sing him a song Zheng Zhihua's "Sailor", I hope he will carry this lonely night.
The prelude sounded, and the fingers gently moved rhythmically on the strings, and many people in the audience had already heard what the song was, stopped their activities and began to hum along......
"He said in the wind and rain, what is this pain, don't be afraid to wipe away your tears, we still have dreams before, he said what is this pain in the wind and rain, don't ask why to wipe away your tears......"
As soon as I finished singing, I saw the big man give me a thumbs up from a distance, looking at me with an eager look, and the people in the audience kept praising me, and I was a little unable to extricate myself from this joy for a while.
I glanced at it inadvertently, but I saw Condensation's face full of loneliness......